many things happened today.go straight to the main stuffs ba.today sewin lesson e guys in my class helped me sew man!was so touched. ever since that camp make us so united. then sewed till ok ok la,cant complain much ma. they r G.U.Y.S wad. ;p i'm worst than them ya know. dont even knows how to operate e machine. cos i dont pay attention to mrs ng. of cos hate e lesson. contact time mdm fazelah was like shootin me in class in front of everyone. i was so damn pissed off. she was talkin bout those counsellin n stuffs. then after sch ard 2 plus i met her she told me wasnt me, was someone else. i was at e 3rd level n then i have to carry 40 report bks all e way to general office den. arghh. den had a great chat with her. met her online n i wasnt really concentratin what she was talkin bout cos i was on e fone with someone else. okok. 1 good news. am helpin out durin e maths quiz e preliminary round. n also for e finals on stage. that's great. i just to love to help ppl around me. i always feel happy aftr happy ppl. is a gd thing yea. ;)
today band prac quite ok ba. i was 3rd for Made in singapore. then cat cant play high notes so no choice i went to first n no one supportin joseph. n now, National anthem cat is playin first. i wanna play first for that !! it's so much better n easier!! so upset. n now i'm playin solo for sock hop tonight. that;s a nice rock piece yea. n becos of dis performance need not go back class to report n do those ws man! get to perform twice so meanin i have to play solo twice. gosh! really v afraid play wrong notes or wad. is e first time. so many ppl. all i know de ppl. n teachers of cos. wad if ... dont think that far. have more confidence, daziree! ;p i can do it! i cant wait. it's next fri den band prac will stop cos of e common test. den nid to settle e teacher's day performance stuffs with my class. yeah. very busy indeed. n then e prefect thingy also askin for ppl to volunteer to be Mc ..whatever k. mc must be a couple. haha.that's cool.  i havin band prac tmr. i nid to complete maths ws cos for those qns i dont noe how to do goin to ask ms koh aftr my band prac. yeah. very busy hor? that's me. am attendin e concert on sunday too. okok. a full stop here.

was a great day today! p.e was fun! playin rounders & mrs phua was so cool! had lotsa fun wif class girls. then came e aust maths competition. that shakila keep talkin while we were doin e paper. gosh. was so noisy. den we keep sayin ''shhh'' to her. n she keep smilin. arghh. i didnt do 6 sums. but will still get 18 marks. i hope i'll be able to score high cos really v in to e paper. hee. then aftr sch look 4 ms koh. she was rushin to send e papers to aust so i nth better to do follow her to cck post office there. packagin all dis takes a long time & had many steps. & guess wad? was v ex lo. $40 plus i guess so. gosh. n ms koh v afraid tt e papers will nt be safe or wad.haha.it's worth lots of $ yea. 1 script costs $9. imagine 5 exp classes wif 40 students. then went to lot 1 she wanna buy breads. n she bot me a swatch watch for my bday.was kinda ex actually n is e attens edition 2004 lo. pink of cos. haa. she knows me really well !! pink is a lucky color for me. thnx! if u're readin dis. e best gift 4 dis yr. but is belated yea. fish is sick. hope she's feelin alright now. & got band prac. sure sing e national anthem repeatedly. be prepared. am goin to sunday's quintet.

