this whole week has been rather tiring, busy for me. no time for comp. studies. arghhh!
this whole full of extra lessons.dead bored n tired of it. as what i could rmb, monday went Pulau Tekom,another island in singapore yeah.took ferry there. went with ms jane n ms chong plus some classmates ,all fr diff class. my class got like 10 of us. dismissed slightly earlier,1pm. bot alot of chocos n prepared my mp3 to listen in e bus. so cool. listened to Blast From The Past.v v damn nice,which becky sent me. n also, american riversongs..ahha.whoa,miss syf. disney fantasy. currently listenin to diemeister now.damn nice. although its a v damn long piece lor. tues got nothing on,so studied in prefect room first. n then went mac studied abit only. reached home bout 7 plus. thomas sent me home. haa.m best friend leh. and also sort of big bro. wed got extra physics lesson.. so tired lor. n then studied after school too,and went yewtee foodcourt meet te rest for revision..

and then today ,thurs. so tired. got A Maths lesson after sch for 2 hrs. whoa seh,n durin school time, got 3 periods of A Maths. whoa, crazy over Amaths lor. today also got phy open-book test. so last min. hai. made me studied last nite so much on phy too. and also did convergin lens retest as a revision,today gave to ms lai for marking lorr.. this whole week had been eating chocolate non-stop. no proper meals, as far as i can rmb . haha. My crunchie is in te prefect room now, for tmr de.. lol. n recess ate hershey cookies n creams.. chinese lesson ate M&m. whoa. so nice lor. n yesterday better still. got skittes, m&m, cookies, ... in class. wahha =x ever since sit besides my best friend,tend to study. lol. cos i dont used to study. and also hand up hws. at least i did now -.-" today after amaths was bout 430pm,rainin damn heavy. go staffroom,ms jane gave me money to buy present for mr chia cos he's leavin. n our class fund is w dejin lor. then jiayao took out his poncho for me to wear .lol. i so touched man. n he even carried my bag for me n hock carried my file. wad nice guys i have in my class.. hhaha. n then lighnting sia. -.- took bus to yewtee. thomas n i went yewtee bookshop choose gift for mr chia. then met ms jane..she went in lor.. we bot for mr chia a small bag to store his markers, a cute little animal to slot in little notes and 4 red pens ba. =) hee. we so sweet horh. hes leavin tmr n soon ms tan leavin too. whoa seh, poa lesson sure v bored liao lor. .. hai __ then she cannot giv me sweets liao . this mornin assembly,mr thomas tan asked me go all e sec3 classes for e attire check thingy. then i go ms koh class. she bullied me siaa.. asked me so much qns.. i so pissed lor n was in a rush. asked me check wad.. then i said i dontknow.. n then she said she got lessons so cant hand up e form, n then i said i personally her class wait for her give me e list n help her submit. whoa. she v big leh. i went ground level looked for thomas ,asked him accompany me to mskoh class get e list.we waited for her quite long leh.she v big leh.. then in e end i ended up sayin thanks to her .-. then went 4th level put the form, n then went 3rd level prefect room cos our chocos there ma. haha. then went ground level take our bag n went back class. so terribly hot,ran here n there. especially everymornings,cos have to wear that blazer.. weee. pulled school flag leh! so fun lor.luckily thomas guilded me. i so nervous lor but v v fun,better than sayin pledge. this sat flag day man..at jurong east mrt station,and then go study. sunday do some sports. monday will study. physics paper on wed. woo. must do really well lor. and everyday have been prac for instru for 30mins per day.. build up my stamina in long notes but i hate that. n prac newpieces. merry widow v fun!



i miss you!

