todays been a long day for me.dad fetched me to sch as usual.helped mrs eswaran out.
like ushering e westcluster schs trs into e auditorium for their workshop,greeted them and givin out of feedback forms..there were alot of trs includ. our sch trs.a,was v cold inside e room.haa._. helped a tr-in-charge of e refreshments to arrange n stuffs like that.we see them eat leh. got tea,coffee,currypuffs,drinks,kuihs..and then we ate e leftovers. mrs eswaran wanted to buy us pizza.we v buay ba.but ate full alr.at e v end,chingpng n i went into e auditorium.i realised e trs at e back do other own stuffs.while trs infront are attentive.and saw some shuai trs.haa ;p kkay,we need to clear up too. and only 2 of us doin e job,e rest left alr. brought everything to e H0D room too.mrs eswaran said wanted to reward us. err.k.i was shocked.its only a small task.and i felt so proud of myself suddenly. i mean as a prefect, i m doin my responsibilities. and knowing what to do.

got excuse 4 not goin lessons. ;) n then went for self prac w sec3s. guessed whad?e music room stinks alot lor.cos of e dance guests members. zzz. dey left e lunchboxes in e room.fr sat to now. sprayed e refresher.and even opened doors n windows.it still stinks and dance members use e music room.we had no choice,ground level prac lor. taught my juniors for Hey Jude.and prac by myself. all e sec3s like sian sian kind.moody kind.tired kind. left at 3pm and took a nap till 6plus. and then wanna go out. my mom dont allow -_-" so no choice. only my y.bro and i at home. dad buying dinner for us.

jus called ms beh! she's so funny.she's so cheerful after her marriage.gosh,i 'm so so happy for her all of a sudden. she told me alot of things. hee. out of e blue,seems to miss her. as though she's one of my longlost friend.its kind of weird. she's goin for her honeymoon soon. ;p thats good then. cos she's buying me smt! ;P lol. i'm very happy for her man.she said one of these days wil come back visit us before she goes for honeymoon lor. n ard 4th week of june comin back.

talked to my form tr n phy tr too. dontknow why.i have too many problems. zz.
and all these probs suks alot. i hate. what i'm doin now. as in. my results. being an exco in e prefect commitee is really not easy. also being in a 0c commitee in e band is also not easy.
being a sect leader is not easy. in fact,being anything " b i g ",you have to hold up BIG responsibilites. you have to take e fact ppl say bout u,no matter it is a POSITIVE or NEGATIVES thoughts/feelings. i learnt many things jus by talkin to ms lai.
and i accept e fact that. i dont think i'm up to e standard of being an Exco in prefect yet but am trying v hard to.
i dont show good example of myself as a role model in band yet., even to my juniors.
am trying very hard to be patient towards my juniors in teaching them. although at times i got fuk up but still cant show it out.
i cannt show attitude in either band or prefect.or even in class.i am always doin it in class lor.
smts, its right to joke or be serious. so must learn when to .
and as for now, holdin responsibilties.. as i'm growing up. is more and more.
when i reach adulthood, will be more than what i'm doin right now.
am now learning.it takes a long time.
i got to set targets for myself.my goals. what i want myself to do.my results.be more specific. haa. cant be too lenient with myself.
strict. yes,thats e word. i'm too dependent on ppl to tell me what to do. no, i got to change IT at this point of time, if not.everything will be too late.

for whatever i mentioned here, i need to DO IT. and believe that i can do it.

ay.woke up 830am.
superb tired.
lazy.but eventually got myself off e bed.
meet charles at cck control at 910am.
zhenjun was late.so didnt meet him at cck.
on e train..listened to some nice marches songs.
bot soyabean. ;p for breakfast over at bedok.
reached like 1020am.
3 of us took a cab there instead cos dont wanna be late.
its not good to be late.
we got there right at e dot.
registered ourselves for e performance.
paid 5 bucks.
went to avaroom.
e whole tpet sect of bdn was there.
even clare.i was amazed. ;p
e performance.was alrighht..

then break up into diff sections. frenchorns.trumpets.trombone. for masterclass
actually didnt even pay for e masterclass cos its too ex. 20 bucks.
but eventually mr lim asked us go listen. n then dontknow whether he did pay for us haa.
he's nice. ;)
e tips i got fr Dr. James were great.
i learnt lotsa things.
like air running smoothly even though goin to a high note.
doin bends.
slurring and stuffs like that.
took down notes.
which maybe of use to my juniors then ? heee.
i asked qns.
alot.
i supposed.
i asked him.,,when our lips is tired alr,how do we still play notes higher than E?
he said.needa rest lips cos overlimit ourselves alr.
or else keep forcing no use too.
spoil e embouchure.
he asked for my name.
he mispronounced it.
arghh!
he said bettina and i have potential.
i was like .. uhh. okayy.practise harder then.
he told us. we were good enough to have a great conductor ,mrlim.
he said mr lim is one of e great horn players in sg.
i knew that.
i just cant believe it.
regent n bedoknorth . conductor.tutors are so famous.
we were damn bloody too lucky and fortunate.
i talked to e trumpetor in SAF band. ;)
he played v well.
took a group photo too.
angelician high was there too.

thank goodness i went for this rare masterclass.

supposed to have lunch w xing sher n bet.but they cant make it.
was raining damn heavily.
went to e coffeeshop opp. for lunch.
took train back.
charles went home.
zhenjun and i went to rebecca's hse. prac instr n play.
haa.
her mom was great.so supportive of her.
i didnt even know she had her own flute.
i tried to play.
;p
she taught me.didnt know flute is so fun.
and clarinet.
but i dont suit this kind of instru.
watched teevee.
talked to her sistar.
haa.
we left bout 630pm cos rebecca got flutelesson outside.
returned home 7pm.
superb tired.
i still needa wash my trumpet .
damn too dirty.

wanted to go down to bedoknorth for band prac together but mr lim asked us not to.
tmr those goin leadership camp. havin prac session together in musicroom.
and my whole sec 1 section come down.
i needa teach them
dey are still way too weak.
and dey promised me that dey WILL prac.
i hope so..
have to sleep early.

tmr need to help mrs eswaran for trs clusterwork shop.
and then goin for lessons.
n band prac.