i'm sad.i'm happy.who will be there for me to share my joys,tears,fears ? i'm sad. i just dont get it. someone hurt me. it was that malay guy fr 3/7. i really hate him. i'm e one takin their class in 4 mornin duty. he's always insultin me. i just stared at him. i really cant stand it. but being a prefect must be able to control my temper. i didnt fire out my temper.  if he's goin to do this for e rest of e time,i'm really gonna complain or whatever. i wont start a fight. n then mrs sim threatened me. sayin tt she will complain to mr yew that i didnt do hw n fire me. uh well,its ok den. cos i dont wish 2 be a prefect. i dont fit. my character,attitude. what is dis man! still very upset by tt incident on a perfect saturday. i have no true friends. true friends will always be there for u when u nid them. to embrace u. but i dont. i wonder y. i dont treat my FADS well. dey arent my true friends. that;s wad i think. just normal friends. it's just tt we are close. that's e end of e story. but do i consider her as my friend ? or teacher ? or counsilor ? i think *** has really hurt her a lot just tt she dont wan to say it out. but how could dis be?! but i'm really v sorry for her. she's 1 of e greatest friend who will be ther for me whenever i nid,teacher who always gib me extra teachin aftr sch, a counsilor whom i can share whatever wif her. seeing her really brightens up my whole day. am i a great student? i wondered y she said that to me. n i've been thinkin it over n over again. she's e first tr who said this to me. actually i'm touched by wad she said. i'm sorry. is wad i can say to u now. smts i really hurt u jus that u don wanna say it out. but i knew it.  i've been a bad person for 4 yrs. hurting lots of ppl when come to think of it. at least i did change my ways now. not that bad than before. but i don have enemies. i supposed i'm too friendly ? yeah,maybe. it makes sense. everything has been goin bad for me for this few days. i was rude to my form teacher. and now to prevent all this fr happenin, i speak less to her cos i don wan to utter rubbish. n she knows that i'm angry,avoidin her. but that's e only way to do. i shall improve myself now. i must. i will do it. i can do it. believe in myself. n why did Amos asked me that qns today mornin? i was really surprised.  he had indeed changed a lot. n what can i say for now is to concentrate on studies and talk less i supposed. i will do it fr tomorrow onwards.  but ever since ann sat besides me,i dont really voice out lots of my comments on all e subjects esp Eng.  she will influence me though. thanks ann.

A new day,a new beginning.

What a boring day in class man! aRghH!! First e teachers sucks,den scoldings. Ms koh was sick,den all of us made a card for her.She was touched,uh ? Not really big reaction den. Supposed to decorate whiteboard & stuffs like that. But Ms fern left class late & ms koh wa already outside so didnt hav chance lo.when ms koh stepped in,she gave me a grin man! what is this!! lol. & latr Ann placed e card on her desk secretly.Aftr tt,drey began to laugh & laugh. followed by me. we're like tt.then she saw it.hahh..ok.Nothing special. Then we all clapped 4 her.i mus admit tt was rather lame.she wasnt discharg fr hospital or wad lo.haha. n i got a sort of talkin wif her latr on.. lol. okok.i 'm in e sch complab. boring. wanna skip band prac boring man. okk.. be back at nite

arghh! ms koh's sick. jus like me on tt day when i was sick too.she was sick 4 e first time in rgt for 3 yrs.it's so unbelievable rite? usually when she's sick is only on holis.but i really like her attitude.she dont take mc.i hope she's feeling ok rite nw. cos i planned 2 gib her a BIG surprise tmr when she step into class.made her a GET WELL card & will get every1 2 sign on it.& tmr 2nd period,will decorate whiteboard & all of us will hide & off e lights. i will den move e OHP flash her e moment she steps in.I hope she will be abit late.she's always so punctual.but tt's hw a responsible teacher shld be! Hmm.i really hope she wont be shock till faint cos she's still sick.i'm just afraid she will faint. argh! or else it wil be very fun.like celebratin some kind of event uh.today went hm early anyway & get a nap.& nw goin 2 slp soon. afraid i will be late again cos i must reach at 710am for prefects. my dad's car under repair tt's y nid to go sch myself. arghh! i hate it man. i will be perspirin after e walk 2 sch. okok,i just hope everything will be alright for tmr! Nightx!

