whoa.really cant sleep whole night. maybe slept abit? mengyi smsed me 830am ,woke me up. yvonne smsed me then. whoa.so wake up la. very excited. i dreamt of opus. omg, when comes to that piece , Diemeistersinger, TIM. REYNISH took over mr lim. whoa seh,lol. like wad hazizi said, KFC guy. lol. then we dont get tim reynish's conducting. omg. then screwed up. all very sad. whoa. stupid dream. but exciting to see tim.reynish again in my dream.haa. i wan his autograph! ;p haa. k la. later eat 2 eggs fer breakfast/lunch then ask zw faster come my hse give me tic money.then walk to yewtee meet fish.then go sch.
whoa later can see everyone wearin so elegant .. lol. jsut cant wait.
k go bathe alr. woo. so happy.

whoa. no band. but long day for me. woke up at 9.15am,supposed to meet phylis at 845 but tired,needa some rest. then went to sch.got jor,charles n kexin. i did nth there,just chat lo. then ama came.bot her bks. i left w her,ard 10.30pm.jus nice,ms koh drove to sch.took chocos fr her!she owed me so long!whaa,i still havent eat,only can eat aftr OPUS,which is tmr. then 11am reach chingyee's hse,northvale. lotsa work to do.like cutting,tying up,folding for the 600 booklets. piangs!! then charles bot lunch fer us.dris,ama,aaron,yaqing, were at her hse. then aaron left at 1 plus to meet kenny for some stuffs..then yaqing also left.then esther came a while.aaron came back w zeting n jor. zeting's oboe spoil! LOL,be4 concert like tt liao.whoa,must b nv takecare ahh.then he left.minfang n dor came back fr bedoknorth.whoa,dey got combine.hazizi bday too! happi bday boy! then we have lesser work to work on.but only 6 ppl doin e job.some doin speech stuffs,powerpoint... 1 day before concert like that busy. whoa,we have lotsa fun.chingyee laff,c her face red.lol.and rather cold man,cos of weather.then i pei cy go lot1 meet her friends to pass tic then bot them drinks.then tiring,tie the ribbons.all our hardwork.manual work u c.sch is so budget.hai-. then my aunt called me up go lot1 meet her,cos my mom asked me buy long sleeves shirt for tmr night wear.lol,so funny man! jus for tmr -.- so bot le la,pink of cos. then went back to cy condo do and do and do.her parents came back le,then her bro damn cute! LOL!! in luv with him siaaa. then night bout 8pm left lor.cos FINALLY completed liao. fr 930 AM 's work till now.leg and hand pain. whoa.then go lot1 w my sect buy for benny,our tutor,a cute cute giraffe pillow!!! hee,so unique we nv buy flowers cos so common. then c if i hav e time to buy mr lim smt tmr mornin but dont think so.rush ba. then go buy titbits cos ea section must bring for party.later meet aaron n jor at foodcourt.then go ntuc buy their sect titbits.tink dey bot bout 5 pkts ba.then jor helped me carry my stuffs leh.so heavy n e titbits.so good! lol.then aaron dey all go for dinner. while i left w jor. we took 307,talked alot bout bandppls lo n of cos,tmr's concert. damn scared n nervous baa. for american riversongs. hai. i havent prac yet coss. at night cant prac. and went out whole day. then jor wanna cut hair or else sure tekan by ms beh tmr. but he pei me and walked me all the way to my life there,n sommore we wearin sec2 tee.later ppl tot wad siaaa. lol. k la. he v good,see me go up lift then walked back yewtee.hope he alr got his hair cut. ;D then 930reach hm.faster bathe,cook maggie, havent iron uniform. my bro helped me iron the white long sleeves shirt. just polished my boots,waitin for it to dry. and instru nt yet polished but oil the valves.hope nth goes wrong tmr.tmr must reach 1130am cos still have to arrange the scores,whoa,then if can prac my part. lol. and intermezzo,v scared leh. and morni have to meet zhao ming, fish. then designer. whoa. -.-"k. am v tired now. 1130am le. omg. planned to slp early for rest. whoa whoa. aiyo. k la. tmr OPUS. yeha. cant wait. but so fast. aioyo. sch reopening soon. zzz

tiring day fer me. woke up 6 plus,dad drove me n phylis to sch.chingyee told me 730, make me wait til 820am.whoa. then gave mr tan the 3 drawings.ya,very childish.lol,not formal,i mean for te opus programme bklet.lotsa stuffs to help them out.mr tan scan into te comp,must decide colors all dis.then programmes,performers,tutors,..aiyo,alot of things.then in e end,ama aaron ain n me go chingyee hse do.type everythg out blabla..hard lehh,then joseph kenny lionel came to help out./aaron n ain bot lunch fer us b4 band. then after eat,me n chingyee hurry go Lot1 pop. buy those A4 size papers,300 sheets. then she bot chicken rice fer esther,yaya. then in e end,cos of kenny,redecided tt use half kind..cy v stressed man.then ama n ain go sch ferst,cos late alr. then aaron me joseph cy took taxi to sch at 1255,arrived jus nice,1pm.where will start combine.whoa peng,everythg v rush n out of time.then told mr tan bout our idea,but he changed idea again,even the logo.think not bad laa.the way its folded is rather unique,doin on diff.color papers.hmm.ya. then combine quite alot of pieces, mr lim so last min decision,asked me prac on the americanriversongs da part w joseph.,whoa,i v scared of semiquavers de.die die.2 days,can i make it? will have to do my best. ;pthen rehearse the song w ms tay where she will sing n sing.,we played like 3 times to satisfy her. Haa,then rehearse everythg in e hall,plus movements,so actions everythg mus be fast. most scared is the Intermezzo. ya ya. 2 more days..yea.once its over, u considered so fast but.. haiyo. i really cant wait for OPUS but i dont want it to so fast end. whoa,jus take medicine. whoa i really sick man. always wanna reach concert like that.nt evyertime la.lol.. cos of te weather,v cold.then in ava rm forget bring sweater.freezing maa. nowadays alot of ppl sick. even mr lim siaa. think he spread to me de . LOL> he also caught a cold+cough liaoooo. tmr go buy jiajia liang teh drink. got vicks, latr take 1. lol. i v worried lehh. 2 more days. aiyo.k la- end here alr. tmr got band meeting with jordan phylis charles kexin. whoa. fads finally asked me out tmr! but .lol. weather v cold,cant go swim. ;p

no comments.noon started band,but 11am met fish for xmas gift then omg,so fated, saw MR CHIA!!!!! he so SHUAI!!! haa,then go sch. ava rm got aaron,sean,chingyee,yvom,phylis,lala. then warmup lo,then gave te design to cy.then fall-in,then combine,those playin Intermezzo only.i really liked e piece alot,but..dontknow how to express out sia.alwas feelin v nervous.luckily joseph got help me.till 3 then combine.go thru legend,amparito,diemeister,bravo only.zhiwei n elma came.tonite is lionel concert,so wished him all e best.driz n sarah went.then after band,was told to design 3 same but diff style! whoa,try my best baa.tired neh.tmr 730am must reach.asked yvom n phylis pei me.so can gib exco ideas for the programme booklet ba. and tmr MC got come woh.got rehearse movements in e hall.then combine in ava.and also plus ms tay sing la. i like la musica man,so nice. omg. got instrus accompanment. whoa, charles bluff me sia,say will online whole night,waitin for him niaa.then i called him,said at Northvale,chingyee's hse. ama dor also there. wah. good lor,waitin for the photos to be sent to me. and waitin for sarah send wo pics. lol- aiyo. v tired siaa. tonight sure v late sleep. must endure. opus is comin. cant fall sick siaa. then opus stayin over til tmr mornin. got party and grad. nite. ooo- ask my tutor wan go. whahaha. i want him to play siaaa for opus.. k - la, need do other stuffs liaooo. takecare ppl.

woohoo.this trip,me organised de man.was a last-min decision,den hav to call up ppl late midnite. then meet at 12 noon at cck control,while meetin,saw jiahui xian goin for party too. me n yvom alr bot 5 bottles of snow to play!! lol,then last midnite call mr lim neh,asked him to join us.he didnt reply.so noon me n yvom take turns to call cos nv ans.then until my turn,he ENGAGE my call!!! omg,then yvom called him, n he ans,say he slping. haa.he said not joinin cos he noon must prac horn.then nite got other things. then waited till 1pm for an hr,for latecomers,esp. zeting n sean!! took bus there 190,very noisy sia.then we called trs up,like ms tan,ms loh n even mr lim again,wished them merry xmas..stopped at far east plaza,saw min fang. walked n walked and eat lor..then crapped alot.cos we're wearin e same tee,we stand 1 line block ppl .ahaa. then walked to taka,see things. zhen jun wanna meet us.so he only gave me xmas gift!!! so touched! then we go wisma atria meet charles dor n ama.charles n dor gave us gifts.then we took alot of photos.then zj n ama n dor left le,cos dey goin yaqing hse party. then only left 10 of us.took alot of photos on e way to heeren.then all e gers hug ZETING!! n take photo.he must b feelin fortunate.! lol,then charles took photo w kexin n yvom,his meissss. eek.. lol. then took alot of photos ba. hee,then sean aileen kexin yoklian left first. whao seh,yoklian put so thick makeups.then ze ting keep criticisin her till she hot.lol.so thick. then left me charles siying ze ting yvom amy. we played games in e mrt!l o l. then charles go woodlands.amy v funny de,when take photos,asked her look elsewhere,she go look at cam! then me n yvom drop at yew tee go pasar malam. her dear dear aaron called her and then we talked to him bout our party. he at ah ma hse,cant go sec3s party.LOL. then we bot bubble teas. then she walked me to my hse,then i walked her to her hse,then she walked me back again. lol. reached hm 7 plus laa. lol. havent buy presents for my dear fads// latr got xmas party at drey hse. hai- cant go,of cos. got band- now eatin maggie. 11am meet fish. then g liao. go self prac. yvom phylis n aaron also there. ava rm shiok!! i scared intermezzo, latr nv play out. hai- then mr lim dowan e piece then jialat.

whoa. woke up 12 in e noon. 'cos too tired. fr normal band days n camp of cos. then meet my mom go ntuc buy stuffs,on e way back chat alots of things laa. told her i'm goin out tmr. yay,me v guai de. then she cooked spagetti. ate le,clear my oldstuffs in my rm,then sleep again to kill time. then kor went out to countdown to xmas.so bo liao! mom n bro went for dinnar w far far aunt. lol- too many relatives laa. dad bz workin still. aiyo. then my aunt called ask me if i want go over to her house for dinnar. i rejected her cos stay at hm better, got phone to use,tv to watch,comp to use,instru to prac.haah. actually today yvonne asked me out,but . aiya.dont want la.maybe tmr. or sec2s batch go out. c how it goes. sunday.band meeting. arughh.we haveto decide on the programme right after opus. all i can think is horror movie,disco,night walk. cos it late night. eerie. lights not on for e whole sch. u see. ya. just had self-cookin dinner. not bad la=x lol.and if got time. i want change my blogskin again. cos that blogskin damn lousy. aiyo. yeah. i wonder how he celebrate christmas. durin camp,saw him in sch with ,mom,grandma and sis cos buy bks. he so damn tall now. and hair grow. yeah.
now listenin to american riversongs. not we play de laa. haa. terrell sent me. his comp damn lag! =x actually is kenny de la,. i missed the alumni batch man. though dey came for camp .... haiyo. and my tutor. huisi. and the ex one. najib.
current tutor,benny forwarded me smt,it says "in life, we cant expect everything to be in perfection. as musicians, we should have the fun element and enjoy our lives. nevermind if made mistakes, cos thats how we grow in music and thus in life, we mature. " ppl readin this, its really very inspiring. and touches my heart. cos of this,i have the strong ambition to be a part time musician one day and a teacher teachin maths. will hav to work very hard towards my goal. and aftr 0s,join outside band if have the time. k. bout benny. he's a nice tutor, who got patient to teach. we told him all our probs. like tired,so many 1st blabla.and afraid play wrongnotes. at least we learnt smt. we had a 2 hrs plus of chattin just on all this. and now jus buzz on mouthpiece to relax before concert. 6 more days left. pretty fast. and now will have to prac fr basics, scales., and all this stuffs. even the arban book. if can borrow laa. and go check out music book stores for techniques and practises. me seems so hardworkin but v lazy siaa. lol. k la. end here. hee.

