i wanna blog. becos i have no one to share my stuffs with.
first day of sch? alr so tired. u know why? just went to class like 15mins. and then see the class commitee. ohh.im lucky that i'm not the class chair. but am the discipline head. do i look like i can discipline people? so wrote the class timetable on the board. then we had likesome icebreaker games. at 930am left class. started on orientation. ohh.its very tiring.run here and then.do this and organise that. then we went prefectroom to slack while they were havin talk w ms merduati. wannna sleep man.. then games.. ohh.i was like. -.-'' entertaining the sec1s.. got to know them.. all the way till 330pm.even got tourin ard sch.then went straight to band.i;m a robot man. had sectionals. now is like.zhiting is improving alot.. eliana is also great. but that rena . HAI. so i scolded her. i felt very terrible actually.awwman. and i think she went to cry after sectionals.nat and cat told me. so iwas like ,," har ? " what can i do.. i hate to talk to my juniors bout their standard.i dontknow if i still hav hope in them. i'm stepping down. i might not even play for OPUS III or cultural night. my section will be like. awohh. how???? and i'm like so busy with my prefects stuffs. HAI. i 'm feelin damn stress. and there will be tetra camp this year. and then prefects camp i still hav to organise. HEAdache. what a "good" life i've got.. and i shouldnt be involve in so many things. i dont wan my studies to be affected.how how?
i'm really very stress. just now mr tan talked to me after band, asked tired not? then i said yes. then i told him..i so stress. opus all this concerts how? he said.. studies first. then i also dont want to neglect my section which is damn small now.
i just cant take it anymore~~~!!!!!!!!!!!






what a fcukin life i 've got.