Trumpantes who went for e masterclass.  

xinG.beT.mE. and te guy from SAF band and Dr James. 

returned home like an hr ago.
hmm.
this mornin woke up bout 750am.
cycled to school.
reached sch so early,before 830am.
whoa.saw dance members rearrangin chairs for evenin's concert.
n then. so many sec3s late.
so waited till 9am
n then start making flag.
lotsa steps.different kinds of tying e ropes.
we brought e readymade to sch field.
start pegging to e ground.raise up our flag. err. used a shirt instead.
quite fun. jordan was e commando.
we had to listen to him
it lasted for 3 hrs. of learning. n making by ourselves then.
cycled home.
was superb tired.

meet him at cck control.
took 190 bus to orchard.
met pearly n sharon in e bus.
slept in e bus.
went heeren shop..
didnt had chance to take neoprints,cos too crowded.
we shared a bowl of noodles n bubble tea together.
haa. cos cant eat finish.
n then i bot a tumbletop winnie e pooh for mskoh ;p
bot mini little lollypops for some dancemembers.
we had lotsa fun.
leave town around 5pm.
took train back to yewtee.
we were listening to MERRy WIDOW ;p
met nora n a guy together.
reached yewtee bout 550pm.
decided to take a cab cos dont wanna be late.

hey.guessed what.
we got chaffeurs to open e door for us ;p
bere n leen.
hhaaa.
they were dressed up.
gave 'em e tics n sweets
met kewin n gang.
lotsa regenites.
not much trs.
was crowded.
n then watched e concert
guessed what.
only enjoyed movement n dance 's dance.
superb too special unqiue cute n stylo milo man!!
jus cant use words to describe it.
no wonder they can achieve a gold.
i was like. "WHOA" throughout e concert.
their alumnis not that bad arhh.
e rest. were. uhh okayy.
ended like 7 plus.
walked around pasarmalam.
n then went to buy bubble tea.
guessed who i met?
shiyun. my ex-tbone senior.
hee.
and her mom,who still rmbs me. lol.
said i grew so TALL. did i ??

returned home rather early. 8pm.
online till now.
k i was bored.thats why.
today's my kor's bbday.so needa celebrate later.
n need prac trumpet later.

tmr goin down bedoknorth for e performance by e tbone,trumpet n horn.
n havin lunch w bdn.
then goin for prac session w my batch of sec3s. ;p they rocks.
i love them! ;p


aww noo.monday i needa help out mrs eswaran.sort of following her whenever she goes.
due to e west cluster tr's workshop. wearing a blazire is superb hot.so not goin lessons lor.


happy birthday fishh!

thur n today had prac like usual.
cept that today bdn came over.
erm. bout 10 of 'em.

had combine.
old scottish melody.
i got e melody part.but my first note sucks totally on a trumpet.
it sounded damn too airy and unclean.
i'm really afraid i cant cope on that day.
cos i still have merry widow which can make me die of breathe.
and most marchin pieces first part.
i just hope .
i'm able to cope.
wont die.
really.
i need confidence and well-discipline in myself.
i'm laggin alot behind others.
i need e courage to play out.
until now, i dont see much improvement on myself.
i seldom work on arban books anymore.
cos need work on marching pieces.
later go memorise.
even though i'm really too sleepy for anything.
i'm way too lousy. hai.

jus now. esther announced e posts. for departments n sectionleaders.
i think cat must be v sad.
she's not e section leader.
but i didnt expect myself to be one,seriously.
cos i hate to hav this kinda post.
i have too call up all my sect mates.
inform them things n that.
and then so busy.
aiyO- if things turn out wrong,
then section leader's fault.
alot of tasks to be done.
giving out of diff parts.
whoa.
must be fair.
woo.
got kinderbueno!
ahha.for e posts.
anyway,this week munchin on too much chocos.
we had a lit' prac session w mr lim outdoor jus now.
ok.i must admit its tiring.
tough.
need endurance all e way.
we had like few mins of marchin on e spot n holdin up our trumpets like 5 degrees for only a few mins and we cant take it alr man.
i realised militaryband is a tough one.
and i learnt alot of things fr here.
things that i can apply to elsewhere.
discipline.
be strict w yrself. ;)

n then went dinner w fads plus xing n bettina.at LJS.
dinner for like an hr.. then dey went home.
miss my friends badly. haa.
fads went off later on.
i went home.
listening to merrywidow in e bus.
and thunderer.
i realised marching pieces are nice ;)
reached home bout 830pm.
bathe.
didnt clean my wound.it got more serious.
hai.will leave a bad scar.
i'm feelin too tired to play on my tpet.
i needa break tmr fr playin my tpet.
jus buzzin mouthpiece.
anyway,
tmr mornin goin back sch.makin of flag.some sec3s will be goin sch to learn.
till noon.
cycling to sch! woo...!!!! whahah.
cycling rocks.
n jus realised i have not take e cycling test yet for triathlon.
n goin home take a short nap before goin out w him.
and then goin sch's danceconcert w him. tmr evening.
and goin somewhere else.
bout 1 week didnt get to see him.
sunday wanna go master class de performance.