whoa. back fr camp. till now havent even rest. cos when reached hm,help my mom alot of things man. camp was great.i guessed so. first day had combine in e noon with mr lim. a,then bathe and changed into sch u. so early bathe man. as usual,me n mengyi washed our hair outside. faster n easier ma. then assemble for dinner then took our bus to esplanade. k-,supposely sat w zhenjun and later sat alone. cos.haiyo,dont want to mention le. so pissed. anyway its over laa ;) then concert was great! saw zhiwei huisi najib in philwinds. gosh,so shuai lor. huisi's solo was great. ;) missed her abit ba x= and also najib laa. last piece, was great and the clarinet solo. whoaseh. really like so much. i like english horn!gosh,so damn nice. think they dont have fugelhorn.yea. then last piece, percussionist really throw the plates. gosh.-can hear the crashin sound. was shocked. i sat w ze ting.before tt sat w cat.can c 2 full rows we occupied. haa. saw bdn peeps. kelly wished me luck. lol. then back to sch in d bus,lie on zhenjun shoulder! sleepy.but cant slp.dontknow why.maybe e bus too shaky cos sat all e way bhind. chingyee n angie sat in front of us. haha.zeting damn cute, w minfang. opps. then had midnight combine! omgosh. guessed how late. and all of us were like half dead. but endure yeah. diemeistersinger! gosh- really like the opera alot after mr lim let us watch. so damn nice. its quite long. few hrs. then took supper brush teeth. shift bunk to 4th level and combine w another gp. cos v little ppl. our bunk really rocks. got angie kexin yiting mengyi cat dor anyu siying. ;p first night all cant slp. keep on singing and talkin. till fell aslp.
2nd. day.mengyi woke me up 15 mins b4. so we brush teeth everything lor. done le then fall-in. PT! -.-" tiring. of cos. aiyo. we v slack on that day. then noon did abit of the filming for syf the drills. not bad laa. then had combine. then bathe,dinner then night combine fr 8-10pm with tutors. omgosh. percussion tutor, damn handsome. lol. he v cute siaaaa. lol. he played the drumset for gelato v cool .lol. sec2s wore our v first sec2 tee yeah. cool. ;p after combine. we had night games. treasurehunt+detective. very funny. aiyo. complicated story too. and we watch SPACE JAM!! omgosh.! damn nice. so cute!!!!!!!!then wash up. then 1 plus wanna slp. zhenjun woke me up asked me go canteen. i tot punishment. kena scared. yes, appointed as Ic w zeting. was rather nervous. and . aiyo. cos i know i will nv become Ic de ma. me so irresponsible blablabla de. k la- wadever. went back bunk to slp. roughly know the schedule le.
3rd. day. today. whoa. have to chase them hre n there, . movement slow all this. yeah. must tuck in at all times too. we also got tio. mornin PT not so tiring. only 30 mins. then got game too.. not v long. ya. then breakfast. DRILLS. not really drills. just the instru and american riversong marching. then combine. 2 hrs. i scared of intermezzo. die. latr nv play out. haiyo. then fall in back in front of canteen. tink of cheers. we tot of 2 cheers. then combine cheer with taufik batisah gp. we r closely link together. haha. then fadhli main actor. lol. then v funny. sia. keep on laughing. thay lay peng. her laughter. whoa. makes me wanna laugh. the taufik. lol. really enjoyed alot. lhahaa. then last part we spoiled taufik reputation sia!!!!! we acted like chickens. lol .then after dismissed them. went for lunch w yvonne and phylis. then we had a long chat bout mostly band stuffs. chatted for bout 1.5 hrs. whoa. that was cool. then went pasar malam then home lor.then helped my mom do alot of stuffs too. no time for nap. yeah. v damn tired.
hmm.tmr must fall in 7am. man. tinnk till late evening. whoa. then tmr rehearsal. so must do our best at vch. yeah- so fast time fliessss. .. .. .. night.!

maybe ppl dontknow how to get there?k- mornin 930 must reach sch,rather late. then had combine with mr lim. at 12 lunchtime. then also must get change into full band-u. at 2 plus settle down at foyer,had tuning,warmup and of cos,went thru bravo brass. some parts of it. then the lorry cant fit the many percussion instru due to the "borrowed" marimba. rather huge & heavy of cos. so some instru have to shift to e bus. then our bus got double bass,so must take care man.hmm,ya- our bus went right into da place. then faster settle down. first piece ,american riversongs was the best of all! cos,dont know la.everyone is cautious. and can be easily affected by e environment. then last 2nd piece,bravo brass was the worst. cos we were rushing,tired,out of air. cant reach high notes. but luckily euphs r strong.substain all e way. some bdn went to watch us. like fidah,chris,kel,susu.. christmas recollection,my solo..wth. played a wrong note. rather bit of nervous. play F shld be a sharp. eurghghh!! but recordin cant hear the obvious mistake laa. aiyo. then each of us got a cert fr the organiser or smt like that. xian video-cam us too.and ying. the photographer =x lol. leen,the recorder. hhaa. ks- saw hazizi too. he told me a gp of his friends wearin black! -.- instead only saw him n his friend. then we got waterbreaks while waiting for bus. time to take some shots too. and then in e bus back, me zhenjun angie yvonne anyu phylis. so damn crazy =x we were screaming,singin,playin.havin lotsa of fun. whoa.that was over crazy already.then ppl in e front may think we r really crazy.ought to have fun ma.so tiring too laa.lol. we rock d bus.haa- then over at woodwinds bus can hear vanet their voices laa. wad if after opus.more crazy, aiyo. reached sch 7 plus. after keepin instrus n everything 830 left there. prefects n choir havin camp too. tp me,.it was one of the greatest concert. yea.cant wait fer tmr. the camp. whah. but but. hai. first night all of us goin esplanade for concert. najib's solo!!! yeah.!! the philharmonic.then not much time left for lotsa activities already. havent even decide wad song to sing. .tonight then pack bag.ytd went to do identity n flag for camp. but me ended up last min goin christmas party with becky,yvonne,minfang,siying. bandmates laa. at cuppage plaza. was great.. ppl were social,v friendly. even exchange no. u can jus jump n sing n clap. me kena shocked. lol. then 3 plus left there. minfang n siying went to clementi for the other church party. me n yvonne went back lot1 meet ain dor fatin hayati. then meet ama zhenjun. then we decide on flag again. for identity,it will be pink friendship band on wrist and santa claus hat. flag will be a v unique one. a red umbrella with those tags with our names and of cos taufik names around the umbrella where it will be like dangling. so tmr must meet up 630am to complete the flag. ya- cant be late! hwhha. i like taufik!*
all i want for christmas is you..*

whoa-pretty fast.a day to go for e concert.feeling nervous+excited.mixed feelings. da concert is especially for charity. yeah- actually friends gg down to support but dey mentioned far. it aint far to me anyway. hai- xing actually also wanna go but.. haiyo;today had band at 11am.before that was lower brass. then combine a while till 1pm.cos dontwan make it full day.time flies v fast.k,go thru christmas recollection of cos,all la.some pieces mr lim did some parts only.i very afraid of christmasrecollection.haiya.so must a cool mind.thou e folks may nt appreciate it.believe in myself man.yea.haa.i so crappy.then higher brass+woodwinds got combine maa.aiyo. so weird de,time goes v slow.so have ssectionals too. then at 1 point of e time,some ppl were needed to play for the choir ,La Musica. the way we play,guessed its v nice laa.ya.zoey played tenor sax,very weird!lol! we tried e piece once ba. seems like a sax quartet le.suks laa. excos dont allowed us wear our sec2 tee. wads e matter man. got e word regent wind symphony. aiya. not mentionin that,not even class tee. zz. p e shirt n band skirt,boots,long socks.whoa seh. i havent polish,boots, instru, iron unform. go thru my scores again.tmr morni before go band will prac those impt parts.k- damn angry w excos lor. actually also got ask mr lim.he agreeable but excos. aiyo nvm nvm. whoa. wad to bring for snacks. aiya. anyway ppl interested to c us , lol, 530-630 at far east sq,shenton way there. ya. hee. ;Dk- now have to look for those christmas songs =x cos e way i play , then i dont even know how it sounds like. lol. =x me v mountain tortoise laa.tmr graduated members goin to watch us. gosh. - 0o0-time flies. driz is back fr paris,she went there 3 wks.shes performin w us tmr. and mengyi will be back 4am today. ya.

so fast time pass. this mornin had a v great chat with ms beh,i have lotsa things to tell her,maybe also feedback her too ? haiyo. our band.,really got alot of prob lor.some regardin friendship,some relationship. totally suks. ms beh gave me some great advices too. really need to thank her,at least durin holi i can tell her alot of things.she even asked me go lunch w her and mr lim.scare me man of cos decline laa. then warm-ups as usual.noon only got woodwinds,horns n trumpets.go thru the christmas recollections.aiya.dont mention it,the moderate 2 i confused.hai.then go thru loch lomond lor.alot of melody fr me.have to tke care of crotchets or long note.abit nervous too.so cold in e rm.sectionals an hr.then mr lim play the diemeistersinger opera in e rm.trumpets havin sectionals in e rm.so can watch la.then latr he dont allow us watch.he say tmr lo.. then i got the shi jie mo ri pianoscores fr aaron.then after band,saw dance. saw bere la.she got asthma then cant stay lo.dey havin camp. latr me aileen kexin phylis yok lian ate snacks at yew tee.then meet designer at 7.20pm. took e sec2s tee le,but haven pay him all. then now i still hve to retouch-up on horns tees ya. i like e sec 2s tee. plain n simple ba. then i brought hm all e tee leh!! -.-" tmr mornin ask my dad fetch me to sch. much reach 730.yea. mornin my tutor comin fr 8-10am. sectionals. then tink in e noon combine. yeah. msbeh said can talk to her on thu over at lunch if theres time. if not- then camp laa. heard that first night we all goin for concert where najib wong will make his solo at esplanade. so can see him.zhiwei performin too.ya- so guess 2nd night talentime lor. hai i dontknow if i'm staying. zz. dont know. whoa. so damn busy.

last night chat on da phone with yvonne bout alots of things man.! till 130am plus.then batt flat le. this mornin woke up 9 plus.11 plus i went to jurong popular buy bks.only bot 2 bks .lol. phy n chem bks and also band file. then head back hm la. actually wanna meet ama up for band camp stuffs but she's not free. then my dad n bro went out long ago,dey bot my shoes.ytd went causeway find wad i want dont have. dined at mosburger w mom and bro lo. dont know what to do later leh. transfer scores lo then read christmas scores. hai. i very scared n nervous of e comin performance leh. 4 more days. tmr band starts for me at 1230,m considered higher brass wohh. then also got woodwinds. tues my tutor benny comin down. yeah. lol.

