sec1 alr under S T R E S S??
anyway,now sec1s are rather demanding. so much stress,work,much tougher.
blame the sg government for demandin so HIGH expectations for the dearly batch and so on.
for those juniors readin this blog, study hard. stressin yourself out aint good either. what you need is strict discipline when studying. dont kept on doing stupid stuffs like, "oh i need to drink water".. wasting yr own precious time . so gainin nothing. its good to, also keep S H O R T notes of your OWN written ones in a book. so when re-revising on that day itself,,just refers to your book. dont spend yr time studying till MID NIGHT. you wont get enough rest, feels tired and couldnt concentrate. (But anyway,i'm one of those still, cos it works out for me!)
these are some tips i wanna share. :))

had EMaths after school,a short while.

did my Eng Compre test darn badly.

cos, i misinterpret the whole compre.,

so gona read e compre again, and try to understand.

i wanna score HIGH for my english,given my ability to write fantastic composition.(just bootlicking myself.lol)

i want to improve.

had half an hour sectionals on Buzzing and celebrated ZhiTing's Bday.

giving her a sect belated gift.

trumpetors are always the sweetest creature in band.haha.

saw yanshuang outside sch bustop,with marcus,lying on his shoulder.

she didnt for sectionals,still hang out here.

i'm so dissappointed in her already.

i'm here wasting my own precious half an hr for sectionals and yet some people just dont always appreciate what i had done for this once-used-to-be wonderful section.

i'm just tryin my best to build trumpets up again,

and now i realise,whatever i done for this sect,its always the same few who doesnt appreciates and breaks my heart every now and then.

please.. sec1s, dont ever break yr seniors hearts.they will feel so painful.

i thought i will have confidence in them soon.

looks like you all want to see me being my worst state of all.

it aint great either.

had 3hours of nap.

gona study noww. ;))

no band practises this whole week aint great.

how can i motivate this section?

just online to blog.thats it.gona study.

just did 27 EMaths qns.revision.

i am going to finish 4 more chem chpts,start readin notes,

try to comprehend it and can consult mr heng on next mon.

got time,will start on SS ;)

today rather fine.had 3 hours of AMaths after sch.

celebrated dejin's bday in class. off all e lights,he's just surprised ba.

everyone sang. yeah.

err.gosh, we pon our lesson.130pm we went yewtee bought cake.

yeah.mischevious..

but thats more like me marr.l ol.

went home w dris, chatted alot.

i felt terribly bad.

for whad we had done ;(

i'm sorry girl.

9 against 1. do u think its fair? of kos not,

anyway sunday exco meeting at my hse. 8am. omg. so early.

thats crazzyy. meeting ended early,so we watched wishing stairs together.

becky was so scared =p

we all had my spagetti which i cooked myself,but abit hard.

and jellies,which i made myself.

i just love cooking.

i wanna made almond and mango pudding after exams ;p

then girls left, for some weird stuffs.like becky,-went home for lunch =/

guys stayed on.playin Xbox and whatever for like hours.

mom chatted w jordan regardin Hk trip.

my family went out in e evenin so they went home,

went bugis for dinner at a new ramen shop,

okok la but cant be compared to crystal jade.

went shopped ard, then went for desserts at adam road,

dad dropped me n y.bro at carnival,

took e Tagada ride,5bucks. fun of kos,we played under e rain. yeah. so cool.

was drenched,dad fetched us back.mom was shocked.haa.

