saturday ..[yesterday]
mornin went to bedoknorth sec for bandprac w them.
all sec3s ba.
reached there earlier than 9am.
settled down for combine.
played flourishs..wad..for windbands.
can't remember.
stars and stripes.
fesitval march.
the longest day.
all these pieces are for marching.
we had to hold our trumpets really up high,
facing upwards.
aww. that was way too cool.
though it could be tiring.
i realised militarybands are e toughest bands.
endurance must be good.
got to memorise e pieces soon...
time is running out..
sectionals w trumpets.
yonglin taught us.
he was just v patient w us.

and then had lotsa fun..
waited for xing,sher and bettina after their dismissal.
te rest of e regent left alr.
then we went to parkway parade for lunch.
dined at yoshi nonya.
jap food was great.
we kept on laughin and eat.
for like. 45 mins or so. ?
can u believe -.-
xing ate 2 bowls -.-"
whoa. she was great. haha

shopped around..
went to diff shops.
decided that we all get e same towel or slippers for e camp.
so we'll be alikes ;)
we'll buy on comin sat when we meet again.
they will come down to Regent.
then went to e last storey.
sher xing bet ate mee siam -.-
i drank coffee.
ate so much. whoaa. -.-
then we took same bus n left.
kel sent me off to Lavender.
meeting fish n steff over there.
i was like an hr late.
went to beach road see things.
happened to see military gloves in many stores but of e same material.
so i bought one as a sample.
but my fingers are short!!!
can't fit.
wanted to buy slippers.
but next week then buy.
didnt had enough cash.
n then we took a bus to Bugis street
omg.!!
there was like 400 shops now!!
and air-conditioned.
shop till u drop..
we managed to shop like a quarter of it only.
and then took a bus back to cck.
guessed what.
i had been carryin my trumpet fr mornin till night.
whole dayyyy
was fun. being w fads lol.
reached home at bout 940pm.
bathe.
had dinner.
talked to my mom bout band lol.
tear down all my singers posters n threw away
designed my room wall with music inspirations.
those articles fr newspaper useful ones.
e tasks to do.
hopes in life.
marching pieces.
and so on.
wahhaa.
and then slept at 2am.

woke up at 8plus .
meet benny at yewteecontrol for e mornin flag-raisin score.
aww. top G in e beginning.
i afraid cant memorise.
he gave me a cd.
i listened to it..
and i went to make extra 5 copies of e score both for regent n bdn sec3s trumpets
wanted to go cycling
but ended up too lazy.
watched tv.
ate half-boiled eggs.
now using comp
.goin sleep soon. for like an hr.
havin 0c meeting in e noon over at my house.
and then practising together.
standin up.
holdin our instru. e way it should be.
goin cut hair later onn.
and buyin drinks since e commitee is comin my hse.

tmr .
should go sentosa?
lazyy.
go get tanned?
burnt???

today had normal band prac like yesterday,
we always got lectures. hai_ .
anyway, we watched Howl's Moving Castle.
was superb!
but only watched halfway.
played through Hey Jude with FULL band.
and also.. the olympic ...


i realised something something terrible bout me.
i'm a real failure.
i failed in almost everything.
i was never successful.
never.
i am lousy musically,
mentally,
i have difficulties in rythemic problems.
i have problems in pitching high notes.
i can't pitch that high.
i pushed myself to e extreme,
and when i can't do what i want.
i just give up.
that's just me.
and i don't know why.
i give up in things very easily.
b'cos i have no hope and faith in myself in anything.
i dont motivate myself to do things.
i do what my interest is in.
but,
i give up soon after.
that's why everything of mine is halfway through.
i dont bother it and then leave it behind.
i once told myself that i want to be a great trumpetor one day.
maybe i should just take music as a form of my favourite activities and won't go that far in life.?
i don't knoww.
i'm not those who are musically gifted.
and those who are great in results.

i'm just lousy in band.
lousy in all e subjects.
lousy at home.
lousy in class.
lousy in e prefectorial board.
lousy in sports.

i don't fit any catergory.

what should i do.??

i'm not perfect, not anything at all.

time.management for myself sucks a lots.

i don't manage my time well.

what i do when i reach home is use e comp, thats for sure.
dinner.
and then do useless things till midnight and then sleep.

but i never watch tv.
'cept for arts central when there's a special programme on music stuffs.

i love music a lot, but i really can't play anything!

i listen to bandmusics,
symphony 92.4
and perfect10 987fm.
that all depends on my mood.

my section. trumpet.
i dontknow what to do now.
standard gone down.
same goes for me.
how to teach sec1s?
how to push them?
i am impatient
and always try to bear or endure.
i'm not good mysef, so i don't teeach my juniors.
unless no seniors are there.


i'm trying real hard..

slept for an hr durin chinese.
hmm. there wasnt any lessons goin on
just goin thru papers.

n then after school got prefect exco meeting w mrs lim.
talked alot regardin discipline,latecomin and so on.
came up w new rules too. ;)

went music room for self practise for like 15-20mins.
took a bus back.
i didnt know ezlink card no $ left.
made myself embarrased.
i didnt have coins, except for notes.
but e driver asked me to exchange w other ppl.
how selfish he was.!
i asked around.
and then was this aunty in her 50s
who gave me 55 cents.
i wanted to change 2 bucks w her.
she insisted nvm nvm.
i keep on thankin on lor.
what a kind soul.

went home n changed.
meet eric n feng at eric's hse.
then 3 of us went cyclingg.
cycled to teckwhye pond see feng catch fish haha.
cycled behind my sch.fr PJC onwards.
got nearly knocked down by a red sports car.
i was right in front of e car , cycling
and e driver was young.
he honked at me .
what a close shave, -.-"

n then feng's haro bike ,brake abit spoilt -.-
lol.was fun,cycling w those bunch of guys in my class uhh..
wanted to cycle to feng hse at panjang but he said take v long so didnt.
waited for my friends in sch at 630pm..
went sch field cycle laps lol. for trainin.. but e uncle wanted to lock e gate alr.
saw mr hector tan, he stared at me.
drey stood on e stand,i cycled her to bus stop lol.
then we went cck complex see feng playeed pool.
he was much more lousy than e opponent.
iim only an average player.
then cycled to eric;s hse.
his dog damn cute n small,
fur is like sofa kind -.-
then dey walked me hm at 7 pluss.

bathe. used comp noww.
need to write bout leadership camp latr on.
jus came back,
fr dinner outside. ;P

woo.goin sentosa!!

got phy, poa , emaths paper1, SS back.
ehh. today band prac.

was very funn. got to read alot of new scores.
so nice.
though e notes can be quite high larr.
i loved e howl's movin castle solo damn much..

merry widow roccks too. (;

mr lim talked to e sec3s too.regarding.
sec3s leadership camp!!
seriously speakin, i cant wait for e camp.
i love hardship torturing camps.
hee.
but. this camp.
o gosh.last day got POP n grad. day.
i cant wait for this camp.
n durin this camp,
we are goin pulau ubin.
and we need pitch tents
raise flag.
cheers.
groups.
cook ourselves.
marching.
display formation.
aww.ww.
n i got to memorise e marching pieces.
i hate memorising but i have to.

this camp real gona be tough.


so tired noww.
lacking of sleep
got so many stuffs to work on.
but will try finish asap..

guessed what.
this year sec3s in band
will be e pionner batch to do those marching fomation n POP .
and we havin an external coach to teach us.
proper drills. passinoutparade formation..
that costs alot. uhh.

