mornin 640am went fishy's hse meet her n actually wanna iron my clothes there but then very lazy too and Angel so happy to c me. lol. keep running here and there but never bark. when walkin to sch eyes want to close sia. bot waffles for e girls n meet at 7am. 730 start to dance till 9am. n then i continued with prefect's dance. joined them back at 1020am. e rehearsal starts at 11 am sia. our supporters came. got gary,fahmi,jude,zongwei,jingshun n others. woohoo! teacher's day rehearsal was finally over!! haa. just now abit nervous cos got a lot of experiences on stage before liao. we are e first item and on stage keep laughin with audrey. lol. then tried to control la. some steps still not neat esp e pong pong parts. lol. yeah. our attire was very nice. its like the cheerleadin type and same top which fish,stef and i bought for all of them at Bugis yesterday. very tired. after our dance, rather relieved mr yew even praised us and we keep on screaming. i missed out some parts still uncertain cos lack of practise though practised so hard for it but managed to copy fr either stef,fish or drey. hee. all of us tried to smile la! was fun of cos. n then last item was prefect's dance. i went up e stage again and dance lo. but prefect's dance was much easier than my class's dance. yeh,and not really nervous la! on stage only see so little ppl but on that day itself will be like peanuts. yeh. so next practise is on monday till very late as per normal lo. hai. sacrificed so much of my time on dance. went to ljs wif fads for lunch n den go fish's hse havoc lor. cos v boring so used her papa's dig cam take 30 plus photos and videos. lol. n then we keep laughin la! so fun. n went hm 6 plus. latr bot dinner and then fish nt online cant send me e fotos sia. went to thomson plaza with family.
hai. die la. tmr must wake up very early in e mornin to my grandma's place to help her prepare stuffs. so early. sunday supposed to sleep sia and catch my fav show at 10.30am. tmr i really dark patch under my eyes liao.
tr's day still must study 2 periods. -.-" crazyyy.

mornin 640am went fishy's hse meet her n actually wanna iron my clothes there but then very lazy too and Angel so happy to c me. lol. keep running here and there but never bark. when walkin to sch eyes want to close sia. bot waffles for e girls n meet at 7am. 730 start to dance till 9am. n then i continued with prefect's dance. joined them back at 1020am. e rehearsal starts at 11 am sia. our supporters came. got gary,fahmi,jude,zongwei,jingshun n others. woohoo! teacher's day rehearsal was finally over!! haa. just now abit nervous cos got a lot of experiences on stage before liao. we are e first item and on stage keep laughin with audrey. lol. then tried to control la. some steps still not neat esp e pong pong parts. lol. yeah. our attire was very nice. its like the cheerleadin type and same top which fish,stef and i bought for all of them at Bugis yesterday. very tired. after our dance, rather relieved mr yew even praised us and we keep on screaming. i missed out some parts still uncertain cos lack of practise though practised so hard for it but managed to copy fr either stef,fish or drey. hee. all of us tried to smile la! was fun of cos. n then last item was prefect's dance. i went up e stage again and dance lo. but prefect's dance was much easier than my class's dance. yeh,and not really nervous la! on stage only see so little ppl but on that day itself will be like peanuts. yeh. so next practise is on monday till very late as per normal lo. hai. sacrificed so much of my time on dance. went to ljs wif fads for lunch n den go fish's hse havoc lor. cos v boring so used her papa's dig cam take 30 plus photos and videos. lol. n then we keep laughin la! so fun. n went hm 6 plus. latr bot dinner and then fish nt online cant send me e fotos sia. went to thomson plaza with family.
hai. die la. tmr must wake up very early in e mornin to my grandma's place to help her prepare stuffs. so early. sunday supposed to sleep sia and catch my fav show at 10.30am. tmr i really dark patch under my eyes liao.
tr's day still must study 2 periods. -.-" crazyyy.

mornin 640am went fishy's hse meet her n actually wanna iron my clothes there but then very lazy too and Angel so happy to c me. lol. keep running here and there but never bark. when walkin to sch eyes want to close sia. bot waffles for e girls n meet at 7am. 730 start to dance till 9am. n then i continued with prefect's dance. joined them back at 1020am. e rehearsal starts at 11 am sia. our supporters came. got gary,fahmi,jude,zongwei,jingshun n others. woohoo! teacher's day rehearsal was finally over!! haa. just now abit nervous cos got a lot of experiences on stage before liao. we are e first item and on stage keep laughin with audrey. lol. then tried to control la. some steps still not neat esp e pong pong parts. lol. yeah. our attire was very nice. its like the cheerleadin type and same top which fish,stef and i bought for all of them at Bugis yesterday. very tired. after our dance, rather relieved mr yew even praised us and we keep on screaming. i missed out some parts still uncertain cos lack of practise though practised so hard for it but managed to copy fr either stef,fish or drey. hee. all of us tried to smile la! was fun of cos. n then last item was prefect's dance. i went up e stage again and dance lo. but prefect's dance was much easier than my class's dance. yeh,and not really nervous la! on stage only see so little ppl but on that day itself will be like peanuts. yeh. so next practise is on monday till very late as per normal lo. hai. sacrificed so much of my time on dance. went to ljs wif fads for lunch n den go fish's hse havoc lor. cos v boring so used her papa's dig cam take 30 plus photos and videos. lol. n then we keep laughin la! so fun. n went hm 6 plus. latr bot dinner and then fish nt online cant send me e fotos sia. went to thomson plaza with family.
hai. die la. tmr must wake up very early in e mornin to my grandma's place to help her prepare stuffs. so early. sunday supposed to sleep sia and catch my fav show at 10.30am. tmr i really dark patch under my eyes liao.
tr's day still must study 2 periods. -.-" crazyyy.