thats bout it ;)

its 1.12am that i'm bloggin now.
noon studied chem ;)
my y.bro celebrated his bday today.
so many of his GUY-friends came over to my house for party.
mom cooked ALOT. they played water-bombs and creams ;/
night bout 8plus,went funfair carnival again.
cos hock jio me lor, w classmates, yvonne,youxun and chong.
wanted to play tagarda.then hock said dontwant.
then i so pissed w him, wadever he jio me out for? not playin any of this aint thrilling lor
so i left,met nat to collect my tpet. her sis looks lik her anyway.
met my aunt n cousin on ferris wheel. wanted to play tagarda together. in e end ,booth closed so early. 945pm -.-"
so didnt play.met my kor,went home together w him.before that went ntuc bought spagetti n chocolate.
reached home,chat o' phone w miemie. n then fish.
nothing much to do now. just some of my fav jellies. yeah,
now online chattin w jeryln,so long didnt chat w her.she's funny.
just chatted w dris too ;)
somehow rather, i miss my trumpet seniors.
so we gona have a FULL trumpet section outing. includin alumnis.

today's poa was alit interesting though.
after contactime helped mrs eswaran yea.
then went for band.had games.was quite stupid cos was a very last min one.
supposed to be the bundled treasure hunt game which i think will be more cool.
had sectionals, had projections at parade sq. lol.s by becky.
benny is so great! taught us so much. every of his sectionals seem to be a important masterclass.
i love him!!
then,percussion was practising their ensemble with bedoknorth too.
yanshuang didnt came for band =( how sad.hai.
today was fatin's bday too. so splashed water. thats our custom.
and then all splashed me.
why always i kena -.-"
wore zhenjun's extra pe shorts.
went cycling alone around yewtee area to build my stamina.
nat was so kind enough to brim home my trumpet ;p
thanks babe.
and then went home,
nothing much to do,
decided to eat out.
so darren came my house to fetch me =x i scared ma,
meet fish,
went to the carnival.
then decided,to play the AirForce1. by Uk de. so last min.
its, 7.50 bucks. me,eric and fish.
o my gawk!
at first, screamed our lungs out.
was scared like hell. not height, but will the blue thing to support us will drop out? :x
cos i scared not safe.haha. then 2nd part, i didnt even scream or make a noise.
all i wanted was, calm myself down and too speechless so scream. lol..
damn, omg. u wouldnt want to know. cos its by e Uk de, u will really fly out of yr seats.
then giddy -.-"
met many ppl, like ben,pris,that gp of friends, mr teo n family,aili, joanna.....so on.
eric pei me home,
;p
had a chat on e phone w miemie for like 30mins, ay,over many stuffs.
thats so coincidence.
she and i got same psle agg score, 211. same grades. As for Eng n Chi, Bs for Math n Sci.
i used to stay at bukitgombak and she's stayin there now.
she got e same color as me. we got e same specs color.
we from the same, ok.this is meant to be secretive yAr.
she's crazy like me.,
character weird,
doesnt like too complicated stuffs.
i'm havin a headache noww ;/

not supposed to b online but just had the strong urge to tag.
anyway, poa still sucks.suddenly ms merduati asked me to ans qns, guessed whad.
cos i kept on lookin at my mirror :x omg, i cant ans her qns.then she said she v worried for us,esp me, coS my poa always lousie, i know NOTHING bout accountings. zzz.this sub sucks,
had band as usual.we played dies natalis. and i am so so delighted, cos yan shuang managed to try to play most of the notes. she can reach D, i didnt even know.!! i was pretty shocked. i'm really so proud of her and i praised her so much. hee,. today is also mie mie 's bday. and we gave her a surprise water splash. asked her to be in pumping position and then splashed her water.omg. then then -.- i also kena . jus cos she's my twin sistar. what the.. and then, omg, we wore e same colored bra. its jus too coincidence. and really,her bday falls on the same day as me. so coincidence, and she stays where i used to stay.
zhenjun borrowed me, his pe shorts and pe shirt. i was really very drenched lor. and the water is darn cold. sommore, the sabo ppl are -.-,, sec3s.

gtg soon. need to do cme portfolio. plus some hws. ;)



yeah!!! GAME 3!!!

