Wednesday, June 29, 2005

yesterday was mon.
had extra band prac.
but superb tired.
it was jus te ferst day of sch
and very tired .
slept at 2am on that sun.
there was a change in timetable,
slept durin geog.
lessons were alright.
thank god i did my holi assign.
except for Amaths n POA.
returned home bout 7 plus.
do my homework.
i just cant believe,
i will just spent some time on my table,workin on e qns.
unbelievable, daz. whooa.
slept at 11plus.
tues__
double periods of AMaths n EMaths.
not that bored actually.
durin recess,we were like discussin w ms jane bout
T R I A T H L O N.
i really cant wait for that event.
must come support me kkayss.
on te comin SAT, East Coast, 9am.
msjane went to my email and printed out that email for me jusnow.
thanks. ;)
jiayao and some of e guys went to Furama Waterfront to collect te race kit which is essential for sat.
too bad i didnt go, cos had band prac.
and i didn went to celebrate my grandma's bday.
she's one person important in my life too.
i'm feelin so bad 'cos of not celebrating w my grandma.
arghhh__
anyway,
happy bday nai nai! ;p
loveyou lotsa
had band prac.
went thru merry widow.
i think finally,i made it for e triplets. ;D
but not so pleased and demandin w myself.
that;s e best part where trumpets could actually stand out from e crowd.
but, there are only 3 tpetors.
we still can DO IT. yeah.!!
had sectionals on navigations too.
hey.that piece, isnt that nice.
mdm tan talked to us.
in e mornin alr spoken to me.
n in e noon, mr tan spoke to me.
omg.
so many ppl were like keep on talkin to me
over...
mr lim wants each group to write a biography bout their own leader.
4 pages long!!
dismissed bout 645pm.
wanted to go home w percussion juniors.
dey are so cuteee!!
but they left so fast.
i went back alone cos becky n minfang.
goin to meet digambar.
becky will teach him american riversongs.
lol.
called my grandma to wish her. ;)
only mom at home.
mom cooked smt for me.
tmr will be rehearsal at nanyang girls high.
hopefully.
my merry widow's alright.
and stars and stripes//
i just called mr tan/
i was on e phone w him again.
for half an hour.
he seemed like.
someone i could talk so much to.
lol.
i think he doesnt understand my language too.
my english isnt that PERFECT you see.
i keep on usin e word, FUNNY when it's not supposed to.
so very amusing..
lol.
my mom even talked to me.
ohh no.
she asked me qns. and advised me.
so weird of her.
and even asked me to wear smt across my neck
she's thinkin that i'm gettin into too much troubles.
i'm so tired.
i think i'm really missin you.
your laughter and smiles.
which can brighten my whole day up.

Monday, June 27, 2005

a great sunday.!
woke up 930am.
gave mornin call to digambar n diwadeb.
lol.
but dey didnt woke up.
instead diwadeb msged me at 10am to wake me wup.
as if i was stil asleep ;/
had a bathe,
went to meet becky n minfang.
as usual,
L A T E .
she was never on time
but anyway,we were late too.
meet diwadeb at somerset around 1125am.
went to church for service..
was. superb bored on sunday.
'cos of adults.
but anyway had a great time singin and JUMPING.
diwadeb kept on talkin to me.so we keep on chattin durin church..
and then his sis's friend, keep on Shhh.
LOL.
then we meet digambar cos he was unwilling to attend church.
so b a d.
went for lunch at Yoshinoya at Cineyleisure.
we were makin so much noise. lol
bought tickets for e movie , Ghost Train.
we left minfang and digambar together sitting at e right side
while me becky and diwadeb sat in e middle.
becky kept on takin photo shots of THEM.
te movie was alright.
but diwadeb was superb inquisitive.,keep on askin qns 'cos he dont understand e show.
i was like, SHhh.. so he asked becky.lol.
he's so idiotic, whispered so loudly to me and said "e couple kissin in front of us"
and then he told becky.
we were laughing and laughing.
he's Crazy.
we went shopping..
took NEOPRINTS.
it was so damn tiring just to take neoprint.
we were screaming and laughin away.
'cos there were 2 cameras.
omg.
mad peoples.
then we watched Teenage stars singing on stage.
met yingz,jiahui,dris and laypeng.
they went to support our sch teenage star, TIFFANY.
she's so pretty but too bad i didnt see her.
so crowded.
becky minfang n digambar took train to CityHall cos they were goin for philharmonic concert.
diwadeb and i went to Centrepoint for dinner.
dined at Delifrance.
arghh_i bought te wrong meal,so it tasted horrible
but i loved te mushroom soup ;p
took a cab with him back to Yew Tee
to make his new pair of specs and have his hair cut.
i chose e spec for him.
he had his degrees measured and guessed what,
he had te refraction thingy so cost more.
155 bucks.
e specs was stylo milo for him.
zaggy shape. ;o
black plus whitish.
and had his hair cut.
spikey kind ;p
if he put wax lar..
went NTUC bought sprite.
walked me to my house,
he took a cab back.
it was fun.
he's so funny.
arghh___ tomorrow goin school.
that's so stupid.
i hate school man .
zzzz.___.
even though done my hws.
but didnt even bother to do A Maths.
had my uniform ironed already and bag packed . lol. ;p
so unbelivable that tonight's philharmonic concert consists of regent sec3s and sec1s going.
sec1s are so .. enthu.
i really love them.
;p
they will be screamin when they see mr lim/
ahaha//
last night i practised my trumpet and memorised Harmonic SCALES, C . D. E and F
and ARBAN BOOK. no. 20 smt.
i dont had e feeling anymore