yesterday was sunday.
my sunday was great.
guessed wher i went?
mornin went Warren for a swim.
short-0c meeting.
lunch ,ate a bread.
at 2pm,meet all my friends.
jiayao, kewin, darren, tangwah, fish, steff, drey n kel were there.
jiayao kewin darren n tangwah wanted to start treking at bukitpangjang.
so e rest of us started out at macritchie first.
reached Bishan like3 plus.
went windowshopping ferst.
took some pics.
took a bus to Macritchie.
met mr How- pri sch tr.
asked him where's e treetop walk.
was .. 5KM!
omg.!
and was alr 4pm. closed at 5pm.
we rushed 5km.
walked, ran, walked n ran.
finally.
reached treetopwalk. just nice we were e few ones before dey locked it up.
scenery was great.
very high,can see e canopy of e trees.
long trail;.
it just looks like e vietnam bridge at msia leadership camp resort.
was swingy too.
n then we walked to Ranger Station for rest.
meet up e guys.
they took like 3 hrs fr panjang to macri.
they helped us refill water,
the ran like 600m to watercooler lor.
whoa.! dey were awesome.
they were realli those who go trekking types.
they brought along. .. titbits. drinks..
and guessed what kewin brought along??

omg.! we were shocked.
he brought first aid kit.
no wonder his bag looked real huge.

then we walked 5km out of macritc.
had lotsa fun.
stopped over at a lake. golf..
took photos.
saw many tortoises.
hee.
me n drey were real mad ppl.
screamed.laughed.played.ran.shout.
we took a bus to Yishun mrtstation.
bus trip was like 30mins?
saw a coffeeshop,wanted to stop over for dinner
but hott over there.

so we went to Northpoint.
guessed wad?
foodcourt under renovation..

so we travelled back to yewwtee foodcourt for lunch.
can u imagine our dinner at 9plus together?
then we went to spy on kewin n fish lol.
tangwah n darren walked me home/.
reached home bout 10pm.
bathe.
then sleep.
but couldnt sleep.
at bout 1plus am then felt asleep.
trekking was fun but tiring.
hee..


monday blues.
moody.
no reason.
got 3 free periods.
slept awhile.
was v v tired.
got back some of our results.
maths.passed paper2. paper1 not known yet.
geog.tot i would get a single digit cos i didnt study and slept for like 30mins durin 45mins test..i failed by 1.5 marks.
thats all we know.
o ya. poa. overall failed. of cos. lar. -.-" e paper itself sure single digit too.

tmr gonna know physics.
wanted to get at least a B3 for phy.?
u think its possible.
arghh.

today went to watch movie.
wanted to catch Nc16.but not allowed
so watched Divergence w him.
n then went home rest.
just had dinner.
mom cooked tom yam soup.
bro friends came over for dinner together.
they r fun bunch of ppl.
just realised i havent prac my cornet today
later will take 15mins jus on scales n thats it.



tmr bandddd.

o yes. this wed am goin Singapore CHinese Orchestra for pre-visit. hee. i love orchestra.. fav instru. , SOUNA. it rockkkss. i gonna take tt instru after my Os. but diff theory fr band.
how i wish our band could change to military band. that will be way too cool. tmr band sure v v slack.

dear diary. haaa/ so weird.
woke up like 9.
supposed to wait up 6am.
lee jia yao didnt call me lor.
suppose to go mornin trekking all e way to macritchie.
was too tired.
guesed wadd time i slept last nite.?
2am plus.
watched tv w bros n his friend.-- zhao ming.
he stayed over at my hse.
he's so hilarious ;)

meeting my dearr soon.
goin swimming
wanted to go gym, but no access in.
later havin Oc meeting.
and then i'm goin trekking at 2pm.
4 hours will reach our destination.


oahhrrhhh lalalalalalaaaal~~~ .____.

guess what. just returned home not long ago.
argh. superb tired.
woke up so early. n was like.. nothing better to do.
this mornin chatted w ms tan. - ex tr.
o yeh, she said she gona treat me n there wasnt a reason for it .
lol.
i went out at 12pm., guess what??
i took e wrong train -.- n ended up at Kranji so alighted took e other train.
at cck meet dj n jiayao.
ate smt light for lunch -bread.
n then.
that jiayao ,didnt tell me his Ncc friends were coming.
what e heck!
i was w a bunch of guys.
but i didnt talk to 'em in e train.was listening to music lor..
alighted at Lavender.
went beach road for e sake of jiayao. -.-
he bot what he wants -- costs 80 bucks.
realised that things over there were cheap n can bargain.
next time gonna go there buy slippers.
n then . we left like 3pm.
we were late for my cycling test n dj's swimming test lor.
alighted at bedok. took a bus to ECP.
guessed what.
still had to walk for like 2km??
aww mann.
by e time we reached there was like 430pm alr
and it ended at 5pm.
so we asked 'em, cycling n swimming over alr.
whoa seh!
wasted a trip to go there =( damn sad lor.,
'cos 4th June still needa go ECP again.
.. travelling really sucks.

so we walked back 2km to e bus stop..
i intro. 'em my fav song- ding ding dong!! wahaha.
we took e bus tt goes a big round before droppin at bdok interchange.
thomas was waitin for us at bedok for like 2 hrs w/o any complains!!
o goshh.

the four of us went to Beach Road. we went to e Kallang Seasports club
to get applicat. form for kayaking.
i wanna learn ;)
and then wanted to walk to Esplanade fr there, but lazy.
so we went to Beach Road coffeeshop for dinner instead.
but thomas n i didnt eat. just had a drink.
we pangseh jiayao n dj n took train back to cck.
so damn tired.
walked for like so damn much in my life.
thomas dined at LJS, and he bot clam chowder for me ;)
so yummy.
and then i packed KFC meal for my cousin.
we took 300 bus to my aunts place while he went home.

by e time i reached aunts place was alr 9pm.
took dinner over there.
thai- laksa!! damn hot n spicy!! wahah. my fave.
then watched teevee,played comp. games which my cousin intro.
drank abit of heineken beer. ;)
now abit like blur blur sot sot.haaa.
should have drank slower man.
and feelin so hot now.

reached home like 12am.
just took a cold bathe.
weather was nice.
wanting to go treking tmr mornin at 6am,
from bukitpanjang all e way to macritchie treetop walk.
i think jiayao gonna wait for me at my blk man.
but i'm tired.
he's insane.fri nite he went trekin till macritchie n then slept over there n returned today.
he so outdoor-type n outgoing.
really my korrr siaa.

i still needa go swimming and gym tomorrow..
and having band meeting.





i need some rest.
i wanna go sentosa//

yes. exams is ovarr.
it happened so fast., time really flies.

aww man.now is only 814am. i wke up so early.
cos i couldnt sleep! i slept at like 2am. n woke up 6plus alr.
it seems so weird,w/o studyin noww.

yesterday [fri] , didnt went town with fads.
was tired. cos i stayed up late every night to do last-min revision..
cos it benefits me alot. to some people, it don't.

after paper, still had to buy lunch for ms koh,
made me go all e way to the 4th storey.
and then i went home.
reached home at 1200pm.
first thing i did was changed,
lookin for people who were interested in goin cycling with me.
but most of my friends were out long ago.
borrowed bike fr eric,
my bike no air, lazy go all e way to Esso pumped -.-"

went cycling alone at 13opm..
believe it or not. i was enjoyin myself! ;x
i cycled to sch area, met bball girls.,
took a long cut fr e train route to teckwhye,
past by PJC..
cycled to lot1.
saw hazizi n some percussionists cos dey were returning stands.
took a lit' break for drinks.
continued on cycling .. took e highway back to yewtee..
by e time i finished my cycling funs was like 430pm alr.
2 hours of cycling??!! aww. thats so cool.

