today i woke up at 11am and watched tv with siying cheryl and becky.dad brought me and bros to Yum Cha with my grandma for dim sum! and then my grandma gave us money. o.O then went drey's house to study till 9plus. ate at mac with her. went to fish's house for study, but then i went home shortly after. so dumb. zzz.fed up with this person but i should not bear grudges. i cant study when i reached home. very tired. home always gives me the feeling of sleeping. there's simply nothing other than sleep. *sighs* now's already 1am.

i was very upset just now. she's returning soon. then what wil happen between us and dad? i guessed we cant even meet him for lunch or dinner appt already. hai.. i really will miss so many things now. and then what will happen to us once she comes back? everything will be in a chaos again. and then i wont be able to concentrate on my revision for exams now. and then she will be complainin whole day and everyday. i cant take it lar. i 'm turning crazy soon. very upsetting. why caused so much probs? it's behind Satan's evil plans, i knew it all along.

tomorrow 8am shall go out and study.