Sunday, June 26, 2005

it has been quite some time since i blog..
fri had normal band prac.except that in e mornin,we were teachin sec1s to sing our camp songs.
was rather great//
teach 'em how to do proper PUMPINGS,
0c took different squads.
siying and i took group2.
i must say that they were rather good ;)
then my group demonstrated to e rest.
next we exchanged groups.
this group which i took,
omg.
keep on fidgetting,touchin hair,dont wanna shout
i really wanted to give up man.
had sectionals.
a hard time teaching my juniors
BLUE RIDGE SAGA.
they cannot sideread notes,
so cant blame 'em.
they're new after all.
i was trying hard to be patient. ;p
went for lunch.
i stayed in e music room.
prac trumpet.
yuting bought popiah for me.
i shared w zeting.
hee_
had combined.
today know e band posts/section leaders/asst/heads of depts.
i'm holdin e post as cca head and section leader.
hate being a section leader
sectionals.
ms low happened to pass by my section.
i didnt even know that was ms low!
i thought she was someone who works in my sch office.
she wore a specs.thats why.
looks very different.
went home straight after band- so unlike of me. lol.!~
i'm a guai kia----
ate something light at home.
got bathed.
dad fetched us up.
went to Hard Rock Cafe for e anniv celebration
ate a lot of mini-brownies!
they rocks!!
plus hamburger,tacos,cakes....
so many ppl there.
so many angmohs. lol -.-
it was like a pub.
all dancing.talkin so loudly.
spotlights.
we were at e 2nd level.
there was a live performance too.
electric guitars are so cool.!
and vocalist too.
music was nice.but oldies.
S E P T E M B E R rocks!
they sang it.they dance to e music.electric guitar parts was superb.
many performances.
and 2 encores.
drank JIM COKE.
a beer plus coke.
taste yummy ;p
my dad had alot of friends there.
one of my dad's friend,
said ," yr son is good looking".
i was like . OMG.
dylan handsome??
perhaps his DYED hair plus a tail dangling behind.
i realised that e waiters or waiteress,
they dressed in white uniform.
and had alot of hardrockcafe badges.
think they collected them.
imagine they had to take out all their badges before washing.
ohh gosh!
left there bout 11plus.
reached home at 12plus am.
so tired.
cos e previous night i only catch 4 hours of sleep.
slept till 10am.
woken up by many bandmates calls. -.-
7am plus,cat called me up regardin tmr's night concert.
then 10 plus.yuting.charles.zeting.zhenjun called me.
tot i told them not goin for 0c breakfast?
watched teevee.
and then went to buy New Paper.
hai.
i think its really my fault man.
i caused all this .
fuckin peoples.
took a nap till 6plus.
really nothin much to do.
took dinner.
on net now.
goin off soon.
pack schbag.-.bathe.-.arranged my books.
tomorrow i'm goin out!!!
i'm dying