rest a little while at home,
decided to nap till nightime.
woke up, took abit of dinnar.,
prac my cornet.
i just realised something- i didnt play scales for a week!
although i really hate that.
played for like 45mins on just symphonic band bk n arban bk.
caught e last episode -Beautiful Illusions.
was rather.. nice?
whenever i watch tv, i only catch e beginning few episodes and last few.
and anyway, i don't watch tv that often.
try to catch those ArtCentral on Music but not much.

kor's friend at my house. stayed over till sundayy. anyway also fr regentsec ,so i know him la.


meeting jiayao and dejin at cck at 1230pm.
goin East Coast Park for my cycling test.
i scared, my stamina not good enough. .
after my test, will rush back. meeting someone. hee.
goin swimming too. ;)
must enjoy weekends maa.

okaayy, next week gona know my results real soon.

guess what?
next sat goin SENTOSA with FADS!!!!!!!!! whahahahha!!!!

and i cant wait for work attachment.. at chinese orchestra. woo lallaaa

today didnt had paper in school so need not go school. but still went to school. looked for ms jane ong, ms lai.
meet 'em in school at 9am. studyin outside staffroom.
at 93oam, ms lai taught me some parts which i'm not sure.
her teaching was great.!
n then ms ong told us if got any qns,call her .
we were doin our work outside then.
fish was fed up,cos she was unable to do.
she wanted to go home, we tried to stop her.
no avail, we packed our bags n followed her all e way to her house!

that was so funny lor.
n then we went lunch together at lot1 .
meet up my dearr.
went strolling with him... at somewhere.

at bout 4 went to Limbang mac cos dey were studyin there.
n then studied abit only.
met zf, cw, jordan n xr.
borrowed cw's bike,
went cycling w feng around limbang..
we cycled on main road, there wasnt cars lor.
n then returned back..
fishh wantd to go cycling,
so i pei her cycled same place too.
my legs turned numb man.
maybe very long period didnt exercise on legs lorr.
but soon, have to train up my stamina on cycling and swimming.
takin part in triathlon. ;)

bout 5 pm left there..
walked stef home.
then fish walked w me lorr.

ms jane ong called me.,regardin triathlon.
she seems very keen. and is on JULY,thats stil farrr.
i was underage -.-"
so i have to go through a test before i can qualify for it.
but 10km cycling is no problem to me i guessed since i cycled dontknow
how far before..
and the test is held at eastcoastpark coming sat.
whoa. . sat ,sacrificed my time lorr.

tmr havin AMATHS n GEOG papers!
must pass amaths.

this is what i plan for this weekend :

tmr after papers,go hm get change and go town. ice skating? No way!

sat go swimming.

sun bball n swimming.

i wanna play PPOOOLLL!!! who want accompany me??

backk fr schhool, pretty early huh. ? aha. today 's paper was chem. 1hr 15mins. fail le la.
mdm fazelah still chatted w me durin paper. then had a 1hr 15mins break to .. u know, chi LC. so late. reached home at 1130. had lunch.

had a chat online at Skype w my 4th uncle. hewas like ..askin me hows exams. family..
and then i told him chi damn tough, he said chi impt, next time must at least get a U degree n then go his company work for him.. aww mann. he's workin further in china now lor. w his family. emigrated there.

anyway.. tmr no paper for me. so need not go school but i'm goin sch in e late mornin .. for amaths, if possible, look for .mdm rohaini for tips ! =x

quite tired. last night studied chem tillchpt 5 fell asleep. lol.

gonna have a long rest later on. n then tonight work on amaths n geog. for fri.

today had math paper.
i remember last night, ms lai was teachin me maths on e phone!
she was damn power although she's a phy tr la.
she's good at maths,i must admit that.
i slept at 1plus ..
studying maths.. chiong chiong. wanting to get an A.
can i?

anyway, paper was .. err. paper 1 easy so that we could score.
as for paper 2, was alright 'cept that alit' tougher.
some qns anyhow do.. cos dontknow how to do

had lunch in sch..
fish drey n i meet up w ms chong.
she asked us to do 10yr series.. gave us ws.
i scared- i cant memorise e "train" for mole formular.
arghh//!! its worth alot of marks.
frankly speaking. i HATE science. no matter what.

but. as for chem. ms chong inspired me . aha.

as for phy, ms lai inspired me too.

meet her till bout 2 plus.
n then i went swimming .. till 4 plus.
rather tired.
training on my diving,using mouth to get e keys at e bottom.
jiayao was good at it. n was good at siting at e bottom.. u know.
i need train on stamina too..

n then reached home bout 5pm.
had a nap till 8pm. was tired. damn tired,
took dinner n my fav drink - soya milk!

slacking around noww.
have not touch on chem yet.

if have time,needa revise on geog later onn.

cant leave everything for tmr.


left with -- Chem. Geog. A Maths. n chi LC.

i'm seeing you

mornin chnpng took my SS notebk. kay,n then was lost.
i was fed up.
didnt know what else to study cos got 30mins revision.
n that bk wasnt mine.
n i was not in a good mood that mornin,
and i pulled e flag, havent even pulled al e way up n song finished alr.
that was e worst part.
today got social studies n poa papers.
guessed what ?
actually dont need that much revision.
done before those struturedessay qns.
quite easy ,but didnt have enough time elaborate on structuressay qns
and tone and forgot bout purpose.
arghh! cost alot of marks.

poa,worst. i knew that .aha.
i did study, memorise format for tradin n profitloss acct.
u think it works?
i left 17mrks of qns blank cos dontknow how to do
that ledger accts.
i hate poa.
and it seems difficult.
i sleep n wake up to do.
zf was like, within e 7th qns he slept for 2 hrs!
he didnt even do i guessed so.
slept only 30mins.so tired.

n then dismissed at 12pm.
meet ms koh. bought lunch for her.
she taught me abit on Emaths lor. hai. cos she doesnt have time
everything will have to depend on me. me . me.
i hope. really can at least get an A. but i dont think so.
this year maths so different for me.
i failed all my tests.

meet e rest at limbang.
took lunch there,
did abit of emaths.
past yr paper 2 rather easier than paper 1 i guessed so.

went home at 4pm.
took nap till 7pm.
started to study till now.
going to bathe soon
and then after tmr, i 'm left iwth
chemistry, LC, geog n Amaths.
chemistry rocks! cos ms chong rocks!

now using that Skype to chat w my uncle. ermm.was encouragin me to study hard.

730am awoken up.
realised that now v used to wakin up early everyday.

meet jiayao at complex at 815am.
waited to go into swimmingpool cos raining.
n then wasnt tt heavy,
we went to swim laps.
was tiring.
he was great!
he was fit got pacs.aha
n then went lap pool.
swimmin in e rain.,
tat was way too cool n cold.
he taught me trapping water.
finished swimmin at 11am.

took a early lunch at complex,
i was talkin to him bout my band stuffs.
he was fascinated ;)
took a bus home n was still raining.

reachd home at 1230pm,was tired.,
had a 15mins nap.
n then thomas came to my hse so early,
followed by dreyy steff jiayao eric.
e rest couldnt make it.
started gp study.
n then all of em feel like sleepin
cos my hse so warm n cosy.agag

n then bout 4 plus, stef n drey went yewtee mac study lor.
e rest..stayed w me.
they taught me POA n Emaths esp jiayao damn pro.
left at 730pm then.

i took dinner w family,
and then bathe.
studied abit on SS notes.,lost my textbk at home
and until now couldnt find it.
aww.
tmr SS paper only 45mins,hope able to finish n memorise e notes.
and as for POA,at least a passin mark please.
and anyway,todays mother day.but i dont celebrate.
need to burn midnight oil today.

aww.tues Emaths paper.i wanna get at least an A.

