hmm-have been workin on my class blog lately. rather cool ,complicated. yeah. all thanks to asmah, fidahh ,becky and of cos, myself =) who have been helpin me since yesterday. took a day's work to complete te blog. soon but not yet laa.
last night slept at 2am. was on te phone with. kelvin. fr bdn. as in friends la. -.- he's a nice guy. we chatted bout band stufffs and life.. and so on.
then so damn shiok to have a great sleep.on te aircon. whoa! aha. i'm so lame. but truthfully speakin,sch days aint that good as.in lack of rest laa.

oh no- tmr poA test. havent study yet. so .. -.-" sure fail.
hws.. completed le ba, i guessed. as far as i can remember, theres only Amaths 3 sums n Social Studies lor.

today woke up at 10.30am. whoa.then immediately used comp. waited for janice to send me class photo so i can post it up. ohh man- she wasnt online. then dad came back. with macdonaly breakfasT!! each of us got a meal. whaah. luckily no pancakes. hate it alot. then early mornin drank coke lol. then work on te blog. then went off awhile.noon came back to work on again. till now- becky is helping me.

now postig up my blog.lol- bored// mom takin nap. didi also. kor went gym. dad went dontknow where. later then family outing. yeah. havnt buy shoes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ZZzzzzz. l

i cleaned my livingroom stuffs. so guai. my room very messy but last night cleaned alr. last night listenedto 933 lol.perfect10 gonna give away mandarin oranges. woo-

steffy's bday is around te corner liaooo. new year is comin... so damn great.


k lars. have other stuffs to do. buAi.

yO. so great to be back in this blog again. this whole week of school was tough for me.lotsa stuffs to work on. esp math and err,band. and had to look up teachers like ms ongss. seldom can i look ms koh up now. cos..hai. i really miss her so much. her teachings, her patience, her everything. now. hai. everytime would giv us chocos if we scored well for tests, a way of encouragment too. but m just glad that she enjoyed teachin her form class now. yeah. thats nice to hear that fr herself. anyway, yesterday was friday. thank god, last day of te week. we had class photo takin.2 wo ms ong, 2 with ms ong. all informal.but,aiyo, photographer took so farr. then te commitee had a meeting with ms ong. was rather fine except that zf horh, so bad. we keep on laughin wo lettin ms ong know. haa. great that we came out with a theme too. then hock,kewin , ziyao , drey n i and ms ong, we went to popular buy te materials needed lor. so weird, ferst time oout with our tr. and then, err.quite paiseh la. i think alot of ppl also know she's our tr.total was like 17 bucks. yeah. we makin pockets for everyone!! wEee!! so cool. and then monday stayin back to decorate lor.

then ms ong went off to meet her frien. drey went back home cos need to prepare. hock treated me curry puff, kewin treated me ice cream. aha. guys in our class so on de. good. then while kewin went to buy icecream. me n hock. talk bout. many many things in te world. haa. he's a great friend. then latr drey come liao, i go with her to complex. hock called me usin kewin hp. and then chatted till i reached complex. funny guys. then fish n stef there alr. so we start changin n swimming lor. we had fun with slides too. deep pool. waves. lol.

had dinner at S11 with fads. so cool.sharing-kind. then reached home bout 7pm. mom preparing to go out. yea. so i cooked dinner for my didi. waha. i so pro. and then he used te comp whole night till dontknow when man! i watched teevvee,actually not really la. ktV on sunyanzi old album . my fav maa. i dont like to watch tv. then listened to songs. then at 9pm dejin called me . regardin te class commitee plan and different subs and of cos, jc n poly lor. was on te phone like. an hr?? then 10 plus hock called me. chat bout diff ppl, ppl we admired.. ahem. haha. i knew it liao. then also many things laa. supposed to be secret. till like 12am ! so tired . then went to sleep alr. woke up at 11.30am till now. hhaa. online. goin off soon. tonight will be my usage of comp! then if free,start a blog for 3/10. need fidahhh help. =)