mornin 640am went fishy's hse meet her n actually wanna iron my clothes there but then very lazy too and Angel so happy to c me. lol. keep running here and there but never bark. when walkin to sch eyes want to close sia. bot waffles for e girls n meet at 7am. 730 start to dance till 9am. n then i continued with prefect's dance. joined them back at 1020am. e rehearsal starts at 11 am sia. our supporters came. got gary,fahmi,jude,zongwei,jingshun n others. woohoo! teacher's day rehearsal was finally over!! haa. just now abit nervous cos got a lot of experiences on stage before liao. we are e first item and on stage keep laughin with audrey. lol. then tried to control la. some steps still not neat esp e pong pong parts. lol. yeah. our attire was very nice. its like the cheerleadin type and same top which fish,stef and i bought for all of them at Bugis yesterday. very tired. after our dance, rather relieved mr yew even praised us and we keep on screaming. i missed out some parts still uncertain cos lack of practise though practised so hard for it but managed to copy fr either stef,fish or drey. hee. all of us tried to smile la! was fun of cos. n then last item was prefect's dance. i went up e stage again and dance lo. but prefect's dance was much easier than my class's dance. yeh,and not really nervous la! on stage only see so little ppl but on that day itself will be like peanuts. yeh. so next practise is on monday till very late as per normal lo. hai. sacrificed so much of my time on dance. went to ljs wif fads for lunch n den go fish's hse havoc lor. cos v boring so used her papa's dig cam take 30 plus photos and videos. lol. n then we keep laughin la! so fun. n went hm 6 plus. latr bot dinner and then fish nt online cant send me e fotos sia. went to thomson plaza with family.
hai. die la. tmr must wake up very early in e mornin to my grandma's place to help her prepare stuffs. so early. sunday supposed to sleep sia and catch my fav show at 10.30am. tmr i really dark patch under my eyes liao.
tr's day still must study 2 periods. -.-" crazyyy.

audition? it totally sucks. esp e ms thila, main judger. she's always against our class. what did we do? is always her n her n her. our skit was just like a quarter and then she asked us to clear e stage. we were totally shocked. SHE THINK THIS IS E SG IDOL WHICH U CAN JUST KICK THEM OUT OF THE STAGE ? i'm trying to control my anger for so long. i know it has already happened and what's e point of being angry ? we were so fed up,all of us went to backstage and started crying. but stef n ml were totally v cool. they didnt cry but keep scoldin n scolding. it was so funny. lol. they were so so cool. omg. our efforts for days are just piece of shit now. so we decided to change our song. went back to class. quite amazed by pearly's gp but then frankly speaking, they cant dance only amalina can dance. n what. they got choreographer to teach them. nvm, we have professional teaching fr stef too. hee. n then mdm fazelah went to class talk to us. n khooyu went all e way to our class to cheer us up saying that dey should at least give us a chance to continue e whole thing. n so many ppl were shocked by our dance. it's our first experience n as 1 class, we cried together for e first time. lol. when come to think of it. we did our best =) n now we change our whole idea. this time round is better. hee. i really hope we can beat the rest. we got 11 ppl,they got 12. quite cramp. last n this week have been practisin like crazy. damn tired. didnt sleep well too. tmr's e last prac before the rehearsal on sat. n tues didnt went for band prac. tmr not goin band too. hai, i have no choice wad. practisin is more important hope mr lim can understand man. n then sat mornin band noon rehearsal should be full-dress. n my prefects' dance. should i stop or continue ??? too many things all at once. have been sleeping in class lately in class but tr dont bother. today chai's lesson slept n then those guys zw,jude,zhihong n xr outside class talkin so loudly. woke me audrey janice n meiling up sia!!!! wah lao. we so angry n then we scolded them n joined e conversation. lol. so funny n ms chai like scoldin us but we dont bother. mama lesson worst. she off all e lights n fans for no reason n i want to on it she stopped me fr doin it. n then we all very defiant la. she's mad lor. woo hoo. i did well for chi.maths.sci. improvement!!! whaha. improved my sci greatly sia. didnt expectd to pass. mrs sim was so happy for me that first time i see her so happy in my sec 1 n 2 life. n i screamed so loudly in class n jumped so high for joy man. lol. chi i expected 85 but got 81. hai nvm. at least did my best ba. maths. didnt expected so much. lol. expected only like 30 or 40 over 50 marks. lol. but got 47. too happy that kena shocked nv scream. all thanks to ms koh's hardwork =) eng hist not yet known. always very slow de man. trs like to take their own sweet time. n aftr music was recess we got permission to use e 3rd level music lab for dance. we prac till forget e time n then nv go recess assembly lol!! n then faster rushed hide in class munch on bread la. n then faster everyone change fr pe to uniform in class together. omg! we so united man n then tina n minyi guard e door la in case mahh. lol. we so crazy. today brought jude's belated present cos forgotten to bring for him haaa. nv buy for cw ahh. n also yu ting n jia wei's bday. tmr must finish all e dance steps le worr.. all e best.