a beautiful sunday. slept at 1230am on sat. and then woke up at 815am, meet kel at 845am at cck mrt statn, met sarah too. so 3 of us took 300 to zeting's house there that bball court.started playin bball. yanxiong came too, so long didnt see him. grew taller noww. got ze ting, zhen jun, sarah, dris, joseph, dor, kel, yanxiong n me. had a friendly match..and then played ABC til bored. play the couple game..so funny and v lame la. haa, mr lim didnt came anyway. bout 11 we left to Sunshine place, took bus fr there to lot1. the rest of dem went LJS for lunch while kel,yanxiong n i went pool first.over at Warren. dey started swimmin but i was waitin for joseph's call so can open sidegate for dem.. seeing them had fun lor. n bout 1230 started swimmin w dor. zhen jun n zeting also jumped into e pool. haa. while e rest of dem ahh.. guai kiass, studyin man. had lotsa fun.. teach zeting how to swim. he so small size lor. n then dey threw him into e water n he so scared. lol, got 3 pools there, n we went sliding.. n went lap pool,swam till bout 3. also went spa. went into steam room.. damn hot. whoa, hardly could breathe inside lor. guys were havin fun in their room too.. bathe then was rainin, weather was nice. now more tanned. as in darker le la. quite fun lor. then dey went lot1, xbox -.-" guys' favourites. i went home. and hai. i dont want say anything more too. y.bro bot lunch fr outside for me at bout 5 plus., watched the hiphop dance in e hallwith my bros.. then 6 plus went for nap till 8pm. woke up. , studied physics and e maths. havent bathe yet. feeling very very down and upset, and headache. so many things , killing myself. hai_ life is meant to be in this way for me. will justend here. i dont know how bad i m gonna do for my midyrs. today, didnt prac my instru. will just prac later on , for maybe 15mins. too late alr.

life is totally unreasonable

seriously dontknow wad to tag down.life is just not exciting for me. not good enough too. friday went for junior band. guess wad i prac on? trumpet. ! wahha,finally got that chance to take up a trumpet. but, i soundeed. arr. airy airy. not nice. yuks. terrible sound,know why? didnt touch my cornet at hm since aftr syf.,meanin for a wk.but eventually,now i did. treasure hunt ,sectionals,drills with sec1s. m e only senior takin my section sec1s.scolded them like .. hai_ i also dontwish to scold them. n i hate to pump sec1s squad,.very hurt to see them being pump and can think of myself in their footsteps when we were in sec1s too.
ended band. whoa seh. accidentally saw mrlim,if not i can go off alr. he talked to me lor .. i expected that. bout my section. i know. how lousy my sect is currently rite now,w/o dris n joseph alr. now, me cat nat. among us,who else? arghh. but as i wad i always dream bout-- being the professional cornetplayer.. thats who i wished to be.. told myself.by the age of 18-19..must alr achieve wad i want in life.. its never too late,to learn something. cant believe now i'm sudyin abban book.. aww man. unbelievable daz. will just sit at the sofa in e hall,and then open up that abban book, warm up. play. for half an hour everyday. ohh. man.. must b able to reach topB by june le horh. .. yes. yes. and hhaa.
okayy, thomas walked me home.he's such a nice best friend of mine.l ol. and then he went mac studywith fish n steff. slept at 1030pm alr.

and then on sat, today..

mornin meet thomas, went for our dance training.1st practise. at sakina's hse..sec2 prefect. her hse quite cool.a lit' room for dance studio with mirror. n learnt some steps. next prac on next week schday ba.then stop durin exam period. havent decide our attire yet. tink bout 10 of us dancing.
then got breaks in between dancelesson, at 11 plus dismissed alr,went lot1 lunch with yvomtan n thomas.met grace..so chat lor.bout prefectstuffs.. n then walked around. went mengyi hse.downstairs,swimming pool there study.. physics.left at 4plus.reached home 5..slept till 6 plus. then prac my cornet.till 730.bot dinner outside. watched teevee chnl 8.9pm-930pm.lol, i seldom watch teevee so dontknow wads goin on man. n here i am..computer usage on weekends.

tmr might still work on physics.lol =x

hmm thats all.sleeppin real soon,if not tmr sure late. listening to Blast From The Past, becky sent de.


