i dont mean to, i never thought of.. and why must you view it in a negative side?? what's e matter ?? i dont know. what did i do to you guys. if i really did something evil,bad , jus so sorry and thats it for now. i dont trust anyone anymore .. cos you guys made me lose trust in you yourselves. no one can be trusted for now. i dont believe your every single word. not even a alphabet. nothing of that sort. i dont wish to .. continue all this nonsense anymore. what i suppose i should do is jus study. leave everything aside ..even though i like you so so much. i can jus jump down and die for you. it's my love for you. to show everything. i wished. i'm jus sorry. am i a v bad girl ?? why everyone is against me.. ever since that only moment of incident made me lose trust in 4 friends. and now, in this simple gp. i dont know what have been goin on. they are just .. people who dont concentrate when comes to studyi but only me. what's e most important is just you yourself jiahui. you got to be strong, determine to do what you can. maybe maybe i hope the very day will come when everyone is back to normal. till now, it's not stable enough for me to pass through this little shaky bridge. true friends are those who would go down to save you when everyone is jumping down. who listen to you. your everything. that's what i called as a true friend. i dont have true friends. no , never will i have 1. jus a loner. am i fated to be in this manner?? we are no longer , anymore. iam just a little too stubborn ,foolish. but i must accept this fact.
no matter what, stay strong. you have yourself to continue life with.