today's e last day to common test. so damn happy. yeah. history paper was alright. i studied so much n didnt came out. see tho la! asked us study his notes then nv come out. almost all is knowledge de.
then ms koh gave out maths paper. omg. cant believe myself after she sms-ed me last night so serious as though i did badly. n over 50 marks i scored 47. omg. 3 careless stupid mistakes. audrey,rachel n 1 more girl full marks. wah. omg. i beat stephanie n felicia. hee. they got lower than me but still 40 plus. haa. nvm. i will do my best my end of year exams. i really like maths a lot ever since i know this teacher,ms koh. she's been a great teacher n to show her my gratitude, i bought gifts for her. really v touched. but no matter how many gifts buy for her can express it out. when i m able to work in my 19s n first salary will sure give her a treat. =) that's a promise. hee. ok.. then after sch prac our dance skit. was alright. hee. finally got e steps out. behind havent really yet. tmr shall continue before e audition starts. am v nervous,afraid cant go finals. hai. n have prefect's dance. yeah. heard that tr's no more dance liao ahh. aiyo. not thrilling.
all e best.~!

so long didnt update my blog cos of busy studyin. ytd went took ms koh's car to causeway. actually not her car i think is her papa's car. i so surprised lol when she fetched me. then aheaded to causeway. met xr,eric,zw. so little tables. all full in e end all of us have to sit on e carpet,usin e sofas as tables lol. omg. ms koh looks like 1 of one of e students too. haa. then not enough place zw dey all pushed 1 chair over n drey also. then havoc sia. guys dont seems 2 be studying while we are askin qns n studyin. till ard 4.30. we left e guys there. n then we went ljs for dinner. can say is my lunch too. n then fish went off to meet him. later ms koh buy breadtalk again for our class omg. bot 3 loafs. we tried 2 reject but cant. forced me take man. n then drey n stef took train went back while i took ms koh's car. she went to fourleaves n buy bread again man. so funny. n then reached home 6.30.carried e breads to sch. omg! so funny so many bread sia!! lol!! so many ppl stared. paper was rather easy got a lot of extra time. but i knew i made careless mistakes. -sigh- ms koh marked e paper on e spot n drey got full marks. so envious of her. hai. i want to beat the fads. n do my best. still dotn know my results yet,waitin for ms koh's sms. n i jus reached home. ms koh told us our points for iqexplorer. weisheng cheated so he did not get 1000 plus points. whaha,cant win xbox le. now highest 700 plus. huimei 2nd man. in our class i was e top 5th. so funny. 75 points only. yeah//i want to sleep so tired. tmr last paper,history test. n mr seetho so funny. asked her rmb 23rd aug,which is today cos he told us not to take history paper if yr language is poor n he's kind of weird man. lol. yeah. today spend $1.70 only. omg,can save $3.30. yeah. i wanna pay for my own bill this month but quite high. 40 plus. next month sep durin e holis goin maths camp! omg,so excited. waited so long. haa. luckily i was e lucky one to go man only 5 can go. n then all of us are meeting mdm fazelah indivuadlly 1 on 1 man.die arh. i sure have long hrs of talkin seesion with her. my session is at 3 on sep. dont worry still long.kk,sleepin now..

phew. sci paper is overrr. hate tt subject a lot n i sure did badly. haa. cos i never study chpt 4 . no time lazy to. lol. i doin e straw hearts. recently engrossed in that. zw la, teach me cos i wanna learn. n den fads also learn. haa yesterday at mac instead of studyin for sci keep makin hearts sia. today worst, study maths a bit n then keep laughin n laughin. cos deb tt gp competin with us singin happy endin n dey sang so loud, throw rgt's face sia lol. got me,jude,zw,fahmi,fish,stef,cw n eric,drey came later. haiyo. nw i finally know wad happened between e both of dem. like that also cant solve e problem, right? what to do. is always relationship problems. height means a lot ? hmm.. today mdm fazelah seemed angry with us durin contact time but luckily prefects nid go for meetin in e hall so i wasnt in class. is cos of e teachers complainin bout our class to her esp me. she wants to see me again. have been seein her for 3 days. arghh. wad bad luck. i tink is cos of e quarrel between shakila n me. who asked her dont allow me collect class fund durin her lesson so damn boring. n then i scolded her n walked off lo. till her lesson finish i walked pass her scolded her again. hai. she bloody bitch la. hate her a lot ever since after Cme skit though we won all thnx to our own efforts instead of hers. zZZ she sucks. weather's so cold today. later watchin windstruck vcd. yeah! today's a great friday. tomorrow have to wake up early. arghh. for e prefects' dance for teachers day. then after that meet ms koh for maths stuffs. yeah. so many things to do. evenin might go to relatives' hse for bday bash. but unsure if i want go cos if i'm goin, papa not in sg cant fetch me home n is inconvient. daddy went to bangkok today ,comin back on sunday. sunday might be goin gp study plus zw,xr,eric n fads n ms koh. have to see first la. cos stef n fish goin plaza singapura. hai. y are fads always keepin secrets among themselves n always nevertell me ? i always felt left out. homecons, 3 of them same group only me diff gp fr them. and then v soon, 3 of them same cca. i'm in band,odd one out. hai. den e person's relationship all this never tell me. should i or should i not ? i dont feel like remainin in fads anymore. i just like to be a loner . i dont know why. ever since aftr e break up friendship with her, i jus likes to be alone.
i dont wish 2 be a prefect anymore. i m not a perfect good example for e rest of ppl. am so defiant man. i just cant change my ways of life. what should i do now. ?
i believe.

