woohooyippieyaya. blog is done. thanks to fidahhhh ;D always doing skins.i really love the blog and everything. including my cute face =p i woke up at 11am. went sakae sushi with my some of my relatives at westmall. so so full larh. i miss cheyanneeee! [: saw joshua and shaun,inotstupid2. i bought color socks! we took cab home cos dad's car under repair. slept till night and went to yewetee to study. ate mac for dinner! i bought rojak for myself! muwahha.gona eat it later. am havin maths paper 2 tomorrow. pray that it will be an easy paper. gona revise soon. i wanna go swimming after examinations.



we all have to go through this.

a busy week loaded with examinations. yesterday i had SS and POA paper but i skipped POA paper. o.O for SS, i only studied abit. i love the section A on those skills needed to apply for the different parts of the qns. for sect B,i think i gona fail la. and i had 3.5 hours of nap at home! lazy bum right? ;p dad bought dinner for us, went to lot1 meet peng to buy some stuffs at popular. and then we got ktv larh!! did those bday thingy till very late. bout 3am plus lorh. i cant sleep yesterday night, cos i drank cold bottled coffee. dad bought like. 2 big bottles of coke, 3 small bottles of lemon tea,peach tea,lychee tea and 3 small bottles of coffee. so cool right. wahhaa. i couldnt sleep last night. i think i fell asleep bout 5am plus larh.
YEAHHH. ! today church!! i love the service today!! for everything Past Daniel had said makes alot alot of sense =) i think he talked too fast until i cant catch some of the notes. i love today's icebreaker games!! the good thing was we did not need to introduce ourselves. but was bad in the other way,cos there wasnt any newcomers too. and can see our cg's attendance was very poor today. some regent people didnt come,'cos of examinations., stupid excuses. and going to church is only ONCE a week larh. unless its parental objections norh. i love the POISON CHAIR game,although it was dangerous.wahha.really enjoyed alot. must thanks hester also,every week will bring snacks for our cg.how sweet of her! we also celebrated WanPing's belated bday in church. was like a surprise for her.yeaps. and i bought her a hp asses. with her birthdate on.then most of us went to dris' house for her bday party yeap. and i;m really glad to see so many of the band alumnus.,cos is like very very logn dint get to see them. =p i miss them. especially my trumpet section alumnus- kewei and lionel =P whatt. both of them kept on FORCING and THREATENING me to go to their NP CONCERT on 20th May norh. 6bucks. see,helpin u to advertise =p lionel told me what,he's playin bugler's holiday with 2 other trumpetors. IF he really play, i sure go and SUPPORT him alr! that piece is like so so much endurance is needed especially for first part.whaha. come to talk bout all this, i must really work on my fundamentals already.. if not i'll be lousy in my playing. anyway, poly's band slack and very relax. haha. maybe will join when i'm in poly. o.O
i'm homealone. i gona sleep soon. its already like 3am. woo.time flies. and the weather is soooooo nice !! tomorrow gona study Maths =] no bible study tomorrow =(

NO MORE WISHLISTS.


today 's physics paper was too difficult to imagine! aww.i gona fail. ;/ amaths paper,we got 2.5 hours.how long was it! and,it sucks BIGTIME. formulaes given,but where can it apply to. for what i know,i gona fail too. ;( looked for VP and talked to her bout dropping POA.she approved. i need a parent's letter too. and then i went cycling around my house area alone. just to get some exercise,i'm getting lazier and fatter,'cos of studies,that i always sit,eat,revise. o.O supposed to meet debra for a movie or smt but,she backed out last min ;( was very upset then,cos i alr walked to yewtee mrt station alr. and then i walked back,. supposed to dine at Pastamania with daryl,so we asked dylan to join along. and then we asked my dad.haha.so ended out to be dinner. dad brought us to hard rock cafe instead, cos of dylan. he's so childish,kept on yeking. aww.my dad got friends there. dinner was pretty awesome.i ate a burger and the onion rings were huge! we were totally too full to eat the brownies sundae. i love the icecream! we met Adrain Pang,the mediacorp star and his family there,celebratin his son's bday. and then at 930pm-1am they had the Salsa dance. my dad asked me go learn lar -.- it was pretty cool i guessed so. just returned home. tomorrow got social studies paper and POA paper 2. i gona sleep throughout the whole POA paper man. ,or even leave. let's see how. zz. this week's ending soon. HOORAY ;p
aww. supposed to meet chantelle's bro today for passin the jellies to his mom but was out.so meetin him tmr instead. hope that tmr can go dinner with him and her. wahhaha. gona study tmr nite for chemis and maths.