later should be goin out with mom to buy newyear shoes. hope can find my choice man. and if possible also some more clothes to add to my wardrobe! ;0

ohh man. had problems workin on oour class blog. aurrghh, yeah. complicated ... lucky asmah was there to help me. as in ,online ya.
tmr janice will send me our class photo so i can post up. =)
and then. hmm- if really failed this blog, then try using another skin lor. or no more alr. i still prefer our yahoo de. =p
anyway. slept 3 hours. so lazy. sat can sleep alot too. havent bathe, havent have dinner. just workin on this blog caused me 2 hours. more to go man.

hmm- tonight wil work on class commitee structure yeah.
and homeworksss..

whoa- tiring day. not only today,yesterday too. yesterday was quite .fun too. we celebrated hock n thomas bday. played with te cake laa- aha. smashed cake on their face too. whoa,so jia lat. chocolate cake man. we had a competition durin eng for compre. aww man. kungfu hustle lost by 1 mark or else we would have beaten chicken pie. hai- very bias sia, mrs tan dowan let me ans qns cos i asked before a qns then she keep on sayin i answered before alr.

in te noon had band. at 4 plus we had light dinner in te canteen before goin singapore conference hall. ohh man,i just love te place so muchh. in te bus keep on playin " ti ti ta ti tu " aha. fun game man. played with chingyee zhen jun. till keep on laughin. before rehearsal, met kel. he talked to me. we had a short chat. and i also dont know what to say la cos i also missed him. err. as in. brothers =p and i missed xing bet ... but i met them but didnt hav time to communicate. hai. then rehearsal. aww man.. was pretty bad initally cos we didnt have warm ups, tunin or whatever. all we did is just to blow air in order to keep our instru warm for brasses la. so rather, terrible. mr lim,err. as you know. angryyy. for sg raphsody not that great. at least american riversongs was better but we NEARLY broke down!! omg! luckily we came out on time. i dontknow what te hell was happenin, rather weird. aftr us , we went down platform sat at te audience seats. bedoknorth started playin. their choice piece, dontknow what no.2 la,forgotten. was.. hmm. got trumpet solos. but. abit .weird. n sleepy. truthfully speaking la, cos lotsa repeats. we took a break. then we used te stage again for combine. time was very precious for us. combine, rather. great then., we did left , right ,left , right on our place.just liftin up our heels for first part. yeah. was rather great laa. siying so funny., haa. then joseph solo. great laa. mr lim told us he wants magical sound. he used da word which make us laugh so hard. aha. then we also sang with bdn tt sg raph. at 9 plus left there. in te bus, havoc so hard again. ahah. thats just us. we played games too. and POTATO CHIPS. while i was on phone,tt dris n jose keep on feedin me till.. -.- then got bread too. ms beh must have been tired. returned to sch. then went home with sec4 kexin. met becky kexin yok n aileen on te way. we walked home. so late alr. and there we kept on singin. aha. very tired. droppedby at 7-11 for ddrinks n then my mom called me. i like my mom to call me man. ! ;p she waited for me at lift,thats unlike of her. last time concerts i used to return home like 12 am plus.. aha. then bathe. n talked to her. faster go pack bag n went to sleep. didnt touch my hws ,we got excuse. so tired next day.

today public speakin course. thomas jiahui lini veron and me went plus ms thila. we alr booked the london cab. price was bout 30 bucks when reached nanyang poly auditorium. great. made friends w other schools yeah. and learnt lotsa of new things which i felt was great for me. not only that, we learnt bout other poor countries sufferin and trying to help them by doin volunteer work ,can gain CIP hours too. learnt te ABCs of public speaking. ferstly, have to know yr facts well,believe in what you;re doin,be sincere in what you 're "selling",giving the audience eye contact and practise makes perfect!
came to know bout this lad. in her 20s.she's a entreprenur who was te founder of 77 street. hardwork pays. currently,she's workin on a buildin of 77 street over at te central of Beijing. rather huge too. yeah. SEize te opportunity when you're again. =)
am just so happy that i attended this course, making my life more exciting, challengin for myself and targettin myself into higher heights.=)


i hope readers would be influenced by me. -havin a dream to achieve in life ,planning it well and of cos, focus on it so you can get what you want. =p

whahha!