missinguu

ytd(tues), dreyy's bday. feelin better. in e mornin,someone delieverd bouquet of flowers to her n announcement was made to our class lor.,went G.O collect.she so shocked to receieve it,i didnt know who was it,then realised was dave. he's so sweet,i mean as a friend..he treated us like his gd pals la. then so big lor,and real flowers leh! and then sang for her in class,had fun..lessons slack cos msjane not in sch,so 4 free periods..plus mrs tan not in sch. whoa.shiok.!
then yvom n thomas gave her gift,we also presented her our gift,was a white dress,err,she opened till like siao,so many layers of newspaper.took photos too. after schhool 130pm,went lot1 ,Kbox..siing n singg lol. with fads,plus kel,dave and jere. so cool. i keep on singing all jay songs twice for each songs i chose. plus sunyanzi..wiber pan.and JJ.! wahha,lol. and of cos oldies.. pretty woman.,walkin down the street..! lol =x so funny,and then we chose te Bday song and lit up e mini-cake..walked in and sing..guessed wad happened? i blew e cake den light up again.n then i tink i blew again =x and then accidentally fish made her cheesestrawberry cake drop.lol., n then we held onto her,dave smashed cake on her,only tio abit sia.i kena most lor,my whole shirt.whoa piang! so terrible, aint my bday too. whoa seh.. then we all kena,whole room so damn messy and smelly with cheese.. arghh. and e mic. !! lol, covered with strawberry cream n then cant clean inside. hhaa,. we did a clean up before continue singin like mad,after few hrs, drey stef n fish were tired of singin,so i continued singing till 7 plus lor. sang for 5 hrs.. so fun. lol. drey must be v happy. then dave bot for her another gift - billabong wallet cos her wallet spoilt too. drey must be v touched lor..
bill was only 80 plus.. then we took mrt home alr. had dinner at yewtee .. reached home 8pm. tired.. day. but fun! wahahah.

today,tuess. guessed what. ms jjane didnt come to sch. 4 periods free again, so cool.slack ahh.sommore exams comin.gonna flunk my exams lor. failed phy test, 8 out of 30. poa,2 out of 25. aiya,i dont care la. -.-" phy ,poa, mathes trs sucks. i just donknow.dey dont motivate students lorr. now startting to like chem,..cos ms chong motivated me to study lor..and ask qns. and then, this yr so diffrent fr last yr. last yr math tr, ms koh..always motivate us and can really teach lor. thats why i score well. hai. e maths actually got a trainee tr teaching us,find her not bad. ms ong muihong. everytime giv me chocolates too.motivate me sia. lol, and then phy tr currently is that mr chia. he's nice,but dontknow what s he teaachin. ms lai faster take his place laa. me v slack man. how i wished ms koh could teach me ... after sch got prefect cleanin up of our room..new cabinet. n then nafa test,but i didnt take.supposed to help out lor.. hmm,sec1s v naughty la. have to scold till no voice.after nafa, fish,drey,stef,thomas,kewin,jiayao and me,went to pasarmalam,then went to yewtee for early dinner at 5plus lor..and then went mac for desserts n chatted..till 7 plus. actually wanted to study but didnt. jus now looked thru my ws only -.- anyway tmr also no maths. today chi test,do finish liao sleep le lor. only 2 sections to do. cos e esawran caught ppl cheating... then whole sec3 level express chinese .. skip 2 sectns.. good sia.
then reached home.. watched just for laughs. thats all. sleepin soon. tired from sch life. how i wished can work.






i just wanna lala.

yoyo_ back. a period didnt really online.rather busy .,even after syf but life still goes on. sportsday was on wed if i'm not wrong.dismissed at 10am, then went for phy test, fail for sure, e tr sucks. and went home. bathe, wear a resilience shirt plus pants n slippers lor.. not running anyway, went lot1 meet fish,stef,drey and of cos,our guy friens__ --> jon,jere n dave. DOVE. lol, damn lame ppl,got to know dem thru fishhy. dave is 19yrs old,msian and drive sports car. jon is same batch as us while jere is in poly now. lunch, at longjohn..keep on laughin till full man. walked around and then we drove us around cck to yewtee area.so fun.u know why? its like more thrilling than aracade cars or roller-coasters ride.he will suddenly turn here n there,and then reverse 360 degrees lol.and we will scream our lungs off man.haa. then drove us to stadium..we are helpers,so help lor.. kena tekan by ms thila siaa.for wearin outside pants.. still shoot me..as prefect.blabla ..talked to ms eng,suddenly cried.upset bout our syf.hai_ and then dave drove us back..wguessed what?
jon was in the boot of e car! aww man,guessed how is it like.. lol. an alive body.. in e boot. then went lot1..then went to e empty carpark.lol.. and then fetched us home.