today i had chinese paper in the school hall. - Paper 1, 2 and 3.
i wrote 2 pages for composition and letter writing. i remember Paper 2, i didnt have time to finish my paper, left half an hour for Comprehension writing and comprehension multiply choices. i was like..very very nervous.what if i leave out one page of my answer sheet blank?? but,God was there to guild me,allow me to complete my paper on time and i even have extra 5mins to check my answers. i wanna SHOUT AND PRAISE YOU!! whahaa =] i'm so delighted.
okays. then i slept for 3hours at home.so so tired. and cooked my own dinner already.made some jellies again! met chantelle's bro to pass him dvds. i gona go study with jiayao and fadz already. everyday my papers end at noon =(

i went out to study and then somehow,

i got the urge to return home.
i felt very negative today.




sighs*
something's bothering me too much.

i dont want to be bothered by this world!

today i woke up at 11am and watched tv with siying cheryl and becky.dad brought me and bros to Yum Cha with my grandma for dim sum! and then my grandma gave us money. o.O then went drey's house to study till 9plus. ate at mac with her. went to fish's house for study, but then i went home shortly after. so dumb. zzz.fed up with this person but i should not bear grudges. i cant study when i reached home. very tired. home always gives me the feeling of sleeping. there's simply nothing other than sleep. *sighs* now's already 1am.

i was very upset just now. she's returning soon. then what wil happen between us and dad? i guessed we cant even meet him for lunch or dinner appt already. hai.. i really will miss so many things now. and then what will happen to us once she comes back? everything will be in a chaos again. and then i wont be able to concentrate on my revision for exams now. and then she will be complainin whole day and everyday. i cant take it lar. i 'm turning crazy soon. very upsetting. why caused so much probs? it's behind Satan's evil plans, i knew it all along.

tomorrow 8am shall go out and study.

really no time to blog. i must limit my usage of comp too. recently i didnt really go online often. and i study laa!Praise Him! but thanks to audrey who studied with me,wahahha.if not i will be lazing around already. thurs night i went to study with fadsj till 1045pm. rather late uh. yesterday i studied with drey! i redo my phy TYS MCQs! and then ade came,. we slept at bout 2am i guessed.very very tired.was late for cellgroup at 1pm, cos dylan and ade woke up so late larhhs. in the end we took a cab to church. today's sermon, can understand what pastor daniel said. but da vinci code is so complicating!! i think i fell asleep durin the video. was too tired. today's catering dinner was nice nicey! went to aunt'splace just now, and returned home not long. dont know why, i'm starting to feel, really superb nervous for exams. on the way just now,i was thinking how how how.my AMaths? ? *sighs* its like ,hey come on this is only MID YEAR ,not 0s level. and sec4s examinations in the school hall! the atmosphere will be totally different!, argh* tonight shall sleep late and study, and wake up late mornin tmr. tmr noon lunch with dad and bros.,and then study with audrey till night. still thinkin who to study with on mon. cos i cant study by myself. o.O no bible study tomorrow. bye.


stop all your insults, it hurts me.,

and we JUMPED!! we met rebecca on the train after the concert, so we took a photo. i look i am the sweetest!
twoo good brothers of mine in band.

charles and me. i know we rock!
i like this photo,the way its taken.
some bandmates .ready to set off! !
i love my REGENT WIND SYMPHONY SEC4s - The Devotee![Life is A Mistake Without Music]'o3
my supporters! lol- mr michael wong and ms ng.
some sec4 band mates!
rebecca , charles ,jordan and gy. before concert!

this week is a hectic week,..everything must rush..revision and things like that.
i had nafa ytd.i think i'm not gona get a Gold already ;( due to my standing broad jump. it sucks! the rest were alright.
yesterday night audrey came over to my hse and we studied together.. but was rather late.started studyin at 10pm.
we slept at reaching at 1am. laypeng hope you're okayy kays? the aircon was super cold la! so i woke up to off it. guessed what time i left home,710am
i thought i gona be late and i ran to school! :x the side gate was bout to close. i was really lucky.thank God. had 4 free periods today. did some maths revision and chi work. o.O later going to study.
yeah! ade's comin back today. woohoo- ,, dont know if i'm going to the airport. i gona study at least 3hours every night!

