Friday, September 29, 2006






chantelle and me. remembered it was taken last year,before she left for china for months (: and it was under my block in the middle of the night!












i havent had sufficient rests for this week. up to 6hrs per night rest. arghh.and i was late thrice for this week.
3 out of 5 days! and i had to walk 7rounds in the field today.
slacking.rotting.madd-ing.flunked.
devasted by my results. why is the Eng standard so strict that only 4 passed in my class?
this is driving me nuts. hit the table.
myself. and i ?

sometimes i ponder over and over again but there's no solution to what i think.
not every question has an answer.
it just happen. dont ask,

out with chantelle in the noon.
sent daryl to town first.
choosing maternity wears.shoes.shopping.dinner.
didnt go kbox 'cos it might affect her baby.being her advicer.
she extended the year- to 21years old, and we'll be going HK! might even bring her child along.wahha.
a new honda car (:
fetched her jappy-dad,korea-mom at bukit timah.
went to her grandma's place.and her dad sent her home.
her aunt thought im her colleague x]
while her parents drove me to lot1. (; cool parents.
meet siying and pinfen.arcade games. how kiddy were we,trying to get as much tickets as we can,so we can exchange for something.

did my maths paper. online to blog.
am so totally beaten out.

Wednesday, September 27, 2006

time for some PHOTOS taken recently! :D


classphoto taken after class today , 'cos we needed to make a class montage.sadly to say,guys are more in number.


and you can guess who is this after some editing from mengyi's cellphone. :D


yea,we took photos in class openly. the superb FADS with fadz ;p


this is to show how united we girls are,not all but some. girls love :p


back to memories! i came across this photo so decided to post up. bandexcos outing at orchard. and its taken last year.

2nd row left to right: gangyuan,rebecca,charles.first row left to right: siying,zhenjun,suhaila,dororin,jordan,MYSELF,yuting

i MISS snow at steff's place now. a new home for SNOW ;p will pick you up tomorr!
i went for a chat with fish and matmat at lot1:P remember the good old times where we took silly photos together after sports day in '04, go sentosa together,latenight emails,latenight msnchats,and the woopsy doopsy where it turned out to be a great laugh. it was nice to hear from you again. x] how childish were we.

atimetobuckup. smiles,its just the beginning. look forward-

Tuesday, September 26, 2006




photo taken : mengyi.sokwen.myself


















ahh. i'm such a pig, i couldnt get up for school for both days.
but i wasnt late for school yesterday. i arrived at 740am (: it poured. thats why.
today i came to school at 940am. how late am i!!i didnt bother to report to the office, went straight to class.
hoOOOYaaYYyyyyy! i passed my geog. people said this was tyco,nah its cos God was with me and i studied. 32/50. to think i could score above the passing mark,it was just so nice!and i passed chinese. mm.but i still want to achieve at least a B3.
failed chem. practical pulled me down. mmm. nothing much in school today. i
dozed off durin poa while reading a book. so do drey!
took photos durin chinese,even out of our class. just outside my class there's a greenery field with plants.haha.actually this is the best part i love bout my school :D my chi teacher explained that my sentence structurewas lousy. haha, and its using very simple chinese words! mr choo said he would give me chocolate tomorr,'cos i asked from him :x my skin's that thick you see.

wahhaa. i am now a STOMPER (: a newbie though.

stayed home to catch some sleep.3hours. sleeping has become part of my habit,and thats horrible! that means no exericise!
i cooked dinner for myself. went cycling around yewtee in the night with jet. he was sick. meet bigstef. cycled home, called peng. basically this is what i did. i wanted to go lot1 library to study just now. but i'm so broke now.i'm left with what- less than 10bucks for this week.


i want to have cycling outing tomorrow wahhaha! tomorr's the only day which i dont have extra class! o.O class chalet. :L i doubt the whole class will go. studyfreakos in class. good that they influence us to study,but they are so so antisocial,not enthusiastic bout class outings! what a 4-10 class. classtee delay thanks to jet. aww i guessed the design will be soo soo guy-ish and army-ish.

