Thursday, March 30, 2006

prefect investiture was held today.
and the music was centuria. so paiseh,i was strolling in la due to the big court shoes i was wearing. and then i walked up,shook hands with e principal,so many people were screaming for me. yar la,i'm so important. she told me,"you got so many supporters."
we took prefectorial board 06 and sec4s photos. we were crazy la,throwing up the blazers and mr chen was throwing the ferrero chocs for us. and then sec3s presented their gifts for each exco. i was so touched. gaven and kenneth presented to me. 2 boxes of chocolates filled with hearts pasted on it,. and it was melted choco of different shapes. gaven said to me, "feel like crying." and he really burst out. i was shocked. i consoled and hugged him. then lini got a big milkbottle filled with water,containin testubes with messages in it. thomas got a hand-made calender 07 with photos pasted in it,and he was so touched that.he really cried out. followed on so so many people. its a sad moment for all but precious =) i love and be missed by all of them. i was rather strong la,trying to hold back all my tears. almost all sec3s hugged me, cos all sure miss the cute daziree yeah. heh.fanny said to me,"must eat the chocos k,i did the most." very touched by their great efforts. although i wasnt really commited into prefectorial board,but it somehow rather gave me a good feeling. anyway ,gona have part 2 cryin session durin the chalet which is tomorrow! we prepared a gift for the sec3s too!
had band practise today. i realised so many things.the current sec2 batch is much better than the sec3 batch.just look at the sec3 batch.,everything not up to the standard.they need people to push them. someday i really wish they will grow up.they are not very bonded even after howmanycamps and their outings. sec2 batch is really,well,even though they are playful,but they work well like, if they go band early,they will say,eh we arrange the chairs or smt like that.although its a small thing, but alot of effort and iniative. what mr lim said today was right. being a leader in band is completely different from any other ccas. sec 4s shouldnt be mentioned now, instead sec4s should be scolding their juniors for silly mistakes made in music or outside music. and they themselves should already be musically strong. if not, 4 years in band what do they learnt?? simply their own efforts and not forgettin the teachers' effort gone down in the drain. mr lim had been tryin to groom the band for 4 years, yet nothing was gain. it still remained at this lousy poor standard. sometimes i really feel upset bout it. but i got this mentality,not only me but all the sec4s i guessed so, that, why should we care so much? we're steppin down in a month's time. a bo-chap attitude. i must admit i got this kinda attitude. yeah. i feel, that sec4s should still cherish the last few moments with the main band and also with their own section, and instead continously encourage and finding ways to improve their music or drills. yeap.
i feel for that my section. talk bout each of them.
rena-- her character is like me. but her music is weak. she can pitch high notes,but dont want play out,scared this or that.rythem got probs -.= thats why today quite angry with her la. rythems wrong here and there. in the end, no support for festivo. trumpets played so lousy today. she needs to build up her rythem.
eliana-- dare to play out.not bad. got faith in her. rythem still alright.
zhiting-- shy to play loudly. she dontknow anything,never ask me,only ask the rest of the seniors.cos they find me fierce!
nat-- no comments.got faith in her =)
i hope they continue to do their best la. as for the sec1s, got hopes in every single of them =p
its very hard for me to encourage and praise them. feel so awkward cos i always scold them.
so mean of me. heh. they understand me , i guess.
so i hope that,whichever band sec4mates readin this post,will continue to encourage their sections, hav the never-give-up spirit ks!
sec3s, continue to perserve on and you will be successful(if you're readin)
sec2s, dont be too complacent la, but strive for the very best!(if you're reading)
cant wait for combine service at church on comin sat. which is 2 more days!
super duper cool!

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