phew. sci paper is overrr. hate tt subject a lot n i sure did badly. haa. cos i never study chpt 4 . no time lazy to. lol. i doin e straw hearts. recently engrossed in that. zw la, teach me cos i wanna learn. n den fads also learn. haa yesterday at mac instead of studyin for sci keep makin hearts sia. today worst, study maths a bit n then keep laughin n laughin. cos deb tt gp competin with us singin happy endin n dey sang so loud, throw rgt's face sia lol. got me,jude,zw,fahmi,fish,stef,cw n eric,drey came later. haiyo. nw i finally know wad happened between e both of dem. like that also cant solve e problem, right? what to do. is always relationship problems. height means a lot ? hmm.. today mdm fazelah seemed angry with us durin contact time but luckily prefects nid go for meetin in e hall so i wasnt in class. is cos of e teachers complainin bout our class to her esp me. she wants to see me again. have been seein her for 3 days. arghh. wad bad luck. i tink is cos of e quarrel between shakila n me. who asked her dont allow me collect class fund durin her lesson so damn boring. n then i scolded her n walked off lo. till her lesson finish i walked pass her scolded her again. hai. she bloody bitch la. hate her a lot ever since after Cme skit though we won all thnx to our own efforts instead of hers. zZZ she sucks. weather's so cold today. later watchin windstruck vcd. yeah! today's a great friday. tomorrow have to wake up early. arghh. for e prefects' dance for teachers day. then after that meet ms koh for maths stuffs. yeah. so many things to do. evenin might go to relatives' hse for bday bash. but unsure if i want go cos if i'm goin, papa not in sg cant fetch me home n is inconvient. daddy went to bangkok today ,comin back on sunday. sunday might be goin gp study plus zw,xr,eric n fads n ms koh. have to see first la. cos stef n fish goin plaza singapura. hai. y are fads always keepin secrets among themselves n always nevertell me ? i always felt left out. homecons, 3 of them same group only me diff gp fr them. and then v soon, 3 of them same cca. i'm in band,odd one out. hai. den e person's relationship all this never tell me. should i or should i not ? i dont feel like remainin in fads anymore. i just like to be a loner . i dont know why. ever since aftr e break up friendship with her, i jus likes to be alone.
i dont wish 2 be a prefect anymore. i m not a perfect good example for e rest of ppl. am so defiant man. i just cant change my ways of life. what should i do now. ?
i believe.