i was late for band- cos i slept at 3am last night.

couldnt wake up.maybe my dreams was too nice already.haha.

received a call so i hurriedly rushed to sch. of cos i did bathe! x)

reached at 830am.super late for band. had combine in the early morn.

went through black magic women and warabe uta fantasy.

had sectionals with benny! he taught us how to play jazz.

and he showed us a E flat trumpet.

he says he will try to bring a flugelhorn to show us.

loves flugel and piccolo trumpet.

learnt smt meaningful in church today.

in fact,i always learn and grow.

i learnt that even when there's low times, i still have to fully trust Him cos i know He will be there no matter what.

i learnt to take everything step by step,

than to give up so easily when you take so much steps at a time.

and i remember the first day when i accepted Christ,

i'm so interested in knowing Him so much,

i hunger for Him so much,

i was just so in love with Him.

and i will still loves Him wholeheartedly xP

i love my cellgroup brothers and sisters!

God, i promised i will be faithful to you !

i'm startin to cherish things around me .

even my mom.

i'm startin to realise that she did really that to care and love so much for us but i never did appreciate all that she has done for this family, and for us especially.

and she only has one expectation for us.to study hard.

i returned home at 10 plus just now.

what happened was.she cooked our fav spagetti.and bought a bottle of coke for us.

i was touched. and that dinner was more like supper.

although i dont talk to her much. ican see she's always very depressed,

no one to talk to. what matters most to her is this family.

but. no more hope.

i've always been so selfish.

all i want to do when i;m home is stayin in my room and

do my stuffs or using the comp in the study room.

i never ever accompany my mom like watchin tv in e living room.

its just like a normal routine.

hai.