i want to take up trumpet test!! ;p

fads backk in action! 

over at harbourfront.  

not happy uhhh.  

beachy boys n girls lol 

sentosalivee_ 

we rocks 

a great day today.
went singapore chin orchestra 'cos of workattachment,today's jus a visit there.
meet e person-in-charge.
cool.
my hairstyle,dont think its acceptable.
-_-
n ard230pm left that place.
goin for e job on 6 7 8 june.
hai. missing out 2 band pracs.
so dontknow wad to do man

reached sch.
had drills.
n do flag.
so fun.
but lotsa steps to learn.
need everyones cooperation.
n around 6pm i left.
waited for feng n eric till 7pm.
went cycling to feng 's hse at panjang.
whoa.
feng lobang me.
he cycled damn fast.
i held on him so tightly n screamed my lungs off on e highway.
my legs keep on hitting e wheels n got long cuts.
painful man.
n his hse is damn far over at panjang
n guessed what? we met ms koh on e way.
so coincidence.
but i alr guessed thatwe will meet her.

went feng's condo.
swimmingpool so cool.
his dog.
damn obedient n cute.
hee.
love that butterfly dog so much.
n then cycled back fr highway to eric hse.
whoa.
so dark.
n then i walked home.
reached home 830pm.
so late.
bathe.
dinner.only drank soup n iced milo.
no tv
needa buzz my mouthpiece
cleaned my trumpet.
read my score.
sleeping real soon
too tired.

night cycling is fun!

whoa__
i'm back from sentosa.
guessed what time we meet up? 6am!! -.-" thats too crazy.
darren gave me mornin call at 510am.
n then i woke my kor up.
both of us woke up, saw my mom.
she said crazy go sentosa so early.
darren waited 4 us under my flat.
we walked to fish's hse.
so early. nice breeze.
fetched fish
intended to walk to lot1.
but were late, met kewin n haozhi.
so we took a bus to lot1.
met stef in e bus again.
dreyy latest man.
she was half an hr late -.-.
made us wait so long
haha.n still dare to laugh.
took 188 to harbour front.
slept in e bus.
reached harbourfront bout 7 plus.
bot sort of breakfast+lunch over to sentosa.
went to siloso beach.
everywhere we go,we took pictures.
memories are e most impt ones. ;)
guys started playin volleyball.
girls started swimming.
n then all of us played volleyball,monkey,football together.
there wasnt much ppl around cos too early.
later on,a large crowds.
we were like playin monkey in e sea.
n splashin water here n there.
took gp photos in e sea.
together there were like 13 of us.
we were damn crazy too.
janice came too.
with her cousins.
and then we watched animal show.
was nice n interesting.
sun was strong.
decided to bask in e sun
i was like.
whoa.
hot
perspiring.
basking in e sun like. an hr plus or so.
fr bout 12 to 2.
played volleyball.
wahhaha.
took photos.
i was red alr.
face.
and dark.
love this color hhaaa.
but e first time i went was so jialat lor.
my face and body are burning hot noww.

wanted to go kayaking but waste money
so we went to bathe at bout 3.
so crowded.
no choice. we bathe in e female's toilet but out openly.
there's a new open space.
and then was damn gross but no choice.
n then we took bus back to harbour front.
went for mac meal.
they are a bunch of nice guys
walked around.
went cold storage.
went to e ship port there...
took photos.
actually decided to go cck complex play pool
but realised today close.
so took 188 bus.
on e way back, almost every1 sleeping
darrenwas sitting besides me.
took photos. wahha
reached cck bout 640pm.
walked around lot1.
met bere,xf and jiahui.
bot bubble tea.
went to stef sistar shop.
seeing us like monkey red hot.
n then we went home
reached home like 7plus.
first time reached home so early fr a sentosa trip.
cos we meet out too early. hhaa

but was very fun.

hope to have chalet man -_-: too late.
aww man,tmr goin sch.
so tired.
so hot
so burnt.

tmr got band prac.
yea. can watch howl's moving castle.
needa confirm e POP gloves for marching.



i miss you.
hai_ today i pangseh him
i didnt ask him go.
'cos i hang out w friends,sure leave him out.
but gonna meet him real soon.


oh ya/ had a hair cut.
i think it sucks.
but quite cool.
messy.
thats me ;)

saturday ..[yesterday]
mornin went to bedoknorth sec for bandprac w them.
all sec3s ba.
reached there earlier than 9am.
settled down for combine.
played flourishs..wad..for windbands.
can't remember.
stars and stripes.
fesitval march.
the longest day.
all these pieces are for marching.
we had to hold our trumpets really up high,
facing upwards.
aww. that was way too cool.
though it could be tiring.
i realised militarybands are e toughest bands.
endurance must be good.
got to memorise e pieces soon...
time is running out..
sectionals w trumpets.
yonglin taught us.
he was just v patient w us.

