thur n today had prac like usual.
cept that today bdn came over.
erm. bout 10 of 'em.

had combine.
old scottish melody.
i got e melody part.but my first note sucks totally on a trumpet.
it sounded damn too airy and unclean.
i'm really afraid i cant cope on that day.
cos i still have merry widow which can make me die of breathe.
and most marchin pieces first part.
i just hope .
i'm able to cope.
wont die.
really.
i need confidence and well-discipline in myself.
i'm laggin alot behind others.
i need e courage to play out.
until now, i dont see much improvement on myself.
i seldom work on arban books anymore.
cos need work on marching pieces.
later go memorise.
even though i'm really too sleepy for anything.
i'm way too lousy. hai.

jus now. esther announced e posts. for departments n sectionleaders.
i think cat must be v sad.
she's not e section leader.
but i didnt expect myself to be one,seriously.
cos i hate to hav this kinda post.
i have too call up all my sect mates.
inform them things n that.
and then so busy.
aiyO- if things turn out wrong,
then section leader's fault.
alot of tasks to be done.
giving out of diff parts.
whoa.
must be fair.
woo.
got kinderbueno!
ahha.for e posts.
anyway,this week munchin on too much chocos.
we had a lit' prac session w mr lim outdoor jus now.
ok.i must admit its tiring.
tough.
need endurance all e way.
we had like few mins of marchin on e spot n holdin up our trumpets like 5 degrees for only a few mins and we cant take it alr man.
i realised militaryband is a tough one.
and i learnt alot of things fr here.
things that i can apply to elsewhere.
discipline.
be strict w yrself. ;)

n then went dinner w fads plus xing n bettina.at LJS.
dinner for like an hr.. then dey went home.
miss my friends badly. haa.
fads went off later on.
i went home.
listening to merrywidow in e bus.
and thunderer.
i realised marching pieces are nice ;)
reached home bout 830pm.
bathe.
didnt clean my wound.it got more serious.
hai.will leave a bad scar.
i'm feelin too tired to play on my tpet.
i needa break tmr fr playin my tpet.
jus buzzin mouthpiece.
anyway,
tmr mornin goin back sch.makin of flag.some sec3s will be goin sch to learn.
till noon.
cycling to sch! woo...!!!! whahah.
cycling rocks.
n jus realised i have not take e cycling test yet for triathlon.
n goin home take a short nap before goin out w him.
and then goin sch's danceconcert w him. tmr evening.
and goin somewhere else.
bout 1 week didnt get to see him.
sunday wanna go master class de performance.

i want to take up trumpet test!! ;p