ytd was a fuckin day! it gave me a great change in me.I am now thinkin of quitting prefect. I am so lousy,bad,naughty. it's jus tt nobody knows my e other part of e story. supposed to go out ytd but den my mom banned me. wad e fuck. n confiscated my money & hp.i was so angry lo. n wad can i do? i dont want to quarrel wif her. i locked myself up in my rm,sleepin for e whole of ytd. woke up at 11.30pm. n still v angry so go back slp. & tt nite i really felt like leavin my hse again like wad i did tt time. but i didnt. i dont know wad shld i do nw. 1 moment feel like leavin my sch's band ,e other moment quit prefect. tmr's goin to tell mr yew bout it. really very sad lo. after all this tt had happened, i might not be as cheerful,crazy person as wad i used to be. i m lackin of confidence in myself. discipline too.  i am always so rude to any teachers who teach me. n recently avoidin my form teacher,mdm fazelah. she knew bout it too. cos of a lecture. everything changed in myself. what for stay in band? playin music n music. i'm sick of it. 3 days a week is for band. no time to do hw all this. i'm sad.i'm dissappointed. i m no longer daziree or jiahui. i m e other person in e world....

what a day!Received quite a no. of presents today again.Belated.. Today got math test.Last min revision.And 2nd qns my ans was e other way round man!! ArghhHH!! i want to get full marks sia.The previous test only score 13/15 if i'm nt wrong.OKok..Enough of maths. haa.That's my fav sub man! Was kinda tired actually. There's band prac.We tried many new pieces.Were so challenging! And there's a piece called the Greek folk suite ba,damn nice for e third movement.& mr lim wants us to play that for National Day!! I'm playin trumpet solo!! with catherine.Hopefully able to cope uh.& durin my band combine,my bro call me.He dont have hse keys.Serve him right man!Then latr Ms Koh called me on my hp!! arghhHh!! She did it on purpose & i answered.I wanna put down liao den she wants to store time man! so i faster hang la just in case. Luckily those few bars i am havin rest beats man. Latr Joseph told me Mr Lim saw me when i was on e phone. but he didnt utter anything to me. So i considered myself lucky liao. Then yingz asked me pei her walk home sia. !!!! I felt so bad man,supposed to go hoem with Jude & chongwei.They were waiting for me.But yingz.. Then reached her hse there liao she company me to wait for e bus.Then at yew tee met my band mates so walked home together. Okok..That;s all. Tmr band dismiss early man! At 1pm! Havin morni prefect duty cos of e sec 3s meet parents session. Then i will be goin home change after that go out with ms koh liao. wooot! So fun man.. My birthday.dont seems to be over.. keep receivin presents. tmr also. i bet.

TODAY'S MY BDAY!!!!!! Guess what? Classmates keep singin e song..so many times man. Yesterday 12am received e very first wish fr Zhuo Feng.I was,of cos touched but already asleep. 2nd person was Ms Koh. Write e whole song down man! SO so touched! 3rd was Ann..then later some other prefects. OH GOSH!!!! Tmr's band prac. I sure kena sia!!! They asked me to bring extra tee 'cos i think is either flour or eggs liao.Shit man!!!! ArghhhhHh!! Then haf great fun in class. I keep creatin trouble haha.Then received quite a no. of msgs wishin me.Got presents fr Yan An,Geraldine,Joanna,Audrey.. Tmr also receivin some belated ones.Hmmm..Should be happy.Got a call fr my mom wishin me too.Hhhaa,funny hor?& received a sms fr my bro wishin me,ask me don be childish.& i requested smt fr him.lol!A lot of ppl wished me lar,also got gd teachers like Mr Kamar.Band mates like Audris,Sarah..After singin,we played wif e cake man! All threw e cream onto my face. At first i really thought e cake was dey baked it themselves.Then who knows,it wasnt.Cos dey told me dey failed. Went to causeway point.Had lunch.Do some shoppin & i managed to buy a skirt for myself.Take photos & of cos latr on v tired liao.