mornin supposed to meet ms koh at 710am to collect smt fr her. but my daddy fetchin charline to sch n she was late,must wait for her. then she keep callin my hp n i engage her line la. smsed her i reachin. then at GO saw her faster pass me smt, so mysterious sia. its for fads breakfast., haa. then we ate durin today's paper. today's paper was alright. can say it's easy. hee, hmm. e invigilator was ms koh. we all hid our bread underneath e desk. so funny. drey n i were laughin n laughin. but try to control. lol. then ms koh asked what are we doin. lol. then after paper she walked pass me,dont know what she said cos too soft. then ms chai lesson all slack la. we all very rude to her n she scolded me sia. then i walked out of class refilled water bottle. very funny sia, today de all periods keep goin out of class without permission but all e chers heck care. then recess mdm fazelah asked me see her. its TROUBLE whenever i have to c her. cos i was e sheep who led everyone for recess against e relief tr. so funny but heck la. then ms chai threatened me sia. said what tell mr yew. i scolded her la. she got nth 2 say. mr yew came into our class n talk talk. when he leavin i said take care. he turned behind, asked who is e 1 who said that. i said me. then he keep quiet walked away . crazy. haa. then reached hm slp 4 hrs. nw used comp. later study chi til late. last night slept at 12am sia. study till fell asleep. n tmr goin choose design for tr's day cake. hee.

what a day. was so tired that my dad needs to wake me up. slept at 12am last night. hai, cant get to sleep. wrote a letter to mdm fazelah. n she scolded me for sms-ing her in e middle of e night 2am on sat! lol! =x omg.! n she said her children woke up,crying. today many things happened. durin maths, i was so stupid. do e qns wrongly n so blur still asked ms koh. damn stupid. hai. i didnt applied the formula to it. but i did something good today. helped some of e teachers to keep their classes attendance books which i never bother to do so. quite a no. of them la. n my class which i take for duty,always dont bother to move up n their poor friends have to squeeze behind. always make me asked them to move up. then ms koh called my name. i kena shocked -.- crazyy. always call me. today keep laughin in class to. so many weird funny stuffs happened. lol! n then i so fed up. i heard that pearly n her gp r dancin for tr's day n they even go for lessons at e studio!!! gosh! n it's so ex. they are really mad. but no matter what we still have to beat them. their whatever latin+hip hop sure very louya. hai. i very upset by this kind of friend(used to be) also got this kind of.. haiya. dont want to say. then went to mac collect smt fr zongwei for someone. then go fish's house learn dance liao. quite tiring though. got bout 9 of us. yeah.. then 6 plus left. now only got startin n endin parts but no middle. hai. common test 1 more day left. but dont know what to study. i sure fail for science. yeah. my overall CA2 for sci is 49. but i still very happy. =x then mrs sim say me in class sia. lol. for being happy. first time achievement mah. lol.hai. later need to do maths common test 2003 de paper. so lazy do. sure sleep late tonight. tmr prac dance on stage.. i so stressed till just now drank 1 can of jolly shandy , got abit alcohol but e beer smell is very strong.

woke up at 10 plus plus. quite late though cos i slept at 2am last night. was on e phone mahh. then latr received sms fr ms koh. kinda surprised she woke up so early for e first time!! omg! lol. wow, unbelievable she slept later than me last night at 4am just to complete the maths revision paper! whoaz! aiyo. then now she shopping. she got e mood to shop man! first time c such a shopaholic. lol. tomorrow sure tired out. it's gonna rain over here. i have no idea. so weird weather. but a good weather to sleep. aahha. -sighs- tomorrow i cant go for maths remedial then asked ms koh keep 1 copy of the ws for me. cos tomorrow we gonna learn e dance steps n all this just for teacher's day but then this week common test. personally i think e audition shouldnt be right after our common test. we need time to prepare.. the judgers will be ms beh,ms thila n mdm fazelah if i'm not wrong. nvm,we have mdm fazelah as our form teacher who can help us n ms beh our previous geog teacher. hope can get in finals yeah! n then i will have 2 dances. prefect & class. today slack. just did 5 sums on simultaneous equations n then i got tired. lol. need to revise. i havent start revisin yet. i mean for other subjects la. i dont even know what e hell eng,chi,sci n hist topics will come out man. those teachers so irresponsible didnt even tell us. or i'm sleepin durin lesson ?? hee. =x

woke up quite late,ard 10am. not used to it cos no band prac. haa. then 12 smt ate lunch. fried 3 eggs for myself. omg,so many!! then watched peach girl. sleep at 1.30pm till 5 plus. whoa!! n i receieved so many smses! woke up my sleep sia!! cant believe i slept so long. tonight dont need to sleep le. hai,now i still waiting for ms koh de solution to my question. asked her yesterday till now. just now 6 smt sms her she sleepin -.- then now uh should be outside. aiyo. i think i will call her up at 11 smt. 2 more weeks to maths paper. so far only revised maths sia. all other subjects sure flung man! lol =x comin wed is eng paper. thurs chi. fri is errr.. forget le. haiyo. very slack nowadays.. also didnt touch my books durin weekends. very lazy. i just cant study at home. only can study at yew tee mac. i wonder how's zongwei n xiangrui been doin now.. workin till 10pm. they sooo poor thing. need to go off soon liao, watchin my love patazzi. then followed by summerscent. =)