today.mood aint good.
suddenly i felt so left.
durin recess.as usually prefects wil sit together ma.
then i wanted to sit opp. yvonne after buyin my meal. then she asked me wait.
this seat is for veron. i so damn furious. she was so direct .
i sat alone, ate finish.went up alone.
why am i so left out in e Exco prefectorial board??
HAI.
i just hate myself.
none of them wants to chat with me de lor,, wtf,.-
they always ignored me.
i dontknow,,smts i asked myself.why do they wanna help me get a lit' post in e exco then?
whaat? look down on me?
i'm not even close w any of them,
but maybe thomas.,,cos he's my best friend. but now. i dontknow,
we dont even have the time to talk.

now,i really needs someone by my side.

who can it be?

i only know that,i m so close to guys in my class until they always bully me lor. omg.

always tap my head. kerwin.

greet me in a different manner.hock.

weird ppls.but still my great friends.

i dontknow larr,

i am so confused and fan now.

but i think i really felt so much better,

after tell xiong many things.

i think i really scuks in everything.

always fail,

i'm a big failure.

when will i ever change my mindset,,

i hate myself.,

for being good-for-nothing.

i'm just so dissappointed.
by how the juniors treated their own seniors.
it's indeed too speechless for me to say anything now.
i just cant believe my ears when that particular girl scolded me idiotic in chinese just because i showed her a photo of me.
she may find me retarded ,yes. but she just cant shoot it out all of a sudden.
was shocked for a moment. i was like. what the fcuk?
my heart just sank for that moment,. it really hurts me alot although people may not know how sensitive one can be.
so i waited for an apology or something from her. there was NOTHING at all, totally nothing.
how SAD was i.

this whole week many awesome tests.

yesterday had Emaths test n poa test. today had Eng test.

tomor have phys and Ss tests.

i did a great thing today!

bought western meal, plus garlic bread and ice lemon tea for ms koh. (;

she rocks kayy,.

wrote so much bout her in my CME folder.

suddenly i felt so upset.

i just lost a guy whom i love so much that nothin can describe this once used-to-be everlastin relationship. and it was only like,durin the bandcamp that we brokeoff,.

very upseting news for me and throughout the wholecamp, i was just trying to be my OLD self- the very happy/cheerful daziree everyone knows.

although we brokeoff,we still contacted through hps. and i knew i will still love him as much as he does. it might be good for both of us. bcos studies is always our first priority. followed by , my music and friends . single may be good. but i know , i will never give up on him.

he's the guy,who makes my everything..

and i knew,i do.

suhAiLa and mE/ lau pA sAT performAncee 

my y.bRo (riGht) and frienD, over at my hse- 

this is of kos, me . lol.s specs cool uhuh.-. i just love myself. 

last WHOLE week was busy.
mon had discussion w my classmates on physics project at The Jade, near westmall.
then went shoppin w mom n bro at IMM till very late.
tues/ excomeeting.
wed/ excomeeting w mr lim.
thurs/ band+exco meeting/buyin of campfood.

band camp just ended. of kos,was fun ;) kos gort me around.

games were all very fun. but we all missed out 1 game due to e time.

durin camp only had an hr of sleep.

exco slept in e music room. was fun.

we kept on cursing ;x esp jordan., hahaa.

then fell asleep lor.,,

in e early mornin 4am plus, happened to wake up to see mrlim checkin on us.

had patrolling in ava room.

next day,was considered quite a day.

evreyone cried, includin me myself. hai-

was quite a sight.

skit was enjoyable.

esp jordan's gp, wasbe and wasba. lol.s

prize presentation.

to be frank, my group MOSCOW was e best of all.

had dinner at yewtee w some of us.

collected my specs alr.

slept at 830pm. so so early for once. wokeup 11am.

still so lethargic now. just didsome revision .

napping soon.

goin out laterr.

this is our first time running this entire camp,

to be honest,

i think we are great and effecient. ;)

but,

some areas can still be improved.

i love excos 2005!!