Friday, June 24, 2005

last night. chatted w my kor_ de hong. unbelievable right. .-.
he's sort of a personality that's just like me -BUAY BA, thats why we formed a group - BUAYBA-Ds Club ;p this club was founded on 22June'05, with 2 ppl- Daziree(President) and DeHong(Vice-President). wahaha_ sounds lame and stewpid? but i love it.. its good to be childish sometimes ya.
anyway, we started talkin bout who we hate.why we joined band.agg score.and stuffs like that..
slept at 1am.
dad fetched me to school for band prac.
so little ppl.so slack. ppl comin late for band. think they got e authority to come as they like uhh. nothing much to do in e mornin.
like no drills.nothing. just coachin sec2s on e basics of marchindrills. we wont forget what MR CHAKRIT taught us. mr lim came so early..we had sectionals. on, SEPTEMBER.heyy,te piece was nice. if only.. trumpets.. could reach those top D and Es , there wont be a prob alr. hai._. we played lower octaves lor. but didnt sound nice laa. anyway, we had combine for lunch on this, hmm. rather fine. mr lim worked here and there on it, i guessed, we 're really playing this piece.. if only i can find an electric bass and electric guitar to support.. hai -.- as if i got contact those malay ppl in my sch. ok lar, used to -.-
combine on Merry Widow and Stars and Stripes.
OVERSEAS TRIP TO HONGKONG
5th DEC-9th DEC ._-
we're goin there for a performance and exchange with many schs -.- even those academy.
but. afraid i need to travel. this year end too. i dont wanna go hOngkong. if really wants overseas,i prefer goin to Tokyo or Taiwan.
arghh.
needs to start planning for DANCE AND BAND COMBINE CAMP durin sept w siying.
i think we have more meetings soon. and o yes., i wanna perform BRASS QUARTET for teachers' DAY. need start preparing.
and .-. sec3s TEST!!! must P R A C T I S E hard man, lol. on scales. arghh. i hate it to e core. and pieces. and this year end. must die die try out for SYO audition. hopefully, yes. be able to get in this SYO. its tough. awww. but i tink, i not much chance into getting in.

after band dismissal,went dinner w becky,charles..minfang,diwadeb,digambar,....some sec4s.
drank iced milo.had chat w them. shermaine and nikki JIE- TI- LIAN.they're so cute.. lol.
went NTUC. bought.some stuffs.
walked home.
S C A R Y T RIP H O ME.
this was like e first time i went home so scared out of my wits. ,for no reason. it was like. someone following me home. keep on turnin behind to check. i know i was crazy. maybe thinkin too much.. ? and was only like 8pm at night..

phone bill burst. arghh. i promised my mom not to overuse it.. hai. i really hate, to break promise. zzzz. this month was 50bucks. last month was 70bucks. i'm really insane. first time seeing myself spendin so much.
i'm limiting myself to only sms 10 msg PER day. call out only FEW SECS. call in is free aniwae. ;)
bbro's friends at my house now. all in e hall watchin teevee w my mom. ahhaa. 3 guys. anyway, they're nice guys.
y.bro's not back fr sentosa yet. he sure gona get BLACK .woo

tmr havin band prac. i must really cherish my sectional time from now onwards.
be strict w my section too.
i want my whole trumpet section to improve,includin sec1s.
i must not leave out my sec1s.
must be united.
i gona change alot of things in my section from now.
to improvise many things.
;)
and i love trumpet section.

tmr night havin dinner. hai. so tired.

saturday have 0c meeting i supposed.

sunday go out???

anyway,
digambar, if you're readin this.
good luck for you and minfang.
hope everything goes smoothly!
stop actting cool!!!!

INITIAL D starts TODAY.













i have a feeling that we wont be together for long now.
i know i miss you badly.
how can i express it out??
you dont have e time for me,
and i dont have e time for you,
how can you expect this relationship to go any further??
its not goin to work.
i'm failing.
i'm suffering..

Wednesday, June 22, 2005

last night slept late. was on te phone w diwadeb.. we were talkin bout. band pieces i like,his family.. gettin to know each other more.he's a great kor of mine,whom i can talk to about anything.. i mean other than my deardear ;p i got along with him very well too.
woke up at 8am.was raining. went to school for prefect exco meeting. what e hell. got chased out of sch for wearin slippers. so went becky's hse got shoes instead of goin hm. meeting regardin trs day celebration,auditions,graduation day and gifts. left bout 11am. went becky hse. flute section havin sectionals there.so didnt disturb. went online. both my msn n becky's one. then. , mr lim msged becky.happened to use e comp.so replied lol. becky's gona be deadmeat man. bwahaha. so bored. wanted to go jurong point but decided not to. went home at 2plus. took nap till 7 =x i tink i reali sleep alot ever since after band camp and pop. aww.. gained 1kg. lol.
woke up. took dinner. mom was out alr. drank iced milo!. soup.rice. .. no vegetable.felt so plain man. watched teevee. tmr no prefect meeting. so will be free. but think gona stay at hm.complete Amaths hw.. havent been cyclin for long. hai..

so deadbored at home . guessed what.? my y.bro slept fr mornin till now. omg.!! he just woke up. unbelivable hor. aniwae.mskoh's back today. from 3weeks of holi . i think msbeh's back from her honeymoon too. ;p ..havent been practisingmy trumpet for like 3 days. aww no =x so lazy of mee. i guessed must have sectionals soon... to do e chart thingy..
hai.alot of things undone. everything lastmin. hopefully finish before te new term begins.


am beginnin to miss my tetra mates..
they simply rockss.
and seniors!!!
and i MISS my HONEY piEEeee!!
but you are always te STAR that shines upon me ;)
2 more DAYS to INITIAL D !!!