then friday ,few days ago, was our band chalet. hmm__ in class like no mood study man, boring teachers. ran 6 rounds sch field for p.e , straight after sch.chiong home.packed bag. and went meet fads plus e guys again. this time lunch over at KFC. .chat .. and then went Ntuc bot chocolates. walked around. then he drove us to farmart.. go see puppies..so adorable..walked around there. and then fetched me to Northvale ,chingyee hse .meet joseph to carry those stuffss fr her condo to the other condo... mengyi hse. dris n sarah were there alr. took her uncle car..and set off to chalet.rather tired actually. check-in and prepare bbq stuffs.had lotsa fun. didnt take much phtos actually..ate alot too. and then alot of ppl came too.went walk walk with mengyi.. then went beach with chingyee,yaya n ain.and bout 10 i walked back myself. went redhouse withjoseph ,zeting he and myself.. caught by police halfway thru there..so just anyhow say goin back our chalet..n lost our way..in e end,didn go lor. meet him.. went beach.,till 12 am plus..he took cab home then. had card games with sec4s... so funny.played detective games..heart attack.. and lame lame ones. then went back room to sleep =x lol..so squeezy,our bags and alumni sleepin on te comfortable beds.i slept at a corner cos got aircon upstairs maa.then lionel woke up and went down to sleep,so i took over his place on e bed lol.slept with bob first..then jordan n dor also on bed.. had fun sleepin -.- slept at 330am. till 730am.zeting dey all go disturbed sia -.-" asked us go beach see sun rise but i continued sleep. till 8 plus.
woke up..nothing much to do.so went swimming w some sec4s,ben dey all plus mengyi. in e end,dey kena scolded by lifeguard for not wearin proper attire.didnt realy swim,havin fun. took a bath, most of e ppl not at the chalet..went lan games.. themepark..beach .. so went back to sleep till noon..aaron brought me,yuting and jiaying to Red House in e noon..just wanna see e place only lor. not bad la. nice sleep man . lol.. and then noon went beach awhile with kel..after band prac. and he meet yuexiang go town play games.. initial D -.- evening went cycling with zeting, nikki and laypeng.. so funny.laypeng wanted to race with me who faster.of cos is me laa -.- haa. alot of funs.we cycled to Elias park lor.. zeting treat me halfprice de.lol. then help to prepare bbq. again. ate till 9 plus, by e time,shulin and mr lim arrived alr. mengyi and i went tampiness mall for nite movie. we were wearin v v ..omg. just tee n shorts plus slippers lor. plus a jacket to share. took bus to mrt station,on e way met yaya n aaron walkin. movie starts at 10 smt ended at 1230am like that. believe it or not, mengyi paid 9.50 to sleep throughout movie lol. sommore leaning on me.and got 1 part of e show, i slept on her shoulder n she slept on me.lol! ppl behind laughin damn hysterically man.like hyenasss . then kel came to fetch us back,in te bus.met hafidz on his way home.. slept besides him.cos tired..reached alr.went back chalet. had a nice bathe..feelin relax. played games with laypeng dris dey all.in order to finish our te bbq food cos v waste man. in eend, lost.. must eat 8 chickenwings.. lol. but ate only1. then watched mengyi dey all played the Dance dance revolution... slept at staircase awhile before goin beach.. after his bathe,both of us went to beach by the rocks there felt asleep.bout 2am plus..the pasiris park damn noisy man. so cold, woke up at 6plus.went back to chalet, sleep at ground level ,quite crowded too.. then bathe lor...more awaked and refreshing.. then packed up..i went upstairs sleep awhile again lol. we had bed jumps .haha. took shuttle bus back to whitesands shoppin centre,,took mac breakfast... and then mrt back to yewtee.all of us were tired..listening to bandmusics with zeting.. owed dor 5 bucks and also owed siying 5 bucks. didnt brim enough money man..cos i tot need not brim so much cash lor..
reached home 12 plus. sleep till 6 evening and then. whoa..wanted to pack my bag..and hws..but dinner with family and grandmaa. at Marina there.. the buffet for bbq and steamboat..damn sick of bbq now... and so full.ate not much... and then so tired.