and then had lotsa fun..
waited for xing,sher and bettina after their dismissal.
te rest of e regent left alr.
then we went to parkway parade for lunch.
dined at yoshi nonya.
jap food was great.
we kept on laughin and eat.
for like. 45 mins or so. ?
can u believe -.-
xing ate 2 bowls -.-"
whoa. she was great. haha

shopped around..
went to diff shops.
decided that we all get e same towel or slippers for e camp.
so we'll be alikes ;)
we'll buy on comin sat when we meet again.
they will come down to Regent.
then went to e last storey.
sher xing bet ate mee siam -.-
i drank coffee.
ate so much. whoaa. -.-
then we took same bus n left.
kel sent me off to Lavender.
meeting fish n steff over there.
i was like an hr late.
went to beach road see things.
happened to see military gloves in many stores but of e same material.
so i bought one as a sample.
but my fingers are short!!!
can't fit.
wanted to buy slippers.
but next week then buy.
didnt had enough cash.
n then we took a bus to Bugis street
omg.!!
there was like 400 shops now!!
and air-conditioned.
shop till u drop..
we managed to shop like a quarter of it only.
and then took a bus back to cck.
guessed what.
i had been carryin my trumpet fr mornin till night.
whole dayyyy
was fun. being w fads lol.
reached home at bout 940pm.
bathe.
had dinner.
talked to my mom bout band lol.
tear down all my singers posters n threw away
designed my room wall with music inspirations.
those articles fr newspaper useful ones.
e tasks to do.
hopes in life.
marching pieces.
and so on.
wahhaa.
and then slept at 2am.

woke up at 8plus .
meet benny at yewteecontrol for e mornin flag-raisin score.
aww. top G in e beginning.
i afraid cant memorise.
he gave me a cd.
i listened to it..
and i went to make extra 5 copies of e score both for regent n bdn sec3s trumpets
wanted to go cycling
but ended up too lazy.
watched tv.
ate half-boiled eggs.
now using comp
.goin sleep soon. for like an hr.
havin 0c meeting in e noon over at my house.
and then practising together.
standin up.
holdin our instru. e way it should be.
goin cut hair later onn.
and buyin drinks since e commitee is comin my hse.

tmr .
should go sentosa?
lazyy.
go get tanned?
burnt???

saturday ..[yesterday]
mornin went to bedoknorth sec for bandprac w them.
all sec3s ba.
reached there earlier than 9am.
settled down for combine.
played flourishs..wad..for windbands.
can't remember.
stars and stripes.
fesitval march.
the longest day.
all these pieces are for marching.
we had to hold our trumpets really up high,
facing upwards.
aww. that was way too cool.
though it could be tiring.
i realised militarybands are e toughest bands.
endurance must be good.
got to memorise e pieces soon...
time is running out..
sectionals w trumpets.
yonglin taught us.
he was just v patient w us.

and then had lotsa fun..
waited for xing,sher and bettina after their dismissal.
te rest of e regent left alr.
then we went to parkway parade for lunch.
dined at yoshi nonya.
jap food was great.
we kept on laughin and eat.
for like. 45 mins or so. ?
can u believe -.-
xing ate 2 bowls -.-"
whoa. she was great. haha

shopped around..
went to diff shops.
decided that we all get e same towel or slippers for e camp.
so we'll be alikes ;)
we'll buy on comin sat when we meet again.
they will come down to Regent.
then went to e last storey.
sher xing bet ate mee siam -.-
i drank coffee.
ate so much. whoaa. -.-
then we took same bus n left.
kel sent me off to Lavender.
meeting fish n steff over there.
i was like an hr late.
went to beach road see things.
happened to see military gloves in many stores but of e same material.
so i bought one as a sample.
but my fingers are short!!!
can't fit.
wanted to buy slippers.
but next week then buy.
didnt had enough cash.
n then we took a bus to Bugis street
omg.!!
there was like 400 shops now!!
and air-conditioned.
shop till u drop..
we managed to shop like a quarter of it only.
and then took a bus back to cck.
guessed what.
i had been carryin my trumpet fr mornin till night.
whole dayyyy
was fun. being w fads lol.
reached home at bout 940pm.
bathe.
had dinner.
talked to my mom bout band lol.
tear down all my singers posters n threw away
designed my room wall with music inspirations.
those articles fr newspaper useful ones.
e tasks to do.
hopes in life.
marching pieces.
and so on.
wahhaa.
and then slept at 2am.

woke up at 8plus .
meet benny at yewteecontrol for e mornin flag-raisin score.
aww. top G in e beginning.
i afraid cant memorise.
he gave me a cd.
i listened to it..
and i went to make extra 5 copies of e score both for regent n bdn sec3s trumpets
wanted to go cycling
but ended up too lazy.
watched tv.
ate half-boiled eggs.
now using comp
.goin sleep soon. for like an hr.
havin 0c meeting in e noon over at my house.
and then practising together.
standin up.
holdin our instru. e way it should be.
goin cut hair later onn.
and buyin drinks since e commitee is comin my hse.

tmr .
should go sentosa?
lazyy.
go get tanned?
burnt???

today had normal band prac like yesterday,
we always got lectures. hai_ .
anyway, we watched Howl's Moving Castle.
was superb!
but only watched halfway.
played through Hey Jude with FULL band.
and also.. the olympic ...


i realised something something terrible bout me.
i'm a real failure.
i failed in almost everything.
i was never successful.
never.
i am lousy musically,
mentally,
i have difficulties in rythemic problems.
i have problems in pitching high notes.
i can't pitch that high.
i pushed myself to e extreme,
and when i can't do what i want.
i just give up.
that's just me.
and i don't know why.
i give up in things very easily.
b'cos i have no hope and faith in myself in anything.
i dont motivate myself to do things.
i do what my interest is in.
but,
i give up soon after.
that's why everything of mine is halfway through.
i dont bother it and then leave it behind.
i once told myself that i want to be a great trumpetor one day.
maybe i should just take music as a form of my favourite activities and won't go that far in life.?
i don't knoww.
i'm not those who are musically gifted.
and those who are great in results.