Sunday, September 24, 2006

suddenly thought of posting something addition here. the steamboat gathering we had after band!
remembering was in early feb, and was a last min thingy.for the first time siying asked us to her house for steamboat cum ktv session! look at how much we've grown! not much though. hha.






church on sat,bible study on sun [x
He speaks to me a lot.
helping out for stef's assignment, is really enjoyable!
though its really a lot of work to do. so we didnt get to go gym-ing ;(
it changed my decision to enter an arts school.
maybe steff's right, yea study well so that there will be more variety of choices to choose from. but i'll pursue a music degree,at least a cert or something. yea, easier said than done!
but i gona strive hard in trumpet studies. and where is my private trumpet class?
if i ever have the time, i would want to. i dont mind paying that much per hour for the class. b'cos i know iwill benefit from this and i'll even have the opportunity to learn more.

right now is to put my focus on studies.

o dear, i realised i got a month to 0 level. but time is really running very short. 4weeks??
i got to continue to be on the track now. practising on A maths alone can kill me.

but with God's strength i am able to beat anything.
i learnt. it's time for me to wake up wake up wake up.
i'm a hero (; to someone younger than me.

dylan fried some jap chicken for both of us for dinner.
and mom bought coke and chips!
wanted to catch late night movie,but got to save money!
still i got to catch a show this week.heh.
study first. reward comes next. ;p

studying shall start tomorrow (:


spirit of God, would you fall in this place.
Lord have Your way.

Saturday, September 23, 2006

mugging period has passed. i did real studying. yes,but last few days before prelims end,i wasnt really into studying more than what i did.


we had lunch. i cooked it. really looks yummy delicious. argh but its instant noodles anyway. saved me a lot of money but i ended up buyin more titbits and get fatter, more sugar in my body but dont exercise much.this is tiffany. bagus. shiok. a kind of feeling which says " i feel good " do i? hah. i have to think.

we marinated these poor wings within an hour for dinner. how fast can that be? how tasty will it be?

and with a professional cook like siying.it sure be tasty. ( :then we 're back to studying. revising really hard. engrossed in studies and nothing else. without food,we wont be staying up late. and not forgettin my favourite energy booster drink.

the school maths paper did. dont think that girls' schools are the toughest paper ever.

we studied the other night. yes with food. and that's dororin-bandmate.

wanyi. i promised her that i'll teach her but till now i only taught her a bit! apologised for that.

the stressed side of me. i ask myself but i dont even worry or am i stress bout prelims! just an exam with all the sec4 express and sec5 classes in the hall. woohoo.my favourite place.

back to today's:i watched at causeway point in the noon today. a very funny comedy show. go catch.then we had pastamania for lunch. and also a pizza.

back to today's :


went to yewtee to teach wan yi a little while before heading home. and i went for a cycle with jet. from yewtee to teck whye. then to cck. he taught me some new techniques so when i master those, i 'll be able to go bike trail at bukit timah. my bike chain came out,thanks to jet. but wasnt able to repair. so jet will fix for me tomorr as he needs to rush for taekwondo. i took a train to lot1 to buy paper at popular and meet siying. we rented a korean show and watched my place. it turned out to be a lousy show. but i like kwon sang woo still! i'm so full from the pastamania i ate. mom even asked siying to stayover. ;/ at 11plus we went to yewtee mac to chill and have a cone. aww i didnt mean it! by the time i walked home it was bout 12 plus. this is how i spent a day after my prelims. yes its boring. i want to have movie marathon someday. and also an exercise day someday. what should i do now? i wanna study tomorrow maybe ? to start on 0 level combined sci book which i bought recently. start studying soon. i had a terrible headache the whole day.