monday bluess.sick..flu.headache.arghh. got a cold fr chalet.and ate so much bbq food. lessons..slack. today E Maths and Geog tests.fail le la.didnt even study. left blanks here n there.. A Maths started on new topic.after sch ..didnt went for poa test -.- cos sure fail. wentlot1 with fads.bot smt for him . meeting him tmr.. woo hooO!! going KBOX.. waahaa =x sleepin now le. niteeeee ppl

tues____ syf is over.te only 10 mins chance on stage,expressing yrself into the music.,doin wadever u can,on time,_ tone _ style and of cos, in tune. but, this was very much i could do for yesterday's syf. i blamed myself,a bit . i just dontknow why. we got a. silver.it wasnt very good. so what's the big deal bout it when so many schs got silver too?? aint that happy,satisfied. but was te best already. not so nervous, __ cos had e feeling already. just 10 mins of yr life on stage,i mean..err.. syf. before us, we could hear everything that st.andrews played. yes,ther was mistake., no one is perfect too. mr lim was trying to smile n look happy, but we all knew he was nervous and we, too. american riversongs was nice, yes. but. seems like te judgers dont really like it. it always depends on them_ to see what dey like best. for all i knew now, they like big and loud bands and award them with gold or gold with honours. we are, a mini-sized band cant be compared to st.andrews. it alwas depends v much on judgers dey themselves too. after syf, went back to sch.packed up and most of us took train to listen for results. we were nervous. band no. 51, regent sec sch.. silence for a moment, Silver. i screamed, 'cos i really tot we will get COP like what mr lim said. but, i never expected that.but now,i realised i wasnt v happy too. we went to Lau Pa Sat for dinner/with shulin.some alumnis. whole row of us sitting.we were chatting, bout band again,even as we walked to the stall. hai__ n then we were walking damn slow to the mrtstation..talkin bout band stuffs.reached home like 945pm alr. bathe and then slept at 11pm. was rather tired.

__wednes. today__ what a day.prefect investiture.was damn angry with amalina. she took my blazier,didnt asked me. n sommore that blazier got my name on it alr. hai__ freako. later,then she said she wore mine.. idiot. then.yes. shook hands with mdm tan. whatever laa. talked to me -.-" took cert, new badge.woo hoo!! senior prefect lol. then,hug Eka.gave her rose plus chocolates. yeah. then prefect phototakin session. then exco phototakin.we threw blazers up.. had alot of funs takin photo for like 1 period lorr.then slack in prefects room,didnt went back to class man. and then mrs lin came in.. lost a gold badge, then all looked for it lor. mrs lin said we lazy siaa. and then thomas,yvonne,veronica,me n jiahui went sec1s classes to meet us after sch to distribute badges to them. reached class at 950am,10 mins of lessons then dismissed. got phy test.. do paper like 15 mins,brim home instrument n chiong home man. and then went lot1 meet fads. plus 2 new friends lol. dave and jeremy. so funny ppl. err.bout age 19 like that.
so damn havoc with mee.. dined at long john for like an hr plus,took dave's car to stadium for sports dayy. dave..damn power. making those damn scary stunts while we were in te car lorr..i was screamin like madd.so scary.but more fun than arcade cars. omgosh.u will scream yr lungs out in his sports car man. he was doin those stunts that e police can fine him siaa. drey was so scared. n then, helped out. but not much things cos alot of us helpin out.was slackin. i felt so sorry for my hse..cos mr alan choo asked me to run for 4*400m.. but. i dont feel like running this yr. hai__ then hai our resilience only 1 team. so sorry man.he like keep on beggin me.. plus jiayao. sommore i wearin outside shorts n slippers lor. i was slackin aroundd. and then teachers run... cool. mr alan choo,ms jane ong,mr thomas tan,mr teo can run real fast man.i keep track of time yeah. and then after prizes giving..i saw ms eng. talked to her awhile.then ms thila interferred,scolded me.,for wearin outside pants,iso heck lor., and then., later i started crying. i was sad,due to syf results once again. but i just couldnt control my tears. hai__ never hav i seen myself so enthu band kk.. and i dontknow wher to hide my face.so many trs. ms eng.was shock. hai... and then dave gave us a shockin cool ride again. his was a sports car. then, jon geow was w them.so we asked how to sit so many ppl.dey said jon went hm alr n we were convinced by them lorr.. then guessed wad? he was sitting behind the boot of the car siaa! omgosh, we wondered hhow he breathe n he said he enjoyed it man. omgosh. can u believe a real alive person in e boot of a car???? whoa piang.drove us to lot1. then sianz,before 10mins,drove out of lot1, had fun at a carpark...he was doin stunts ther,ski here n there lol. then drove back..sent drey home..then we so bored,y not go lot1 again..chat ard.7 like that,he drove us back. he's such a funny guy. then he went back msia home baa. yeah. glad that dey brighten up my dayy man. hai_- still,upset. sored/ /

