i realised, i really do enjoy studying now. and i studied 10hours this week. praise God!He really motivates me to strive harder and even give me that discipline to study 3hours(althoughsometimes i did not study for 3hrs) per day. thank You Lord for Your kind guildance.

i learnt in discipleship something which is very important- to obey my leaders. 'cos we dont want togive their work a burden but we want to give them this joy (; oo well,im so sweet right. :P

God has been continously answering my prayers, guilding me, teaching me, and of cos with me always ;]He is really the beautiful,wonderful,splendid,amazing,awesome God that everyone would want to know. although at times i felt really down, when every other things seem to be falling apart, i know He has beenwith me from the very beginning and consoling me. He has never left me,not even once. recently many things happened, i did not question whys , but i know He has His good reasons for all these.after all, i should even continue to press on, hold on 'cos He has never ever give up on us. and after theseproblems happened, good things start to be on the path. just like yesterday, i asked my mom whether i could attend church today.she did not immediately say a no,like how she objected last time. instead, she asked me why. thank God! she did allow me to attend. i want to continue to fast and pray this week too, for myself and cellgroup to continue to grow and more peoplewill join us. He has answered my prayers (:
i am not gona give up 'cos i am in the middle of the race,i gona complete the race for Him.

Prayers are really very super powerful weapons that we have. as christians,we must Pray everyday! having really serious quiet time this week has really changed me.i felt something which i did not feel before.this is a great feeling. quiet time has become part and parcel of my life now.

yes,im retakin my chinese0level paper. like what peng and ade said, maybe it wasnt the right method i applied to my studies. i should not just give up like that, but i ll continue to work extra hard for the retake.i will be more dilligent for You Lord. i study not for anyone,but You and where my future lies. ade shared with me this verse which i would also like to share with the people out there, "You keep track of all my sorrows, You have collected all my tears in Your bottle,You have recorded each one in Your book" Psalms 56:8" no matter what the results may be, we must be grateful for it is God who gives ;]

thankyou peng for your prayers that night. it really makes me better and encouraged.
it is not by chance that i got this support of cellgroup, of this sisters and brothers, but it is by His plan.

i learnt in today's sermon. Romans 12:2 "Do not conform any longer to the pattern of this world,but be transformed by the renewing of your mind,so that you will be able to test and approve what God's will is,His good,pleasin and perfect will." we need not be fashionable by wearin clothings which expose.this people do nothave a sense of secure in them,thats why they are dressed like this,and they do not even think before they dress.we think of the way before we dress and we need not expose to be fashionable too. ps daniel mentioned Sg has the worst fashion trend!boooooohooo. by the way,it was a survey tested,not by his opinion.

back to what i did today, i woke up at 8am and cycled to cck for band basketball. o well,by the time i reachedthat place,my legs went weak cos its so far and there's no short cut route there. im glad to see many bandmates there, even the alumnus too. went off at 10am. cooked instant noodles,went to meet siying.newcomers! x] andall 3 of them accepted Christ! wow,that's the most wonderful part-receiving salvation! although my friendswere unable to come, i am not just going to sit there and give up easily. i will continue to keep this peoplein prayers and invitation to church.
praise the God! my cousins are comin tomorr for biblestudy. and amazingly,i did not feel lethargic in church today although i was tired. x] wonderful God!

study even harder,(clock up more hours)
pray like never before,
share to even more friends.