i'm just lousy in band.
lousy in all e subjects.
lousy at home.
lousy in class.
lousy in e prefectorial board.
lousy in sports.

i don't fit any catergory.

what should i do.??

i'm not perfect, not anything at all.

time.management for myself sucks a lots.

i don't manage my time well.

what i do when i reach home is use e comp, thats for sure.
dinner.
and then do useless things till midnight and then sleep.

but i never watch tv.
'cept for arts central when there's a special programme on music stuffs.

i love music a lot, but i really can't play anything!

i listen to bandmusics,
symphony 92.4
and perfect10 987fm.
that all depends on my mood.

my section. trumpet.
i dontknow what to do now.
standard gone down.
same goes for me.
how to teach sec1s?
how to push them?
i am impatient
and always try to bear or endure.
i'm not good mysef, so i don't teeach my juniors.
unless no seniors are there.


i'm trying real hard..

slept for an hr durin chinese.
hmm. there wasnt any lessons goin on
just goin thru papers.

n then after school got prefect exco meeting w mrs lim.
talked alot regardin discipline,latecomin and so on.
came up w new rules too. ;)

went music room for self practise for like 15-20mins.
took a bus back.
i didnt know ezlink card no $ left.
made myself embarrased.
i didnt have coins, except for notes.
but e driver asked me to exchange w other ppl.
how selfish he was.!
i asked around.
and then was this aunty in her 50s
who gave me 55 cents.
i wanted to change 2 bucks w her.
she insisted nvm nvm.
i keep on thankin on lor.
what a kind soul.

went home n changed.
meet eric n feng at eric's hse.
then 3 of us went cyclingg.
cycled to teckwhye pond see feng catch fish haha.
cycled behind my sch.fr PJC onwards.
got nearly knocked down by a red sports car.
i was right in front of e car , cycling
and e driver was young.
he honked at me .
what a close shave, -.-"

n then feng's haro bike ,brake abit spoilt -.-
lol.was fun,cycling w those bunch of guys in my class uhh..
wanted to cycle to feng hse at panjang but he said take v long so didnt.
waited for my friends in sch at 630pm..
went sch field cycle laps lol. for trainin.. but e uncle wanted to lock e gate alr.
saw mr hector tan, he stared at me.
drey stood on e stand,i cycled her to bus stop lol.
then we went cck complex see feng playeed pool.
he was much more lousy than e opponent.
iim only an average player.
then cycled to eric;s hse.
his dog damn cute n small,
fur is like sofa kind -.-
then dey walked me hm at 7 pluss.

bathe. used comp noww.
need to write bout leadership camp latr on.
jus came back,
fr dinner outside. ;P

woo.goin sentosa!!

got phy, poa , emaths paper1, SS back.
ehh. today band prac.

was very funn. got to read alot of new scores.
so nice.
though e notes can be quite high larr.
i loved e howl's movin castle solo damn much..

merry widow roccks too. (;

mr lim talked to e sec3s too.regarding.
sec3s leadership camp!!
seriously speakin, i cant wait for e camp.
i love hardship torturing camps.
hee.
but. this camp.
o gosh.last day got POP n grad. day.
i cant wait for this camp.
n durin this camp,
we are goin pulau ubin.
and we need pitch tents
raise flag.
cheers.
groups.
cook ourselves.
marching.
display formation.
aww.ww.
n i got to memorise e marching pieces.
i hate memorising but i have to.

this camp real gona be tough.


so tired noww.
lacking of sleep
got so many stuffs to work on.
but will try finish asap..

guessed what.
this year sec3s in band
will be e pionner batch to do those marching fomation n POP .
and we havin an external coach to teach us.
proper drills. passinoutparade formation..
that costs alot. uhh.

yesterday was sunday.
my sunday was great.
guessed wher i went?
mornin went Warren for a swim.
short-0c meeting.
lunch ,ate a bread.
at 2pm,meet all my friends.
jiayao, kewin, darren, tangwah, fish, steff, drey n kel were there.
jiayao kewin darren n tangwah wanted to start treking at bukitpangjang.
so e rest of us started out at macritchie first.
reached Bishan like3 plus.
went windowshopping ferst.
took some pics.
took a bus to Macritchie.
met mr How- pri sch tr.
asked him where's e treetop walk.
was .. 5KM!
omg.!
and was alr 4pm. closed at 5pm.
we rushed 5km.
walked, ran, walked n ran.
finally.
reached treetopwalk. just nice we were e few ones before dey locked it up.
scenery was great.
very high,can see e canopy of e trees.
long trail;.
it just looks like e vietnam bridge at msia leadership camp resort.
was swingy too.
n then we walked to Ranger Station for rest.
meet up e guys.
they took like 3 hrs fr panjang to macri.
they helped us refill water,
the ran like 600m to watercooler lor.
whoa.! dey were awesome.
they were realli those who go trekking types.
they brought along. .. titbits. drinks..
and guessed what kewin brought along??

omg.! we were shocked.
he brought first aid kit.
no wonder his bag looked real huge.