ooo__ yo, i hoped mr lim had read my blog alr..
hmm.anyway, yesterday [ sunday], woke up at 930, meet up with some prefects for short meeting. and then 11 plus went cck park with anyu cos got combined sectional. with esther,dris,joseph, charles, jordan, aaron and zeting.. didnt play much. cos sounded airy. and then bout 12 plus, we went lot1 makan.. checked out te chalet place n stuffs like that. then we all went to ze ting's house. got little dog. lol, and 11 hamsters worhh. had fun there. played playstation too. but so bored. used the comp.. and then 3 plus left there. dris n joseph went lot1 book chalet lor.. reached home,first thing i did was sleep.. zzz. slept like 1 hr plus only. and then need go out with family..went to jurong point. dined at crystal jade. ate quite little but so full lor. then shop around.. i dont really like shopping alot. so.. left bout 9 smt. reached home quite tired.,polished my instrument, and then slept at 1 plus,cos cant sleep. hai.__.

today monday bluess.so tired in class. slept for an hour durin geog.. arghh. really v tiredd. lessons were rather slack. failed poa as usual. 2/25. lowest in class sia. too bad lor,cant even understand anything. and then i hate poa..was doin some other thingss. we got 2 poa trs maa. got 1 everytime sit behind mee. everytime c me doin other things, will say daziree this daziree that de. whoa. then e maths.. so-so la. A Maths, got back test on indices n surds,my fav chpt. i hate logarithms cos i dont understnad anything . got 15/20.. then ms jane said what te power of love. arghh. she's crazy lor. lol , then band prac. didnt went for A MAths whole class remedial ,ms jane excused us cos band more impt , and didnt went for prefect investiture rehearsal but i sort-of know whats going on can already. know where i m seated n stuffs likethat. yeah.cant wait for that day - the day i will be promoted. today band prac, rehearsed .. but then. at bout 4plus nothing to do alr. what has said has already been said. what should we do is up to ourselves le. and .. whoa. i nearly cried. i was strong =x lol.. 'cos its very sad to see each batch leaving. and this current sec4 batch,i'm closer to some of em ..thats why. plus the sec5s. my seniors.. hai-___ no point feeling sad. should feel happy for them, as what mr lim had said. mr lim scolded us for crying. l o l. so funny lor.. haa. i really cherished band prac so much man. and then after dismissal,ms chong fetched me,phylis n yvonne to yewtee. then we had dessert.. walked home.reached home 630. dinner was instant noodles. ps, i dont eat regular meals. yeah.. goin sleep very soon. seriously speaking,wont be brim much bks to sch.. so lighter bag. and just ironed my uniform..and haven polish boots. iam so tired. n drinkin alot of water man.hhaa.

hai. after syf. no band.seems so weird..and will miss band so much. n really cherish syf alot lor. do well guys..!! ;p

tmr is the biggy day!