ArghhHHh!! Got someone never wished me happy bday till now i still waitin for either call or sms man.. jus now she still tell me that she will wish. tonight wont sms liao man. *Angry*

Today went home quite early.Had It enrichment den went got extra maths remedial course.Oh well..everything went smoothly for me.Ms Koh supposed to teach me tt ws cos i was sick but she's too tired lo.Hmmm.So tmr lor.Then i buy a lot of titbits.Sick still eat so much.hahah..Nothing much really happened actually.Tmr got band prac..hope able to play Amparito Roca..So nice man..But i playin off beats.Shit lar..Sure lost counting de man..heheh.....
Oh yes yes...My birthday is comin real fast man! On the 22th july.. d;

just had my dinner.Today's my chi b'day.I didnt know too.Until my aunt told me.Hhhahah..Woke up at 6.20am.Go sch for band prac.at first was really v dizzy.cant even stand still.fr far,i saw some1 hu looks lik ms koh.n true enough,was her.cos was v blur & i v giddy.den ard 10 plus i went hm take a short nap.too sick to do anything.cant really get to slp.& took my medicine.Ard 12 plus went back to sch.Walked to yew tee wif my kor.had a great chat wif him.Then dismissed 3 smt.i reached hm,first thing i did was use e comp cos 1 week no use comp liao.Then my mommy called hm said got new hp for me.I was so delighted.was a flip hp!!SIEmens.Now trying to figure out how to use tt hp...!@#$%&!@# lol..Hmm..ok.Considered lucky liao.still got flip.Now flip fone is so IN.Just cut my cake...but never eat sia.cough.haha

was sick fr thurs. but i stil went to sch.I didnt want to miss out any lessons but it became worst.11am plus i went hm lor..then keep sleepin n sleeping.Took panadols only.who knows becum fever,cough,headache,sore throat n sommore vomit.didnt really eat much.next mornin was perspirin like wad..den didnt go sch.v dizzy.slp whole day.26 hrs lol.temperature went up to 38.9.friends v caring..called me up sia.den sms.ms koh also.even asked if want she fetch me.i really v touched.sure buy her smt de.wow..now still so early.but i haf to slp early if nt i sick.cos nw still quite sick.Later still must take medicine.& i really hate medicine.cant swallow.arghhh!

what a day! Woke up at 9.30am w/o e alarm clock.Usually i wake up late on Sundays-sleepin time. First thing i did was on my hp.'Cos i still dont know how to use that fone. arghh!Was all alone again man! My family always wake up earlier than me no matter what. So i did whatever i like at home. Am recovering soon. Now going out liao!!!

Last Sunday woke up at 10am.Received ms koh's call.cos my hp & wallet wif her!!!went to Sentec with Ms Koh & Mr Chia.Didnt noe tt he was Mr chia in e first place.I even greeted him UNcle.damn paisei.Took Ms Koh's car there.Reached bout 12.30.The exhibition was huge.But not a lot of ppl.Saw Fesh,Stef,Jan,Meilin,Ms Eng....They were selling their hand-made beads.Quite nice but too bad,business wasnt tt gd ba.I was rather dull cos i dont hav my wallet & hp wif me.All in ms koh's hse sia.She forgotten 2 bring along.Then ard 1 plus we left there.Went to Sakae Sushi for lunch.Hmmm..dun really eat much.But still it was another treat fr ms koh again.Hmmm.After lunch went to Gelatto'.It reminds me of Gelatto Con Caffe.Hhahah.They got a ice cream.But i didnt cos i dont really like ice cream.just dont know why.Then shop around fr e highest level till the ground level.ms koh did a lot of shoppin.She's always e 1 buyin clothes n clothes.Went into Cds shops..& i really like Classical Music a lot.Esp by Richard Clayderman,Beethoven,BeeGees..Damn nice.Ard evening left there.Then went to ms koh's hse area to take back my hp & wallet.Stop Mr chia at lot 1 den drove me back to my hse ther.Stopped at a coffee shop,helped ms koh buy her papa rojak.Then i go hm latr lor.Damn tired lorhhz...Hahha...but imagine shoppin wif 2 adults..wad a big age gap in between!

