HAMHAM IS DEAD. 16may06

she was motionless there,sleep in her death.

life is just like that. one moment you might be laughing.one moment you might be crying. there's always the Ups and Downs. and you wont know what will happen next. *upsets*

today we reported to school at sgpoly at 815am. we got duties to do.so we sat jus behind the speakers and teachers' seats. didnt sit with fadsj and they even booked a seat for me =( i love the speaker, Mr Perkins from Republic Poly. the way he speaks really can capture our attention and very funny. i love the talk by Nanyang Poly regarding nursing.,. and am motivated by Penny Tan's talk. in fact she was the first student in sg to enter university after her medical science course. then the whole talk ended around 3pm includin the tour in SP. the emcee ,amin was good!actually fads going to Jurong Point. but then so last min,they backed out , left me in the train.
why always like that? i felt really left out by so many people in my school now.i felt that i hav no friends now. i dont hang out with them anymore. i feel what really friends are. , are the people in my church. what's more, the conversations in school with friends are all bout the world,the guys,the trends, the rumours and every other things. i dont want to be influenced by the world. i want to be a good testimony!
i took train to BoonLay, wanted to go JP but i knew i will spend money again. so i took train to jurong to change train.but i forgot so took till clementi. lol. and then to cck. went to buy drink and eat junk food before headin home.

tomorrow lessons' as usual =(
tomorrow got band SEC4s drills practise session with zeting!whaha.he's so BIG now! hopefully all of us turn up yeah.

MS KOH'S BACK FROM CHINA FOR 4 MONTHS THERE! i miss her. i talked to her over the phone once she touched down. i missed her voice. i gona meet up with her very soon.

ILOVEYOU ;p