Tuesday, June 21, 2005

cAMP TETRA II 2o05 and PASSINOUTPARADE/conCERt :
bedoknorth SYMPHONIC band and
regent WIND symphony -- oVER

everything has ended wonderfully. it gives me alots of wonderful memories being with my trumpet section, with te whole band for 3 plus years. and with te tetra mates durin te torturing 4days 3 nights camp at Regent. it was superb. i could get along with my group ,HITLER and members in my group. although they became so sickly.. my group continued to perserve even without Shiqa, ahshieka, zhenjun and xing.

what can i say..bout te camp, it rocks. especially at Pulau Ubin.. the punishments we had., i know that i couldnt play through te whole of e Flag raising score. i was very dissappointed with myself. and actually, rather angry with with bedoknorth trumpetors. they were all playing softly, hidin behind te regent trumpetors. it shocked me.. really. i was pissed at clare's laziness and te unwillingness to play for flagraising when she said she had blister., te actual day itself that she didnt march in.. only did te formation. i'm being straightforward becos.,i hope you guys think bout what i just said. i might be a nosey parker here,you know.. but. . there are no more seniors to depend on now. all you have is you and yourself. to take care of yr section,improvise it and so on. camp group members were not takin initiative. all i could see was te Regent members helpin to carry te flag durin pulau ubin trekking. and te food ,which we have to take turns to keep e food and flag in our tents. but there were alot of memories throughout e whole camp. for all te lectures we had, i sat besides diwadeb! my kor. hee. miss him alot too. he's nice. ms low's lectures on each individual members in band rocks!!
had v little sleep too. had own survival cooking.. supper ..de milo was great! thanks seniors.

had a lots of rehearsals and prac on our marching for POP. even at night till 10.. pm . was fun.. but everyone was so tired.. too. and lotsa ppl fell sick due to e hot sun/. but dey realli endured themselves. i 'm very proud of these ppl.. ;) and last day of camp. took photos too..
dismissal time, went to Lot 1 w becky,charles,minfang,suhaila.,yuting... went for dinner. and then me n becky went to buy gifts for seniors. so hard to decide . returned home 930pm.
bathe. slept at 12am.

so tired next day POP. we had 3 rehearsals. mr chakrit left us already. ;( so sad.. had tetra groupshot with mr chakrit. had lunch with trumpet section and diwadeb. ;) then rehearsal..for concert too.. actual time.. we did our very best shot. many ppl lookin at us fr on top.. abit nervous though.. see different contingents marching in smartly. then our formation.. in e beginning,tempo too fast man. omg. we were walkin so fast so rushed. and then gradually slow down to normal temp. nearly break down. our heart shape. ;p and e fight between 2 piccolo players.. so cool. our star looked more like a fesh!! ;p after formation,rushed up to e hall to prepare for concert. Hey Jude was alright by regent sec1s. What a wonderful world by Bdn sec1s was cool. ;p trumpets solo was great. and Bdn Blue Ridge Saga.. bettina's solo v nice. ;p Regent Merry Widow.. cool. ;p didnt manage to play e triplets. arghh. cos alr v tired.rehearsing over n over again. saw joseph crying alr. and some others. old scottish melody. could hear our sec1s singing. ENCORE. omg. so shocked. but fun. took photos.. took with my dearr too. ;p alot. alot. trumpets. photos.. ;p and then took our bus back to our sch. took photos.had debrief. dris cried. but i didnt ;p its not that dey were dying anyway... had lotsa chocos fr seniors.

must thnk dris n joseph for our section de ferrero ;p
amalina for the 0c commitee sweets and whole band chocolates.
chingyee for whole band chocolates.
kexin for givin me toberlone.
chingyee for givin me m&m.
yiting for givin me kinder choco.
sweets from others..
went for dessert with becky and some other ppl then..
took lotsa photos with my sec4s.
i will really miss ah ben de batch..
especially chingyee, kexin.. angie. ah ben. yaya. ;(

next day supposed to go Bugis with digambar,diwadeb,de hong,min fang. but tired. so slept alot. watched Scary Movie 3 at home. ;p had maggie for lunch. mom cooked dinner. went IMM to buy things. saw a mini trumpet on display. , mom bought te trumpet pin for me. i love you mom! slept at 11pm then.

today's a wonderful monday. but so bored at home. with no band prac. sch gona reopen soon. tmr might go out. but anyway havin tetra outing soon.

i miss you ppl.