whahaa. everyone must have missed me badly. yesterday went to church. i love the games by gamemaster jielong and gamemistress laypeng! LOL. and sermon was bout da vinci code.was abit too chim for me. i think i nearly fell asleep maybe was also too tired cos i slept at 3am the day before. went home aftr dinner at cafe, 8 plus. ade and audrey came over to my place to stayover. but too bad they came so late that we did nothin much. so just watched some tv,used comp..looked at photos. we slept at my bro's room,2 combined beds and then ade slept in the middle,stuck in the hole. lol. i fell asleep at bout 4am lor.that wasnt my bed,so i dont quite used to it even though its hard kay! and then mornin alarms rung so loud that dontknow why,i was the only one who heard. steff called 18 times larr!! both dont want wake up,. in the end, i went to bathe and make breakfast! daz is a nice girl! :x ade was late for cafe duty. went to church with audrey and we studied for 3hours. lalallalal~ i so happy, cos i always cant concentrate. hmm.maybe studyin outside of my house is better.can concentrate and focus. then i went bible study. quite interesting.. dad fetched me ade and dylan to airport. we dined at Hans. and some other cg ppl came to send them off to thai. was rather sad although its only a 3days trip. i miss you ADE ;P i'm beginning to MISS YOU. wahhaha- i know i always very paiseh say. oKays. i gave her a big hug, ade must faster come back. i miss you sister. and i miss LAYPENG sister! stephanie SISTER! and.. of cos GODCHASERS!! going to study outside now with LUWEI brother. ;P and then dinner together. cant believe it. my dad gave me allowance comin week, 50bucks. woo hoo- llalallLALALLA~ i need to save still.

yesterday's night wind symphony's performance at SP was great! before the concert starts we got so much free time man. we were the first item. i was really nervous due to my 12bars solo and i make it. i continued on playin even to the lousy audience cos i knew i'm playin music pleasing to God. wahahha-,I ROCK kayys. my friends liked blackmagicwomen! and then the band sat outside the convention hall for dinner..we left there at 9pm.,when they ended the concert although we dont get to watch the whole concert.returned to school and shifted percussion instruments and helped some other teachers too. went yewtee mac for supper.met so many regenites -.-" and returned home 11plus. and today we started sch at 815am. how cool. but was so tired in class, that i slept durin social studies and english. i think the teachers understood how tired we were. heh. i scored 33/50 for chi writing. met bandmate,stephanie in the evening. went bugis to take neoprint and ate at Burger King, and we went suntec convention hall for Burn The Floor musical concert. woah., we wore so casual and the people attendin were mostly adults wearin so formal. and then we sat in the middle ;P concert was great. i love the different dances like waltz, cha cha.. and then supposely dad's fetchin me and her back. but then steph's mom came to fetch us back. returned home not only. going to study soon. today didnt study. ;/

i cant wait for church tomorrow~ i miss you people larhhhs~~

havent been updatin lately.i have no idea why. just dont feel like typing so much things happenin around me. it's something good and bad. but i know ,after all this obstacles i'm going through, when i dont give up, i will become a stronger person.i'll endure to see Him smile! lately had been tired+busy due to the practises i had to chiong for the concert tomorrow night. pray that we will not screw up,i'll be able to play confidently ((:

this week's a busy week. yesterday had dinner with peng steff meiyan and then went over to my place to see HAM HAM!! the name was given by stef yesterday. so adorable right? and then ade came over. o well. i was late for sch today. first time in my sec life,i forgot to set alarm!! luckily my dad woke me up at 8 and drove me to sch. after sch i went to lot1 to celebrate drey's 16th bday includin FADSJ! took neoprint as usual. went to mac to study at night with stef and fish. met becky peng ade jiajin and we went to hang ard at becky's place. had dinner at yewtee. i love to give every details! u guys might wonder why x)

i dontknow. i'm not really very excited bout tomorrow's concert,

but more excited if churchmates are going. but. none going i guessed.

if ther's still people who are interested,

Sg Poly Convention Hall

0715pm

20th April 06,Thursday

$10 per ticket

tickets are available at that place itself.

she's dead.

today's the last day of sch for this week! that's so fast larhh. midyr exams is coming ;(
i had band prac today and then we went through new piece like Old Scottish Dances.i think it sounded nice ;) i tried my new edited solo. errhs.still unfamilar and really got to prac hard with mentronme. and today we announced the new OC commitee , section leaders, dept heads. i was so stunned. Band Major: Stephanie! i didnt even thought of a sec4 student to be one. Anyway,i'm confident she can lead the band well but will be very stressful for her. i <3>exco photos! but was without zhenjun cos we cant find him. it was our last time takin the band just now. and, gy and charles cried lar. followed by many others. aww man. that moment. anyway,it was way too early to cry. we havent pass out yet. passinout ceremony will be on 10th June 06 with display drills. wahahah! i cant wait! walked home with few others.. returned at 730pm.
tomorrow there will be Band Outing for all, at Sentosa. just informed mr lim.hopefully he turns up ;) he's so childishh laarr. watched whatever spiderman. lol.
CCK CONTROL at 9am!
and i will be so packed with activities for tomorrow. tomorrow night going for Hayden's Trumpet Concerto at Esplanade Concert Hall at 730pm.
Morning am going to Church ! Good Friday! so joining the band later on.