this whole week study like siao charbor. i mean excludin mon & tues. wed,thurs n today study like siao sia. 3 days study maths. arghh! went to yew tee mac with my fads after school to study & eat at e same time lo. study till around 6 something. n will meet zongwei & eric there. then we always bully them lol! and both of them always had been sendin me home for e past two days cos stayed nearby. ;p n today we changed our location of study place. mornin prefects' meeting mr yew mentioned my name! gosh! i was so paiseh! sayin that i changed my dressin,great improvement & said that though i feel lousy at times cos of those complaints teachers had been complainin bout. yeah,felt upset n i cant continue my prefect. n ms koh really did cheer me up,gave me confidence n hope to carry on. she said that i will be lettin e trs down if i quit. esp mr yew n her. that's true. hai. so i continued with my prefect. dont know what else to do. just have to change my behaviour & attitude cos it sucks. i know that. n then durin maths lesson ms koh announced tt ann's bday on comin sunday. so we sang bday song to her n i video cam everything. was funny. cos is like audrey n stef enjoyin themselves,singin loudly n screamin. durin recess we celebrated with a chocolate cake they make for ann. was rather nice =) n take photos,scream here n there. n as a prefect, i was rather err.. terrible!! mr yew was lookin at us but we continued screamin like maddies!! then he ignored us. n we even asked mr nathan want to eat e cake!! then faster finished up went to homeco lesson. sewin sucks. scolded by mrs ng cos i was walkin around n i didnt sew anything. later on tina helped me sew,n also teached me. i anyhow sew la! luckily next week onwards is cookin! yaeh! my fav!! ok.then prefects'meeting again my name was mentioned again by jocelyn sayin that i know dance steps or whatever. cos all e prefects are supposed to dance n come out with steps n song. yeah. i will find a nice hip,rock song. n also dancin for my class. so many things to do aftr common test but e point is that audition starts right after common test n we have no time for e practisin together. hai.
i rushed to find ms koh cos nid to help out for maths quiz finals at It resource rm.i was late.then 2 gps came but cant start up e projector. n hurried to 3rd level music rm to try e comp but keyboard cant use den use e comp lab can use. but e guy managed to work it out. so hurried back. n ms koh was so blur that she clicked too fast till e ans came out omg! so asked them to explain instead of givin ans. yeah. n guess what.? class 2-7 win. well done man! k..then went to 4th level staff rm waited for mskoh then teached me some math qns again. had a chat too. cos 4 days never really talk to her liao wor. then later i waited for fish,eric n zw den go limbang mac study. stef n drey came later that. then we have our lunch first. latr xiangrui n berenice came. then xr n zw workin at 6. but we didnt c them in their mac uniform cos we were bout to go liao quite bored at limbang mac. still preferred old place,yew tee mac. then we took 302 to passby e new court to see if there's pasar malam around but closed down liao so i went home while e rest of them go lot 1. reached home ard 615 saw my mommy bout to go out. then here i am usin the comp. today had a very short talk with him n i missed him so much. we haven been talkin long recently cos of comin common test for me. but his started yesterday was e geog paper. today hist paper. tmr he's goin back sch. wished him good luck. will sms him later. he should be studyin now so cant disturb him. need to have my dinner now. ok. tonight i promised myself to study at 10pm to midnite. tmr will be studyin. might be thinkin of dance steps n song for e prefects.
i'm lovin it.

last night cant sleep. so early man! around 10.30pm. then i think 11 plus fell asleep. cos i wasnt used to it. few days ago no sch then i slept damn late,wake up late too. how good it was. then so lazy wake up sia! then my papa have to wake me up. haa. then mornin i did my duty went over to 3/7. ah ben they all very shocked see my hair. i was so paiseh n pissed off. hai. so i didnt want to do my duty. i faster took off my tie n badge then took my bag went to my class. later my classmates also v shocked la. keep askin me to spiked up my hair cos is too short. mdm fazelah n ms chai also very shocked. i so angry sia. then recess i never do duty. i told mr yew indirectly that i want to quit prefect. he smiled n smiled n then said i'm doin so well why want to quit. then he walked off!! !!! he never listen to my explanation!! then ms koh's lesson.she was walkin into our class then i shouted woa,ah lian! omg! she highlighted her hair.!! really looked like lian. prefer her havin black hair. i hate ppl who dyed their hair.think she kinda angry la.today mrs sim is horny in class. i was holdin on to e name,SEXY pencil case which is fish de. passin around. then she saw. i said wow SEXY in class la. then she smiled n smiled. said got guys in class you all not ashamed. she got e wrong idea. oh gosh! then e pencil box was passed down to cheng wei n shurong. mrs sim go take n she walked towards e dustbin e girls started to scream cos tot she gonna throw it. n guess what? she leave it besides e OHP. lol!! we were all laughin then! then assembly i was e timekeeper for e maths quiz. then ms chin was wanted urgently so i go looked for her fr 2nd to 4th level n i found her 2nd level teachin some students,i told her she's wanted by ms koh. n she still take her time slowly teach n i was so pissed off!! then later ms koh asked me walk to e front look for e mrc guy n e 2/8 team. so malu! walked all e way to the front. i perspiring like mad woman later on liao. run here n there. n mr thomas tan damn blur!! the projector keep havin problems sia. delayed the quiz n i so angry. now have to be postponed. then e guy pressed e qns too fast that e ans came out. n i tell mr tan. guessed what he did? he looked at his set of paper,n tell me e ans is A. all i can do is just to say orhh. -.- omg omg!! i so shocked. then ms koh on e 2nd level.she knew what i meant. haa. he's so blur. lol. okay. it's a tie. only at qns no. 2 for both teams. then 2 smt went to mac study with drey,fish,stef. we went to 7-11 for maggie then at mac bot fries n then got lucky draw won 2 pkt of fries. so funny. then got buy ice creams too. then study maths. i am so happy!! i did e maths mensuration chpt 10 finished!!!!!! do u know how many qns was it!! err. a lot la!! do till yr head can explode! some are so chim but managed to sort it out. so happy! finally. i took bout 3 weeks. n then i taught fish stef n drey e simultaneous chapter.. ya. of cos happy. not only did they gain smt,me too!
i learn something new today!