now we sold 300 tics le. haiyo.i really cannot make it for the Christmas Recollections siaa.got alot of different christmas songs.i playin first,alot of melody and solos.but joseph playin 3rd. he cant possibly be playin first right! since he got so many first le.then so rush. about 5 more days to the mini concert. hai- i very scared leh. now joseph n you not in band, me and cat. almost lotsa pieces playin the same part then v weird no first. then alot of ppl keep askin us jiayou. when ytd play gelato, mr lim said good luck trumpets. every1 looked at us. front part okok,quite neat. then the melody after percussion solo,die liao. luckily eileen played trumpet part too. for e die meistersinger mr lim asked us to work hard leh. i got record down so can listen at hm too. but me n cat same part ma. trumpet 2. then loch lomond, y0u playin first w me. all e melody in first tpet leh. whoa. no more abba gold sia. cos of woodwinds. think u also know right.
i v long nv online le.so busy w band too. then fell sick after the day we tekan by mr lim. under sun drills an hr,then followed by memorisin american riversongs and marchin+playin tt piece. ytd sectionals benny last min cant go so he smsed me,then tues 8-10am he comin down sectional w me n cat lor cos concert comin. ytd sectionals was terrible. cos suddenly v headache then cant play anything lor. mr lim asked cat to try to contact nathasha every now n then. but also no use maa. so late le,how cant she possibly play all e pieces right.
let it snow-,let it snow, let it snow. wahah. ;p
later i goin buy schbks n schshoes,been sayin this for so many times.yea. durin camp gonna wear trackshoes! my mom bot liao! hee. if today nv go out, can meet out bandmates for camp stuffs le. havin a terrible flu liao. think next time onwards band pracs have to bring a sweater . one of the aircon broke down too. uarghgh. zzz. i still dont know what song sing for talentime siaaaa. 2 more wks to camp. pretty fast. 20 more days to opus. cool. aftr opus i sure rush to our rm to keep instru all this stuffs then faster meet my pals. yeah- especially those fr bdn. who's comin for our concert. 32 of them. trumpet sect,whole lot of them . wabbahahabhwha.-
now sat seems like a day for me to relax. unlike last time. -where sat is the longest time have to stay in sch for band.
oh yea. ytd i met mrs lai after my lunch. then i helped her to carry her stuffs down to ground level where her husband's car there ma. i called her husband uncle leh! =x then mrs lai laughed laa. she gave me a poa bk. hai. its so sad that she's leavin. and i'm really v lucky to meet such a great tr too. =D

whole wk was as per normal,band pracs yea. mon, mornin brass combine w mr lim ma.then learnt lotsa new techniques to improve tone.now he change our band culture. first thing to do is exercise,stretch,massagin,i believe he will do this to bdn band. haa.so be prepared. second thing is to buzz onto mouthpiece, then warm up. k,we totally suks when comes to recordin our playin. aiyo.zz-. yesterday's prac.,mr lim fell sick cos of us,i think is me especially ba.so i'm feeli v terrible actuali. some of us were late aftr lunch,i was 1 of them la.actually reached long ago,but woodwinds warming up. then were punished,at parade sq shoutin timing together under sun for an hr like that. then he was watchin us closely fr music rm,then we were told to bring down instru,file n waterbottle.have like 20mins sectional outdoor for e first time on american riversongs then latr march while playin instru,we have to memorise la.ks.must accordinate w steps. not easy task unless u master it well. haa. mr lim keep sayin i wrong man! lol,how to concentrate.then latr sectionals on loch lomond before combine back to music rm,but he suddenly becum sick. band major said he v red,cos of heat ba. he took panadol drank water and then he went back first lor. so sectionals all e way la. then jordon n aaron came to my sect. lol. aaron conduct v funny!!! then jor record our playin.
today got prac. mornin woodwinds,afternoon all. hope he's fine already. i bet we have to do marchin w da amercian riversongs lol. cos wearin hse tee. omgosh. lol. =x i cant wait for the prac latr. lol. and i scared loch lomond,yesterday got prac e whole piece, melody comes almost all fr me. but dris is playin w me too.loch lomond is nice,but i prefer abba gold. ya- ks. latr meeting fish,returnin her stuffs. =) they're goin ice skatin. but i cant la. have band. is more important.

just woke up,feelin damn sleepy.didnt slp well few days.ytd woke up 6 plus.band full-day ma.today mornin is woodwinds,noon is small gp yea.
suddenly had a dream,missing him.he's at korea,how's he doin.i wonder.and dreamt of kelly?? being my closepal?!! lol.weird.

few days nt here,cos of the busy band pracs i have.must faster rush this blog,latr have band.yea.jus in 3 days,i became so damn close to kelvin fr bdn sax.why.mayb is really fated? cos he really looks like jiawei,my usedtobe best pal in band.but jiawei quit already.hai.yesterday he came all e way fr punggol to yewtee for our band.and he was alone.how poor thing.he had own sectionals outside and warmups with us.warmup was like 1.5hs,how tiring!but at least we gain smt out of it.then i had lunch w kel at minimart.then abbagold,i didnt play out e duet parts,rather nervous,how.cant be possibly like tt durin opus.hai.-i always cant do it.its always e tempo.zz.must work extra harder now.24 more days!like wad mr lim said,why wld ppl paid 10 bucks for this kind of music we played.it totally sucks.i really think so.rather sad ytd for band lo.aint satisfied w myself.same for e exchange. then after band dismissed,kel and i went to lot1 for dinner at ljs.met peng n esther too.ard 630 left there,he waited for my bus to arrive b4 he goes.then he start to sms him.and confess,you know.but..i dont.told him alotsa things too.hai- rather sad.i dont like to reject ppl,feelin totally guilty and stuffs like tt.but we just cant anyway.cos...
on sunday,went to bugis junction w family!my mom bought me lotsa stuffs leh!so happy.she bought me a pinksurfpants and a fila handbag.just all these cost 50 bucks le.anywway its for e newyear wear.gees.havent buy finish too.still got schshoes and schbks.think today after band faster rush hm then go westmall with my mom.newyear is comin,i cant wait!! bwahah,and of cos christmas,and not forgettin, opus??!! hee. ;p
goin to bathe now. must work hard for the 11 pieces!! ;p

woo hoo.wed mornin band meeting,had lotsa fun la.i was late an hr.then on way up,saw ms koh.then discuss w them bout sec2 tee,dor n her gp were paintin banner.not bad laa.last yr in tt depart,lotsa work to do.poster uhh,just have to touch up lo,then at 130 meet designer mr lee. haa.our sec 2 tee,afraid v ugly leh..behind got red n blue words,infront is black words.tee is white. ;D hope it turns out nice,guess hw much it costs? $9!! cheap ryte.then went to lot1 for late lunch at pizza hut! she treat me de maa.haa.then walk walk.saw lotsa regenites! lol,so we faster go back lor,ferst time so early ard 5.reached hm,my mom asked me go get changed,goin 0rchard.so shocked and sudden man.v crowded. then we went to opp. wheelock there,got ice rink but not worth too.and many shops opened for christmas and those games rides.lol,and da haunted hse.so funny de. then we went wisma for dinner at the 3rd level,da paste resturant,v delicious i supposed. then walked around,wanted to buy sch shoes but not nice.actually wanted to meet my 3rd aunt at Esplande but my mom dont want laa,cos she need work tmr.i love Esplanade,so fun lo.then 9 plus we took mrt back.reached hm 10 smt,still got time to watch abit of idol.yeah! taufik! thurs didnt go fer band prac cos family outing maa.noon went sentosa with my mom,bro,aunt,cousin,mom's friend..reached there bout 3 liao,we have picnic at Palawan Beach.then my bro n i went to rent a bike,we cycled fr palawan to tanjong,then to siloso beach for an hr.even went to explore but lotsa of bus. dangerous too.then guess what.i met pris and netballers.so shocked.haa. then in e evenin watch sunset then took bus to other places,took photos too.wanted to stayover at the sijori resort de.but so weird,sgreans stayin over at sg place.wanted to catch musical fountain at 740.but bcos of e rain,we rushed to bus stop took bus lor.then take the bus back to harbour front,took 188.then ate at kfc 9plus le.then went ntuc buy things,bot sushi! lol.then 10plus reached hm.whoa ,tired. then kor reached hm fr genting for a wk!! missed him so much. he buy alot of stuffs for us.lol. but nv buy for parents.so weird of him.i asked him buy me pink billabong wallet next time he go.he went w jensen n family.and his dad drove so fast.whoa. he told me every night ewnt clubbing.haa.great that he enjoyed.sleep at 12am.fri! today! kor went wild wild wet le. waha,my mom just went Jb with bro. she asked me go but i got concert. paid 10 bucks le leh.lol. ard 1 plus meetin ying then go shop for things for bdn ppl.percussion n trumpantes.cos is their concert maa.go there empty handed v paiseh de.lol.intended to watch shutter then ying so scared. waited 3 wks fer tt show. but no time watch too. latr go town c what can i buy.my mom and dad gave me money! whaa.then hai,have to go hm myself. sure reached hm 12 plus le. i hate that. zzz.- just had my lunch. die,i dont know how to walk to vch. -.- fr city hall.only know how to go esplande. latr follow crowds lor. ;D k. goin now. wished them luck already. so excited for them. ;D ohh mannn. just realised comin sat,tmr got exchange w the 5 schs. need buy presents for msia band. hai. exchange. zzz. think buy chocolates. then tonight hurry make a card for them. dont know want be tourguides bring them around esplanade and other places. lol. so tired . then mornin exchange at bdn, pls really pray hard and prac very very hard. i dont want that to happen again Every exchanges lor. tts why i hate exchange alot. i dont wan cry mannnn. latr go prac awhile before i go out. ;p

completed my song! lol. maybe 3 short para. yea. ahh.boring day. woke up 11 am =x last night sms till very late,actually not very late la only 1am. latr cut my fingernails. bwhahaa. so damn long.yea.4 more days to bedoknorth concert. 2 more days to sgidol. ;p read finish my storybook which i borrowed. think used 3 wks to read ba.cos no time too. is like 250 pages lor. but damn nice. love e story alot. i mean e author. Leap Of Faith. next book i readin is also e same author, Love stuffs. is thicker lo. later read my scores.or else tmr go band not prepared kena scoldings liao. today is bedoknorth rehearsal at vch.not goin.cos wont go thru e whole piece. might as well go fer e actual one. gosh. come to think of it, 5 more days to exchange. so damn fast. i still have no idea wad pieces to play. and not sure want to be tourguides,bring da msian sch ard esplanade all this places.. and i dont know till wad time. whoa. so many stuffs. last night 10pm at arts central at SSO's Mahler symphony of a thousand. its a big big work. omgosh. guess how'/? more than 500 ppl lor. and those soloist. whoa seh. lol. damn big at esplanade. can u imagine. those great soloist fr other countries. whoaa. and i recognised some of e players in that orchestra cos i met them on fri night concert. haa. then i went to sleep after that lor. i mean took some dessert. my dad always buy the "tou hua" and grass jelly .very nice. very farrr too. listening to stairways. love this song alot.jus like winter sonata,

whoa.woke up so early.now 9.39am.i woke up at 8plus.cos i received mskoh's sms.then mrs lai. lol.so many ppl miss me.ms koh told me bout her weird dream,i also have v weird kind of dreams! lol.mrs lai told me bout e poa tuition yea.all thns to zf.he smsed mskoh,woke her up then me.hai. cant sleep.last night slept 2.30am.cant sleep.watched korea
drama, Glass Shoes,a v sad story. then had a short sms-chat w mskoh.so long didnt chat with her or see her already.hope as what she says,our friendship bond v strong,will carry us through.she's also very busy too,weddin stuffs.yea,tmr i meeting her.tmr mornin i wanna CYCLE to sch.LOL! haa.so long nv touch my bike,not really my bike laa.my bro lol.later goin school fer band.but now still so early. 944am.later i prepare lunch. yea! tmr i meeting berenice too,for e tic. and can see him.he's goin korea in 2 days time. whoa.hai. what am i gonna do. so boredddd.or else i could have gotten more sleep. later sure v tired.
so long nv go swimming with fads. guessed everyone busy too. but got meet out almost every week. go shopping all this stuffs.
ks. nth to say already. takecare! ;p 3 more days to bdn concert!

