hai. i really loves him a lot but i just dont get it. i never ever seen such a guy so heartbroken after a break-up relationship for so long,maybe few weeks. and whenever i talked to him,he mentioned to me bout her ex. i just dont get it. why why why. he's such a fragile boy who gets hurt easily and a long period. why must this happened. i just dont get it why that girl wanna break off with him. for e first time, i came across such a situation. i felt very very sad & apologetic to him. i dont know why. usually we have chats together..but is like..the longest chat is bout only half an hr or so ??whenever i see him in sch,i dont dare to talk to him. is a feeling..an everlasting one,just for him. and he & his ex have e same cca. i really wish i could join that cca too,smts i wonder if i should but ..i just cant. will lose all my 2 yrs of points. what to do. i just dont get it. we always sms each other and chat on phone but never ever talk to him in sch. jus a simple Hi & a wave. but there's 1 incident which i would never forget,that is havin lunch with him & pig at e Botanic garden,a very memorable 1 indeed even though it poured after few mins & the dinner at Let's Eat. and he's a very humorous,fun,cool,shuai guy. a very caring friend among his pals. my love is true. smts i did ask him out but he wants in gps. so i never had a chance to do so. not even a simple movie.what to do.
actually, i also didnt forget bout ken. hai,i'm just feeling sorry that we have to end this relationship even though it has been goin on for so long. 3 yrs and 1 month plus. thats all i can say. but sorry is e only word to say cos we are in diff sch. there's no way we can meet out everyday. u r busy ,me too right? so just spare a thought for me. know u were angry with me but i dont know bout now. sorry. hai its over. it's passed 1 month plus.

really love this guy so much.. though he also knows bout it. and today i gave him a heart shape clip indirectly.. he's such a joker,nv ever get serious.

i love you ........... why do i phrase it... is this word so hard to say ?? why ????? why i dont understandddd ??