hey hey!! Fun fair was rather fun man!!! in e mornin reached sch at 6.45am.then went oer to ms koh de car take smt fr her. yay.My class stall earned $1380 sia..so fun.I was dressed up as 1 of e kachang puteh seller !! So fun!Go around the sch shoutin here n there.In e mornin our iced milo & cup corn already sold off liao.Then ard noon 130pm our stall everything sold off.So happy.but that didnt end our excitement.As it was a hot weather,some guys went out of sch to buy syrup den we made cold syrup drinks.Still earn some money.hehe..i bot mee goreng fr ms koh de stall.Then latr we heard e dedication for our class.weeee...ard noon dey announced e winners.But too bad we didnt win anything.but we still enjoyed ourselvess tremendously.got to cooperate well with our class guys & got closer wif our form teacher.got ppl interviewed me sia! i so paiseh.nothing to say.then when dismiss i go look for ms koh but found out tt she went hm wif my hp & wallet!! gosh.so so funny lorh.so i called back to my hp den she picked up askin me if i lookin for daziree.really v funny.sommore is my hp!! haha..den e next day sunday met up mahh.... this funfair really make me gain a lot of new experiences like how to work in business stuffs like that..

Today's funfair was great.Reached sch bout 640am den begin to set up booth n everything.Business was v good.we mananged to sell finish e cold milo & cup corns in bout jus a few hrs.Then finally sold everything out at 130pm.then business was great.After that our class some of e guys go out of sch to buy syrup so we can make drinks..& den we sell.Like that,we sold a lot lorh.We earned bout $1400.A lot rite?But too bad wasnt top 3 or else will have won smt.I got interview by mrs esawaran fr e channelnewsasia.So damn paiseh tt i dont noe wad to say.haha...Then some of e girls were dressed up like those olden days Kachang puteh seller.so funny man.But we all wore badanana so we are called e funky nuts.hmmmm...everyone was so tired after that.Then tot got pizza sia..lie..& e dunk thingy..earn a lot uh..a lot of teachers got dunk..mr yew was e funniest.ahahah..got his pic when he was bout to thrown into the water.tmr might be goin sentec.hopefully be able to go.so tired now.now i realised tt makin business is really hard.so i must find a gd job for myself.now i'm listenin to James Barne-Alvanmar Overture....damn great.esp when i heard fr e Sri Kembangan Sch at Msia..They played v v well.. Ok ,back 2 e topic.Met a lot of ex-students fr our sch.den our stall was like keep shouting cheers to attract customers.in e end i bot hm some nuts wanted to gib to ms koh hu knows she left liao.too bad.N my hp & wallet is wif her!!!!!!! arghhhhh.she purposely de sia.. -.-" so damn damn hard to contact her jus now.then too bad have to call my hp n she ans. so funnny uh.i m e owner of e hp!! hhaha/nvm.tmr would be goin sentec wif her so get back my hp.luckily my money n ez-link card was nt in e wallet or else i hav a hard time goin hm le. yeay.really enjoyed myself a lot. well ok....goin off le. nighttttttt

Today's funfair was great.Reached sch bout 640am den begin to set up booth n everything.Business was v good.we mananged to sell finish e cold milo & cup corns in bout jus a few hrs.Then finally sold everything out at 130pm.then business was great.After that our class some of e guys go out of sch to buy syrup so we can make drinks..& den we sell.Like that,we sold a lot lorh.We earned bout $1400.A lot rite?But too bad wasnt top 3 or else will have won smt.I got interview by mrs esawaran fr e channelnewsasia.So damn paiseh tt i dont noe wad to say.haha...Then some of e girls were dressed up like those olden days Kachang puteh seller.so funny man.But we all wore badanana so we are called e funky nuts.hmmmm...everyone was so tired after that.Then tot got pizza sia..lie..& e dunk thingy..earn a lot uh..a lot of teachers got dunk..mr yew was e funniest.ahahah..got his pic when he was bout to thrown into the water.tmr might be goin sentec.hopefully be able to go.so tired now.now i realised tt makin business is really hard.so i must find a gd job for myself.now i'm listenin to James Barne-Alvanmar Overture....damn great.esp when i heard fr e Sri Kembangan Sch at Msia..They played v v well.. Ok ,back 2 e topic.Met a lot of ex-students fr our sch.den our stall was like keep shouting cheers to attract customers.in e end i bot hm some nuts wanted to gib to ms koh hu knows she left liao.too bad.N my hp & wallet is wif her!!!!!!! arghhhhh.she purposely de sia.. -.-" so damn damn hard to contact her jus now.then too bad have to call my hp n she ans. so funnny uh.i m e owner of e hp!! hhaha/nvm.tmr would be goin sentec wif her so get back my hp.luckily my money n ez-link card was nt in e wallet or else i hav a hard time goin hm le. yeay.really enjoyed myself a lot. well ok....goin off le. nighttttttt