Thursday, September 21, 2006

i slept very late last night but i was still able to wake up for today.i took my combined sci paper1 and finished in 25mins. i did not even study anything. i called ms jane to inform her that i dont want to take my AMaths paper after the paper. she insisted i give a try yeaa.i cant be bothered by anything now. these are harming me!its choking me!
i went to fetch jiayin out of school today. 'cos she tried all ways to leave school.hah. and she cycled backhome on my bicycle lar, and i had to walk home. meet her after and we went to health promotion board for something. went for the games adventure center,ha-then we went to my grandma's house x] woo, i miss her a lot,and also cheyenne! first thing i saw her was a big hug! i heard this from someone, hugs really can cheer people up at times. but true enough it will brighten. and she could get along so well with jiayin too. had a light dinner there. and we took cab back to cck. i went to meet siying for a while at library.met hock and kerwin. went home to meet jiayin to get my bicycle back home. and both of us had steamboat by ourselves lah! how miserable can that be. yea, i got a boring dumblife. we had the biggest laugh when dylan fell down at home! i called chantelle to chat! she's going to post to my house address maths prelims papers. xiexie! really want to meet her out one day again for KBOX!

nothing much.this is how i spent my day after my prelims.. and i need not attend school tomorrow. what to do.sleep all day and rot till i turn sour. then maggots eat me up. zzz. i dont know why, i survived today. i dontknow how many more days . hated this kind of life. but go for the EXTREMES. sounds familar. ........
..... ..... .........

Wednesday, September 20, 2006

maths paper2 kills me. dissappointed in myself-, unable to complete the paper on time though it was 2hrs 30mins long. i can do the questions but i got no time. ZZz. Geog paper was easy. hope i can score wellto pull my ss, but its impossible. studied ecotourism in msia but didnt come out. went home to sleep 'cos iwoke up at 545am to study at mac. went home to rest, feeling very tired. i havent even study till now okay. i fail my last papers tomorrow. amaths p2 and combined sci. i'm such a noob in so many things, yes 'cos i dont have knowledge and i'm stubborn and foolish. i am still old and tattered apart. my mind is not functioning well. i screw up in everything- music,studies,prefect,family. i am a big fat liar.dont believe in me anymore. i lied to people. i do things that people dislikes bout me. i made people around me irriated.i thought i used to look to the postive side of this world but no more.i ask why, but no one can answer.i used to love things around me.but now i disliked everything.i never believe in everlasting friendship. the friendship me and her had for 2years seemed to have broken up.we dont even contact so often now. true friends dont last.nothing lasts.

i wish any vehicle could just crash me down tomorrow and i bid a goodbye to this world. this might be my final farewell, i am not sure if i can survive. sorry.i am such a jackass.

Tuesday, September 19, 2006

i had maths paper1 and Social Studies yesterday. for maths,it was not too difficult or easy. i got extra 20mins to check my paper! ;] i didnt study SS, cos time is very short. but i hope i score well for SBQ [; when i reachedhome, i slept for 4hours straight. intended to study at yewtee mac by myself, ended up studying with dor and wan yi. i promised wan yi i ll teach her maths after my papers cos i got no time even for myself now.

today i had physics paper2 and A.Maths. physics was alright for me. but AMaths was tough as expected. sleptfor an hour durin the paper. i knew i gona flunk my amaths. i am havin Maths paper 2 and Geog tomorrow. woohoo.i cant wait for maths paper really... its very challenging! wahhaa. but for geog,must really memorise well my factsfor tourism,especially Malaysia's attractions.
ooohhh man, i owed so many people money 'cos i just got myallowance today only. so will have to return to stephanie,siying,rebecca,wanyi! even spent all my savings ;/i needa buy 0 level 5years series combined science tomorrow after my papers. yeah.i will be finishing my Prelims in 2days time. work even harder! and i really dontknow how to spend wiselyon my resting day on friday. maybe gyming,pool,swimming.basketball? i wanna go trekking..anyone interested to trekwith me from panjang to bukit timah? :D
i must wake up at 530am to study tomorrow at mac!

STUDIES ahhhhHHHhhhhhhhhh-i'm tired. / and i ate sotongball and a lil noodles for dinner.
save monEY! money money!

just some random thinking:
i like coke with salt.
i like all kinds of fruits! but not too much of durians!
i am havin a hair drop already, too much msg.
i have not been watching movies for 2weeks already.
my bill rose to $45 this month!
i got a headache.
i am feeling stinky. ;/
my hair is all messed up, i dont even bother now! wahhahah.