wokee up at 1030am,
slept at 3am.
watch teevee, breakfast.
meet e rest at lot1 to buy jiayao's present at 1230pm.
on e way met mdm rohaini again,she's so happening.goin for movie w husband,

bot him an ancient gun w lighter at 15 bucks.
went to jiayao's hse at villaverde then.
zf,eric,fish,steff,thomas,zhenyuan,haozhi,ben,zg,tw,jarrell,dj,kel n myself.
mostly guys horh.
watched Vcds.
his maid cooked for us,
alot of food.n guess whatT?
they were mixing e tobaleco w champagne. argghh.
tried alr,alright.feelin hot !
n then added tomato sauce,coca cola.
they were sick ppls.
vCds again.
ms ong called,to wish him too.
she took guitar course.
gosh, she's too happening!

played cards,
wanted to play musicalchairs,
but ended up blowing cake which his mom bot.
mango cake.strawberries is his fav. LOL>
e guys got him condom -.-"
and its a jiayao was like..
arghh.
they did rapin in FRONT of us.
what the hell. we didnt see anyway. they were gross.
jiayao can realli act n join Mediacorp liao. haha.

at bout 5 plus we left,
jiayao,thomas n haozhi needa go veron's bday party.
veron didnt invite me =( so sad.
kel n i went for a long walk fr villaverde all e way to teckwhye by e train route.
was fun,exciting way.we even climbed over e fencing. aha.
caught teckwhye sec old building.
was abit eerie.
walked to PJC n walked out to e bustop,
stopped at mac for drinks n photos taking. lol. as usual.
took 3o7 then.
reached home at 7pm.

accompanied my mom to yewtee,
bought groceries n pay phonebill.
told my mom friends comin over tmr for study n she agreed.
was lookin for ppl to go swimming with tmr mornin.
ms ong was not feelin unwell,
fish stef drey aint free,
too early for him to travel here,
no girl-friens alr.
ended up callin jiayao to go.
meeting him tmr mornin at 8am at complex.
rather tired noww.
just studied Sri Lanka socialstudies
and then felt asleep.
wanted to sleep,
but needa update blog.

he bot me a hp accessory whereby my name n his name is in a testube.
so sweet.
he got it for himself too.
i gav him another hp strap plus notebk n of cos,his fav. earsticks.haha.he always lose it.

arghh. monday got POA n SS exams.

study hard mann.

wokee up at 1030am,
slept at 3am.
watch teevee, breakfast.
meet e rest at lot1 to buy jiayao's present at 1230pm.
on e way met mdm rohaini again,she's so happening.goin for movie w husband,

bot him an ancient gun w lighter at 15 bucks.
went to jiayao's hse at villaverde then.
zf,eric,fish,steff,thomas,zhenyuan,haozhi,ben,zg,tw,jarrell,dj,kel n myself.
mostly guys horh.
watched Vcds.
his maid cooked for us,
alot of food.n guess whatT?
they were mixing e tobaleco w champagne. argghh.
tried alr,alright.feelin hot !
n then added tomato sauce,coca cola.
they were sick ppls.
vCds again.
ms ong called,to wish him too.
she took guitar course.
gosh, she's too happening!

played cards,
wanted to play musicalchairs,
but ended up blowing cake which his mom bot.
mango cake.strawberries is his fav. LOL>
e guys got him condom -.-"
and its a jiayao was like..
arghh.
they did rapin in FRONT of us.
what the hell. we didnt see anyway. they were gross.
jiayao can realli act n join Mediacorp liao. haha.

at bout 5 plus we left,
jiayao,thomas n haozhi needa go veron's bday party.
veron didnt invite me =( so sad.
kel n i went for a long walk fr villaverde all e way to teckwhye by e train route.
was fun,exciting way.we even climbed over e fencing. aha.
caught teckwhye sec old building.
was abit eerie.
walked to PJC n walked out to e bustop,
stopped at mac for drinks n photos taking. lol. as usual.
took 3o7 then.
reached home at 7pm.

accompanied my mom to yewtee,
bought groceries n pay phonebill.
told my mom friends comin over tmr for study n she agreed.
was lookin for ppl to go swimming with tmr mornin.
ms ong was not feelin unwell,
fish stef drey aint free,
too early for him to travel here,
no girl-friens alr.
ended up callin jiayao to go.
meeting him tmr mornin at 8am at complex.
rather tired noww.
just studied Sri Lanka socialstudies
and then felt asleep.
wanted to sleep,
but needa update blog.

he bot me a hp accessory whereby my name n his name is in a testube.
so sweet.
he got it for himself too.
i gav him another hp strap plus notebk n of cos,his fav. earsticks.haha.he always lose it.

arghh. monday got POA n SS exams.

study hard mann.

yesterday english paper.
no kick.haha
mskoh came in.
she's so funny, invilgilated us. and she was like..
quite happy to see so many of her exstudents in my class.
and then,durin exams i communicated w drey.

mskoh caught me.
asked me wads e prob.
i didnt know wad e string was for.
she explained to me.
i couldnt help control but laughed.
cos i've been smilin inside me for so long n then burst it out.
first time was s serious.
ha,she smiled at me.
and i really miss her teaching.
hai.n she was so funny .

eng paper was alright.
late for 10 mins for paper2,heard wrongly.
rushed into e rm man n straight away do compre.
whoa,bout diamonds. so-so la.
summary,not enough points,tried to lengthen it.

after paper,went lot1 for lunch,
gatherin w some Xfactor instructors.
missed them so much.
n i dined w jiayao n thomas later on at foodcourt.
jiayao left shortly for his gun-shooting course.

thomas n i walked to limbang fr lot1.
we dontknow e way,anyhow walked here n there.
really treated him as my best ever friend(;
n then ate icecream before went in limbang mac.
studied Emaths,drey n steffy came. fish couldnt make it.
later 1 whole gp of 2/9lastyr guys came in,
they were drenched,zf told me they played waterbombs. -.-

n then studied til 5 plus,took 302 bus w dreyy,went home
for short nap for 2hrs.studied chi..
damn bored. slept at 1am then.


today,chi paper. it sucks.its terrible.
when i say its hard,its really v difficult.
first time a chi paper i came across that i didntknow how to do.
i turned ard,looked at steff, so hard!
left 20mrks of qns blank. arghh. gonna flunk,
but hope other related chi will pull me up like L.C.

went for poa lesson later on.had to stay fr 1230 till 2 lor. so sianz!
n then meet mslai for Amaths in staffrm,opened prefectsroom for mrslim n alumniprefects.
understood wad mslai taught me. logarithms!
oh nno, forgot get fr her my bk.
n then meet e rest for lunc at KFC.
alot of us arhh..
walked around too. bought smt for myself.

went home and nap till 8plus.
cleaned my room.so messy , even took photos of my own room.haha =x

dinner at 10pm. watched news.
Dr Wee. hai__ its v sad, to see him dpartin from this world.
our former president.
done alot for sg.
i think w/o him,there wont be this,nice n green environment in sg w.o riots fights..violence.
so we must really thanks him
i saw the marchin .. v neat. the military band. whoa,their scores so tiny. so together.heard trumpet n souna.

tmr will be along day for me i guessed so. goin to jiayao's hse. celebrate his bday.


seeingyou tmr.

today. physics paper,. woke up slightly earlier. 6am. n then waited for thomas at yewtee at 0620am.my best friend rocks! hee. then bot some chocos plus sweets.walked to sch in a rush.,on e way was memorising the notes man! last night slept rather late too. doin TYS phy.

this mornin met ms lai in prefects room. she taught me last min revision. n then thomas helped me pass choco to mskoh. so rushed.n tthen need get blazers ready. o yes., ms lai gave me n thomas choco!! n then.. prefects gatherin as usual. n then pulled flag, then lowered to half lor.