VENDA SINFORNICA 2005

16 SEPT-17 SEPT

i'm so tired-

yesterday evenin went out with thomas for a movie.

watched Red Eye.

bought BIG popcorns and Drinks.cant finish. not much people.

then we went yewtee for light dinner.

had fried dumplings and rojak.

watched chinese orchestra performance.

went home bout 830pm.

slept at 1plus.

supposed to go cycling this morning w feng and eric.

but overslept.

anyway, mornin had exco meeting at Lot1.

quite good ba.

lunch.

then went panjang bowling.

jordan/zhenjun/yaxin/junhao/natt/hayati/helmi/qihui/aaron/suhaila/yuting.

OMG.

4 rounds ,i hit NOTHING. how paiseh llolls.

then 9. lol.x

was rather fun.

anyway caught everyone's candid shot of shooting.

bought bubble teas.

went to panjang reservoir.

so fun there. lol.s

and dangerous.

then went to e park near greenridge .

played blindmice/ice man/crocodile. -.- all sorts of childhood games.

tiring though . but was a good exercise. heheh.

so so tired .

sleeping real soon. ;)

tomor want to go junior band, but then so last min. forgot to do physics project which we need to present on TUES. omg.

i am so H A P P Y !!

gettin new specs. wahahahah

wrong valves// similies

mornin had public speakin course
some sec2s and excos prefects.
omg, i think was darn bored. i wanted to fall asleep
i kept on munching on chocolates. and then , i even sms =x
had breaks in between. then had presentation. i presented my group. everyone kept on claapping for me =x lol.x
had lunch. ate so much,damn hungry,
had sectionals w tutor. was wonderful when he's around ;)
played incantation..
sectionals all e way till 530pm.
went for dinner w yokelian,aileen,amy,kexin and becky.
had nice chats will 8 plus.
my section is crazyy.

o gosh- i'm tired.

last night,u wont believe whad we did -.-"

evenin bandmates came to my house.

suhaila.becky.nat.helmi.aileen.kexin.charles.jordan.zhenjun.zeting.

mom cooked spagetti for 'em,, watched 2 movies.

-A moment to remember-

-Swing girls-

both shows are nice.

a moment to remember can make u cry aLOT.

swing girls can make u LAUGH and be angry aLOT.

if you are a musician.

they r good players. omg,,

watched til bout 12am. all of them went home.

today had band practise. err,haa. zhenjun,aileen late. -.-

mornin drills. noon combine till 5plus.

went through many new pieces like,,

samba de loves you, festival march, theres no business like show business,

the king and i , overture jubiloso, cinema paradiso,incantation and dance.

okayy,

so many pieces. lips goin to burst.

omg, played first maa. and e notes so high.

but anyway, i think samba is nice. overture is boring. festival is nice. cinema brims sweet memories. king and i is nice too. yarr.

yeah,tomor havin sectionals w tutor.

and err -.-" mornin having. PUBLIC SPEAKIN COURSE.

wth-

went to this kinda course before, as if i dont talk well enough in front of school. zzzz

i think i will fall asleep durin course

yesterday stayed home whole day,, slept alot lol.s

this mornin had tennis with charles at Warren.

err, omigosh. so tired now. ;\

till eleven.'

then went lot1, went to find shows for later on party. ;p

found AMomentToRemember and Swing Girls.

korean shows rock!

had lunch at yewtee, myself.

met fesh. had a lit' chat with her.

so lazy and tired noww,,

napping soon-

cheesecake//movie

went shoppin w mom on dat fri evening.

so long didnt go out w her, maybe for a yr ?

she bot PINK handbag for me, summerscent/wintersonata cds, korean drama series-save yr last dance for me.

so elated.

even had korean meal. ;p

yesterday went far place. darn far, e other side of sg -.-"

then meet classmates at suntec. so crowded.

took photos everywhere lol.s

went carrefour bot our dinner.

ate at esplanade park. lol.s

went home rather early, 8plus.

took a video in e train. of us.lol

and another video, jiayao killed housefly in 10secs.

slept early, 11.

went to sch at 11am, had my campgp meeting.