Sunday, September 17, 2006

each time i fall down, i climb up but it wasnt easy at all.
i dontknow how should i start. maybe i woke from the wrong side of bed today.haa.my mom woke me up at 1030am. i told myself,i am not gona waste this precious sunday. i didnt had lunch nor breakfast before church.i felt something but i couldnt figure out why and what it was. i felt very tired and mind was blank. bible studyon taoism part3.interesting to know how all these things came about but no logic at all. people just followed blindly. had lunch with some of them before returning back with siying and xiaojing to study. at least i clearedmy questions. we studied for about 2hours before they returned home. 'cos still have to memorise social studies.i slacked around alone at home. looked for people to have dinner with me.haa.but none. also quite lazy to eat.went cycling for an hour with jiayao. we really cycled the slowest i have ever cycle from yewtee to teckwhye,just to say hi to hockleong under his block. talked bout studies and army.haa.he really couldnt wait to get inarmy and suffer! had a bathe. continuing on doing maths sums.for social studies,i will just read on merger and separation only. the rest i cant be bothered already.

was thinking what i learn while cycling. b'cos i couldnt balance well on very tiny and crampy pavements,so i will tend to lose balance easily if i concentrate so hard on focusing the path but not other things in its way. it is not all about focusing on the things we want to do, its also boutothers. the things we do,will the rest around you be affected? look to the front,not lookin down on the path and thinking so much about what happened before. in this way things will be done so much more effectively when you look ahead. control the bicycle!

anyway sihui wanted me to do this no matter what ;/
01) single, taken or crushing?single.
02)are you happy with your life now?life is happening when i got Jesus in my life now. (:
03)when you meet the right person,do you fall in love with him fast?nono.
04)have you ever had your heartbroken?yes.so many people always upset me!
05)do you believe there are some circumstances where cheating love is acceptable?no.
06)would you take someone back if he cheats on you?yes.forgiveness?
07)have you talk bout marriage with another before?ha.to my friends.we will still be happening to go out together even when we grow up!
08)do you want children?yes.
09)how many?how many God plans for me.
10)would you consider adoption?no way am i gona kill a life.
11)if someone like you right now,what do you think is the best way to let you know his feelings??
12)do you enjoy getting into relationship?a relationship with Jesus Christ, of cos i enjoyed.
13)be honest,what is the furthest you and your ex did?no more past.
14)do you believe in love at first sight?yes but i find it ridiculous.
15)are you romantic?woohoo. i only got a sense of humour.
16)do you believe you can change someone?i can talk to people easily , but unsure if i can change someone.
17)if you could married somewhere,where would it be?the art museum!
18)do you easily give in when you are fighting?of cos not. even to the very end/
19)do you have feelings for someone right now?no. most of the times feelings are fake.
20)have you ever wished that you could have had someone but you messed it up?no.
21)have you ever broken a heart?i upset many people before!
22)if one day your best friend fall in love with the guy you deeply in love with,what would you do?God will place me with someone He wants me to be with..
23)are you missing someone now?alot alot of people! hai.
Now you have to ask 5 of your friends to do this survey in their blogs.Write down their names in the list below.Tag them in their blog to let them know. o.O do i have to pass on?



will i stand in Your presence
or to my knees will i fall
will i dance for You Jesus

Saturday, September 16, 2006

i had chinese papers yesterday.i think im gona get a FAIL.though i wrote a lot for paper1, vocabs i used sure inappropriate. the comprehensions were tough to me, 'cos answers are short yet 4marks each.
raining very heavily,ran to the bus stop. walkin in the rain is really fun.went to lot1 to get 0level books but out of stock so got to wait.
went to meet tiffany and we went home to cook! we cooked fishballs,hotdogs,prawns,crabmeats and noodles together,plus iced milo ;p
slacked for awhile before siying came, and we studied. jet is nice to comeover to teach us maths,some really chim qns.
went to yewtee to send tiffany off and bought snacks. rebecca came over,and we cooked our own dinner la! we marinated the chicken within an hour only, and we fried. daryl was very childish to play with us.ha. only had dinner at 10pm and watched the news includ my mom.went on to study till 130am. this mornin i went to market myself to buy some things for my mom.woohoo,lunch's ready and siying has not wake up yet. lazyy man.

wonder how's my band performance now at firsttoapayoh sec. hope ross roy wont kill the trumpets and i believe they can make it. sihui's not coming ) :

is studying?