today woke up 10 plus. saw zhaoming in e study rm with my bro. haa. then i start to do my things. on e music. e first thing i always do whenever i wake up on a sunday is on e music n then brush my teeth n i never bother to comb my hair le. it dont even need a combing. it's always messy. haa. 12 plus i went to e bank, saw eric carrying his bro i guessed so. so cute. then i think he saw me he paiseh. lol. he keep walkin in n out of e bank with his little bro. ard 1 or 2 yrs old. long queue man! queued up for bout an hr. arghh. then later went home. supposed to meet ms koh for e maths qns that was bout 2 weeks ago!! but she'll only be free like ard 5 cos she's doin her work lor. so i didnt go back sch look for her. she promised that either comin thurs or fri.i hope so.. initially also wanna catch The Village with her too at causeway. but that's just too bad. so i meet up with my fish,stef n drey. we went causeway. ate at nonshinoya. err.smt like that la. student's meal cheap. n then i went to many different shops to look for a pencil box. have been lookin for it ever since last day of may!! was so long ago. the last day of sch went bugis n i saw tt pink pencil box which i liked it so much!! but nw changed my mind. wanted to buy e new OP pink pencil box. material is nice. but looks small. i like big big 1s. n then went Hallmark found i like e pencil box liao. it's long long kind.. n then inside got 1 cute small bag too! so nice! must show off in class tmr liao. n then at causeway i received sms fr zhuofeng sayin that he saw me n i walked pass him without notice!!! oh gosh! i was so blur. *gong* fish told me she also saw. then i went back to look for him but cant find him. haa.. walked PASSED him lehh! oh my god! tmr's wed.assembly am helpin out for e maths quiz. thurs PE! yeah! tmr aftr sch goin to study at mac with my friends.. just now also went to causeway to study at library. n then was also on e phone with ms teo,ex maths tr. she's so funny. den we talked so loud.luckily no get caught but got ppl scolded us.we heck care la. we even ate chachos in front of e camera!haa. then latr fish mommy called her n she talked v loud cos cant hear. den e librarian just nice was there. she not happy n approached fish said cant use hp. so i purposely lift up my hp showed her. she no reaction. den drey keep laughin. before we left e place,i say stupid library n stupid librarian. den she looked at me. we faster zhao la. actually wanna take neoprints. but then fish n stef no money sia. sommore i today rich. daddy gave me 20 bucks. haa. now must start savin money. i want to pay for my own bill this month. cos this month talk on e hp very long hrs. sure ex! ard 40 plus. haiz. hopefully able to do so. recess eat my own packed sandwiches liao. haa..

wow!yesterday was national day. i was forced by my mom to go pulau ubin with her. i didnt want to in e first place. 'cos i heard fr my y.bro that the place was boring. so followed by my mom lo. her friend's son picked us up. he was quite uh..handsome,cool guy. he's polite too & of cos v humourous man! keep makin me laugh. n he's so much elder than me! haa. ok. then we went to changi village there n parked e car. then took a ferry over to pulau ubin. was very fun as it was my first ride. 1 pax is 2 bucks only. and then we took a sort of taxi to many different temples. was quite interestin. everywhere u can see people ridin bicycles. n i met sarah there. what a coincidence! n can see many rambutan trees. wow! n it really looks like a old village,jus like sg in e past. it's indeed a gd experience for me. n i saw 1 sch over there having fun. yeah. everything ended at 7 plus. took ferry back again. n at changi village,we queued up for bout 45 mins for nasi lemak cos it's famous. was very nice plus sugar cane drink. shiok! he sent us back n reached home 9 plus.hai. didnt talk to him today. we dont talk on weekends de. but got sms. n then i was on e phone at 11 plus till 1230 am plus. tired la. n whole trip is fun! n when reached hm managed to watch last 15 mins sg idol. haa. it's damn funny n nice. i find that e judges are humourous!
singapore idol rocks!