hEY! SO long didnt touch up my diary.Been rather busy..With studies. Just came back fr e camp!Was great!And i really miss e camp soooo much!!! AHHHHHHhhHH!H!! I just cant stop sayin those cheers..Anyway..Tmr's my sch food & fun fair.Hopefully evverything turns out perfect. Hope my stall wins yeah. Hopefully can clear those food away.Bot really too much ba.Hmm,..Milo will be a great drink which everyone would want to buy.Hahha..& hope tt mic really works well for e dedications to be said out on air man! SO damn great.I'm gonna dressed up like those Kachang puteh man yea.SO fun............i'm so tired actually.tmr must reach sch ard 630am.Sunday might be goin down to Sentec to support my friends for their entreprenur thingy.yeay.hopefully will be able to go.depends if i'm tt tired.arghhh.n my blog is so ugly.i've no time.yea// just bot a badanan fer tmr.goin 2 borrow a white top fr someone else.luckily ther's no band today.n today didnt went for band prac.was damn damn busy wif my class stall.doin so so so many things.hmmmm..i got to go soon.still nid to do some other stuffs yeay.just made some ice.gonna bring to sch tmr.yeay! We ROCKS !!!!!

Yay! Tmr is e camp! I am lookin forward to it man! Waited so long liao.Hehe..Hmm.Sure will be very fun.I'm so tired now.Eyes very tired.Cos keep lookin for skins for my blog.But cant find suitable ones.Even now this 1 is nt that nice actually..Tmr will be a better day for me.Mornin have to do my mornin duties.Hmmm.In charge of late comers.Hehe..Must really do a gd job.Get a good testimonial too...

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Ytd woke up at 1230.Wad a nice slp!Then ard evenin went to Imm wif my family & Aunt.Shop shop lo & my mom bot me a Cool PINK ***!!Gosh!So Nice!Noe wad i'm referrin 2?Hmm..Then bot quite a no. of things,reached hm ard 10pm.Ard 11 plus had a chat on e fone wif Ms Koh bout e camp stuffs till 1am plus !!Didnt noe so fast!Then went back to slp le lo!& i really v happy!Tmr goin to Adventure Camp! Yay!! Hmmm...Jus nw helped my mummy do a lot of things.Now she went to Ntuc buy smt.Latr i'm doin some revision before settin for e camp.Haa..Not yet pack bag.Will pack in e nite.I take a long time to pack bag as u noe.Up to 4 hrs.lol.Then gonna do e countdown to camp wif friends man!

What a Day!

Today i have band practise from 7.30am till 3 plus.Hmm..Then went Staff Rm waited fer Ms Koh cos she's doin some stuffs.Then ard 4 plus she drove me to Causeway POint.Actually cant make up mind go wher fer dinner.She even mentioned Orchard & worst still,was wearin Band tee!Should hav brought along a tee!Did some shoppings lo & she insisted to me a shirt 'cos bday's comin & i rejected her lots of time.Felt really v bad.Hmmm..Then went to a resturant called Kampong blabla.Hmm..The food was.arghh! Spicy! That's e only word to describe & was really full wif jus a prata.UNbelievable right.?Everything tasted alright den.Lotsa leftovers so packed up lo & she brought it hm.After that she fetched me hm,reached ard 7.15.Now usin e comp.Only Mummie & me are at home.Bros went out.Dad nt back yet.Been v bz lately.Luckily Mon is a Holi Day.Need to study & watch movie with my friend.Heh..And need to meet up with my class for our stall,pack up bag to Adventure Camp on next Tues! Yay! So happy! Hurray!!!!

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