physics paper..was slightly alright except for 3 qns which i dontknow,the rest ..shouldnt be a problem i guessed so. mostly,e qns came out of from TYS. i didnt check paper,felt asleep. =x



n then social studies lesson till 10am follwed by eng period. n then fish,stef,drey,kewin,jiayao,allan,jan,milo and i.. we went to Istana w mrs ng to pay visit to former president. took e bus with greenridge and zhenghua sec. long q mann.. alot of visitors. i was very serious for all i know..and didnt even say anything from the queuing point all the way till e end of this. hmm.have to go thru checkpoints n stuffs like that.. take a mini-bus in. can sign on a book too. n then.. bow in front of his coffin,
take a step up e platform to see him n bowed. hai__ its very sad. n very very solemn. n then took our bus returned to sch. reached at bout 3pm.

whoa,and then we need go back class for extra Amaths lesson lor. till 4 plus.

then bout 12 ofus, went jiayao house.. 3puppies!hhaa. then we go yewtee pasar malam .. then took dinner at foodcourt..didnt study actually. haha. bot smt.. then .. thomas walked me home , i talked to him alot bout his MILO. n then. bout band stuffs ..

quite tired now .. qiao lin online sendin me .. some xfactors pics .. yeah. tinkin back of e memories.. so fun.. i miss it and i wanan go again =)


tmr havin eng paper.dismiss at 12. then goin study.

yesterday dinner w family outside at Lot1. went ntuc buy groceries.bot.. wahha. soyamilk ! my favourite. n then mom bot me choco! just any choco brightens up my day. n then leave the groceries in dad's car.. dinner at food junction.. went popular buy pens for exams used. my 3 pens dropped n then no ink alr lor. n now 1 of my pen w thomas for his usage. n today in class,damn tired. slept at 2 am plus.. just to finish up revision on physics. n then reached school, leave my choco in prefectroom first ,if not melt.lol.
whoa. today i set up a new rule for latecomers in every mornin prefect's assemble.. wahah. do jumpinjets or starjumps.1 min,2 . PLUS "i'll never be late again".
hmm,so tmr must start timing liao. o ya.. n today i pulled sch flag ,have to stop halfway lorr.. cos president passed away. hmm,tmr am goin to Istana at 1030am to 0230pm. so ..no 3 periods of chinese lessons.wahha! n then is straigh after phy paper got 2 periods of social studies before we leave.only like 6 of us.. n then have to rush back for extra Emaths lesson tmr lorr. hai__ today also got extra phy. lesson .. qnsing n answering section..

n then took all our things, thomas n i went jiayao hse..opp. sch. take our bks n then talked for short time bout the triathlon which we gonna take part in.. durin july. n then goin trainings together durin june holis.. n ..guess whatT? i am teachin jiayao to swim freestyle in swimming pool before swimmin at sea lorr. cos its totally diff. ahah. kkayy,this is what jiayao n i planned out durin june holiss :

-- trekking from bukitpanjang park to bukitimah hill, to macritchie reservoir n to suspension treetop. estimated time ; 6 hrs.
-- kayaking course at kallang
-- swimming prac session
-- ms jane,jiayao n i. ,prac timing at ECP. (running,cycling,swimming)
-- chalet

n my own planss
-- work attachment at Singapore CHinese Orchestra for 4 days.
-- go Old folks home (if have time), to volunteer myself.help out!!
-- leadership camp at Bedoknorth sec.
-- pOp regenTwindsympHony combine with bEdoknorth
-- reACh tOP B !
-- bE strict
-- prefeCts bBq
-- dave's chalEt. hee.

hmm.thats all i guess. 3 weeks of break aint enough hahah. anyway, carried alot of bks hm man.. group study till 7 plus too. thomas walked me homeeeee. tmr mornin meeting him 6 pluss. need to clarify my doubts w ms lai before 7am. n need get smt fr mskoh at 7 too. n then.. catch prefects who r late tmr. wahaha..

ytD (sunday) , woke up at 800am.. on sat slept at 2am man. n then changed,went out. meet him at cck. took 300 bus to e place where we band members love to go for a game of bball. n then only got me,ze ting n kel. whoa seh, driz go msia, sarah needs to tc of cousin, terrell said wanna come n then he sleepin sia. yanxiong havent even wake up. zhenjun,joseph,n dor comin laterr.n mr lim was sleepin!!
n then we played like an hr only,went zeting's hse leave my bball there,.yanxiong stays besides him ma.we meet him. 4 of us went Warren for swim. n then mengyi came down. hongming also came... dor ,joseph n zhenjun too. we hadlotsa fun laa. took photos in e pool too. n then mr lim msg said he just woke up, i asked him come swim..he said dont want lor. lol_ n then kel n i left at bout 1pm. thomas called me ,ask me go church so i agreed. but e thing is..i dontknow howto go lor. took neoprint w him too.. n then, told thomas not goin cos quite late alr. so kel n i went back warren,suntann for like half an hr. v hot but feelin superb good. the rest, dor, mengyi, zhenjun ,zeting n yanxiong still swimming.. then buot 3, kel n i left. bot bubbleteas! went home.. slept till eveninng. start abit of revision.. bout 8plus,dad brought us to bukit timah for dinner at, Boon Tong Kee.woo.my fav chicken rice.. returned home bout 10. did smts, studied phy till fell aslp at 12am. so long didnt have good rest man. woke up 11plus. watched some teevee programmes. n ..made my own breakfast! 2 scrambled eggs+iced milo+1 slice of bread. wahaha. alot horh. included as lunch too.

now,noon. reachin 2pm.nothing much to do. miss band soo much. aaha. ppl will be laughin ,for sure ,cos i not enthu musics stuffs.lol. o ya.,last nite prac my cornet. later will have to prac too..


miss the only you

aww.its been a bbusy week for mee. and i really miss him so much.

whoa,yesterday mr chia left.. we gave him a little gift of appreciation plus a card with all our messages n of cos,ms lai n ms jane ong got sign lor.then got chemis extra lesson.. have to brim hm so many books,wanted to leave in e prefects room but mrs lim said cant . took 30 bucks fr msjane n then thomas n i went to jiayao hse opp. sch. gosh,he got 3 puppies leh!! so so adorable.then we left our bks there n brim along those impt bks. and 3 of us went to Kovan lor,, specially to get the asian sg championship traithlon 2o05 application forms.have to drop at Outram park n then transfer another train to Kovan,that train v cool,i rmbed..fads went there, sentosa.to harbour front.hee. anyway,on e way there. jiayao told me alot of his adventures in horror stories all this stuffs,quite nice. n we chatted alot ofthings. he told me after exams durin june,gather back some v outgoiing classmates.. n early mornin fr bukitpanjang park walked to bukit timah park n then linked to macritchie reservoir n then go treetop suspension bridge.whoa so cool. after that, we find our way to that swimmin complex which is e middle of nowhere, terraces hses lor.n got e forms. i joined mini- relay team.. team got 3 members, jiayao,ms jane n myself. all this Js. hee. n then its like swim, cycle n run. jiayao swimmin 200m, i'm cycling 10km n msjane running 2km. hope can win arh.haa. at east coast park. n we have to fork out like 33 bucks per pax.but luckily someone sponsored me =x haa. thanks.
but jiayao takin 2 events, e next day he takin the individual olmypics kind,so damn hard lor. -.-" he v energetic leh,everytime go this kinda of things de.but must pay la. anyway, quite worth i guessed so,will have some sponsor stuffs. its on july anyway still quite long but i still have to go for trainings. try our best la. ;)
n then we took train to Hougang,wher jiayao's old hse..take alook ard w him lor. n passed his pri sch,he was talkin bout it so much that can see he really missed it. Monfort junior.. damn good sch la. n then took train to cck,reached bout 6 plus.meet fishhy,steffy,dreeyy for mac.. n then thomas walked me home as usual.. n then quite tired la. reached home bout 7 plus alr. slept at 12 am plus,cos waitin for ms jane de message for her particulars ,helped her fill in.