so long didnt publish anyt. busy w band n many other stuffs,like tryi 2 get a job but failed. full for lotsa fastfood. fri mornin meet yvonne to band,woke up 8am.met her for breakfast, then we took a long cut 2 sch cos still v early.reached bout 915.ferst time so early fer band. hai. then so suk.kena pump for nth. so unreasonable. damn pissed off w da exco. zzz. ppl already told band major tt i will wear track shoes n agreeable. hai. i hate unreasonable ppl. n is nt jus pump, is in front of e whole band. mornin had drils,e weather was gd.so sun,jus wind.learnt 2 new commands laa.actually is old de but i nv learn b4.then lunch time.ate only titbits.followed by games.like e captain ball game alot.cos we versus excos.we also got win few rds laa.lol.jordon threw e ball so far to me man.omgosh n e ball so light,hard to grip.then i got tired of e next game,dodgeball,so i went up music rm prac on my own.got some seniors there.then combined w mr lim.he wore v formal cos he went for a ceremony.then sectionals.for e next 2 hs,he was walki ard to c us lol. then 530 dismiss,faster rush w zhenjun,zeting,sarah,ama n becky.we took cat's car to lot1.imagine 7 of us squeezed.ha.then pack dinner at long john's,n took mrt all e way to city hall.ate in e mrt cos no time to waste le.reached ther bt 640.jus nice tt we can go washrm all dis stuffs lo.reached esplanade v 7.so we shop ard,meet oboe tutor for e tics.its free n gd seats.e most ex is 61 bucks worr.lol.then went in.nid check bags.ze ting n becky even brought along their instru.we were wearin band tees.no students there baa.mostly adults.saw mr lim walked in =x he sat in front of us.then we tried to greet him but he DAO us.omg.purposely dont wan to know us in front of his friens.so we no choice.e first half is e violinist,lol. so pro.20 mins de piece.quite nice.i dont like violins de.prefer symphony bands than orchestras.then durin intermission we went to check out da place in e washrm which can link to vip refreshments. lol. then next is 80mins long.some parts abit of bored. but e grando finale was e best. i heard diemeistersinger parts lol.n also got merry widow..is Wagner's pieces lol.that composer uh..lol.then end of e concert.we were waitin for mrlim,if he wld come forward talk to us.he did! lol.only when in e absence of his friens.chat awhile then he hurriedly left le cos he dont wan drive us back.lol. badd.then he went to e rooftop,scenery v nice.can see e sea.shops ..and da fullerton hotel if i'm correct.5 stars de.e other way is e vch.gg there real soon.concert was bravo anyway. ;p then went hm w bandmates.walked back alone reached hm bout 1145pm le.. woo. ;p goin town w fads hhaa

whoa.nw e time is 1141pm. still early.tonite my dad flyin back.yea.can allowance! lol=x mom nt back yet.y.bro watchi teevee,kor in rm smsg.tired and bored. last nite slept at 3 plus leh. then woke up 10 plus. went to my aunt's place. then go for a haircut again.loves to change hairstyle every month.this time nicer,but must wait for it to be long. then nicer.then opus,ppl can c my cool hairstyle.went hm in e evening.saw spiderwoman,aha.then alot of ppl la.then ate dinner,watched teevee,studied my scores,shit.almost forgot,need write a summary of the 3 acts then tmr must read out.diao.die.i dontknow how man. die.latr faster read. and go web search for it man.thou not reliable. whoa. i read bravo brass still cant.abit by bit ba. whoa. damn tired. last nite also chattin with bettina and tt damn crappy terrell. -.-" nearly fainted. haa. k. short entry. latin gold so much nicer than abba gold!! i love it so much. and disney distillusion. whoa.tmr mornin no sec2s wanna go swim.so guess cancel tt exercise b4 band lol.pls ahh. must work really v hard for opus. even thou dris nt in sg. tmr can slp late! woohoo!!! ;p whoa. i wanna go Mahler Seventh Symphony comin fri or sat. tink i wan on sat. today no time call sistic up. tmr mornin then call up and ask bout booking. c if got vacancy,at esplande. guessed that i'm goin alone. cant wait for his concert. i tink cheapest is 26 bucks. yea,and i cant wait for e 10 bucks whic i paid for bedoknorth concert.-viva la musica.in 11 more days.! ;p and must prac ,sing hard for talentime lol

whaa.nw e time is 1257am. lol. heard got band exchange on 4th dec. we are the host again. gosh. this time is 5 schools. bedoknorth,msia band, SJI, anderson. guess our sch hall can fit in 5 sch bands?wonder how mr lim talk and conduct!!! lol. our hall so small. anderson n sji so pro de. even bdn n msia bands. haiyo.jus realised is on a sat. right aftr bedoknorth concert on 3rd dec. e exchange will sure be a full day man. might even have night concert but not sure. at sji auditorium. omg. cant wait. but bdn dont have. dey sure v tired fr their concert e night before man. sommore dey're havin camp too.woo! am so happy.cant slp. over happy. lol. tmr no band. off- yea. lol.bedoknorth hav band in e noon. but tmr open music rm free for sectionals. today i prac alot. on most of e pieces,esp bravo brass. if icant play, i will listen to e recordin. then suddenly got ppl call my name fr my blk downstairs . lol i kena shocked. then i looked down, saw yok lian yvonne and aileen. lol. den i blast a note at them . lol. i so pro,of cos ppl recognised my cornet sound la. haa. then i continue prac. till mouth pain. stop la. tmr i goin my aunt hse. then noon come back, will call the sistic to ask bout Mahler Seventh Symphony at Esplande. i wanna go. e cheapest is 26 bucks i guessed so. only on 26 n 27 nov. cant miss this opportunity but i afraid no vacancy cos so late liao. aiya. wad to do . so boring. now chattin with bedoknorth band mate. haa. and rgt band mate. havent slp man.zz- go do other stuffs le. i wanna watch shutter. ! and incredibles.

thu mornin combine with mr lim. went thru american salute,bravo brass and die meistersinger. die meistersinger,a hard piece, that's why is "DIE". lol. actually nt la. found abit on the composer,Richard Wagner. he,himself and the piece's backgrd. Wagner is a asshole,as what mr lim said. =x lol. but dont looks like. haa. then dris left early,cos she's gg Paris in e evenin.will b back aftr 3 wks or so.so gonna miss her (i mean it) =x cos she always take us for sectionals ma,we so dependent on her liao. but nw is joseph n abit bored already. then i went hm,tried to get some slp but jus cant.tt day befor only slept 3 hrs or so.then so energetic. then late noon went causeway buy asst. bks for E Maths only. see the bk,you can faint. sec 3 so difficult.hai. dine at pizza hut. cos is ms koh's treat. suks. e seafood lasagne.nt v nice but ok. beef is nice. but i cant take thou tried before. then walk walk lor. i wanna see something then she so fast wanna leave liao. ;x so i go see my stuffs then met her at e carpark laa. she crazy de laa. cashcards also wanna play game with me. woops. then reached hm,took dinner man. cos my mom got cook if not she angry maa. i even helped her cook lehh!! then watched sgidol. at 10 watched Dodgeball. yuks. but funny. slept early,12 plus. today band started at 930am. got a professional euph. player and a lady,pianist , came down to our sch to play for us. yea.v v nice. damn touchin de pieces if u know how to appreciate. then combined. at 12 went for out of sch for lunch w ze ting n charles! lol,we talk alot of stuffs on our way ther. then mskoh's in sch. so i bot for her e iced lemon t,damn nice!actually gt games but majority wants sectional. crazy! 5 hrs of sectional! die of breathe. excos asked us wan talentime durin camp. i so damn excited n on bout it! i wan to sing!!! lol =x instead of dance le. but singin solo sia.,dono hu to find to sing w. mayb singin Amazed by lonestar.i love e lyrics so much.and e song of cos. maybe also Reason. or jay's songs =x too many choices. then i got so crazy. keep on singin to alot of ppl. many songs that came to my mind. lol. then yoklian also siao,keep laffin when i singin.mrs sim also! saw her in sch. i singin to her she smile only. then go hm w bandmates. keep on singin n singin. i jz cant wait! =x jz nw i went to buy dinna~! watched teevee all my fav shows. i so damn sad, nearly cried for Olinda. hai. my fav singer. sly sucks. zz. he simply jus suks. hate him in my whole life. dont even know how to sing that Phantom Of The Opera, then wanna act. i wonder y he gt so many fans. he act cool de lor,jus nw on stage w olinda. act v cool n strong, tink he wad. hai. v tired. yea, tmr goin down to bedoknorth. with a group of DEVoted =x band mates. nah,jk. with e horns, charles,ze ting,joseph ... yea,can see jiaxing bettina clare shermaine eric asmah chris hanis, my trumpet mates. and others like jojo kellebelle raf.. i didn even let dem know gg down ther.only bett n jamie!
yea,horns n trumpets unite. gonna go either swimming pool,gym or running to build up our stamina so that we can play better in music. 40 laps ? crazy. but anyway woodwinds already started goin gym or so to build up their stamina. lol.such a big gp.wonder hu suggested al this. but great idea too.havent been running for quite some time. but as for swimmin, yes.almost every week. w my friens.
end here already. such a long entry. enjoy readin pals!

gaga.cant wait for tmr.sgidol!i wan win tics to sgidol at indoor stadium man! haa. so boring, so online lor. chat with zw alot of stuffs. from love to studies. nice talkin to him de. can talk bout him. ;p ahh.tmr audris goin paris. no need see her in band for e period of time. zz. sianz man. nobody to arrange our section stuffs le. and joseph tkae us for conduct all this man. but tmr mornin she goin band. tmr combine,brass and percussion. then i go home. wait for msg before go out. hope really start da very very first E Maths lesson. had been waitin so long. yeah. jus now i slept 3 hours! then new washin machine come. very funny. make sound effects when switched on. so cute lol. then my kor keep makin me laugh. then watched 13 goin on 30. so damn crazy and funny and stupid show. at least drive my boredom away>! yeah. tmr band.so happy. 2 days no band prac sucks. cos used to it liao. lol. yhaa. yeha. i got to go already. ;p

woo laalaa. tues sectional 2 hrs only!! then in e end,ended up lookin at e Syf Set Piece. quite boring piece laa.its e Singapore Raphsody. includ. e rasa sayang eh..oo.dont know when will get that piece to prac.cos we haven even think bout opus 11 pieces yet!!! ytd aftr sectional, saw zhucheng n zhuofeng. e 'Zs' meet fish,stef,drey,zw,eric,jude. we wear class tee! watched The Forgotten. a damn nice show, but only 1.5 hr. worth to watch la. but some part,suddenly tt polic officer lady flew away,so damn shocked! even zw screamed!! lol! got 3 parts shocked ppl de. sommore i sittin all e way to e corner,so e effect damn powerful. then we went to take neoprint again , yea. nvm la. v fun .tryin to figure out that machine. yea!! mskoh gettin married!! =x lol. woops. haa. last night 2am plus sleep. i cant slp man. every night. hai. but in high spirits. lol. you know. haiya.today supposed to start E maths e VERY FIRST lesson man, but cant. haiya. this laddyyyy la. haven even buy my asst. bk. i also havent buy text.bk yet. lol. now already mid-nov. dec i sure busy like mad girl!! cos everyday will start to have band,not like nov. 2 days no band. today wed -my off day! lol. latr watch 13 goin on 30. now listenin to jay qi li xiang album wor. latr might go swimming,not really swimming.play laa. with zw,jude,eric,fish,stef,drey yea. e 7 of us again. lol. all v gd swimmers. supposed to meet bere ytd.but she didnt turn up. yea.nvm lo.next time ba. sold ard 20 tics le =x so lit' gonna sell 2 to bere,1 to joel,2 to ben, n some to ms teo. yea. and some to dunearn band ppls. kk, latr new washin machine gonna be delievered to my hse. lol. holis sucks. nothing to do. miss sch.next yr!! woo! i wanna go KBOX, anyone?? LOL. so damn fun. that time i went with him. we sang for 3 hrsss!! all jay songs! also got stefanie sun. e jay song, yi fu zhi ming. we dontknow how to rap. anyhow!!! lol!! but there de drinks really sucks. then after sing already 40 plus bucks, and my mouth damn dry lol. yeah sg idol!! i wan OLINDA CHO win!!! lol. will support her though my fav idol, daphhie is out. anyway found her real friendster acct. and got to know more bout chris thru tt 8 days mag. woo hoo. swimming, HERE WE GO!! oneday, we sure go wild wild wet. haa. cool man. jus nw my dad suddenly came back hm. i thought burglar siaaa. lol. when can dye hair? havent seek permission fr my mom. zzzz

whoa,sick mannn.. dontknow when start to fall ill. hai. ytd mornin i went to my aunt's hse.my dad drove me there.then she brought me to food centre for breakfast+lunch. cos i was sick ma,so she gave me medicine to take then took a nap lor. till evenin, went out with her plus my uncle and cousin for dinner. ate curry fish head!! lol,sick still can eat all this stuffs. and satay,chickenwings. whoa,but i really no appetite so ate abit. after that went back to her house,i took a bathe. then my parents came mahh, gave her smt. then 10plus left already. my dad drove to Mobil bought ice cream. i sick sia,cant eat but i ate a bit! =x sicked cos slept damn late durin holis. zz. sat nite slept at 2 am lehh! cant slp ma. then reached hm 11 smt,took medicine then went to slp but still cant slp. woke up in e middle of night many many times. even to reply ppl sms! lol,tmr band fr 730am-11am. combine ba. then later have to meet someone for movie. must bring jacket le,later worse. hope to get better. this mornin woke up 10 smt,my dad asked me wanna go for breakfast. i sick,want stay at home so he bought breakfast for me. i eating now! no tasteee zzz.suks. hai,later must take nap again. tonight must sleep early too. hope tmr band need not fall in! lol. woo.today is selamat hari raya,wish all my friends receive lotsa green pkts! ;p tmr must pay band and section fundss. and bdn ticket if possible. i didnt even gave them my results slip! lol =x sat i didnt watch summerscent. hai. sucks.