today's damn happy day for me.supposed to be monday blues!
but turn out te other day round.as usual,laughed so much in class.cheerful,thats what we are.
then ohh man.- ms jane ong was so damn angry. hai- no more chocolates for us. she's so serious.
hmm- after school i meet her regarding E maths then yolanda came. bad news. felt so sorry for her. then 4plus meet up mS onG. te other ong family haha.currently still a trainee. she taught me on chpt 2. then i kept on laughing. cos te way she speaks. like students. and she's so cute man.
then , till 6 like that. ms lai chased me sia. whoa. so sad =(
in order to thank te other ms ong fer teaching me,will buy her choco! hee. i so good horh.
then i go find kexin n yoklian.jordan n esther also there. i told dem some ghost stories which i recently read on TSGS 12. was true lor,but then they see me so crappy,no serious.dontknow if they believed.then jordan talked to me awhile..bout you know,band again. argh.- then later he went home w esther. yok lian n kexin pei me siaa. we go find ms koh.her bk with me.then, haha. i felt like a teacher again. sat at mskoh's desk which i longed wanted to.
have a feel that i'm a teacher again. lol. again.? that word.bcos of few cases thats why. haa. then te feelin was great.cant c lots trs ard. ohh man. i just loved it. i just loved her desk - with somany of te gifts which i showered upon her. am just so touched. she horh. piang! kept on slapping me. whoa. damn bad. no respect for me. ha- cos i tr le ma. lol. kiddin.
and then.. haha.shev funny la. i helped her puncholes her ws leh. good right? must get used to te environment ferst. =p my ambition is to be a tr.
then - she fetched us home. of cos, as usual ,dropped at my house there and had a long chat. she so rude.always pinch n slapped me for no reason. lol- xi guan can liao. haa- she wanna bet with me if i dare to slap her face. i pinched her face.
OMG. ms koh so kE AI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ahaha- oh no am crazy. today is a real exciting day for me. with so much funs and laughters. and of cos,te one and only him. i just love it.

ok.am decided to buy for some great trs whom i felt so for newyear. this are te followin trs:
mS koH , mS jAne oNG, mS onG , mRS tAn.!

WeeeEEEe. teachers just rocks.

anyway. relax ms jane ong.! =) get over it soon if you're readin.
yeah- tmr celebrating hock leong n thomas's birthday.!

hey ppls, just updated and changed my blogskin. yor should be wonderin why. cos te previous not that good. ya. hope you guys enjoy.

arghh-is a boring day. mornin went over to fish's house. also to study A & E maths but ended up doin nothing cos dont know how to do A maths. n te night before i completed all my corrections n hws for mathes. just now did some extra practise on maths . ya- need to build up my maths foundation. hee, then fish 's dad cooked for us too. then in te noon left her house, went home sleep. cos nothing to do. then watched teevee,dinner and ya,math again n my fav storybook! Love dating game by Danielle Steel. very nice to read. ye.,ever since fish intro. after that 500 pages of bk, i want start on Da Vinci COde.

bwahah! cool. i cut hair. sucks. aregh.!

ay, anyway monday gonna celebrate our class jan babies bday -hock leong n thomas. woo! think drey ordered cake alr. am lookin so forward to te comin new year. yea! so many things to do but quite dead bored. mom not around, so dont think goin many places. ya- but at least can enjoy time w friends. hee.

arhg- am so dead. slept so late durin weekends,later i grow old faster man . then got so many homeworks. hai- sec3slife sucks. then weekends can enjoy aircon! i hate to on muai aircon on weekdays. cos- later i sure cant wake up. so i dont use te aircon on weekdays.