Thursday, September 14, 2006

i only had Eng paper 2 today. mm.a lil tough i guessed. then i went to the library to read my favourite detective book- tintin :D went home for lunch. meet siying at yewtee mac to study from bout 330pm to 630pm. met mdm rohaini and mrs ng (: ha!i dont know if i can make it for chi paper tomorrow man. i got to learn more chinese wordssss. dot dot. i spent so much for this whole week. yay. tomorrow noon to night will be studying. how fun can that be! i want to complete my 5years series maths before math prelim starts. i wanna go for the band exchange this saturday! should i ? z_z sihui 's gona give me a reply tomorr if she's going. ;]
i love my brother daryl bear!! wahhaha. thanks thanks! x]

im so full. what's for dinnerrr.

gona study chinese gong han and shi han later.

meanwhile,enjoy browsing the pics and drop comments okay ?




the oldold memories.good-old.


woohoo.guess whooo.
newyear06 at mschong's house ;]
mrs lim and me :D newyear06 at her house!
not forgetting CHANTELLE :P
newyear05. classmates and jane ong at my place.
devotees xmas 05 ((: at gy's place.
m&ms. i miss it.
memories kept.
i MISS THE PREFECTORIAL BOARD SEC4s :D
some bedoknorth seniors and regent :D
TETRA II bandcamp memories! my group :D
durin bandcamp in march06,we had midnight exco meeting! :D
jiayou jiayoouuu! jordan and me.
awards day concert at SP! havin a breaktime so took some photos ;D familar faces?
felicia.audrey.stephanie.janice.daziree. FADSJ @ town.
memories of trumpet juniors(blue) with sec4 seniors(red). yakun,kunjie,noel,hockhuay,cat and me.

felicia.audrey.daziree without stephanie. at sentosa somewhere in this year (:

Wednesday, September 13, 2006

woohoo.its time for an update.
i am adopting a healthy lifestyle now,really enjoys exercising! :D
i hope people out there are balancing between both studies and exericise!
Had Eng Paper1 today. i thought i would not have sufficient time to check my proposal writing and composition,but God is great, i had at least 30mins to check through. yes,really amazing.
i wrote my composition on argumentative- "Do you think teenagers are angry,insecure and confused? Discuss."
i really had a fun time durin my examination but it was super stuffy in the hall.
went home to take an hour nap or even lesser. my report book was finally signed.
cycled to limbang mac to study with hock,jet and yvonne.
maths is really fun :) studied for 2.5 hrs.i think i got a lot of bruises now.we wanted to catch the sunset at the hill.ended up all went home.went to play bball for a short while before going bigstef's hse to study.

i am having ENG Paper 2 tomorrow!
hope it will not be tough and i can score well,especially for summary.

going to do few more maths sums before resting. ciaos-

glorify Your Name above.

Tuesday, September 12, 2006

should have stay at home to study rather than go school,b'cos its a total waste of my time.
slacking day in school.
but it was the last physical education lesson before prelims starts.
we played frisbee match. my team scored a total of 5 pts to 8pts. but it was indeed a good game with my class.

went home and cooked my own lunch,cycled to meet hockleong and jet at limbang mac for revision.
at least i cleared my doubts in my weakest chem chap. :D and we had posting-and-answering questions session.actually wanted to cycle to ms chong's place at timah cos she wanted to teach us from 4-6pm. but hock was lazy.then we went cycling tomany places which i havent been before- kranji reservoir,factories buildings area,end of verde. initally wanted to go to farms and jurongbirdpark,but we went the wrong way. even went to the peak of the hill which was very steep. fell once due to me being a reckless cyclist. had many good new memorable experiences.reminded me of the times feng,eric and i went to the big drain near our school, to catch tadpoles,frogs.. even brought our bikes down. haah. school opened till late then we cycled to school.nearly got locked in school 'cos the uncle was about to leave.
met peng and stef for awhile before i went home.

going to continue my revision for eng too. yeaahh.
i hope i can expand my vocabs for my Eng composition and letter writing ,so that im able to impress the marker. my teacher predicted that Proposal will come out.most likely i guess too.
my right arm hurts.



thankyou,for the chat last night with me.
thankyou hockleong&jet.