woo. its a wonderful fri but just cant wake up. hai,for every band prac,i very punctual ever since that big,great promise to drisssss. zz. then so tired. early mornin sectionals.that mr lim, likes to scare people out of their wits. playin halfway,he will suddenly appear behind that dris and cat scream man! but i saw him already mah. he v funny guy laa. then combine. whoa. i damn blur. played on e wrong bar for few times after that i realised. he went thru die meistersinger and asked me to find out bout that piece. die,.. so hard to find. then must show to e band what i found out bout that guy. then dismissed at 1. went to meet fish up. went swimming with eric,zongwei,jude and fish. yeah. played e slide for dont know how many rounds. very funny keep bangin each other. cos we suddenly stop inside then wil hit each other. whoa, pain la. hit my leg all this. lol. that judeeeee laa. -.-" then eric v scared. zw damn funny! keep makin us laugh. then we went deep pool played some games laa. eric v funny,wear specs to e pooL! many things happened. fun la. then also got waves. we played till evening. went to change. then went to eat. later took my instru went home. so damn exhausted fr e swim. then went home. wanted to sleep so tired. but at least need use comp first. tmr no band. yeah i damn happy cos realy have to rest. yeah. yeah. so happy. my class for next year will be a great class. but still have to study hard. yeah. studies also v important.
hmm.. yeah. gonna start maths tuition soon. sort of laa. lol. thanks thanks. so damn happy.
gonna check friendster. now. hai. daph is out. so sad. .. why. will still support her as my fav idol. and chris too. i wanna go sgidol. and one of my friend has chris's hp no. but cant give out cos have to be kept private. yeah. nvm. at least i can get to know her. chris havin courses and ns services all this. yeah. goin bedoknorth concert. before that goin shop with yingz. cant wait. so long nv shop with her. aiyo. she v funny de. but so much older than me. 2 years. woo.

nothing to say. too tired. why. i somehow know what is happening. why must i felt so sad again. hai. why. he.

eh hey. so damn damn happy. never have i been so happy in my life before. went to collect results. mornin got guests at home so woke up 6 plus. meet with fish,drey,stef,zongwei,jude and eric.we ran in e rain.then i was e first one to see my results.1st thing that caught me was my OWN name cos it's so short.then i looked up,Class D,3/10.SO HAPPY+shocked that i screamed.didnt know still got 0s goin on. omg,so happy.then realised fish,stef,drey,jan,allan,dj,yol,rachel also in e same class as me.so many of my old classmates.2/9 guys got eric,chongwei n zf.woo.v happy.together we sure rock 3/10 man.hhaa.first pure stream is 3/11.ruishan,ann,ade,ahmeng,weekong all dis pro sure got in la. idiot ppl who cursed tt we wil be separated,we prove u wrong man.dontwan to say yr name siaa.hate tt tr alot. what i worry is my poa tr.what if is mdm poh? sure cant teach e class. n E & A maths tr. what if isnt ms koh? sure v upset. hai. but if she's our form & math tr,will b damn great. cos she knows most of us lol,den arrange our sitting arrangement.waha.heh,lookin v forward to 2005.might buy new uniform.then i have to be v responsible in class and all this stuffs.cos i'm a prefect once again.do well in all my subs.start early tution in mid nov worrr. =x or else really cant cope. hai,mrs lai cant teach us poa,she's leavin. geog ahh,ms beh sia.shld be i guess so. i wan homecons siaaa.lol. my option dont have.in this class,it will be a v big competition,competing against the good ones. trying to succeed in everything i can. now i realised why studies comes first. juscant wait for sch to reopen. 2 more months to go. whoaa. wore class tee yesterday,so nice lol.then went bp plaza dine at mos burger but really cant eat cos too happy for words and stomach lol. before that went to take neoprints with fish stef drey again.we wrote 3/10 2005 lol. kk,very happy.. but still have to buck up yea. hmm. and eng standard for sec 3 quite high. so must speak fluently kk .lol.. at night told my mom bout my results ,even told my korrr.lol. then i told my mom have to deal with lotsa stuffs,so start revision earlier lor. at 10plus then eat my dinner. can consider supper. watch summerscent. then jurassic park. then went to sleep. quite tired too. my y.bro went to his friends hse celebrate deepavali. lol. kor sleeping. later might go buy some assessment books to work on. the earlier the better it would be. anyway yingz gonna be my A maths "tutor" liao,haa. she say can help me out. yeah. yesterday was the first day in my life so happy.so much for my happy ending. ;p ;) xP

woo lala.tmr will know the results yeah. heard that got 2 class D. yeah. quite excited . yeah. hmm. quite tired. today mornin meet up with audris. lol =x we go swimming together neh! first time. =x sommore she so much older than me i can get along well with her considered v v good liao. haha. hmm. then aiya. she swam a lot of laps. zz. siao. i nv swim laps. swim e other way round,blocked ppl. lol.then i saw drey stef fish. so i joined them. actualy supposed to meet them de la.. we play the slide alot of times,keep on screamin lol. alot of ppl la. then we had a lot of fun. e sun was very blaring so cool. then 11 smt go changed .paiseh. i pang seh dris siaaaa... =x damn exhausted. ate at that place with dris. later went back sch. cant even walk!! so tired. then band prac starts lor. mr lim so late then arrived. at 2pm. so prac among ourselves. but trumpet sect. clear and keep SCORES, LOL. aiyo. must buy new band file. must pay band fund and sect fund. yeah!! AUDRIS GOING PARIS NEXT THURS . damn happy . yeah. no need see her in band. but gonna miss her laughter man. =x lol. aiyahl jokin only. she damn crazy durin combined. keep on laughin =x over e euphonium section. already so poor thing. jus cos anyu's hiccup lol. then charles and chingyee. so damn funny actually. then mr lim asked why anyu not playin. LOL> aiyo. my senior all crazy sia. suddenly missed jeryln..she not playin for opus,hope she will go. she always got e patient to teach me lor. hai... then she v good,nv scold de. also laugh v loud. kewei alsoo.. lionel is so damn funny de lor. always make me and cat laugh. today cat v funny. she felt asleep in band!! then dris joseph also saw .. me too. keep laughin secretly. she v paiseh lol =x lol. haa too tired mahh.. hmmm. then miss bedoknorth ppl!!!heard that e 4 sec 2s, shermaine,jiaxing,bettina and clare goin same class next yr . omg, so coincidence. missed fitri's jokes. eric too. missed asmah's seriousness. haha. fun bunch and big gp of ppl. and also that SHUAI ge, CHRIS . lol. he conduct well de worrr.. and hafidz;... lol. v funny guy. transferrr section to trombone. owooo. talk so much bout band. malaysia band exchange plus bedoknorth comin up. cant wait to see them. lol. mr lim asked regent organised like sentosa trip for tt msia band lol. damn funny. yeah. we r e host again i guessed so. ;p
i wanna go rest early. tmr get posting class liao. audris got crush on someone fr bdn liao. lol =x uh oh.

woke up many times in e early mornin yeah. sat n sun most boring. cos no band. lol. woke up at 10 ,watched my fav shows. yea. that champs wise up to money. pretty interesting laa. nobody at home on sundays, always me. cos i woke up late. y.bro went for akido class at tanglin community club,same as my uncle but different class.he orange belt liao. my cousins last time also got joined. lol. even my 4th aunt and uncle also. my family's style la. later dad will buy lunch back for me. this wed collect class posting, pretty fast. then still hve to work on sec 1s orientation posterssss. zz. whoa. i wanna watch movie on wed liao. either that korean 4 stars rating or the doll master. waiting for the new movie the forgotten. oh ya. then drey lendin me 13 goin on 30. then whitechicks. woo. -.-" actually i preferred watch at home. lol. kk,those ppl who browse through my diary, class photos are out for e party ..

long time never online cos been very busy too. too busy to contact with whatever people.seldom sms too. and to me,hp sucks. ytd steven drove me home. on e way mah. with joe and ms tan. later watching summerscent. today slept whole day. saturday and wed are e only days which i can really rest a lot. no band,of cos. but still have to look through scores, esp Bravo Brass,American salute.. 11 pieces lehh!! will die. dontknow what to say. hai. i want to earn money siaaaa.. haiyo. lookin very forward to a very new 2005 for me. where my character attitude everything will change. sec3s are always like that. hope for e better la, and then new friends, sad to say this. just hope i will do my very best for all e sub. esp sci. need to study sooner or later for sec 3s la.. go through books lo. yeah. zzz. just somehow realised that band really very fun la. but hate drills damn much. and loves combine. hate sectional but can slack. likes P T too. can run. =x lol. really loves sports. during holis am goin to start on a book where i can paste all my fav stuffs only in that particular bk like e sg idols. olinda cho and daphne khoo rock. syl sucks la .zzz. just somehow suddenly dont like him but he quite cool. cos he's a total flirt. zz. is a rumour actually. hates leandra too. singaporeidol rocks la.. i want to go their concert !!!!! chris is also 1 of my fav. ueah. realy cant wait for opus II. can wear band Uniform again but hate e vest. i want to clog shoes lol! looks v mature. lol. need polish boots -.-" need style hair -.-" ask aaron help me style lol. alot of things just cant wait. showed my results to my mommy liao. hai,never say anything jst asked me show to my dad. so sad. failed science but e course which i want , e criteria is have to pass sci in order to take Bio but i takin POA. hope will be fun. hai. miss mrs lai. next year cant get to see her. and very touched she gave me a gift ;p but right now so busy cant get out to see the world so cant get her anything at that moment. today very awaked. got classtee le, rather nice lor. ms tan asked me to show to her. yeah. hmmm. am goin to wear it on wed. yah.