hai- as for newyear clothings n stuffs. bought 2 sets of clothes n 1 more top. bottoms is shorts still . a, ferst day i wan wear surf pants plus white top. 2nd day wear OP clothings. i got fila handbag!! wee! to go with me whenver i go durin newyear. and then stillhave to get either a dress,those just 1 piece or 1 more bottom will do. plus shoes. those kind ballet de. pink will do. hee. all my clothes are pink. wee! to go with my specs. hee. oh man. my hair. maybe wear pink hairband. whoa, cool. purely pinky me. i just love it.

hmm.thats all. tmr is a family day. might go GIAnt get those goodies. i love kueh bangkit! wee! so damn nice. and loveletters. =)


woohoo- new year new year lai liao!

ahh. days passed so fast.gone with te wind. sch days are just.. gosh, rather busy. yeah. i dont have enough rest too. am totally too tired. but life still goes on. arghh man. today's a bad day for me.
what the hell. hai- i dont expect it to happen. i went for band. but i wanted to leave at 4pm. am not allowed! what te hell is the problem man! is a long story but i cut it short. arghh. i'm meeting my form teacher for both mathes . some doubts. yeah,and unsure still. hai- complement of a set ?? union set?
oh man. i gonna fail badly for E n A maths alr. am supposed to meet ms koh since 2 weeks regardin math ? but. she aint busy too. hai hai.
i'm trying to be independent liao. but smts really need teachers help right ? for poa , arghh. thats worst then i thought. i dontknow if mrs lai can teach me. but she's also so busy in her new school. i really missed her alots. such a great tr to talk to when i' have probs. now seldom can i find ppl like her. hai.
why are days just so bad as. sec2s life? and so busy.?? hai hai-
i;m just so sad. n feeling very terrible.
i cried myself out today when i left sch. i went to take a stroll with my sch bag. walked to the far end of villa verde playground. bout half an hr there ? hai. hai

i'm pissed with the band, i';m pissed with e teachers. its really too much. i just dont get it. studies is more important. cca? dont know how much times in just a single week? got time for it? .. what bout hws? theres no such understanding or what lor. i just always regret joinin this cca. but i learnt to try to like it. but. you think can.
stress ? ? actually. not really. i dont know laa.

whenever i cant do a maths sum, i will get very angry and cry. bcos it really means alot to me. maths is a very very important subject in my life. it needs practise. and so practise makes perfect. hai. maths is like .. a mother to me. whenever i've prob. i look for trs. isnt that true ? hai. yeah.


second most important thing in studies is. of cos. eng. must really go read bks and stuffs like that. not only eng. chi. ... and composition is always my fav.


k. i dont wish to comment anything already.
last word. attachment work is also impt. ..
zzz

hai.

hai- suddenly felt like writing abit more.
i dontknow. suddenly very sad when listenin to those sad songs like blue ridge saga and an jing. nearly drop to tears. thinkin back of many things that had happened and is happenin right now.
i felt that. i dont seem suitable to be either what chairperson or prefect.i just felt like dropping all this stuffs and stop, lead a normal simple life ,which i need not care bout anything. i dont wanna care boutso much things after being thoes heads. like takin care of te class, and so on. i just hate it. it felt like.. i dont seemed to be te right person for te right post. and must that guy i like be in te same class as me. why. are we that fated. hai. though its a gd news but ..
i suddenly hate myself alot. i want to stop myself from doin all those activites. do i have te right to do so. ? hai. everything happened so fast. and abruptly. i regretted. being a prefect. thou its my dream when i was a little young kid at pri sch. but now.- why. do i hav e special privilege thou i shouldnt hav. why. i have alot of whys.
i have no one to share to. my joys,tears.. no best friends. all are just friends.
why i am faking myself to do so.
m i over stressed.. hai.
who can ans all my qns. who. no one out there.
i;m feeling. many things to describe but i just dontknowhow.