2 more practises left.
1 more combine left.
6 more days left.

today's the last day of sch for this week! that's so fast larhh. midyr exams is coming ;(
i had band prac today and then we went through new piece like Old Scottish Dances.i think it sounded nice ;) i tried my new edited solo. errhs.still unfamilar and really got to prac hard with mentronme. and today we announced the new OC commitee , section leaders, dept heads. i was so stunned. Band Major: Stephanie! i didnt even thought of a sec4 student to be one. Anyway,i'm confident she can lead the band well but will be very stressful for her. i <3>exco photos! but was without zhenjun cos we cant find him. it was our last time takin the band just now. and, gy and charles cried lar. followed by many others. aww man. that moment. anyway,it was way too early to cry. we havent pass out yet. passinout ceremony will be on 10th June 06 with display drills. wahahah! i cant wait! walked home with few others.. returned at 730pm.
tomorrow there will be Band Outing for all, at Sentosa. just informed mr lim.hopefully he turns up ;) he's so childishh laarr. watched whatever spiderman. lol.
CCK CONTROL at 9am!
and i will be so packed with activities for tomorrow. tomorrow night going for Hayden's Trumpet Concerto at Esplanade Concert Hall at 730pm.
Morning am going to Church ! Good Friday! so joining the band later on.


2 more practises left.
1 more combine left.
6 more days left.

we met up after sports day. i love my yellow-sprayed hair~!! i look cute! acting mad. at the sports day. short of audrey and janice. stephanie.felicia.daz

lessons were slack. what's the prob with this sch.everything seemed so slack except for Mathes.
i slept throughout chemistry.i dont know why also, even though i slept as early as 10pm last night. o.O or lessons were way too boring. dismissed at 1030am. i went home to sleep! and went to school to do my yellowHouse mascot with jet and ziyao. spongebob sqpants! but it doesn look like 1. i took part in Pushball and 4 X 100m events. Pushball was great,imagine when we had the combined girls and boys together.,6 players against 6 players fr another House.i fell twice,the ball is way too huge larhs.! we didnt win,but at least we had fun :] but the school not so well-disciplined.. everything ended at 5plus. walked to lot1 with bandmates. met ade. hayati treated me MANGO pudding! met band alumnus. went home with becky and hayati. feeling tired. very long have not been running much. becomin lazier. tomorrow am playing soccer for pe. and then have to remove that pair of shoes again ;/ havin band tomorrow. afraid of the solo.

i'm tired from school. reached school at 645am,went to help ms tan with paperwork stuffs for band. so many people fell sicked, audrey went home durin recess. ashley didnt come to sch today. people do take care of your own health kay! i got free periods today, durin poa ;p and went for band rehearsal in the school hall for like less than 30mins? cos the condition in our hall is definitely different from the convention hall there so no use tuning and tryin to adapt to it. we played the three pieces. my solo sucks larhh!! and i didnt pitch the high notes for festivo ending part. was dying of thirst. had combine with mr lim then. mr lim taught me my solo part and edited ;/ its like. becomin more difficult. i got lousy with rythems, need rebecca's help tomorrow after sports day. went to hang out with band friends till 7 plus then went home. super tired.
tomorrow am havin sch sports day at stadium from 2 to 5pm.. so thurs sure very tired for sch.

regent wind symphony! i love this band. was taken recently at macritchie.

my band sec4 batch. i love you larhhhs!! i'm the cutest! gwahah~

a busy weekend i've got. definitely enjoyable.
going to church always make me feel so excited and lookin so forward to it.
i love the cafe duty on sunday! the feeling to serve others was great~ S M I L E is what we've got :] went to study with audrey and lynette at church office. went home to sleep for 3hours.
i was late for school for the first time!! and guessed what i've got : CWO and e office ppl informed my mom -.= how " strict " is this school. and .,it's the first time onlyyyy!arghh~ i guessed i've to reach sch as early as 645am from tmr onwards. if not,i will be late again. double amaths and maths lessons. i had chi article reflection test today, and surprisingly,i wrote 3 pages long! i used to write only a page and just doze off. also had poa test but i didnt want to read the qns but just did my own stuffs. finally ms merduati had to give up on me and asked me to look for VicePrincipal to drop da subject. eng teacher did not come, so Mr Michael Wong took over.He's super cool and handsome larhh! such a joker larhs. kept on callin me prefect. and my name is DAZIREE lorh. he kept on callin me desert. had discipleship then. it was great and we hung out at lot1, chattin so much. how nice of me to help her choose a bag and bring it home with me -.- so lazy of her larhh. kays, i'm a nice person with a nice name - daziree. thats' me! tmr mornin helpin out ms tan with the excuse forms for the band. tmr havin rehearsal :]