mr lim. would like to say smt to you.
if you're reading this.. i would like to say a BIG thankS to you, for your patience in guilding us for the many years... seldom lose temper too. and improving our band noww.. and also, although last time i used to hate you to te core[uh oh] , but now i dont la. and i realised many many things. . that i didnt realise bout you last time so, is like ,you gave me a bad impression of yourself la =x woops. am being frank horh,. sorry no offence.
hmm. and without you, there wont be us.. able to go for exchanges for so many times in a year.. and the professional tutors who have been guildin us through out. even though Hui Si unable to make it for sectionals now, you tried to find us another tutor to replace. you're so kind . sometimes, when you're happy with our playing , it makes us very happy too and i feel a sense of satisfactory in myself, in like achieving something., and making me to play better. no matter what we get, you're still our only mr lim. and, you're really very wei da than any teachers man, say so many good things bout our band though our band wasnt that ' good ' . you always try to spend time with us ,cos syf is comin. and you're so busy. plus schooling and also bedoknorth band. i am really very touched by what you did for us.
thanks, you 're the best mr lim! ;)

so long didnt touch my bloggy.
listening to Phantom Of The Opera by MSSMB. yeah.

yesterday had normal band prac. mr lim was so hilarious -.-" damn crappy. cos last an hr,didnt know whad to do.everytime prac same 2 old pieces bored alr. so we side-read other pieces, like our 2 yrs ago syf sinfonia nobili. and played vilia too.so nice. of cos, aha.dimissed slightly earlier. went home changed, and went town. he n his friend, yue xiang. used to be a clarinetist but grad. alr. catch 815pm show for The Pacifier. very funny. he gave me smt sweet yaa.. and then went strollin by the esplanade park.. then about 11 plus left that place., reached home bout 12 plus alr. so tired. bathe and then sleep.

today's a saturday. got combine..in e morning/ lips so dry lor. maybe cos of e weather.. even though i drink a lot of water. and quite tired. sound so airy. arghhh. and after band prac, went church with rebecca at somerset. and had fun. my fav part. sing and jump! lol! and clap. haaa. so fun. and then lunch over at pizzahut at centerpoint. had long nice chats bout different sch bands n stuffs like thatt. took 190 back to cck, saw SJI school.k , damn big =x of cos. and then reach cck bout 5. bot bubble teas, went to chingyee's condo. charles,jordan, aaron, yaqing n zeting were there.. got chats lorr.. cy n yaya studying.. also listened to alot of band musics from different schs.. bout 7 left there.just bathe, o ya. n prac my muted cornet ahah. tmr most likely go for sectionals at cck lor, before that prefect meeting yeahh.

tonight gona do my hws. clean my instru.polish boots. iron band uniform. whoa.!


4 dayS to syF.

yoyo_ back. so tired.
saturday rehearsal at conference hall with st.margaret and our sch choir. was quite good i can say. improving! and then heard st.margaret. great lor. returned to sch,in te bus.. talked to ms beh. ms beh so funny man. gosh. haa. and evening went for dinner with yvonne n phylis aftr band. ate popiah only. plus dark chocolates!! reached home almost 8pm. so tired.slept at 11 plus.
on sunday,woke up 8 am plus. met up with kel. went swimming at complex. quite fun..even go spa for hours lor. swam too. hmm. and had funs with slides. lol! he bully me man, keep on splashin water at mee. then bout 1pm,went to bathe. and walked to limbang mac for lunch. shop around there., went arcade had some games together.
he sent me at my hse's bus stop and he went home before goin for his tkd.
reached home,family goin sim lim sq buy new flat screen for comp. but was tired.so slept at hm. evening prac my instru.
night bout 9 went for dinner with family at teck whye.. then buy smts.
slept at 1 am plus.cos cleaned my valves lol, plus polish boots.