then we walked 5km out of macritc.
had lotsa fun.
stopped over at a lake. golf..
took photos.
saw many tortoises.
hee.
me n drey were real mad ppl.
screamed.laughed.played.ran.shout.
we took a bus to Yishun mrtstation.
bus trip was like 30mins?
saw a coffeeshop,wanted to stop over for dinner
but hott over there.

so we went to Northpoint.
guessed wad?
foodcourt under renovation..

so we travelled back to yewwtee foodcourt for lunch.
can u imagine our dinner at 9plus together?
then we went to spy on kewin n fish lol.
tangwah n darren walked me home/.
reached home bout 10pm.
bathe.
then sleep.
but couldnt sleep.
at bout 1plus am then felt asleep.
trekking was fun but tiring.
hee..


monday blues.
moody.
no reason.
got 3 free periods.
slept awhile.
was v v tired.
got back some of our results.
maths.passed paper2. paper1 not known yet.
geog.tot i would get a single digit cos i didnt study and slept for like 30mins durin 45mins test..i failed by 1.5 marks.
thats all we know.
o ya. poa. overall failed. of cos. lar. -.-" e paper itself sure single digit too.

tmr gonna know physics.
wanted to get at least a B3 for phy.?
u think its possible.
arghh.

today went to watch movie.
wanted to catch Nc16.but not allowed
so watched Divergence w him.
n then went home rest.
just had dinner.
mom cooked tom yam soup.
bro friends came over for dinner together.
they r fun bunch of ppl.
just realised i havent prac my cornet today
later will take 15mins jus on scales n thats it.



tmr bandddd.

o yes. this wed am goin Singapore CHinese Orchestra for pre-visit. hee. i love orchestra.. fav instru. , SOUNA. it rockkkss. i gonna take tt instru after my Os. but diff theory fr band.
how i wish our band could change to military band. that will be way too cool. tmr band sure v v slack.

dear diary. haaa/ so weird.
woke up like 9.
supposed to wait up 6am.
lee jia yao didnt call me lor.
suppose to go mornin trekking all e way to macritchie.
was too tired.
guesed wadd time i slept last nite.?
2am plus.
watched tv w bros n his friend.-- zhao ming.
he stayed over at my hse.
he's so hilarious ;)

meeting my dearr soon.
goin swimming
wanted to go gym, but no access in.
later havin Oc meeting.
and then i'm goin trekking at 2pm.
4 hours will reach our destination.


oahhrrhhh lalalalalalaaaal~~~ .____.

guess what. just returned home not long ago.
argh. superb tired.
woke up so early. n was like.. nothing better to do.
this mornin chatted w ms tan. - ex tr.
o yeh, she said she gona treat me n there wasnt a reason for it .
lol.
i went out at 12pm., guess what??
i took e wrong train -.- n ended up at Kranji so alighted took e other train.
at cck meet dj n jiayao.
ate smt light for lunch -bread.
n then.
that jiayao ,didnt tell me his Ncc friends were coming.
what e heck!
i was w a bunch of guys.
but i didnt talk to 'em in e train.was listening to music lor..
alighted at Lavender.
went beach road for e sake of jiayao. -.-
he bot what he wants -- costs 80 bucks.
realised that things over there were cheap n can bargain.
next time gonna go there buy slippers.
n then . we left like 3pm.
we were late for my cycling test n dj's swimming test lor.
alighted at bedok. took a bus to ECP.
guessed what.
still had to walk for like 2km??
aww mann.
by e time we reached there was like 430pm alr
and it ended at 5pm.
so we asked 'em, cycling n swimming over alr.
whoa seh!
wasted a trip to go there =( damn sad lor.,
'cos 4th June still needa go ECP again.
.. travelling really sucks.

so we walked back 2km to e bus stop..
i intro. 'em my fav song- ding ding dong!! wahaha.
we took e bus tt goes a big round before droppin at bdok interchange.
thomas was waitin for us at bedok for like 2 hrs w/o any complains!!
o goshh.

the four of us went to Beach Road. we went to e Kallang Seasports club
to get applicat. form for kayaking.
i wanna learn ;)
and then wanted to walk to Esplanade fr there, but lazy.
so we went to Beach Road coffeeshop for dinner instead.
but thomas n i didnt eat. just had a drink.
we pangseh jiayao n dj n took train back to cck.
so damn tired.
walked for like so damn much in my life.
thomas dined at LJS, and he bot clam chowder for me ;)
so yummy.
and then i packed KFC meal for my cousin.
we took 300 bus to my aunts place while he went home.

by e time i reached aunts place was alr 9pm.
took dinner over there.
thai- laksa!! damn hot n spicy!! wahah. my fave.
then watched teevee,played comp. games which my cousin intro.
drank abit of heineken beer. ;)
now abit like blur blur sot sot.haaa.
should have drank slower man.
and feelin so hot now.

reached home like 12am.
just took a cold bathe.
weather was nice.
wanting to go treking tmr mornin at 6am,
from bukitpanjang all e way to macritchie treetop walk.
i think jiayao gonna wait for me at my blk man.
but i'm tired.
he's insane.fri nite he went trekin till macritchie n then slept over there n returned today.
he so outdoor-type n outgoing.
really my korrr siaa.

i still needa go swimming and gym tomorrow..
and having band meeting.





i need some rest.
i wanna go sentosa//

yes. exams is ovarr.
it happened so fast., time really flies.

aww man.now is only 814am. i wke up so early.
cos i couldnt sleep! i slept at like 2am. n woke up 6plus alr.
it seems so weird,w/o studyin noww.

yesterday [fri] , didnt went town with fads.
was tired. cos i stayed up late every night to do last-min revision..
cos it benefits me alot. to some people, it don't.