feelindamnsad.overnth. why.,

ahh. great day. supposed to be la. sci lesson chem was great. cos .. haha.! ;p
muscles aching now. cos of pe./ legs all so pain and trembling. think too long no exercise liao. then ohh man. after contact time decorated e noticeboards w some other ppls.
then went for band at 2 plus. sian leh. keep on yawning. hai- our band really change style, have to warm up exercising,buzzing, singing... ohh man. then american riversongs. then singapore raphsody. very bored,always play the same two old pieces. gosh. hope mr lim put in phantom of the opera,that will be cool but hard.
then sectionals. arhghh. memorise. gosh. few more weeks will be the audition for syf liao by mr lim. wher got such thing. i rather failed it man. MEMORISED. !! memory not good de. hai hai.

i;m tired. have so much hws but lazy to do. but still hav to do. arghh. haiyo. durin band i ran two rounds cos of not bringin the carton. tues hav to bring wohh. what the hell. suck air n let out air. such a big carton. newstyle. hai hai.

then bout 7pm dismissed fr band. brought instru hm. so hardworkin hoh.must prac really hard. reached hm at 730 then bathe pack dinner. only me n mommie at hm. didi at camp. kor out. but back le. ya. dad workinng.
arghh man. tues gonna do marchin w band tee n band skirt. luckily not full band u. thank god.

k la. other stuffs to do. takecare ppls.

this will be a long journal entry, i dontknow. 'cos got te urge to write lots since i havent done so.sch days were just as great as ,wad can i say, no idea. -.- teachers were great except for those very, i dont wanna curse them la. like ms ong,te pOA teacher. i dontknow whats e matter w her.today i scolded zf,eric n cw for not queuing up together as a class n they went their way.just nice, tat tr was ard. she DIA0 me n then looked at me up n down. as if whad, i scoldin her.? what e fukin prob she has man. damn pissed. scoldin them is my responsibility since they aint w te class. she acted v big,n she's a new tr. hai.-
poA tr, ms meduati,alright ba except that,rather boring cos theory. phYsics, ms lai, ohh man. damn slack. chI, whoa more slack. soCIal stuDies, cool. loves past of sg. E mAths & A mAths ,whoa kaes laa. mS jAne onG very weird de. haa- but must get used to her can liao since she's our form tr. eNg was te BEST among all.! mRs tan, cos we get to present out our presentation in front of te class.so far i presented 3! so cool! i just love this kind of activities. its never boring durin enG. cHEm was alright, everytime must go sCi lAb. thAts all ba, can cope i guessed so. as time goes by, i dontknow ba.

E maths is much more harder than A mAths. sometimes i even look up for mS koh to teach meeee though she aint my teacher anymore but i still regard her as te v best tr among all. i'm just glad that she did have e time to teach me.

am sad that i lost my A mAths textbk, hai- so careless of me. but.zzz.


now i am so busy, like .. dontknow how to describe. i have more prefect stuffs 'cos gonna be in te exco team., isnt that great .? but aiyo.. am also chairgirl!! gosh, i 'm just hoping myself to be very responsible in my work and wad i should do n not slackin around. and show te class a very good example too. i dont want them to slack or whatever laa. glad that the duty roster is up but i havent done class flow chart. and notice boards not fully-ready yet. but will be asap ba. am glad thatwe also have a 3/10 website. hee, ms ong is so responsible n initiative enough to do that up =) thanks, she's a nice teacher after all. but am very dissappointed that te class has so many ppl comin in late for class. LATE. hate that word. and our clas diary is fulled with yellow slips. and ms ong tried tellin our class that if till next month,no one late. she will buy us chocos~ weee. haa- sounds rather ..err. bribe us? haa- but lest the class can do it.prove to her.
and shall decorate class diary.! ;p yeah. onlined just half an hr. haa- am goin off real soon. oh no, only 5 selected prefects out of te ten goin to the public speaking talk. oo.h.
yeah, i joined the work attachment as singapore chinese orchestra.cool man! great !