next day.(today) woke up at 730am alr. bathe,changed.meet jiayao,fish n thomas at yewtee control at 8.jiayao n thomas late siaa. cos thomas stayed over at jiayao hse. dey were late like 20mins lor. but its a good thing. gave jiayao consent form. n fish n i took train to jurong,on e way, stef n drey came up at cck station while jan came up at bukitbatok. so cool,in same train. we reported early for our job,flagdays. then drey n i didnt went other places initally,we were at jurong collecting funds lor. quite alot actually.. then sat down for break,awhile only.bot pappacoffee bread.okok la. then went clementi cos more ppl.. then managed to finish off our sticikers n then have to be daring enough to approach any ppl. haa.n then made a membership in a card la.dontknow whads that too. then 4 of us plus thomas went to entertainment centre lunch at jap. store. actually meeting ms ong muihong but she aint free. n then stef went yoga class.fish n drey went home. thomas n i went studyin at jurong library but.. so crowded so ended up goin fish's hse study. studied till 5 plus,thomas walked me home..hah. n he went play bball w aloy n e rest. slept till 8 plus.bathe.. n then comp at 9 plus. ironed school uniform leh . zz. dad bot dinner home n went out w mommy lor.. haven eat yet.later baa. my favourite- fishball mifen dry plus chilli. whaha =x/ 3 days havent touch instru ,only buzz. cos tired. im not good w rythms u see.aiyo.

i hate ppl who backstab. arghh.

n then,that fadz, havent give me consent form for learnin kayaking. n durin june holis cant wait to go.. attachemment work at Singapore Chinese Orchestra whor.


terrible without seeing you.

this whole week has been rather tiring, busy for me. no time for comp. studies. arghhh!
this whole full of extra lessons.dead bored n tired of it. as what i could rmb, monday went Pulau Tekom,another island in singapore yeah.took ferry there. went with ms jane n ms chong plus some classmates ,all fr diff class. my class got like 10 of us. dismissed slightly earlier,1pm. bot alot of chocos n prepared my mp3 to listen in e bus. so cool. listened to Blast From The Past.v v damn nice,which becky sent me. n also, american riversongs..ahha.whoa,miss syf. disney fantasy. currently listenin to diemeister now.damn nice. although its a v damn long piece lor. tues got nothing on,so studied in prefect room first. n then went mac studied abit only. reached home bout 7 plus. thomas sent me home. haa.m best friend leh. and also sort of big bro. wed got extra physics lesson.. so tired lor. n then studied after school too,and went yewtee foodcourt meet te rest for revision..

and then today ,thurs. so tired. got A Maths lesson after sch for 2 hrs. whoa seh,n durin school time, got 3 periods of A Maths. whoa, crazy over Amaths lor. today also got phy open-book test. so last min. hai. made me studied last nite so much on phy too. and also did convergin lens retest as a revision,today gave to ms lai for marking lorr.. this whole week had been eating chocolate non-stop. no proper meals, as far as i can rmb . haha. My crunchie is in te prefect room now, for tmr de.. lol. n recess ate hershey cookies n creams.. chinese lesson ate M&m. whoa. so nice lor. n yesterday better still. got skittes, m&m, cookies, ... in class. wahha =x ever since sit besides my best friend,tend to study. lol. cos i dont used to study. and also hand up hws. at least i did now -.-" today after amaths was bout 430pm,rainin damn heavy. go staffroom,ms jane gave me money to buy present for mr chia cos he's leavin. n our class fund is w dejin lor. then jiayao took out his poncho for me to wear .lol. i so touched man. n he even carried my bag for me n hock carried my file. wad nice guys i have in my class.. hhaha. n then lighnting sia. -.- took bus to yewtee. thomas n i went yewtee bookshop choose gift for mr chia. then met ms jane..she went in lor.. we bot for mr chia a small bag to store his markers, a cute little animal to slot in little notes and 4 red pens ba. =) hee. we so sweet horh. hes leavin tmr n soon ms tan leavin too. whoa seh, poa lesson sure v bored liao lor. .. hai __ then she cannot giv me sweets liao . this mornin assembly,mr thomas tan asked me go all e sec3 classes for e attire check thingy. then i go ms koh class. she bullied me siaa.. asked me so much qns.. i so pissed lor n was in a rush. asked me check wad.. then i said i dontknow.. n then she said she got lessons so cant hand up e form, n then i said i personally her class wait for her give me e list n help her submit. whoa. she v big leh. i went ground level looked for thomas ,asked him accompany me to mskoh class get e list.we waited for her quite long leh.she v big leh.. then in e end i ended up sayin thanks to her .-. then went 4th level put the form, n then went 3rd level prefect room cos our chocos there ma. haha. then went ground level take our bag n went back class. so terribly hot,ran here n there. especially everymornings,cos have to wear that blazer.. weee. pulled school flag leh! so fun lor.luckily thomas guilded me. i so nervous lor but v v fun,better than sayin pledge. this sat flag day man..at jurong east mrt station,and then go study. sunday do some sports. monday will study. physics paper on wed. woo. must do really well lor. and everyday have been prac for instru for 30mins per day.. build up my stamina in long notes but i hate that. n prac newpieces. merry widow v fun!



i miss you!

a beautiful sunday. slept at 1230am on sat. and then woke up at 815am, meet kel at 845am at cck mrt statn, met sarah too. so 3 of us took 300 to zeting's house there that bball court.started playin bball. yanxiong came too, so long didnt see him. grew taller noww. got ze ting, zhen jun, sarah, dris, joseph, dor, kel, yanxiong n me. had a friendly match..and then played ABC til bored. play the couple game..so funny and v lame la. haa, mr lim didnt came anyway. bout 11 we left to Sunshine place, took bus fr there to lot1. the rest of dem went LJS for lunch while kel,yanxiong n i went pool first.over at Warren. dey started swimmin but i was waitin for joseph's call so can open sidegate for dem.. seeing them had fun lor. n bout 1230 started swimmin w dor. zhen jun n zeting also jumped into e pool. haa. while e rest of dem ahh.. guai kiass, studyin man. had lotsa fun.. teach zeting how to swim. he so small size lor. n then dey threw him into e water n he so scared. lol, got 3 pools there, n we went sliding.. n went lap pool,swam till bout 3. also went spa. went into steam room.. damn hot. whoa, hardly could breathe inside lor. guys were havin fun in their room too.. bathe then was rainin, weather was nice. now more tanned. as in darker le la. quite fun lor. then dey went lot1, xbox -.-" guys' favourites. i went home. and hai. i dont want say anything more too. y.bro bot lunch fr outside for me at bout 5 plus., watched the hiphop dance in e hallwith my bros.. then 6 plus went for nap till 8pm. woke up. , studied physics and e maths. havent bathe yet. feeling very very down and upset, and headache. so many things , killing myself. hai_ life is meant to be in this way for me. will justend here. i dont know how bad i m gonna do for my midyrs. today, didnt prac my instru. will just prac later on , for maybe 15mins. too late alr.