after paper, still had to buy lunch for ms koh,
made me go all e way to the 4th storey.
and then i went home.
reached home at 1200pm.
first thing i did was changed,
lookin for people who were interested in goin cycling with me.
but most of my friends were out long ago.
borrowed bike fr eric,
my bike no air, lazy go all e way to Esso pumped -.-"

went cycling alone at 13opm..
believe it or not. i was enjoyin myself! ;x
i cycled to sch area, met bball girls.,
took a long cut fr e train route to teckwhye,
past by PJC..
cycled to lot1.
saw hazizi n some percussionists cos dey were returning stands.
took a lit' break for drinks.
continued on cycling .. took e highway back to yewtee..
by e time i finished my cycling funs was like 430pm alr.
2 hours of cycling??!! aww. thats so cool.

rest a little while at home,
decided to nap till nightime.
woke up, took abit of dinnar.,
prac my cornet.
i just realised something- i didnt play scales for a week!
although i really hate that.
played for like 45mins on just symphonic band bk n arban bk.
caught e last episode -Beautiful Illusions.
was rather.. nice?
whenever i watch tv, i only catch e beginning few episodes and last few.
and anyway, i don't watch tv that often.
try to catch those ArtCentral on Music but not much.

kor's friend at my house. stayed over till sundayy. anyway also fr regentsec ,so i know him la.


meeting jiayao and dejin at cck at 1230pm.
goin East Coast Park for my cycling test.
i scared, my stamina not good enough. .
after my test, will rush back. meeting someone. hee.
goin swimming too. ;)
must enjoy weekends maa.

okaayy, next week gona know my results real soon.

guess what?
next sat goin SENTOSA with FADS!!!!!!!!! whahahahha!!!!

and i cant wait for work attachment.. at chinese orchestra. woo lallaaa

today didnt had paper in school so need not go school. but still went to school. looked for ms jane ong, ms lai.
meet 'em in school at 9am. studyin outside staffroom.
at 93oam, ms lai taught me some parts which i'm not sure.
her teaching was great.!
n then ms ong told us if got any qns,call her .
we were doin our work outside then.
fish was fed up,cos she was unable to do.
she wanted to go home, we tried to stop her.
no avail, we packed our bags n followed her all e way to her house!

that was so funny lor.
n then we went lunch together at lot1 .
meet up my dearr.
went strolling with him... at somewhere.

at bout 4 went to Limbang mac cos dey were studyin there.
n then studied abit only.
met zf, cw, jordan n xr.
borrowed cw's bike,
went cycling w feng around limbang..
we cycled on main road, there wasnt cars lor.
n then returned back..
fishh wantd to go cycling,
so i pei her cycled same place too.
my legs turned numb man.
maybe very long period didnt exercise on legs lorr.
but soon, have to train up my stamina on cycling and swimming.
takin part in triathlon. ;)

bout 5 pm left there..
walked stef home.
then fish walked w me lorr.

ms jane ong called me.,regardin triathlon.
she seems very keen. and is on JULY,thats stil farrr.
i was underage -.-"
so i have to go through a test before i can qualify for it.
but 10km cycling is no problem to me i guessed since i cycled dontknow
how far before..
and the test is held at eastcoastpark coming sat.
whoa. . sat ,sacrificed my time lorr.

tmr havin AMATHS n GEOG papers!
must pass amaths.

this is what i plan for this weekend :

tmr after papers,go hm get change and go town. ice skating? No way!

sat go swimming.

sun bball n swimming.

i wanna play PPOOOLLL!!! who want accompany me??

backk fr schhool, pretty early huh. ? aha. today 's paper was chem. 1hr 15mins. fail le la.
mdm fazelah still chatted w me durin paper. then had a 1hr 15mins break to .. u know, chi LC. so late. reached home at 1130. had lunch.

had a chat online at Skype w my 4th uncle. hewas like ..askin me hows exams. family..
and then i told him chi damn tough, he said chi impt, next time must at least get a U degree n then go his company work for him.. aww mann. he's workin further in china now lor. w his family. emigrated there.

anyway.. tmr no paper for me. so need not go school but i'm goin sch in e late mornin .. for amaths, if possible, look for .mdm rohaini for tips ! =x

quite tired. last night studied chem tillchpt 5 fell asleep. lol.

gonna have a long rest later on. n then tonight work on amaths n geog. for fri.

today had math paper.
i remember last night, ms lai was teachin me maths on e phone!
she was damn power although she's a phy tr la.
she's good at maths,i must admit that.
i slept at 1plus ..
studying maths.. chiong chiong. wanting to get an A.
can i?

anyway, paper was .. err. paper 1 easy so that we could score.
as for paper 2, was alright 'cept that alit' tougher.
some qns anyhow do.. cos dontknow how to do

had lunch in sch..
fish drey n i meet up w ms chong.
she asked us to do 10yr series.. gave us ws.
i scared- i cant memorise e "train" for mole formular.
arghh//!! its worth alot of marks.
frankly speaking. i HATE science. no matter what.

but. as for chem. ms chong inspired me . aha.

as for phy, ms lai inspired me too.

meet her till bout 2 plus.
n then i went swimming .. till 4 plus.
rather tired.
training on my diving,using mouth to get e keys at e bottom.
jiayao was good at it. n was good at siting at e bottom.. u know.
i need train on stamina too..

n then reached home bout 5pm.
had a nap till 8pm. was tired. damn tired,
took dinner n my fav drink - soya milk!