woo hoo. takecare ppl yeah. you rocka.!

whoa,a week passed so fast. sch days are fun. teachers are rather ,..how can i say. jokerrsss?? lol, some rather serious too. mrs tan rocks! lol.- k la,all e trs are great ba. got to know more friends in my class but still dont know everyone's names yet. mon stayin back with some ppl to work on notice boards and gosh, flow chart of e class! havent work of it yet!! so many stuffs to do, sec3 life is rather busy. becomin a prefect is not easy for me . have to be fair , get serious. no jokin already. and of cos ,no slacking ,same as studies. and also now, what chairperson i m alr. still unbelievable. hai. how ms jane ong chose man. wrong person. what to do- keep the class in order and all e stuffs like that ba. i thinkin whether remain as part of the prefect exco for this year,dont know when but real soon when sec4s step down. maybe i should not take up this post. aint fit enough. more work for me. but. haiyo- sec3 is really not easy. homeworks. studies. revision. cca!! piang! band is really so busy.twice a week. whoa. hai. and now my mom dont likes me goin for band. haianyway,today noon went to lot1 w fads to buy the ringfiles needed. met phylis,yvonne,siying too. whoa, i bot alot.cost 20 bucks alr.and went fish's hse.played monopoly.lol. then took photos together before going home. have nt eaten. tonight do A maths hw.

whoa.finally.am so damn happy but nervous.then rehearsal time,met berenice,zw,xr,eric n jasp.whoa,came so early. took photo w bere. then mr lim go through all e pieces,part by part. saw najiB!. become skinnier i supposed. then benny came! wahha, can save us for diemeister liaooo. then at 6 plus took buffet dinner then changed. i like the backstage,so big n long. but crampy. met ben's mom n bro.she asked me where's ben.then first bell rang.lol.nervous.later we walked in.whoa,lotsa empty lots.soon,it was occupied lotsa ppl late. then ferst half very soon ended. las piece of ferst half,american riversongs dedicated to ex-band tr,MsEng. dont know if she's touched. joseph's solo was great.ppl clapped. wahha, that brassband part,am v happy that ican play man!then intermission have to warm up and stuffs.then choir sang 3 songs. then ms tayhurry changed and sang accompanied by us.cool. then gelato. damn nice.in front can hear trumpets. wah good. benny reached those top notes.then encore piece. mr lim unwillingly came out. hahhaa.so act de.lol.then they shouted another encore but enough is enough.meet up w friends,lotsa bdn band ppl came.took trumpetsect photo w bdn.hugged xing!!!!!bet!!w hhaa.gave me roses.k- i wan to mention special thanks.lol. to people like xing,who gave me soft toy,bet gave me pink rose!,kel gave me pink 1 too! khairul gave me 1bar of choco! kewei gave our sect. chocos n sweets. bere gave me the biggest heartshape flower!! so glad ppl. n not forgettin,whole of trumpet sect gave us their phto with a photofram and their own design! we will definitely put it up in band.and took full band phto plus trs, tutors and mr lim.we even shouted gelato again.ahwhah. mr lim v daooo. lol.then took w choir too.and ms tay.took with kel too. and my kor. then inbus havoc,we eat chocos, cos cant tahan. called mskoh up!whaha. tell her the great news.aiyo;- hai- i never get to see him at daconcert,and my classmates.tink deyleft early.back at sch.aswesome but tired.food.talentime,.grad.night.hear the flute tutor played a piece ba. ya- with piano accompaniment,elmar.clarinet tutor. then some tutors joined us.lookin back at da memory,the sec4s photos.they received certs tooand i wanna thnk ying for givin me aletter,leen gave me letter+sweet,sarah gave me photo+cookie,xian gave me letter.