Monday, September 11, 2006

besties probably. x) smiles!

going back to school. meet siying in the morning. it was fun b'cos i never fails to brighten people's day! :P
3hours of freeperiod, revision.
He protected me, i was nearly hit by a car and that car stopped right in front of me and i got scolded. awwh. was too shocked to react in any way.
wanted to go cycling with classmates,maybe tomorrow evening.
everything runs well. went home for nap. and studied. watched 30mins of tv.

"There is a time for everything. While you are a student. Your purpose in life now is to expand your mind as far as you can. So that God can fulfill His purpose even through your studies and glorify God." someone smsed me this to me.

thank you people for your encouragement,be it postcards or smses. it really motivates me a lot, especially sharing verses you read before to me.

keep the MISSIONTRIP people in prayer that they ll be able to have access into the refugee camp.
keep Ps Daniel in prayer,he's in Phillippines.

prelims in 2days time.
excited.worried.nervous.breakdown. many feelings i couldnt describe.

do the best, God does the rest.

Sunday, September 10, 2006

slept at 5am man.i have no idea how i got the energy to stay up x_x
studied in the morning. then i went out with jiayin,she wanted to buy shoes. i picked one for her ;]went to lot1 mac meet the rest of the hangout people. bigsteff and the rest. woohoo.treaty kbox ;p yea must do well! siying and i went to lot1 library to study. we found a good spot. *smirks* and i think i cleared some of my doubts in chem ;P working harder in maths!

i tell you guys, i cant wait for prelims,cos its so fun to be seated in the exam hall again! but i dislike takin exam papers. i went home in the evening for an hour of nap. yes,mugging mugging wooooo! suddenly i got back the motivation again. i cant contain my excitement for tomorrow, i'm lookin forward to the prayer meetings, lookin forward to having more testpapers towork on,lookin forward to the Straits Times and chinese newspapers,lookin forward to see my classmates again!i miss my class 4-10 (smarties girls&superact cool boys) and tarzan's wife(ms jane ong).we got a big pile of work to do. we got a brighter future at the finishing line. we got a task to complete- to fulfill God's task for us as students.
to be frank,i cant be bothered by prelims. its just a normal examination that we get to sit in the hall with our levelclasses. ooh man. just take it as some testing howmuchyouknow.

some random rumination:
i wished im a music prodigy. i should have continue my artclasses when i was young. arts and music are really cool. i'll even buy a standard trumpet to pursue my interest. aww man,why didnt i join band in my pri school. i was in swimming club,science club,basketball,chinese dance. dancing was the most i enjoyed. Z_z

im waiting for events like triathlon.
i want to try to swim out in the sea,from palawan to another small island directly opposite.
i want to try whitewater rafting.
i want to rollerblade and skateboarding.
i want to try parachuting.
and i want to go scuba diving at Tioman Island.
anyone interested in any of these ?? ((: join me

thats bout it! >.< ciaooo.
let me update bout yesterday.
i went to siying's place in the mornin to study,but guessed what ,she was sleeping while i wasstudying. then i went home to watch korea vcd which i rented.- My Tutor,friend. i spent 5bucks on rentingvcds.i went cycling by myself,to explore places which i havent been. the factory buildings area which was linked behind my house. i was so amazed,and i'm proud to be stayin in this area too. cycled not quite long'cos i was so afraid of getting lost! then after i went swimming with tiffany at cck complex for an hour or so. thank God that when we finished our swim,the rain poured. met ade for dinner. at 10pm went to meet my dad for supper at adam road.thanks dad! x] guess who i met-ms jane ong :D in the beginnin got a feelin i would met herthere.. then met peng and dor. reached home already half dead.
really woke up early this morning-8am. went to NYP for band exchange with my bandmates. NYP Band,First ToaPayoh Band,Hougang Band,Bedoknorth Band,Regent band :) NYP Band is good for a poly standard :D hougang band played Sinfornia Nobilissima and American Salute. unbelievable right! i didnt had time to take photo with yinjie. sorry! i forgot to say hi to pigsisval and yubing ;( next week regent bandexchange , i think the trumpet section gona screw up.. impossible to make it without nat man. reallyvery upset and dissappointing. how i wish i can play ross roy.we took cab with pohying to church. went for dinner with siying and jiayin.

problems start to arise when im on the right path again.