slacking around noww.
have not touch on chem yet.

if have time,needa revise on geog later onn.

cant leave everything for tmr.


left with -- Chem. Geog. A Maths. n chi LC.

i'm seeing you

mornin chnpng took my SS notebk. kay,n then was lost.
i was fed up.
didnt know what else to study cos got 30mins revision.
n that bk wasnt mine.
n i was not in a good mood that mornin,
and i pulled e flag, havent even pulled al e way up n song finished alr.
that was e worst part.
today got social studies n poa papers.
guessed what ?
actually dont need that much revision.
done before those struturedessay qns.
quite easy ,but didnt have enough time elaborate on structuressay qns
and tone and forgot bout purpose.
arghh! cost alot of marks.

poa,worst. i knew that .aha.
i did study, memorise format for tradin n profitloss acct.
u think it works?
i left 17mrks of qns blank cos dontknow how to do
that ledger accts.
i hate poa.
and it seems difficult.
i sleep n wake up to do.
zf was like, within e 7th qns he slept for 2 hrs!
he didnt even do i guessed so.
slept only 30mins.so tired.

n then dismissed at 12pm.
meet ms koh. bought lunch for her.
she taught me abit on Emaths lor. hai. cos she doesnt have time
everything will have to depend on me. me . me.
i hope. really can at least get an A. but i dont think so.
this year maths so different for me.
i failed all my tests.

meet e rest at limbang.
took lunch there,
did abit of emaths.
past yr paper 2 rather easier than paper 1 i guessed so.

went home at 4pm.
took nap till 7pm.
started to study till now.
going to bathe soon
and then after tmr, i 'm left iwth
chemistry, LC, geog n Amaths.
chemistry rocks! cos ms chong rocks!

now using that Skype to chat w my uncle. ermm.was encouragin me to study hard.

730am awoken up.
realised that now v used to wakin up early everyday.

meet jiayao at complex at 815am.
waited to go into swimmingpool cos raining.
n then wasnt tt heavy,
we went to swim laps.
was tiring.
he was great!
he was fit got pacs.aha
n then went lap pool.
swimmin in e rain.,
tat was way too cool n cold.
he taught me trapping water.
finished swimmin at 11am.

took a early lunch at complex,
i was talkin to him bout my band stuffs.
he was fascinated ;)
took a bus home n was still raining.

reachd home at 1230pm,was tired.,
had a 15mins nap.
n then thomas came to my hse so early,
followed by dreyy steff jiayao eric.
e rest couldnt make it.
started gp study.
n then all of em feel like sleepin
cos my hse so warm n cosy.agag

n then bout 4 plus, stef n drey went yewtee mac study lor.
e rest..stayed w me.
they taught me POA n Emaths esp jiayao damn pro.
left at 730pm then.

i took dinner w family,
and then bathe.
studied abit on SS notes.,lost my textbk at home
and until now couldnt find it.
aww.
tmr SS paper only 45mins,hope able to finish n memorise e notes.
and as for POA,at least a passin mark please.
and anyway,todays mother day.but i dont celebrate.
need to burn midnight oil today.

aww.tues Emaths paper.i wanna get at least an A.

wokee up at 1030am,
slept at 3am.
watch teevee, breakfast.
meet e rest at lot1 to buy jiayao's present at 1230pm.
on e way met mdm rohaini again,she's so happening.goin for movie w husband,

bot him an ancient gun w lighter at 15 bucks.
went to jiayao's hse at villaverde then.
zf,eric,fish,steff,thomas,zhenyuan,haozhi,ben,zg,tw,jarrell,dj,kel n myself.
mostly guys horh.
watched Vcds.
his maid cooked for us,
alot of food.n guess whatT?
they were mixing e tobaleco w champagne. argghh.
tried alr,alright.feelin hot !
n then added tomato sauce,coca cola.
they were sick ppls.
vCds again.
ms ong called,to wish him too.
she took guitar course.
gosh, she's too happening!

played cards,
wanted to play musicalchairs,
but ended up blowing cake which his mom bot.
mango cake.strawberries is his fav. LOL>
e guys got him condom -.-"
and its a jiayao was like..
arghh.
they did rapin in FRONT of us.
what the hell. we didnt see anyway. they were gross.
jiayao can realli act n join Mediacorp liao. haha.

at bout 5 plus we left,
jiayao,thomas n haozhi needa go veron's bday party.
veron didnt invite me =( so sad.
kel n i went for a long walk fr villaverde all e way to teckwhye by e train route.
was fun,exciting way.we even climbed over e fencing. aha.
caught teckwhye sec old building.
was abit eerie.
walked to PJC n walked out to e bustop,
stopped at mac for drinks n photos taking. lol. as usual.
took 3o7 then.
reached home at 7pm.

accompanied my mom to yewtee,
bought groceries n pay phonebill.
told my mom friends comin over tmr for study n she agreed.
was lookin for ppl to go swimming with tmr mornin.
ms ong was not feelin unwell,
fish stef drey aint free,
too early for him to travel here,
no girl-friens alr.
ended up callin jiayao to go.
meeting him tmr mornin at 8am at complex.
rather tired noww.
just studied Sri Lanka socialstudies
and then felt asleep.
wanted to sleep,
but needa update blog.

he bot me a hp accessory whereby my name n his name is in a testube.
so sweet.
he got it for himself too.
i gav him another hp strap plus notebk n of cos,his fav. earsticks.haha.he always lose it.

arghh. monday got POA n SS exams.

study hard mann.