woke up very early de,around 6 smt. very used to it already. then went back to sleep and woke up at 10am. initially meet bere but she cant. so meet her tmr or thu. then prepared my own breakfast lor, watched tv programmes. then went to sch,what else? band prac, sectional till 3 de,who knows ?? mr lim didnt turn up. band major said he busy studying. lol -..- ! should be got combine de. then 4 plus dismiss. went to fish's house. cos think rather boringg. planning to do what tmr. in e end we decided not to go anywhere. thursday collecting class tee due to e delay. or else tmr can collect le. hai. sommore big sum of money, $364 is with me now. must keep properly and safely. tmr stay at home. might be goin library borrow bks to keep me away from boredom and death. thurs band prac fr 1230-530. haiyo. opus is on e way,syf too. zzz. later watchin the champions. then normal sleepin time 12 plus lor. ......................* sad*

mornin punctual for band. many ppl v happy of cos,can see me. then combine lor. quite fun la. cos learnt 3 new things, Open Throat, "X-Men" and e national anthem thingy. yeah. go through a bit of LegendFromYao n American Riversongs. later orientation thingy i went early. saw mrs lai,so talked to her awhile la. then wanted to meet rs but she got meeting. went for lunch with Fish at Double-11 then bought food for my bro. later went hm sleep till late noon. then eat dinner. holidays are so boring.nothing better else to do. wed collecting class tee. yeah,am lookin very forward to it. hopefully it turns out nice with our own personalised name, yeah. later got the champions. at night going to watch my very first episode of the dontknow wishing stars korean de. i want to watch from e very first to e end. and summerscent too. now at episode 13. hai. low spirits recently. actually everyday la. tmr band. fr 1230 to evening i guessed so. preparing a lot for opus and at e same time SYF 2005. hai. next year sec 3. sucks. sucks. cant see my fav tr. cant teach me maths. maths sure drop. haiz. my life sucks. those good trs. really should cherish them before they leaving us. sure cant get into good class. hai. i aimin for class D. my percentage so low. sucks. i want go POA n maths class. hai. life without maths

woohoo. fri night slept so late cos of dey all. watch so many stupid shows and so boring that i cant tahan so went to slp at 12am.and then mornin i wokeup early for band,650am lol.saw zm,khiang n my bro slping together! LOL =x shh..yea,dey stayin overnight again too.dey went to watch midnight movie and i record summerscent later can watch with dey all.so fun.but 3 am plus then reach home lehh.kee siao! while waiting i guess will clear my bks.write long journal,listen to sadsongs,look at 2/5 pics..hai.n then during band ahh.combine with mr lim. quite fun la. was v nervous for the Fernado in Abba Gold. duet parts with dris. aiyo,dontknow how to vibrate man.hai. sectional need to work on my double tonguing.so suks. Ta-ka-Ta-Ka..so hard lehh.but i improvin abit la.keep on repeating till confused liao.then evening took nap only an hr,bro woke me up.took taxi to my aunt's place for dinner and also my little cousin's bday. yeah. aiyo,what to do.they all so young.must play with them very childish games so i joined them lor,like that "what is e time mr wolf" lol,at least had some fun. reached hm 10. start to use comp. nth to do mahh.update many things eg.photos. blog!! hai. update ppl on opus concert. what to do laterrrr. aiyo. boring. tmr sunday nth to do. mon got band. shiiittttttt. -.-" so fast collect results. bdn concert 3rd dec,on e way.have not bought tic sia. classtee also on e way. need to update a lot of ppl bout that. hai. i miss my class. 2-5. 2-5 2-5 ..hai.very sad. hai.dont know if i should go for prefect's camp./ so boringggggazzzzz.that day sure got band prac./ hai. yeah.! so happy!! no need see my trumpet tutor!! LOL!! =x woops. cos she not free on week days to come down to our sch. shiokibaby. lol. omgomg. my fav quote. dont say!! DONTT SAY. lol listening to jay's songs now. needa do some work later on. dontknow ahhhhhhh

wOo!! so sad+happy. sad 'cos next yr gonna be in diff class. happy 'cos last day of sch. mornin didnt do duty,went to classrm leave all our food there. n then after mornin assembly,drey n i went to sch gate waited for my kor to arrive cos i forgotten to bring along 2 bot of drinks. so careless of me. n then waited for bout 15 mins,saw many late comers. and they just told us they in which sec when we didnt even asked them! so funny. so we allowed them in. latr kena caught by ms cheong,faster hide under the bushes. lol,mrs eswaran saw us. but didnt get into any trouble. n then went to hall sitted at the corner. then mdm fazelah wrote on a paper "dont shout when ann goes up!" lol,so we jus clapped v loud n today last day,give her face. later went back to class play Uno with class guys,played for ard 30 mins. ytd that Uno game lasted for 1h 15mins!!! cos we keep on sabo ppl,dont let that game that game. n then homecons lesson,secretly go prepare water bombs. luckily ms sng dont know. later i went to help mrs ng in food lab and sewin rm. n then contact time,mdm fazelah talked bout us,each n every1. quite sad+touchin. wanna cry out de.hai. n then took class photos. glad tt we took for e first time whole class.usually is the girls. n then went to collect pizza at general office. later went canteen prepare. got so much food.we even took photos of the food. then had fun lor.whole class ma. including ms koh. i even had to go staff rm bring her down. !@#$$^ lol, n then she gave us chocolates each and gave out certs. haa, helped her give out. n then fed her noodles !! lol,forced her to eat la!! LOL! got take photo of that. i'm so horrible right? she v paiseh. haa =x then when eating halfway through,start to bomb water liao. bomb here and there. i aimed ms koh many times man. she wet!! =x but luckily she aint angry,that's great. many trs nv turn up. seems that ms koh v responsible uh? and then i v v wet lor, cos every1 aim me. ms koh played with e pizza man,smashed onto my face. do u know how dirty it was. urghh. then my tee also have. so wet liao. too fun haa. later larry neo came and scold . so we cleaned up. left with few titbits n noodles. e rest finish. so e guys brought back. wanted to go stagmont and play water bombs de, but some girls dont want. so didnt. ms koh changed top!! lol. then she v funny just wore a cardigan. lol!!! so funny cos she didnt bring extra top mahh. e rest went to lot1. i went for band cos mr hector tan saw me not in band man. later durin band, kena lectured by ms beh. talk and talk lor,promised must try to go band MORe often la. every sat i sure late. but tmr is e last sat which i have to wake up at 6 am plus. woo. a fun day today. so wet. in band, my hair got PIZZA SMELL!!! so smelly !!! together we spent, $80 plus on class fund. class tee we collected $400 plus liao bahh. errr,stil gt 2 trs havent pay,v hard to get $$ fr them. i try to come up with $ pay for a tr first lor. we'll be wearin that tee on 10 nov together. ya. when i went hm,saw zhaoming n khiang at my hse. dey stayin over. die, so noisy tonight but v v fun. haha. dont need to sleep liao. hai, but i so tired. afraid cant go class D. hai. hai. very sad.

woo! we were totally nutcase gone crazy yea. got back our results for all.hmm,got 4 As. can say i'm satisfied. at least i got A for maths, though would be lower.thanks mskoh! then ms koh's lesson,we took class girls photos dontknow how many of them,and with ms koh too. yeah.totally too on.guys were playing cards so we dont bother bout them but managed to take a pic with weekong! the smartest guy in class! haa,he playin chess neh. then we have many many funny poses,1 of them is flying on air. jump up and is like flying.so damn funny,. we stood on chairs,ms chin still said 'be careful girls' and let us stand so high. she damn funny,sitting alone,smiling and smiling to herself only. caught a video of her. then we took sgidol photos. i mean being the judgers. lol,tt drey so funny,was ken. haa,then too crazy. i played the bday song using my baby cornet. so cool. err. stopped halfway,spoilt the atmostphere. hey, i side read lehh,didnt even prac before man. this mornin then received the score from adeline. stopped at tt stupid TOP G !!! i didnt warm up!! thats why i didnt continue. ahh. and then err,rather nervous la. if i cant even perform well in front of friends,then wad bout the OPUS concert itself,where there will be so many audience?? and then i playin duet parts for Fernado with catherine yeah.hope need not stand up n play. aiyo,need to train myself to be able to play in front of friends lehh. as what mr lim said,he used to play in front of trs,showin his talent. a bit thick-skinned. that's how i should improve yeah. didnt complete e song,so went 4th level with drey,stef,fish to complete the whole piece.glad that i did reach the G. err yeah/ now i only can reach Top A. i want to prac harder to reach TOP C. that would be so cool man. next yr sec 3,cant lose out. then i got band. mr lim didnt come so we sectionals till 5. dismissed at 530. later went to lot 1 meet up with fish,stef n drey. wanted to go to the rooftop de but got security guard. too dangerous man. then i go buy sushi. too hungry. later walked fr lot 1 to my hse man. on e way,saw mr thomas tan and his wife ?? eh?? yeah, wife so pretty and young. so i smiled at him. at yew tee saw mdm pang,so i greet her even though she dont knows me. later at traffic light saw steven. lol. chat with him all e way till yew tee. he told me he leavin soon and then we exchanged contact no. lor. he asked me if i'm a local?? !!-.-"" wanna faint man. haiyo,we not performing for arts festival cos focussin on opus more important. hai. got prefect camp neh. dont wanna go lehh,no close friends there. and then dont know when i meeting the designer again to collect the tee. only ziyao paid that amt of $. so responsible. no chalet again, we tried twice liao. maybe potluck party on comin fri ?? no idea. tmr might go watch the grudge. yeah. with stef's sis and friends,drey,fish... maybe ask bere wanna watch yeah or janice dey all. the more the merrier yeah. hai. now still so sad over many things. i may not show it out .. hai. today got in trouble lol. me,fish,stef n drey chased after joshua fr canteen to library. and then went in quietly,wanted to go out i kicked the door so hard that tt librarian asked me come back. we ran all e way out to 2nd level hide la. damn funny. then pris wanna play catchin with me. haiyo,so childish. n then i go ard askin ppl the superman fly thingy n hit their head damn hard. woo. cool game. e inventor is really cool at this man. ahh hell. tmr arts festival that stupid art thingy. i wont bring paintbrush de. too childish.. wear hse tee? zzszzzzzzzzzz

yoZ, so long didnt update cos my bros chiong that stpid game. now at fishy's hse. yea, hmm. yesterday reached home 3pm aftr entreprenur club meeting cos of e donation bks. ya, then went home bathe,changed n meet dor at cck station. took lrt to bukitpanjang meet ms koh ya. we reached earlier de but didnt went to cab stand meet her cos i knew she sure late. but she wasnt ya.at 450 took cab there. wanted to pay but ms koh dont allow. that driver so dao man!! reached there exactly 515. at first i tot i wld be sittin alone cos ms koh said trs sit in front. lucky me,guests sitted right side. found 2 places.not a gd view actually. wanted to sit all e way in front ya. the speech by the professor was not a bad one,except that i dont understand. for 3 times ms koh had been explainin to me wad is PRUDENCE award lol. she keep on talkin to me lol. guess she's lonely. luckily i went. haa. wo me,u will be bored to death. all i can do is smile back at her cos cant talk so loud. i cant whisper de. ya. then dor went up stage,quite calm. we clapped so loud for her man,. ya. many gd schs like raffles,river valley ya. most of them nt handsome. not like him.u-know-who. haa. but dey got brain de. jus like *ahem*. latr went for e buffet. so many ppl. no mood eat,not hungry. so cold tt hair stand. shook hands with those professors from american ya. Big hands. ha. then ms koh went to meet him. so shuai,so shuai so SHUAI!! i so stun n shocked faster go le. went to wisma atria. walk walk. went to lot1 for dessert n then bot him bday present. ya. smsed him but no reply. so sad. but i not interested in him la,dont worry. someone jealous le bah. =x reached home 930. too tired. ya. then watched the champions a bit. went to slp at 11pm. so damn tired that don wan go sch de. ya

woo! mornin daddy woke me up.so lazy go sch. zzz. then dad say wanna slp,so go sch myself. meet fish at yew tee. saw tina n her friens.then i walked so fast tt fish nearly cant catch up. ms koh smsed me asked me give out e certs for AMC. ya. so last min. i wasnt prepared. so shy,stand in front of every1. mdm fazelah smiled at me. kee siao! lol. then wanted to give out e maths certs but cos nt enough time liao,so tmr. so last min. ms tan also asked me help her giv out. tmr morning.ya. so tired when i stand in front. tmr grad. night,chosen to help out-either usher or give out report bks. ya. so go band a while maybe i guessed. sat band too. needa design the class tee later. then sat asked e designer go our sch meet him. called him up in sch jus now mahh. mrs sim so good, gave me 3 mks to pass. i told her 'thanks ahh'.my art 83!!! so damn hapi that i jumped for joy and tapped on mr kamar's shoulder. lol,i was too crazy tt i told every1 my mks. ya. next eng lesson mrseow allowed us to watch horror movies. so gd. ms koh dont even allow horror. we sure scream our lungs out. haa. so fun. tmr sci lesson mrs sim wanna teach acids n alkaline. die,so boring. jus nw p.e we played class soccer n then captain ball. then i played water with our class girls. all keep screaming. so fun. all wet but fun. after music,me fish n drey changed our shirt in class,nv lock e door. lol. ya.now exams over. later i wanna watch champions and sgidol!!