Monday, June 20, 2005


mEe. bEing so cuTe. ;p  Posted by Hello

tetrAS II camPErs. for diSplAY. ;p  Posted by Hello

trumpANtes o5' we roCKarsSs.  Posted by Hello

joEl,hAziZi,xIOng,bEttina,mE,fitRi and junIor. Posted by Hello

honey and me.- after gradDay. i love you !!  Posted by Hello

a fish shape supposed to be STAR shape. but still, our efforts are paid off!  Posted by Hello

combined piece : Old Scottish Melody. love you peeps Posted by Hello

i will miss my seniors superb badly.!! they totally rockss Posted by Hello

Monday, June 13, 2005

yesterday woke up bout 6plus.meet yewchin,aaron,yvonne,minfang,suhaila,zhenjun and becky at yewtee control.we were e second gp to go bedoknorth, at 7am. reached there in time 7am.no one was there.so i went to take breakfast.reached bedoknorth at 9 ba.marchin drills,formation n stuffs like that. was superb hot under sun.at least we learnt many moves. ;) poor sheryl and mandy were jumpin 8 steps to form circle w us.haaa. was rather fun.n then my camp group went for lunch. ate w jiaxing,digambar and sheryl.took a shot w digam. , then my group took a bus to xing's hse. her mom was at home too. we stayed in a room and do. and her maid was so good in chopping those bamboo sticks to hang laundry. gosh. i was so shocked.she's so strong!! i was like describing to sheika and ahsheika bout SEAN.the monster.they were so scared of him man.we were laughin like mads at her house. we were so crazy. they left rather early. i left with jiaxing around 6 plus for e concert., we took train to cityhall.on e way,were talkin alots of stuffs. reached esplanade. was informed that acjc concert was actually last week. -_-" we malu ourselves man. so we went shopping lor.. lol. went marina square.sentec.citylink. sentec was so crowded and i hate that place man. went marina square ,we went for dinner. i took.. dessert!!! ;p and then pauline,khairul wanted to meet us.. in e end,they dont even know how to go. xing and i . JAY-walked across e road.went singapore river for a stroll.so crowded. got jazz performers over there. went cityhall meet e rest then. took train back with becky.she was talkin to me bout many many things-like camp. she fell asleep in e train. i was thinkin of so many things that cant sleep though was pretty tired. hai__

walked home from yewtee.. returned home 11plus. bathe. and had an early rest.

my sunday is so free. ;p so woke up at 12pm. aww man. i dont wake up that late. usually wake up bout 8 plus. dad borrowed a book of Dvds to watch.aww. that was great for my day at home. watched white chicks again.cos was so funny. fried eggs for breakfast. ;) then bro woke up.,so we watched windstruck. that's so touching. watched 2nd time. hees. catch another jap hilarious show. was.. err. very pervertic de lol. bout sex. but v nice. haa. woops.
didnt take lunch,took a nap at 5. but dont think can sleep that well. bro was outside my room playin comp games. -.- woke up at 7 .touched up on camp flag.not done yet. had dinner w family. mom cooked crabs. but i was so sick of that after havin crabs at JooChiat 2 weeks ago. aww. ate pineapples ;) valved my trumpet. bathe. and here i am.

ohh mann. i'm missin him very badly cos we dont see each other today. tmr have to go back to school to do camp flagpole. with sec3s and then meeting my groupmembers includ. bedoknorth ppl. they will come down. we need to complete e flag by hook or by crook. includin identity and cheers.

gosh. 2 more days to e leadership camp. 4 days 3 nights. i will be away from hp+comp. and then pop. after all this,it will be off fr band for just a few days. to do my hw. and go out and enjoy.