my group so happening. ba. lol.s

crazy people.

had potato chips for lunch,

cleaned up prefects room. omg. -..-

must tank me lor,

got public speakin course, on fri -.-zzz

band prac,

weird tests on scales, melodic,harmonic n major.

i tink was rather fun, dont have e courage to test myself.

hai-

i'm now confident in 7minor scales, but now very confident yet.

had light dinner at lot1, shared w zeting lol.s

then had e real dinner again. so darn full. ate out w aunt ..

stairways comin up channel U !!

y.bro gave me 2 rolls of cadbury peppermint chocolates!

omigosh,

trumpets n frenchorns owed 84 .

pumping?pullup?wheelbarrow?run?

that's funn.

fAds ;p 

giRls. dEvoted thrEes 

StephANie and mE, sentosA  

uSs// at toWN-  

fads// mrt- 

sunset at clarke quay 

clASsmaTes 3/10 we rock 

in te tunnel,wahhaa 

candid shot of us,,  

group of us, over at esplanade ;p  

i'm darn bloodie bored. .-. homed whole day.

woke up 830am, went bukitbatok get smt.

met msbeh and her husband.

pretended didnt see 'em ;x

had my own breakfast there,so pathetic.

met mdm fauziah in e train. so coincidence met 2 trs in e early mornin.

cleaned up my room! hohhoho! so extremely happy. lol.s

my whole house is spick and span. wahha,,

watched some vcds, superbored

took long nap. lol.s

wanted to go cycling,but mom forbidden me,asked me go causeway w her.

everytime go out -.-

this is how i spent a boring day//

yeah,, just finished my korean series . - FULL HOUSE.
i calculated, bout 15hrs of show.

so so nice.

wonderful ending. now what i wanna finish watchin is stairways to heaven.

arghh,i 'm so bored. thought today theres band prac.

slept 3 hours. was superactive in class, resulted in gettin scolded by merduati,

"daziree go back to yr seat."

poa lesson so damn bored,, no one's listenin, thats why i got a F9 -.-"

thought mrs lai would be my tr, resulted to be her. if thats e case,iwouldnt choose darn sub.

i was so agitated over wei lian being e superstar wadever. arghh.~

just saw some trs day photos.so nice.

hai,, today sis goin overseas, aww man. cant sms her// ;(

todays dinnar was great, had brocoli/carrots and rice lol ;x

had pizza/ chickenwings for lunch. ms eng treat! ;p she rockks.

tomor am staying at home.perhaps goin out in e mornin. cycling yarr.

need to clean my room. yeah. so excited bout cleanin my room but takes lotsa effort ;/

todays ms liong and ong 's last day in rgt.

so sad// lose my fav tr.

today she gave me ferrero, and said ," you must score well for maths"

i felt , so motivated and touched by e way she said.

nearly cried -.- gosh, i'm too emotional.

she's so great, i just dontknow why.

o yar, sunday havin another class outing. yeahhh~~ we jio ms jane go .lol.s

actually is maybe bondin. and err. take photoshots.

i think iam sleepin soon.so damn early.

quite a nice day.,a nice occasion.
happy teachers' day!

e day before rushed to buy some gifts. and makin of flowers for all te teachers.

had sec3s band performance. rather excited, te very first time performing and e last time as a batch.

becky was crazy.she took up some A3 size papers, sayin ONE CHANCE, DO YOUR BEST ..and more.

i was shocked,she wanted to motivate us.so funny

centuria.and lord of te dance was alright. gosh,w all our gimmicks so cool!!

then gave gifts to different teachers.

gave ms ongMH, ms liong n mrs lim chocos.

ms koh-,, 2sunflowers,1 big heart-shaped cookie w e word curved,KOH. happyhouse photoframe, precious tots clipmks.

went lot1 w mengyi,stephanie and dris,dined at Pizza Hut.

went home. sleep.

damn sad, no one pei me. for teachers day. .

not goin anywhere tomor.