last night slept at 10 plus.cant slp and then woke up at 2am msg ppl man. hai hai. then woke up at 7am. then try to slp till 8am, joel smsed me liao. then 9 plus woken up. 12pm meet them. got 10 of us. yeh,we took train there. quite fast though. n then stopped at palawan beach. changed already,jumped into e water. haa,e fresh saltwater. i hate it so much. wished it's just naturalwater. n then crossed e bridge went to e other island play 'Police Story' jus renovated quite nice mahh. lol. so funny too cos 3 storeys kind. n then go e other side of e water. i love that area,its v calm cos near dolphin lagoon, no waves, very very clear clean water BUt got microscopic creatures,quite dangerous though. yeh,n then ate some food. bought volleyball,play with it. so damn fun. e sun was not strong enough. played fresbee too. yeh. so fun. but tired. at 5 plus went to change. took e sentosa tram,talked to e china tourist. they talked so fast yeh. n then went to harbour front shopping centre for mac meals and played at e arcade. keep on screamin man. cos that game too fun. we played for few rounds. haaa. so dam funny screamed too loud over nothing too. happy but tired. actually my daddy fetchin my bro n i back. so me,bere,leen,drey n bro waited mahh in e end my dad said busy. so took train home. jude,stef n fish already left. in e train had fun lor. n then bad news, told bere her math results. she quite sad but i told her not to do anything to harm herself. hope she wont yeah. jus smsed her. hai,so worried for her. that day already cried over streaming. now what? I DONT WANT TO GO SCH TMR!!!!!!!!!!! tmr get back so many results. i dont wish to know how badly i did. hai, very sad for maths. paper 1 ms koh said many ppl didnt do well. i damn sad now. how/ so tired. so SAD . SAD SAD SAD . i jus got e news became so sad. how to go sch tmr. DIEEEEEE. why maths so difficult....... HAI zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz (WILL update e sentosa pics,didnt take in sea cos ma fan)

yesterday went fish hse watched movies. her daddy cooked lunch+dinna for me lol. great cooker! haa. n then went limbang to buy stationary. went hm,bathe,ate dinner,watched tv. started to call peeps out for tmr's trip ye. how cool would it be! but rather tired. then watch bit of summerscent,e rest i recorded it down cos i want to sleep already. conference wif ben n bere. rather sad. cried out. felt relax then. cos of so many things tt had been happenin ard. esp streamin. later retain how. maths already scored so little liao. so fed up. i always aim to score high ever since ms koh was my math tr. i must say tt she gave me confidence to achieve for e best. last yr was ms chew even though every1 passed,but i'm nt happy with my results cos i always score v low. n then this yr,it was a great change that made me hav e super interest in math. i needa thank a lot of ppl who have been helping me to cope through. first is of cos, ms koh. secondly is mrs lai. but she's leavin soon. hai.that's v sad. those gd trs will always have to leave de. why ? n then left wif bad trs. zz. ok,cheer up. tmr goin sentosa with so many ppl. maybe reachin 20 ppl ? what should i cook ?? ahh..

history paper was so diff. do halfway and then take a nap then go back to do paper lol. drey saw too. haa, and then went hm changed chiong to orchard, watch oujia board. lousy boring show lol. not so eerie i supposed. but e eyes damn big. stupid stupid. bere n drey v v scared keep on moving closer to me,as if i'm their bf . so funny. lol,not so scary no fun. i didn even scream. then went arcade keep on screamin cos we play racing cars. bere so tyco got 1st man. went far east plaza n heeren too. took neoprints. went lot 1 n then went fish's hse watch sgidol and scan in pics. later went home for dinner so tired now. hai hai. tmr band . die die so tired. tmr sure late. maybe not goin band. depends on myself. so long didnt touch my instru sure die die. 1 more week to arts festival .we are performing. yeh. slp slp slp. nw using my kor's acct login. haa. he went sentosa stay/ zzz. missed him lol. monday goin out. how how. so lazy nowww.

many many days didnt online (actually not a lot,haa) hmm,today maths paper. finally. last 2 more papers to go. for maths, what to say. yesterday spent e whole nn in sch studyin (but also had fun) till 630pm n then ms koh was there to guide us(thnx) and sent us hm. also played bball so perspiring till what man! lol,n then played black magic with ms koh. so stupid haa. everytime exams,i dont do well.maths paper was so hard,cant believe it. last 5 mins i havent complete 4 or more sums worth 11 mks for paper2! v v dissappointed but i told myself,since its ok.forget it cant change everything. went lot 1 with f,d n s. saw bere,leen & milo. so together we went to let's eat for lunch n then took neoprints. the original is with me,havent scan in yet. went hm,slp till 5 plus.and i have a v weird dream bout jus now that maths exam. maybe too stress i dontknow. talk to leen on e phone v long for e first time. n then bere called me but i'm studyin lit' so hang up. she asked me call in conference also includes him. jus now i adviced zongwei! haiyo,he ahh.. i v tired nowadays dont know why. lack of sleep? later study abit of history luckily i gt spare hist bk at hm cos my bks kena confiscated. so sad, so sad. so sad. why why why./ canttttt/ =(

lit! so damn easy. completed with half an hr then sleep but cant sleep. in my mind,maths keep coming n coming to lurl me. only last 15 mins slept. e walkabout bk luckily i nv study, others studied so much nth came out. jus e 7 stages. haa.tmr history is e last paper. this week flies pretty fast. just now stayed in sch photo takin for prefects. we at ground level,mr nonis went to 2nd level took our photos. can pose la ;p quite unique way . and yea. tmr goin out. of cos. actually dowan go out . only after persuation fr bere lor. cos of him .. haiyo ooo . tmr also got band,not goin of cos. goin watch e Ouijia board but but ..later eileen and milo dowan how how. dey not active de no fun fun fun. zzzzzz. dead bored at hm. still nid study hist. tonight i dowanna sleep. try to stay awake whole day bahhh. tmr jordan bday.. ye,happy bday. later sms him at 1200am. =)

ytd mr peh sent me,drey and fish home. he so good, drove past steffy and then we opened e windows shouted at her lol! and whichever regenites we saw,we just shout!! lol~ mr peh so good. he must have earn a handsome sum of money in regent uh. haa,forgot to give him tips today.recently so damn tired and sad. so i dont wan to reply anyone who msg me. very very sad but i only reply to him. i dont know. he brightens up my whole day with jus a single msg.last night slept so late just to prepare e ingredients for next day cooking test. much to my dissappointment,did so badly. and cos of homecon preparation,i didnt do duty. =x sci lesson discussed with milo e end-of-yr paper to do. then went to washrm with fish,on e way saw ms koh lookin out of dono wher. she seems lost. later chi lesson ms chai allowed us to listen to JJ's songs,so weird but all of us were busy studyin for sci & maths. then maths lesson,only discussed a bit fr test papers. haven do finish Unity sec paper2. rather hard+challengin unlike Rgt paper. and then didnt take recess or breakfast man. have to lock up e door but ms koh's in e rm,waited for her then locked lor. after that straight away go 2 food lab prepare. was rather sweet for e decoration but inside is jus like ok,abit too blend though as wad some trs comment. 3 trs comment on this. rather sad+dissappointed actually still wanna give ppl eat but threw e whole thing away instead. didnt let my mum or bros try lor. went hm sad+angry with myself.expected to be better than e 1st time but it turned out e other way round. how could it be.. saw my results,6 n 6. still got e paper itself. mon sci paper,got to buck up,go to a gd class.yeh. will sure separated fr friends. tmr there's history supp lesson. mr see tho so good,arranged so many extra lessons for us. if all of us score high,must say a big thank to him!ytd till today,my right hand keep trembling cos played too much of badminton,really. stretch my muscles too much liao. wanna slp liao. tonight study till crazy

in class so bored thou exams r so near. chi we did nth but reprimanded by ms cheong maylan. n then our sittin arrangement all changed le,i sit in front. maths test on chpt 12. didn really study i must admit. so ..so..sure many mistakes. yeah. i cant even do maths end-of-yr '02 papers..hai. sci lesson mrs sim recap many old chpts which we still dont get it & rather blur. n then 29 tt gp of boys came to our class inform no maths remedial.that was too late cos mr seetho ..long story. mr seetho was late 4 lesson again so drey & i went to staff lounge find him,i knew he'll b there,he was typing. lol!! and i knocked on e door for twice and then he faster run,so funny!!! in class he jumped up to pull down e OHP screen and then all e girls clapped for him. he blushed. lol!! hist quite interesting,i like e maria tt riots. so stupid.jus 'cos of tt girl must start riots bw 2 countries. got 2 brush up a lot on hist. ahh.actually wanna go watched POlice Story,but next time slot was 415. intended 2 catch it earlier but didnt n catch White Chicks but last min dey nt aggreeable. hai. dey wanted 2 catch it tmr aftr last paper at 1145am n then last min tell me dowan le. instead goo... some other places lor. need to save 30 plus for ppl's presentssss.tmr english paper,work extra hard for compo,letter writing or report and of cos paper A n B sure v hard !!

in class so bored thou exams r so near. chi we did nth but reprimanded by ms cheong maylan. n then our sittin arrangement all changed le,i sit in front. maths test on chpt 12. didn really study i must admit. so ..so..sure many mistakes. yeah. i cant even do maths end-of-yr '02 papers..hai. sci lesson mrs sim recap many old chpts which we still dont get it & rather blur. n then 29 tt gp of boys came to our class inform no maths remedial.that was too late cos mr seetho ..long story. mr seetho was late 4 lesson again so drey & i went to staff lounge find him,i knew he'll b there,he was typing. lol!! and i knocked on e door for twice and then he faster run,so funny!!! in class he jumped up to pull down e OHP screen and then all e girls clapped for him. he blushed. lol!! hist quite interesting,i like e maria tt riots. so stupid.jus 'cos of tt girl must start riots bw 2 countries. got 2 brush up a lot on hist. ahh.actually wanna go watched POlice Story,but next time slot was 415. intended 2 catch it earlier but didnt n catch White Chicks but last min dey nt aggreeable. hai. dey wanted 2 catch it tmr aftr last paper at 1145am n then last min tell me dowan le. instead goo... some other places lor. need to save 30 plus for ppl's presentssss.tmr english paper,work extra hard for compo,letter writing or report and of cos paper A n B sure v hard !!

in class so bored thou exams r so near. chi we did nth but reprimanded by ms cheong maylan. n then our sittin arrangement all changed le,i sit in front. maths test on chpt 12. didn really study i must admit. so ..so..sure many mistakes. yeah. i cant even do maths end-of-yr '02 papers..hai. sci lesson mrs sim recap many old chpts which we still dont get it & rather blur. n then 29 tt gp of boys came to our class inform no maths remedial.that was too late cos mr seetho ..long story. mr seetho was late 4 lesson again so drey & i went to staff lounge find him,i knew he'll b there,he was typing. lol!! and i knocked on e door for twice and then he faster run,so funny!!! in class he jumped up to pull down e OHP screen and then all e girls clapped for him. he blushed. lol!! hist quite interesting,i like e maria tt riots. so stupid.jus 'cos of tt girl must start riots bw 2 countries. got 2 brush up a lot on hist. ahh.actually wanna go watched POlice Story,but next time slot was 415. intended 2 catch it earlier but didnt n catch White Chicks but last min dey nt aggreeable. hai. dey wanted 2 catch it tmr aftr last paper at 1145am n then last min tell me dowan le. instead goo... some other places lor. need to save 30 plus for ppl's presentssss.tmr english paper,work extra hard for compo,letter writing or report and of cos paper A n B sure v hard !!