life is totally unreasonable

seriously dontknow wad to tag down.life is just not exciting for me. not good enough too. friday went for junior band. guess wad i prac on? trumpet. ! wahha,finally got that chance to take up a trumpet. but, i soundeed. arr. airy airy. not nice. yuks. terrible sound,know why? didnt touch my cornet at hm since aftr syf.,meanin for a wk.but eventually,now i did. treasure hunt ,sectionals,drills with sec1s. m e only senior takin my section sec1s.scolded them like .. hai_ i also dontwish to scold them. n i hate to pump sec1s squad,.very hurt to see them being pump and can think of myself in their footsteps when we were in sec1s too.
ended band. whoa seh. accidentally saw mrlim,if not i can go off alr. he talked to me lor .. i expected that. bout my section. i know. how lousy my sect is currently rite now,w/o dris n joseph alr. now, me cat nat. among us,who else? arghh. but as i wad i always dream bout-- being the professional cornetplayer.. thats who i wished to be.. told myself.by the age of 18-19..must alr achieve wad i want in life.. its never too late,to learn something. cant believe now i'm sudyin abban book.. aww man. unbelievable daz. will just sit at the sofa in e hall,and then open up that abban book, warm up. play. for half an hour everyday. ohh. man.. must b able to reach topB by june le horh. .. yes. yes. and hhaa.
okayy, thomas walked me home.he's such a nice best friend of mine.l ol. and then he went mac studywith fish n steff. slept at 1030pm alr.

and then on sat, today..

mornin meet thomas, went for our dance training.1st practise. at sakina's hse..sec2 prefect. her hse quite cool.a lit' room for dance studio with mirror. n learnt some steps. next prac on next week schday ba.then stop durin exam period. havent decide our attire yet. tink bout 10 of us dancing.
then got breaks in between dancelesson, at 11 plus dismissed alr,went lot1 lunch with yvomtan n thomas.met grace..so chat lor.bout prefectstuffs.. n then walked around. went mengyi hse.downstairs,swimming pool there study.. physics.left at 4plus.reached home 5..slept till 6 plus. then prac my cornet.till 730.bot dinner outside. watched teevee chnl 8.9pm-930pm.lol, i seldom watch teevee so dontknow wads goin on man. n here i am..computer usage on weekends.

tmr might still work on physics.lol =x

hmm thats all.sleeppin real soon,if not tmr sure late. listening to Blast From The Past, becky sent de.


missinguu

ytd(tues), dreyy's bday. feelin better. in e mornin,someone delieverd bouquet of flowers to her n announcement was made to our class lor.,went G.O collect.she so shocked to receieve it,i didnt know who was it,then realised was dave. he's so sweet,i mean as a friend..he treated us like his gd pals la. then so big lor,and real flowers leh! and then sang for her in class,had fun..lessons slack cos msjane not in sch,so 4 free periods..plus mrs tan not in sch. whoa.shiok.!
then yvom n thomas gave her gift,we also presented her our gift,was a white dress,err,she opened till like siao,so many layers of newspaper.took photos too. after schhool 130pm,went lot1 ,Kbox..siing n singg lol. with fads,plus kel,dave and jere. so cool. i keep on singing all jay songs twice for each songs i chose. plus sunyanzi..wiber pan.and JJ.! wahha,lol. and of cos oldies.. pretty woman.,walkin down the street..! lol =x so funny,and then we chose te Bday song and lit up e mini-cake..walked in and sing..guessed wad happened? i blew e cake den light up again.n then i tink i blew again =x and then accidentally fish made her cheesestrawberry cake drop.lol., n then we held onto her,dave smashed cake on her,only tio abit sia.i kena most lor,my whole shirt.whoa piang! so terrible, aint my bday too. whoa seh.. then we all kena,whole room so damn messy and smelly with cheese.. arghh. and e mic. !! lol, covered with strawberry cream n then cant clean inside. hhaa,. we did a clean up before continue singin like mad,after few hrs, drey stef n fish were tired of singin,so i continued singing till 7 plus lor. sang for 5 hrs.. so fun. lol. drey must be v happy. then dave bot for her another gift - billabong wallet cos her wallet spoilt too. drey must be v touched lor..
bill was only 80 plus.. then we took mrt home alr. had dinner at yewtee .. reached home 8pm. tired.. day. but fun! wahahah.

today,tuess. guessed what. ms jjane didnt come to sch. 4 periods free again, so cool.slack ahh.sommore exams comin.gonna flunk my exams lor. failed phy test, 8 out of 30. poa,2 out of 25. aiya,i dont care la. -.-" phy ,poa, mathes trs sucks. i just donknow.dey dont motivate students lorr. now startting to like chem,..cos ms chong motivated me to study lor..and ask qns. and then, this yr so diffrent fr last yr. last yr math tr, ms koh..always motivate us and can really teach lor. thats why i score well. hai. e maths actually got a trainee tr teaching us,find her not bad. ms ong muihong. everytime giv me chocolates too.motivate me sia. lol, and then phy tr currently is that mr chia. he's nice,but dontknow what s he teaachin. ms lai faster take his place laa. me v slack man. how i wished ms koh could teach me ... after sch got prefect cleanin up of our room..new cabinet. n then nafa test,but i didnt take.supposed to help out lor.. hmm,sec1s v naughty la. have to scold till no voice.after nafa, fish,drey,stef,thomas,kewin,jiayao and me,went to pasarmalam,then went to yewtee for early dinner at 5plus lor..and then went mac for desserts n chatted..till 7 plus. actually wanted to study but didnt. jus now looked thru my ws only -.- anyway tmr also no maths. today chi test,do finish liao sleep le lor. only 2 sections to do. cos e esawran caught ppl cheating... then whole sec3 level express chinese .. skip 2 sectns.. good sia.
then reached home.. watched just for laughs. thats all. sleepin soon. tired from sch life. how i wished can work.






i just wanna lala.

yoyo_ back. a period didnt really online.rather busy .,even after syf but life still goes on. sportsday was on wed if i'm not wrong.dismissed at 10am, then went for phy test, fail for sure, e tr sucks. and went home. bathe, wear a resilience shirt plus pants n slippers lor.. not running anyway, went lot1 meet fish,stef,drey and of cos,our guy friens__ --> jon,jere n dave. DOVE. lol, damn lame ppl,got to know dem thru fishhy. dave is 19yrs old,msian and drive sports car. jon is same batch as us while jere is in poly now. lunch, at longjohn..keep on laughin till full man. walked around and then we drove us around cck to yewtee area.so fun.u know why? its like more thrilling than aracade cars or roller-coasters ride.he will suddenly turn here n there,and then reverse 360 degrees lol.and we will scream our lungs off man.haa. then drove us to stadium..we are helpers,so help lor.. kena tekan by ms thila siaa.for wearin outside pants.. still shoot me..as prefect.blabla ..talked to ms eng,suddenly cried.upset bout our syf.hai_ and then dave drove us back..wguessed what?
jon was in the boot of e car! aww man,guessed how is it like.. lol. an alive body.. in e boot. then went lot1..then went to e empty carpark.lol.. and then fetched us home.

