Thursday, February 03, 2005

am backk. umm, few days didnt post. so tired fr sch. taxin life man. ytd reached hm 730. today ard 8pm man- ay.. busy life for me. umm, today went macritchie w ms loh n few more bandmates regardin treking on comin sat. walked like 2 hrs?

today received chocolate from ms ong!! she's so good man- aha. then ms tan gave me dove choco!! 2 days ago ms koh gave me kinda bueno!!!! whoa- everyday got choco. sofun- ms leong dont wanna give me choco. =( sad leh- aha. anyway, e current trainee trs fr NIE rather fun la. i mean dey are like err. friendly ? lol- i mean it. nice trs . regent shld have more of this kind of trs.. anyway, those trs i mentioned above, thanks horh. =) i want kinda surprise . the egg one . inside got toy!! must buy for daz here horh. i so well liked by ppl and so cute too- ye, thanks. i know. lol.

ytd mr tan took taxi fetched me to yew tee control! lol. mr hector so good. he so ke ai just like me man- anyway. today. hmm. poa test i failed but just glad that out of 30, i got 10. good enough alr.la. i dont expect more cos is a new sub to me. zz. x= but for math must expect v high. if i get low, i v upset man. as for chem n phy tests, sure fail . oh no- am afraid tmr got A math surprise test. arghh. then jia lat liao larr.

haii-- i missed him. ms koh told me a good news bout him but not for me. hai, i knew it. very upset. so mood. to do anything alr. just now anyhow do math. haii. then i keep on thinkin. : no use to be sad . have to be happy for him alr. when he's happy, i 'll feel happy too. i seldom see him so happy. we used to hold conversations . even though now also. but. time flies. its te 148th day alr. half a yr. waiting. for whatt? sound so foolish. 've nothing to comment. but just very happy he gave me smt today, - personally in class when no one's around. am just glad. a gift means alot. its shows care, concern. yeah.- i wish him all te best as for now. hoping that dey will patch again. is it possible ? i dont know- but m happy forhim









is it so hard to live through those unhappiness, sad memories, lonliness.?




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