imissyou

Saturday, June 11, 2005

alot of things happened. im very dissappointed n pissed. for e first time in my 2 plus years in Regent,seeing myself dissappointed in something which i shouldnt even bother THAT MUCH or will even heck care bout this. he's getting too much. is there such thing as,attitude sucks?? each person will have good n bad points. we can learn fr it, as for e not so good points, we might ..try talkin to e person? improvise it. today i had a stiff with jordan, by e way, this are my points of view.you might not need to agree with whatever i mention here and this is my blog.. i'm free to do whatever i like. getting straight to te point, many people saw both of us quarrelling. its getting out of my control. i didnt want to start te arguement,it became very heated that ppl had to stop us. i shooted him, whatever i could think bout him. the many things which i were unhappy with , its reasonable enough. he had no right to pump me. he's not a Qm already. but i was still down for 60. i've been like ,controlling my temper for so long.how many days. i know i was hot-tempered and got a bad attitude. but i really tried to change. and what happened today, i threw the band's reputation off. why is he still so stubborn?? thought that he said he could take straightforwardness,but did he accept whatever i shouted at him. maybe my tone was too harsh... i was really very pissed. this mornin he scolded me for takin his job when i was just cleanin the whiteboard of e yesterday's attendance. he scolded me a vulgar word. what e heck. he stared hard at me when he came down late for e band's attendance. he said he controlling e rest of e ppl in e musicroom,then what are e rest of the 9 0cs for?? this mornin wanted to take a tuner to tune my trumpet before combine.he didnt even allow me to take e tuner. i was very angry then. what's e meaning of this. he wants to pick out all my mistakes. what bout him himself? he think he's perfectly alright. he think he's great. thats why ppl respect him. actually,he earns people respect,which is a good point. he can lead. he can do things perfectly fine,but he only let us know last-min when we need to go to school to do flagpole. is always LAST MIN ,LAST MIN. cant he just tell us in advance and expect us to pass around to te people. we are organised, but. we cant work well although we always have mini-sessions but ourselves. why do i have to bother so much.? aww mann, i'm really not myself. i'm really getting sick and tired. and a stupid headache is bothering me.
actually, i didnt even want to pick on him he's alright cept that smts.. yeah. i may have many bad points too. he told my alot of secs starting to hate me, and he didnt even tell me what was it and stuffs like that. i need people's views strongly,really. but, i think i wont be even bothering bout band stuffs anymore except bout my own section,is what i worry. but i can see improvement which is rather good. oooh no, i dontknow why. didnt even take dinner except for dessert . i really have no appetitie to eat,even after long marching hours. and i dont know whether i should even go down bedoknorth tomorrow for marching and combine. too tired. i needa break.camp is just next tues.everything is so rushed. i hating him so much now. i dont even want to talk to him but we really need to sort this things out.we had to. but howw. i totally have no idea bout this. hai.

jus now i took panadol actifast . guessed what. i cant even swallow e pill that i spit out man. zzz. what a waste. after marching session today, i realised that, i learnt how to endure. quite happy with myself .. and while marching,heard our sec1s playin hey jude. they were. omg. unbelivable. i'm so happy for my juniors. i can hear that melody so well and clear. gosh.. they were great. was v touched when i heard becky telling me that some of their blogs..can write things like wanting to impress seniors and getting into main band asap.. heh. hope none of them willquit band lor. then dey will be e largest batch.today marching learnt 2 pictures in one e many pictures for stars n stripes. rather fun. bdn came over. diwadeb was so funny,keep on smiling at me cos he's playin e bass drum when i was playin. even rest parts. digambar so different from him.. one so good looking,the other so cute. hee. we exchanged no. went dinner w becky,minfang,zhenjun and pauline. pauline and i were so crazy.we took llike 10 shots on becky;s hp.think she will lik it. zhenjun and i took lotsa shots too. becky was like,keep on smsing digambar.whoa!! ;p she ate so much!dumplings,chickenrice,2drinks,and 1 more dish. she rocks man. i only took a dessert lor. -.-" she wants to get into school's taf club.think is rather fun. lol. and then had a talk w her.reached home 8 plus.just in time to catch 9pm show.and had a conference talk just now.but all seemed tired.


i cant take it anymore.i know,yes. i may be hot tempered. attitude not very good. but . i'm really very dissappointed,in myself. i always failed in whatever i do. i dont succeed that much. hai. playin a piece seems easy.but. my rythem sucks. school works also te same.so lousy
.might as well like.just quit school. i thought of that before. my future , i always have big dreams. to make it come true, you have to go through e ups and downs. but. i always stopped halfway up, i dont have a positive mind. in studying.and in music. hai.. i dont play that well on my trumpet. cant hold a note properly without goin sharp or flat lor.

i hate to talk bout my family. zzz. it sucks .

i hate everything in this world.