on monday. . " monday bluess" slacked in class.. after sch.need helped bring percussion instrus here and there. had short combine. then changed into band uniform. headed to conference hall for rehearsal. bedoknorth was also there. ya.didnt had chance to talk to them lor. just waved. lol. i saw him. helping. just smiled and no chance to talk. time was limited. we had dinner ferst while bdn rehearsed ferst. ate not much for dinner. ppl took my food away man. lol. cos i hate hotdogs maa.
then our turn. all v nervous.waited v long ... then it was rather fruitful. kelv passed to mengyi smt for me. but no chance say thns or wad. and mr lim was v .. err. crappy.. -.-" as usual. lol. always makin us laugh. and laugh. haa. saw some tutors there. so envious man. and got record our playing. ms loh helped me record our playing too. halfway thru. actually aint that nervous.. too. if u feel nervous, tend to forget everything. __ balance,intontation,in style, in time, in tone and all this yeah. then prac till 1050 like that. went back to sch.reached bout 1125..helped percussion. then my parents came to fetch me las nite. so tireed. reached hm first tink i did was bathe n sleep alr.

today in class so tired.no chance to sleep. hai. and then went for band prac. quite tired. but manage to keep myself awake. yeah. today dismissed band earlier by 5 mins lol.! but considered v good liao.cos always store time till 645 de.. reached home at 7 plus .. took dinner.bathe.
then just now my kor helped me dye hair. my mom allowed lol. but horh. no color man.. cos my hair first time dye hair. and i so shua ku lor. hhaaa.then my kor helped me wash my hair all this. both my bros! can u imagine that . haha. caring.. =x lol.

so tired now.but am glad i blogged everything down.
7 more days to SYF> and left with only 3 practises. all of us must buck up. no matter what, give it our best shot ever.
and aftr syf,will concentrate on my studies first. aftr exams, then discuss many stuffs. but before exams got many things to settle too. like prefect investiture, sports day helping out..and so on. yeah. hai. daziree ahhhhhhh

wanna die liaoo ahhhhhhh. o ya,just now gave ms koh chocolate! and mr tan said to me..that my sect improving. hehee.
i learnt smt fr canadian brass. brim along yr mouthpiece wheerever u go. play around with it.now everyday will buzz for like 5-10mins on mouthpiece.

kayy, sleeping soon. night night!



our very firSt monTh.__.

now listening to tong hua. kkay,is damn nice. \aww !!
i miSs yOUuuuuu so muchhhh!!! havent seen u for a week. hai_ 'cos of te very tight schedule noww. i miss you so damn muchyyy!!!!

uhmm.not online daily now. busy. schworks. prefectmeetings. bandpracs. responsible in many areas. uh aha. owed ms jane 7 A maths hws., =x gosh. so much. but by next week will submit to her.
and now, knowing my role in te prefect. assistant head of business dept., have many things to do. but light job for me. yeahh yeah.. and have to buck up my studies, or else i wouldnt be fit for this post alr.
and same as for band. my attitudes..and everything. everyone will be observing, so have to set a real good example. ahha.

oohoo. starting A MAths tuition soon. is by a sch maths teacher.. but not cfm when ba. yea, and life isnt easy for me noww. . everything has changed. a better life, hopin to see a better person in myself. really. and .. i really wanna go pERTH!!durin nov holis. but only 15 selected ones. hai__ that cant be mee. aww.

sch days are just fine. i just knew that today..is april fool! fool a lot of ppl out there man. jsut cant believe it. and then, kayy. so paiseh. my stuff toy on mr lim 's stand. whoever took it and leave it there. urghh!! so embarrased. hmm.. durin chem test,felt aslp. over-tired liao. hai. didnt get enough rest ba. ms chong woke me up lol, and then teach me how to do.its supposed to be test lor.
this is how my life goess.
and missin you as days pass..
urghh.

syf is coming. 11 more days.
6 more practises.
it happened in a twinkling of eye.
so fast.
am v nervous.
excited.
mixed feelings.

what i have to do is ..

F O C U S
in the concert hall.

just had supper. aww , so full lor. forced to eat so much. my dad bot boon tong kee. chicken rice. dinner i ate fried chicken too. then after band i bot pizza and bubble tea. whoa,gonna grow fat. but didnt gain weight. took height n weight today. no grow, no gain. remains.

kayy,will stop here now.
i just cant hardly wait any longer for syf. woo hoo. give it my best shot!