in class so bored thou exams r so near. chi we did nth but reprimanded by ms cheong maylan. n then our sittin arrangement all changed le,i sit in front. maths test on chpt 12. didn really study i must admit. so ..so..sure many mistakes. yeah. i cant even do maths end-of-yr '02 papers..hai. sci lesson mrs sim recap many old chpts which we still dont get it & rather blur. n then 29 tt gp of boys came to our class inform no maths remedial.that was too late cos mr seetho ..long story. mr seetho was late 4 lesson again so drey & i went to staff lounge find him,i knew he'll b there,he was typing. lol!! and i knocked on e door for twice and then he faster run,so funny!!! in class he jumped up to pull down e OHP screen and then all e girls clapped for him. he blushed. lol!! hist quite interesting,i like e maria tt riots. so stupid.jus 'cos of tt girl must start riots bw 2 countries. got 2 brush up a lot on hist. ahh.actually wanna go watched POlice Story,but next time slot was 415. intended 2 catch it earlier but didnt n catch White Chicks but last min dey nt aggreeable. hai. dey wanted 2 catch it tmr aftr last paper at 1145am n then last min tell me dowan le. instead goo... some other places lor. need to save 30 plus for ppl's presentssss.tmr english paper,work extra hard for compo,letter writing or report and of cos paper A n B sure v hard !!

in class so bored thou exams r so near. chi we did nth but reprimanded by ms cheong maylan. n then our sittin arrangement all changed le,i sit in front. maths test on chpt 12. didn really study i must admit. so ..so..sure many mistakes. yeah. i cant even do maths end-of-yr '02 papers..hai. sci lesson mrs sim recap many old chpts which we still dont get it & rather blur. n then 29 tt gp of boys came to our class inform no maths remedial.that was too late cos mr seetho ..long story. mr seetho was late 4 lesson again so drey & i went to staff lounge find him,i knew he'll b there,he was typing. lol!! and i knocked on e door for twice and then he faster run,so funny!!! in class he jumped up to pull down e OHP screen and then all e girls clapped for him. he blushed. lol!! hist quite interesting,i like e maria tt riots. so stupid.jus 'cos of tt girl must start riots bw 2 countries. got 2 brush up a lot on hist. ahh.actually wanna go watched POlice Story,but next time slot was 415. intended 2 catch it earlier but didnt n catch White Chicks but last min dey nt aggreeable. hai. dey wanted 2 catch it tmr aftr last paper at 1145am n then last min tell me dowan le. instead goo... some other places lor. need to save 30 plus for ppl's presentssss.tmr english paper,work extra hard for compo,letter writing or report and of cos paper A n B sure v hard !!

in class so bored thou exams r so near. chi we did nth but reprimanded by ms cheong maylan. n then our sittin arrangement all changed le,i sit in front. maths test on chpt 12. didn really study i must admit. so ..so..sure many mistakes. yeah. i cant even do maths end-of-yr '02 papers..hai. sci lesson mrs sim recap many old chpts which we still dont get it & rather blur. n then 29 tt gp of boys came to our class inform no maths remedial.that was too late cos mr seetho ..long story. mr seetho was late 4 lesson again so drey & i went to staff lounge find him,i knew he'll b there,he was typing. lol!! and i knocked on e door for twice and then he faster run,so funny!!! in class he jumped up to pull down e OHP screen and then all e girls clapped for him. he blushed. lol!! hist quite interesting,i like e maria tt riots. so stupid.jus 'cos of tt girl must start riots bw 2 countries. got 2 brush up a lot on hist. ahh.actually wanna go watched POlice Story,but next time slot was 415. intended 2 catch it earlier but didnt n catch White Chicks but last min dey nt aggreeable. hai. dey wanted 2 catch it tmr aftr last paper at 1145am n then last min tell me dowan le. instead goo... some other places lor. need to save 30 plus for ppl's presentssss.tmr english paper,work extra hard for compo,letter writing or report and of cos paper A n B sure v hard !!

tody eng paper.was alright. and then went to catch e movie,New Police Story at 1.45pm. fish,drey and i went in ard 1.30pm liao. lol!! and we laughed our way to our seats cos there's no one. it was empty!! lol!! and then keep laffin and screamin. and guessed what? later bere & leen came in!! so coincidence!!! so dey changed seats,sat with us. and then zw,jor & xr too.they were rather shocked to see us. and then saw aileen,kexin tt sec 2/2 girls. whoa,so coincidence. rather nice show. very touching wanna cry but keep on laughing. lol. and we laughed rather loud ba. i really liked DANIEL Wu!!! he's so shuai yet a bad guy. whoa, i really admired the film director, so much hard work on this,and not only that also e shopping centres,factories ..all bombed and destroyed. and jackie chan's gf so pretty! haa. very adventurous,comedy.. hmm. and then we walked walked,went home with bere. in e bus we keep on talkin bout him.. hai.i very sad. reached home and then i chatted with him lor..later he went to sleep le. then revised some of e subs and rearranged all my ws,did homecons folio. 3/4 completed. still have art exam to chiong. havent do finish cos i cant draw that trumpet. hai how. cant find bks on that too. what makes me happy? i dontknow.. and then received mrs lai sms,askin how i m. she's so concerned. there are only few ppl who cares for me. i wanna buck up on sci. didnt even go thru e green option form with my parents cos hai.. decide myself. i want to do well in all e sub. really very sad ..listening to summerscent song dont know e title,now

sat morning got history supp. mr see tho so good,organised so many supp. lessons for our class. drey,fish,stef,tina,minyi and i went for breakfast together and we were bout 10 mins late for lesson. guess what?? passed by e canteen and saw our class girls all there. lol!! went to class and saw all e guys present except most of e girls. haa. and then mr seetho said he saw chowsheng at bukitpanjang 5 mins before lesson starts strolling lol!! then had history source based qns test,quite thrilling and easy i supposed. each of e qns i took bout 6-7 lines man!! last qns my hand v pain so scribble. didnt silent my hp and it rings!!! lol. a lot of ppl heard that la,i quickly engage e line and e fellow who called was mdm faz -.- then went lot 1 for lunch and then went fish's hse study maths. after that played badminton and then went home ard 5. wanted to play basketball in e evening but too lazy so slp fr 6 to 1030pm! loL!! and watched my fav show, summerscent!! but lasted only 1hr15mins. then watched a bit of e next korea show quite nice though but very hilarious. went to slp at 1 plus. mom went ktv till 330am ki siao liao. today woke up quite early 8 plus but went back to slp till 9 plus and watched my fav show. aftr that dad bought Awfully Chocolate cake home. my fav!!!!! so damn nice and then went out for lunch. back now but later goin out again at 3 plus. what a busy day. initially zw asked me go study with 29 guys but sure cant study de jus like tat time at causeway library with ms koh. e guys didnt study.. tues english paper!! goshhhh!!!! tmr maths test!!

what a day. didn have p.E cos phua nt ard. as for shakila lesson we played catching with her out of class lol. and eng lessn mr seow talked so much,likes to sabotage ppl. zZz. sci lesson,mrs sim was angry with us cos we didnt greet her. lol! n then durin her lesson i did chi revision. and after school looked for 2 trs,talked to them lor. e 1st tr very gd,gave me a lot of advices and encourages me to study hard for exams cos i didnt do so. i jus cant concentrate. and then ms koh drove me back home but reverse back to yew tee cos meetin frds for study.thnx koh! in e end also didnt study and we went to e cDaC. play and play there. i cant study in e noon. only have to burn midnight oil. sleeping at 3 or 4 am thats all i can say cos i have lots to study. have to study the letter writing format,words meanings,sentence forming .. see. i hope i can fulfill her expectations for me.jus hope so. tmr aftr oral(1pm) we will be goin to lot1 ntUc buy ingredients to bake our own food. am baking choco banana cake. dont really need to buy a lot of ingred. cos got some already. ye. and goin to fishhy's hse bake. i wont ever forget e mid-atumn fest cos is where i first said the Pledge in front of e whole sch perfectly and e class gathering at night. and wed,where i was hurt deeply by mdm fazelah. she didnt give me anymore face. i was very hurt. hai. and that day onwards i didnt even look/talk or greet her. i wont forgive myself.. for causing so much trouble. but did i ever change as what mrs sim said to ms koh in front of me jus now???? become more mature?? haa. i was already that mature. need to study liao.

yosSs! woked up at 10am. my bro already woken up le. and i watched my fav show. and then listened to jay zhou's qi li xiang album every sunday for at least 2-5 times esp qi li xiang & jie kou. and then went to zw's hse de coffee shop packed lunch for me n and bro. after that my bro helped me cut hair!!! HE PROfessional!!! omg!! only cut thin la cos lazy go cut. now behind quite thin but cant really see e difference. hmmm.when my hair long liao, i want go my aunty's hse there e shopping centre cut better and nicer. hmm.. haven do homecon folio cos my reference stuffs in class. cant do art too cos didnt borrow books to draw the trumpet & sax if ever i could for art exam. Enthusiasm, finally know how to spell this word. things that made me happy ?? what are those ?? is there any thiings which ever make me happy?? musical notes ?? that's right. i can draw this. m gonna do shadin cos i'm not gd with poster colors and definitely not goin to a art class next year. this friday is chi paper. so fast. only revised 2 chpts. later goin do revise. tmr wanna watch The Ghost with my bro. see if he wants,if not then dont watch. lazzzyyyy. later mommy goin to weddin dinner. hai. BORED. dont know if daddy goin too. cos is mommy's friend. might take a nap laterrr. i loves napp. Now downloadin ENdless Love 3. dead bored. cant do iqexplorers on my com. dontknow why. mooncake festival coming. dont know how to celebrate. from today onwards,i dont have any names. just call me oie liao. no longer jiahui or daziree.
Listening to : First Love - Utada Hikaru
Next track : Stairways to Heaven (dontknow e song title)

hai. i really loves him a lot but i just dont get it. i never ever seen such a guy so heartbroken after a break-up relationship for so long,maybe few weeks. and whenever i talked to him,he mentioned to me bout her ex. i just dont get it. why why why. he's such a fragile boy who gets hurt easily and a long period. why must this happened. i just dont get it why that girl wanna break off with him. for e first time, i came across such a situation. i felt very very sad & apologetic to him. i dont know why. usually we have chats together..but is like..the longest chat is bout only half an hr or so ??whenever i see him in sch,i dont dare to talk to him. is a feeling..an everlasting one,just for him. and he & his ex have e same cca. i really wish i could join that cca too,smts i wonder if i should but ..i just cant. will lose all my 2 yrs of points. what to do. i just dont get it. we always sms each other and chat on phone but never ever talk to him in sch. jus a simple Hi & a wave. but there's 1 incident which i would never forget,that is havin lunch with him & pig at e Botanic garden,a very memorable 1 indeed even though it poured after few mins & the dinner at Let's Eat. and he's a very humorous,fun,cool,shuai guy. a very caring friend among his pals. my love is true. smts i did ask him out but he wants in gps. so i never had a chance to do so. not even a simple movie.what to do.
actually, i also didnt forget bout ken. hai,i'm just feeling sorry that we have to end this relationship even though it has been goin on for so long. 3 yrs and 1 month plus. thats all i can say. but sorry is e only word to say cos we are in diff sch. there's no way we can meet out everyday. u r busy ,me too right? so just spare a thought for me. know u were angry with me but i dont know bout now. sorry. hai its over. it's passed 1 month plus.

really love this guy so much.. though he also knows bout it. and today i gave him a heart shape clip indirectly.. he's such a joker,nv ever get serious.

i love you ........... why do i phrase it... is this word so hard to say ?? why ????? why i dont understandddd ??