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Thursday, June 09, 2005

workin at SCO for err 3days.ferst day was introduced into various departments.how they hold meetings.concert rehearsals.prac sessions.. actually, SC0 is not only bout playing music you see. behind e 'scene', you have like many ppl working in e office. admin work. like, a department called Business Development.,just like what i'm under in e prefectorial board.hee! this department.,had like many things to do.a yearly fund-raising concert cum dinner.at like you know,Ritz Carlton.. there will be like some companies sponsering them a large sum of money. i was kind of shocked. but they really spent alot of $$ on printing e pamplets,brochures,booklets to feature like one of their many concerts in a year. maybe 80 times?? they have a big family. conductor, tsung yeh. assistant conductor, mr quek..managers.directors.. and those heads.,have like their own office rooms in e office. they have a department where e scores r kept,cds featuring 'emselves since dontknow when,books.videos.and of cos.a long stretched of room where they keep their instruments. too huge. i was really amazed by all this stuffs.
today we actually did explore w/o her permission. aww. we were like. shocked.so many doors here n there which can be linked to e concert hall. wenearly wanted to go to e rooftop. but i stopped them. we even went to e 2nd level of e hall. even went back stage to explore. e best place was e VIP room. which linked to e outside , a kitchen and a lift . superb huge. we got our SCO tee today ;p workin..in comfortable airconditioned room. typin and some other stuffs. like stamping e logo onto e tickets. we had a chance to touch e instruments. i really love suona man. ;p and got to know e strings family.. like liu qin. yang qin. er hu. zhong hu. da hu. di zi. sheng. and not forgetting e chi percussion instru. they were way too cool.
i think u guys must be very jealous of me huh...
and their working hours are v flexible. omg. can see some of e ppl there.like you know,msn. blogging.. we got a chance to hear e musicians practising for arts festival. every hour,they got 5mins break. and then there will be a announcement to ask them to return to e stage in 1 min time. so cool right.

anyway,tmr gonna be my last day over there. everyday we hav to reflect n write down in our booklet. tmr workin half day. min fang fadhli and i will return back to sch by noon for marching. tmr gonna do star formation. i just cant wait for e camp. but everything will end too fast.. hai. this holi is way too short.
had been returning home late almost everyday. last night returned home 9plus. today was alright. 7 plus. wanted to go cycling with hayati and becky.but. bro wasnt around to accompany me. and sort of laziness lol. just went to meet becky n hayati for dinner. guessed what. today went workin. didnt bring along my money. so had to borrow fr friends. argh_ last night met my honey before meeting becky, had a talk w her. regardin new band tee. anyway,last 2 night was on phone w ms lai.she's a great tr whom i can talk to.. ;p
o ya.just remembered needa buy gifts for seniors leavin..its for grad nite.. and need get band fund fr yuting to buy Deep Heat for e band.

that day ms koh left sg,went hongkong.wanted to send her off.but.way too early. .so decided that when she returns,then fetch her. gosh,she asked me msg her. so ex. -.-" anyway,unsure when ms jane will be back.. needa discuss w her regardin e triathlon that we takin part. we needa to . like prac out together. 3 of us.and need to time how fast can we make it..and need to go down on 28 or 29 of june to collect e kit.. its like. time is running out.. representing sg. omg. unbelievable right. when i went for e clinic, i was kind of shocked to see kids like 8 or 9 years got good stamina in cycling. their parents must be those sportsman kind. jus rmbed that on 18 of june which is our pop.cum gradnite. is also ms jane's bday. so maybe some other time go Kbox lor..as promised.lol.
yesterday my bros dyed their hair. i was kind of jealous.never jio me -_- its like their tails,are gold in color lor. and my didi's side burn is white. omg. he looked so great! that someone did ACTUALLY crushed on him. *ahem* haa. lol. that person must be blushing now.
saturday needa go down bedoknorth ,for my camp group.need to make flag. i wanna go ACJC concert at esplanade man!!! they are great man. a tiring week.. next week will be more tirin than this.
i really need to build up my cycling stamina.
my bday is cominggg!!!! ;p

Monday, June 06, 2005

few days wasnt online.
today's my 3rd month being with honey.
i love you. ;p

ytd (sat) went down to bdn w charles n dor. in e train,chatted alot of stuffs.reached bdn bout 9 plus. joined e sec3s for drills .mr chakrit was teach 'em. few hrs under sun for 'em. n then taught tpet sect how to do e clockwise n anti-clockwise thingy. went up ava room slack.only brought along mouthpiece.our seniors were dere,discussing bout camp w bdn graduatees.went lunch w tpet sect. took a bus with shu lin cos met her, to east coast then. honey was waitin for me there.we took e undertunnel to ecp. rented bike.cycled to carpark F2.pretty far. havin my cycling test there. hai_ paid 5 bucks for bike n another 5bucks for e clinic thingy. cycled 10km,. n then reported. n then we left.we walked for like an hr lor.. v tired man. took bus back 196 to clementi. in e bus,watching tv lol. whoa. really long trip. returned home around 10pm. took dinner. n thomas was waitin for me at my blk. we went pasarmalam. plus fish.stef.dj.. bot coconuts! ;p lol. err.rather late.so not much ppl. haa. n then i bored. i went eric's hse w my bro. his dog injured,so rather quiet lol.. feng's dog is still e most adorable of all.
returned hm 12 plus man. bathe. ate jelly lol. ;p and slept till like 11 plus. i wasnt use to wakin up so late nowadays.so had a big headache. aww. e latest i must wake up is like 8am.sore throat man. arghh. n then rather sickly kind alr.