then friday ,few days ago, was our band chalet. hmm__ in class like no mood study man, boring teachers. ran 6 rounds sch field for p.e , straight after sch.chiong home.packed bag. and went meet fads plus e guys again. this time lunch over at KFC. .chat .. and then went Ntuc bot chocolates. walked around. then he drove us to farmart.. go see puppies..so adorable..walked around there. and then fetched me to Northvale ,chingyee hse .meet joseph to carry those stuffss fr her condo to the other condo... mengyi hse. dris n sarah were there alr. took her uncle car..and set off to chalet.rather tired actually. check-in and prepare bbq stuffs.had lotsa fun. didnt take much phtos actually..ate alot too. and then alot of ppl came too.went walk walk with mengyi.. then went beach with chingyee,yaya n ain.and bout 10 i walked back myself. went redhouse withjoseph ,zeting he and myself.. caught by police halfway thru there..so just anyhow say goin back our chalet..n lost our way..in e end,didn go lor. meet him.. went beach.,till 12 am plus..he took cab home then. had card games with sec4s... so funny.played detective games..heart attack.. and lame lame ones. then went back room to sleep =x lol..so squeezy,our bags and alumni sleepin on te comfortable beds.i slept at a corner cos got aircon upstairs maa.then lionel woke up and went down to sleep,so i took over his place on e bed lol.slept with bob first..then jordan n dor also on bed.. had fun sleepin -.- slept at 330am. till 730am.zeting dey all go disturbed sia -.-" asked us go beach see sun rise but i continued sleep. till 8 plus.
woke up..nothing much to do.so went swimming w some sec4s,ben dey all plus mengyi. in e end,dey kena scolded by lifeguard for not wearin proper attire.didnt realy swim,havin fun. took a bath, most of e ppl not at the chalet..went lan games.. themepark..beach .. so went back to sleep till noon..aaron brought me,yuting and jiaying to Red House in e noon..just wanna see e place only lor. not bad la. nice sleep man . lol.. and then noon went beach awhile with kel..after band prac. and he meet yuexiang go town play games.. initial D -.- evening went cycling with zeting, nikki and laypeng.. so funny.laypeng wanted to race with me who faster.of cos is me laa -.- haa. alot of funs.we cycled to Elias park lor.. zeting treat me halfprice de.lol. then help to prepare bbq. again. ate till 9 plus, by e time,shulin and mr lim arrived alr. mengyi and i went tampiness mall for nite movie. we were wearin v v ..omg. just tee n shorts plus slippers lor. plus a jacket to share. took bus to mrt station,on e way met yaya n aaron walkin. movie starts at 10 smt ended at 1230am like that. believe it or not, mengyi paid 9.50 to sleep throughout movie lol. sommore leaning on me.and got 1 part of e show, i slept on her shoulder n she slept on me.lol! ppl behind laughin damn hysterically man.like hyenasss . then kel came to fetch us back,in te bus.met hafidz on his way home.. slept besides him.cos tired..reached alr.went back chalet. had a nice bathe..feelin relax. played games with laypeng dris dey all.in order to finish our te bbq food cos v waste man. in eend, lost.. must eat 8 chickenwings.. lol. but ate only1. then watched mengyi dey all played the Dance dance revolution... slept at staircase awhile before goin beach.. after his bathe,both of us went to beach by the rocks there felt asleep.bout 2am plus..the pasiris park damn noisy man. so cold, woke up at 6plus.went back to chalet, sleep at ground level ,quite crowded too.. then bathe lor...more awaked and refreshing.. then packed up..i went upstairs sleep awhile again lol. we had bed jumps .haha. took shuttle bus back to whitesands shoppin centre,,took mac breakfast... and then mrt back to yewtee.all of us were tired..listening to bandmusics with zeting.. owed dor 5 bucks and also owed siying 5 bucks. didnt brim enough money man..cos i tot need not brim so much cash lor..
reached home 12 plus. sleep till 6 evening and then. whoa..wanted to pack my bag..and hws..but dinner with family and grandmaa. at Marina there.. the buffet for bbq and steamboat..damn sick of bbq now... and so full.ate not much... and then so tired.

monday bluess.sick..flu.headache.arghh. got a cold fr chalet.and ate so much bbq food. lessons..slack. today E Maths and Geog tests.fail le la.didnt even study. left blanks here n there.. A Maths started on new topic.after sch ..didnt went for poa test -.- cos sure fail. wentlot1 with fads.bot smt for him . meeting him tmr.. woo hooO!! going KBOX.. waahaa =x sleepin now le. niteeeee ppl

tues____ syf is over.te only 10 mins chance on stage,expressing yrself into the music.,doin wadever u can,on time,_ tone _ style and of cos, in tune. but, this was very much i could do for yesterday's syf. i blamed myself,a bit . i just dontknow why. we got a. silver.it wasnt very good. so what's the big deal bout it when so many schs got silver too?? aint that happy,satisfied. but was te best already. not so nervous, __ cos had e feeling already. just 10 mins of yr life on stage,i mean..err.. syf. before us, we could hear everything that st.andrews played. yes,ther was mistake., no one is perfect too. mr lim was trying to smile n look happy, but we all knew he was nervous and we, too. american riversongs was nice, yes. but. seems like te judgers dont really like it. it always depends on them_ to see what dey like best. for all i knew now, they like big and loud bands and award them with gold or gold with honours. we are, a mini-sized band cant be compared to st.andrews. it alwas depends v much on judgers dey themselves too. after syf, went back to sch.packed up and most of us took train to listen for results. we were nervous. band no. 51, regent sec sch.. silence for a moment, Silver. i screamed, 'cos i really tot we will get COP like what mr lim said. but, i never expected that.but now,i realised i wasnt v happy too. we went to Lau Pa Sat for dinner/with shulin.some alumnis. whole row of us sitting.we were chatting, bout band again,even as we walked to the stall. hai__ n then we were walking damn slow to the mrtstation..talkin bout band stuffs.reached home like 945pm alr. bathe and then slept at 11pm. was rather tired.

__wednes. today__ what a day.prefect investiture.was damn angry with amalina. she took my blazier,didnt asked me. n sommore that blazier got my name on it alr. hai__ freako. later,then she said she wore mine.. idiot. then.yes. shook hands with mdm tan. whatever laa. talked to me -.-" took cert, new badge.woo hoo!! senior prefect lol. then,hug Eka.gave her rose plus chocolates. yeah. then prefect phototakin session. then exco phototakin.we threw blazers up.. had alot of funs takin photo for like 1 period lorr.then slack in prefects room,didnt went back to class man. and then mrs lin came in.. lost a gold badge, then all looked for it lor. mrs lin said we lazy siaa. and then thomas,yvonne,veronica,me n jiahui went sec1s classes to meet us after sch to distribute badges to them. reached class at 950am,10 mins of lessons then dismissed. got phy test.. do paper like 15 mins,brim home instrument n chiong home man. and then went lot1 meet fads. plus 2 new friends lol. dave and jeremy. so funny ppl. err.bout age 19 like that.
so damn havoc with mee.. dined at long john for like an hr plus,took dave's car to stadium for sports dayy. dave..damn power. making those damn scary stunts while we were in te car lorr..i was screamin like madd.so scary.but more fun than arcade cars. omgosh.u will scream yr lungs out in his sports car man. he was doin those stunts that e police can fine him siaa. drey was so scared. n then, helped out. but not much things cos alot of us helpin out.was slackin. i felt so sorry for my hse..cos mr alan choo asked me to run for 4*400m.. but. i dont feel like running this yr. hai__ then hai our resilience only 1 team. so sorry man.he like keep on beggin me.. plus jiayao. sommore i wearin outside shorts n slippers lor. i was slackin aroundd. and then teachers run... cool. mr alan choo,ms jane ong,mr thomas tan,mr teo can run real fast man.i keep track of time yeah. and then after prizes giving..i saw ms eng. talked to her awhile.then ms thila interferred,scolded me.,for wearin outside pants,iso heck lor., and then., later i started crying. i was sad,due to syf results once again. but i just couldnt control my tears. hai__ never hav i seen myself so enthu band kk.. and i dontknow wher to hide my face.so many trs. ms eng.was shock. hai... and then dave gave us a shockin cool ride again. his was a sports car. then, jon geow was w them.so we asked how to sit so many ppl.dey said jon went hm alr n we were convinced by them lorr.. then guessed wad? he was sitting behind the boot of the car siaa! omgosh, we wondered hhow he breathe n he said he enjoyed it man. omgosh. can u believe a real alive person in e boot of a car???? whoa piang.drove us to lot1. then sianz,before 10mins,drove out of lot1, had fun at a carpark...he was doin stunts ther,ski here n there lol. then drove back..sent drey home..then we so bored,y not go lot1 again..chat ard.7 like that,he drove us back. he's such a funny guy. then he went back msia home baa. yeah. glad that dey brighten up my dayy man. hai_- still,upset. sored/ /