Thursday, September 07, 2006

i woke up at 830am. headed to lot1 mac for breakfast with siying. met sylvester too. then jiayin and rena came. went to siying's place to study. didnt really much. left her hse with her to my place bout 3plus. went yewtee mac look for my kor and adeline. waited for shane too. then went to my house to study. shane taught me a few sums. met cheryl and pinfen at the mrt station. pinfen siying and i went causeway to meet jazreel. buffet dinner at Sakae. took a few photos. spent 20bucks. awwhh. and we ate for 2hours. pinfen and siying accompanied home, cos pinfen wanted to borrow a haversack fr me for mission trip. woot. gona study soon. and shane's teaching me tomorrow too. holidays comin to an end.
yes smile! just too stubborn to move.
zw's nick "nothin's impossible." it really impacts me a lot.

what happened.. i really wish to know.

save me; mysaviour.
i skipped class in the mornin, 'cos i couldnt get up on time.
meet fads for lunch at yewtee,headed to sch for noon class.
went home for nap. siying was supposed to come my place to study together,she was too tired.
i packed my stuffs, headed to yewtee mac,intending to study by myself.
i thought it ll not be packed, but i was wrong. i queued up to buy food,then i changed my mind. i packed dinner at foodcourt for myself and i went home.i even wanted to eat the void deck! maybe its a new experience. i did nothing all night. i dontknow why also.
hockleong called me bout 8plus, asked me go cycling.
i went cycling with jet and hock till 9plus. we went to pump air laa.
then i went home. i felt so sleepy, i wanted to sleep around 10pm.
i studied maths and physics after.

yes,tomorrow will be a cool big day for me. might be i guessed. it will either work or not work out the way i planned.
and its already wednesday.
i am not ready for anything.
mentally no.
i gona flunk my prelims big time.
amaths alone will kill me.
come to think of it, whatever should i take my 0s for.
im not those study-type of dilligent students out there. awwhh.



please!

Wednesday, September 06, 2006

Mr Chen

see mr chen's wushu! :D
Regent Teachers Dancing

this is durin the teachers day where some teachers are supposed to perform. spot some familar teachers! :D

Tuesday, September 05, 2006

let me do some updates:
holidays=studying
yesterday i woke up at 10am which was very late.did some stuffs,had lunch,watched vcd.went to meet peng and bigsteff awhile at yewtee.went home to study in the living room, cos i knew if i studied in my rm,i would be using the comp! i smsed xiong if he could come over to teach me.so i met him at yewtee bout 4plus and i bought some snacks too. studied from 530 to 8pm. wow,it was really awesome for me i guessed and i got someoneto teach me. x] we played game after that for awhile. while waitin for the bus, we prayed.yes.and i was surprisedthat he asked me if i wanna pray. it was really my first time watchin the 9pm chnl8 show.horrible show. joanna came over my house ard 1030pm, we didnt really talk much. ;]
woke up at 830am. fish smsed me at 6plus in the early morn,for mac breakfast together.ooh man,im not even awake!went to sch for maths for 3hours. didnt want to go SP for the course at 115pm. siying kept on pestering me to go. i wanted to go catch a show alone in town. and i was alone w other schs people for my course- Info Tech Comm. most people chose Business Course thats whyy. but, shane accompanied me! he was fish's friend and we met 2yrs ago when playing pool. then i chatted and we sat together. i was interested in the music audio tech,it was real cool :D after the course,we can choose to go to either any 3 categories- Flash Animation ,Internet Games and How To Hide InformationIn Comp. shane and i chose Internet Games, it ended up that we used the comp to go to any websites we want to play games and we delayed till 530pm. i took train with him to lot1, had dinner together including siying.
im tiredd. extra class tomor.

study hard daz can. i really miss a lot of people.
f o c u s.