noon meet 2 bdn gpmates but didnt discuss much.not everyone present. zz. everytime last min cant make it.. make e ppl came down cck for nth. had lunch w 'em.
meet yvom's gp. ;p got phylis,minfang,clements fr bdn. lol. he was blushing when he met us. omg! went library. i went there read books. left bout 4 plus.returned hm and do research on e theme given for camp,famous asian ppl. ayy, looked up StamfordRaffles.Hitler.LimBoSeng..
n then didnt hav time write out cheers.needa go out w family,dinner at JooChiat road,that famous crabs.queued up for like.an hr plus.n then eat abit alr v full. blackpepper crabs!wahah.
n then dad drove us to geylang to buy my family's fav chinchow drinks n beancurds.bot 1 basket of lychee,mangosteen and 1 more fruit.which i dont even know e name. omg. fruits festival! lol.in e car..thinkin of gp name.flag.cheers..i got some great ideas alr.share w my campgp mates tmr. ;) i cant wait for e whole camp. gosh.

tmr goin sch. bedoknorth sec3s r coming. yes.most of them. ;)

i wanna catch madagascar tmrrr. .. ;p

Sunday, June 05, 2005


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Thursday, June 02, 2005

yesterday had marching w e coach.
hmm. he's rather nice ;)
quite lenient with us. ay,we learnt walkin forward.backwards.side.turning.these r only basics but need practise to make it perfect.rather fun.we had like waterbreaks too.under e scorching sun,but got slight breeze.bout 4 hrs or so,we learnt so many things.

after dismissal,ms koh fetched me.plus mr h.tan,ms ong and a cleaner in our sch.ms ong keep on talkin to me bout tonghua,that song by Guangliang,saying how come faster version n ms koh keep on playing like 3 times lor. n then e auntie besides me keep on askin me e front bus,is it 188.as if i got super eyesight. -_- fetched mr h.tan n ms ong to bp plaza.ms ong was so funny lor. lol. she's gettin e hang of drey's laughter. ms koh n i went plaza..went shopped ard ferst,met ms ong withdrawing money.she wanted to eat fast food.,but i was so bored of it alr.so went junction eat. ya.she's so funny de. we went mini toons.she wanted to buy hairbands.but not nice,so went lemon tee.she chose alr,i helped her pay.n she dont want,e salesgirl said.diff ppl ah? made me so malu. n then we went popular.helped me her find namecard holder but dont have her fav.she v choosy man.she bot bb tea n then she waited for me in e car,asked me go buy smt for her.i wasnt good in findin direction. i lost my way in e carpark. -.-" n then i called her.she called me.so many times.in e end,cant get thru. lol_ she didnt even bother to get out of e car n walked towards me. made me feel like a lost kid in e carpark. -.- then found her.. she said i seems like wanna cry. !@#$%^!#@#%! arghh. returned hm bout 830pm,.

superb tired. slept at 930pm.
dad fetched me to sch this morning.reached sch like.argh.so damn early. ms ong was late half an hr. lol.she smsed me. ya. had emaths test.rather easy. ;p but 1 qns really cant do w/o a calculator. had break half an hr earlier. n then amaths lessons for like 1.5 hrs.dismiss early.we keep on playing durin class.laughing when doin assignment.then ms ong said.laugh somemore sit beside her.she sounded like,a student.lol.
we went lot1,food junction for lunch. fads plus jan n milo.

i ate beef noodles,not supposed to la.but . ;p smts must change taste haa.
went popular.wanted to buy notepad,to write letters to my whole 0c commitee personally.,just had e urge to laa. but cant find any,wil just write on foolscap laa. saw cardholder album.hmm.ms koh's taste same as mine,so she will like wadever kind i like.i helped her buy a pink holder.ay,rather ex leh but as long as its nice n portable for her can alr.she's travelling to hongkong n china this sunday.whoa.3 weeks. hai. so good,go travelling. ppl had to stay in sg,for cca.lessons. zzz.

returned hm bout 230pm. mom asked me go out w her,told her i v tired.she asked me go rest first,later then go out.luckily didnt. so lazy to go out. slept till 630pm.but still v tired lol.
hai.tmr got phy,chem. and POA. -_- and attend band prac.