A new day,a new start. sounds familar? woke up at 11am. damn tired cos last night slept at 1am. cleaned up my room. as i had nothing better to do, i fry eggs with bread for my own breakfast! plus 1 cup of iced milo. whenever i talk bout iced or cold,it reminds me of e incident when ms koh brought me to sakae sushi n that waiter. was so paiseh!!haa. in e noon went for a haircut. arghh! it's damn ugly!! so short! my mom always wanted me to keep it short n neat. if it's long,it's always messy blablabla. haiyo. was so short that it can stand up! -.- after 2 weeks,it will grow. okay.. kor went cyclin with his friends to catch e fireworks festival sort of. dad n y.bro just came back. they bought e 2 apples coated with chocolates. guessed how much for 1? it's $4.50!! ntuc can get 5 apples for $2 plus liao then can add chocolate yrselves de. so expensive lor. i ate half. it's okay la. just an additional filling n that's all. n my lunch was just a tea egg n that apple. so pathetic hor. cos not really hungry..yeah. n dad bought new corals again which beautify the aquarium. they just went out for a haircut. dad n mum are goin to a wedding tonight. now mom's sleeping later goin to go out. hmmm. tmr's a big day with many events on tv. yeah!must watch! mommy's goin to pulau ubin with her friends. so my dad sure bring my bros n I out. whahahh!!

today's band prac was alright.combined at 8.30am,najib came n then we played Concerto n he played e solo trumpet. wow! he was damn pro! then shortly after that he left. we continued workin with other pieces like Marche Slave, Abba Gold, Intermezzo.. Abba Gold was my fav of all!! "you are e dancin queen,young n sweet,only seventeen.." gosh! so nice! enjoyed a lot cos lionel & dris were here includin some other sec 4s. together as one! combined all e way till 12.30. first time combined till so long with mr lim. lunchtime an hr then sectionals. we prac on Concerto. then joseph test cat & I. but cat still cant reach E n so on. so joseph was kinda angry with him lo. n he said cat must reach G aftr two weeks. Prism is also 1 of my fav piece. latr we got the pieces, Legend From Yao & Folk Song Suite. arghh! so many pieces to work on! didnt bring cornet hm cos i supposed to go out straight aftr band. next week den bring instru hm lo. aftr fall-out,he called me sayin that cant meet me cos he's goin out with his parents. so sad lor. then i went hm. received sms fr ms koh.
so i meet her at 530 at railway there n we went to causeway. she went shoppin while i went to library look for some books. cos when shop with her,she very slow de. must try then takes v long time =x haa. then meet her up again at ard 7pm plus for dinner at Pastamania. and she trained me sia. asked me order e dont know what very long name. i also forgotten what i ate. it's quite appetising n very full. cant finish e whole plate. so wasted. then chat bout class mates stuffs .. n so on. for both of us,it costs ard $20 plus. n then went shop shop again. she keep seein clothes den later went to popular n she bought ink pad. then actually wanna buy breadtalk but then dont have her fav.. too bad. she's so clever man. know my fav shop. =) seldom people know. wahaha. i also know her fav shop n she spend hundreds on clothes jus now. n bot jay zhou's new album. qi li xiang. now den buy sia -.- came out so long ago. she fetched me hm. n den she took e long way which passed by our sch. cos she wanna c how our sch looks like in e dark. haa. crazy sia. n den stopped there a while. reached home ard 9.20pm. mom slept le. bros n dad not at home yet. yeah. jus bathe. am goin to study tmr. am so tired. tmr will be a better day!

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took a nap for 3 hrs! was so tired. when i was sleepin heard my bro's friend,jensen's voice. just outside my room talkin so loudly man. cos outside my rm is e study rm with e comp. yea. wah lao! i sleepin then disturbed by him. latr my mom woke me up he was still in my hse. ard evenin 6 he went out with my bro to play basketball. ard cck area i guessed. haa,then that jensen hor. i asked him how was e concert. he said band members all crazy sia! keep screamin n shoutin! waha. when i'm goin home that time,a lot of people said 'gd job man!' of cos,felt so touched n relieved. this includes yaqing chingyee they all. wow. first time in my life. okok. enough of that. had my dinner le. received sms fr him. i felt so bad, didnt have e time to talk to him. we can only sms. this mornin was so rush for me that i didnt reply his msg. n11plus i msg him back. he was with his bro n dad. so didnt bother him. are we gettin further as each day goes by? i'm very afraid. hai. i just love him. but i dont know how to express it out. the last day when i meet him was tues aftr band. so rushed for me. waited for him at cck station till 7pm then he arrived. aftr that we went to lot 1 take photo n then that's it. n just sms each other sayin take care n those stuffs.. get what i mean? yeah. hai. now ? what happened? he's also quite busy with his studies n i dont really want to disturb him. he wanna meet me tomorrow. should i? but i'll be in sch based tee. how? i dont know. or maybe tues? mon's a public holi. if not then i will talk on e phone with him tmr. if it's tmr,will be rush for me. dismissed band at 330. then latr sure need to meet ms koh de ma. for maths qns. then talk n talk a lot.bout anything under e sun. n then she will fetch me home will reach hm 6 smt. depends. smts go out for dinner. exams is coming. maybe aftr exams we will get better? yeah. ok. i miss ya. ;p lotsa love,

finally! the solo was overrr! the fears,nervous feelings.. i was so relieved. just now e march-in ceremony was okok. some were not serious. n we,band must stand still for an hr like that.legs,hands pain but must bear with it. then nathasha quite sicked so she quickly sat down. some red cross helped her. after playin national anthem conducted by Charles we proceeded to the hall. then took water breaks. n we actualli paste some sg thingy tattoos on our face. yea! that's d way! then saw my friends. first item was the kompang boys followed by malay cultural society,us n then e community singing. made in sg was conducted by Ze Ting. mr lim was right behind listenin to us. then Hop Sock Tonight charles conducted. Catherine played e solo part. was quite alright. nervous la! but she missed out e last note cos of her valves. haa. followed by community singing. i joined e percussion,we ran behind e hall den danced together. with other band peeps. so so fun!! n can scream shout do whatever we want. aftr that was e fotos fr e food n funfair day. saw 5 of my class pics stalls. we all dressed up so nice man! i wan tt foto!! i keep screamin. n whenever there is a band member foto appeared we all started screamin n cheered liao! then took break followed by upper sec assembly. they were hypoactive. when came to my solo, i heard audris screamin shoutin!! then when i sat down dey clapped cheered. yeah,but front part was way too soft. m very nervous. n my sound was like vibratto. gosh!! haa.at least finished everything! m tired. want to slp le. tmr there's band prac. =(

dismissed at 2pm.waited for ms koh for half an hr man. cos helpin her out for e maths quiz. then latr she asked me to carry those stuffs to dont know where.i was so blur n i waited outside ava rm for her. then she called my hp. but i nv picked up so she msg me sayin was on e 3rd level. woops! went to e wrong level. she was rather angry then. n all i can do was smiled at her. what to do. felt really bad. but aftr tt everything went ok. she asked me to be timekeeper,give out those ws n so on. aftr all of them settled down with confidence[haha!],then i start e stopwatch for 20 mins..e individual booklet.when e time was ard13 mins,left with 7 mins. ms koh asked me to say out to everyone. i was like uh.no way man. so paiseh lor. aftr that i said out 7 more mins.at that very moment,everyone stopped wad dey were doin n looked at me.oh gosh.!lol.then latr on was e gp booklet.each qns 3 mins.so pressed e bell lotsa time.luckily no nid to tell them e time or else malu! lol.! finished everything le,i helped ms koh calculate e marks while she marked all the booklets within an hr!! wow! then latr i helped her marked some papers outside e staff rm with her. wow! i got to experience a teacher's life. getting to mark,calculating,givin out,talkin in front of everyone... it was a rare chance for me. of cos,very happy. my dream is to be a teacher. n i got to experience it le. it's rather fun but a bit tiring. sighed. i know the results for e maths quiz liao. my class did not get in to the finals. only 2 classes. i'm so sad. anyway its a gd experience.
aftr that went for band n dey just finished playin Sock Hop Tonight. luckily solo over! haa. then went through the national anthem memorized!!! n made in singapore,prism!! Prism was nice!! My favourite. BUt i really liked the 3rd n 4th Trumpet parts. it's so damn nice. n that piece Navigation!! arghhh! i was first. n that sort of solo!! didnt play out. i always get nervous. haiz. so pissed off with myself again. but that piece was nice!!
then went to meet my dear..took photo together..reached home bout 7.30 pm liao. so tired. i really missed him so much. tmr got rehearsal for national day. national anthem playin w/o scores!! arghh. mr lim la. aiyo. n thurs rehearse too. fri is e big day. am very nervous. we are playin twice lor. i really very scared not enough air to support for the 2x pieces. hopefully everything turned out smoothly. am very tired. haiz. didnt get enough slp. nite.

yesterday got maths remedial. then i went for a short sectional practisin my honey cornet. then i went home. latr daddy called hm asked me go out eat. meet up with my y bro at yew tee mac for dinner. saw lots of regenites studyin there. n saw mr kamar with Regina & Yewchin.wow he so good man! hee. then latr went home studied for history test. aftr that was on e fone with my dear lo. was a tiring day.

Woke up at 9.45am. then dad fetched my y bro for his akido lesson. 11 plus my bro friend, yikhiang came to my hse. i decided to save money, so fried 2 eggs at first. then my bro n yikhiang also wanna meet mah, so fried 7 eggs man! my bro fried it,not me. haa. then plus rice lo. so rather full n den drank iced milo man. at 2.30pm met up with dris,lionel,joseph,charles n jama. went to city hall met aaron,yaqing,michelle,zhen jun,chiu hiang n kewei. after all this meetings went to Precious Thots bot cards for Limjia & Najib for e concert. didnt buy anything for mr lim. haa =x we were lost on our way to Art Museum. lionel have to ask his friend. then reached there just in time. saw rafidah n her horn section,asmah,pei yun,chris,bettina,wei jie kelly n blabla. a lot of bedoknorth de. saw some tutors too like soo ling..flute tutor too.they were seated right in front. we sat behind. n guess what? durin e concert that michelle yaqing behind me keep laughin n laughin for dont noe wad reason. so irritating. cant even appreciate music. latr dey quieten down. the brass quintet was great. najib n limjia really v pro in trumpet man! for so many pieces still can tahan. i will faint sia. esp those high notes. gosh! really v amazed! didnt know that mr lim used to play a trumpet. sommore is at e age of 8 or 9! wow! amazing! the whole concert ended at 630pm so aftr that took some photos lor with najib limjia.. aftr that they went to Raffles City for dinner but i went home. then some others went to Esplanade watch e Fireworks Festival.. reached home ard 815am. no one at home. n havent had dinner. goin to make my own dinner latr. next whole week band prac. hope i really can make it for the solo.