what a friday. TGIF!! its coming to an end of the week.
i woke up at 650am, how late was i. and walked to school. i met darren and eric on the way,so we walked to sch together. our school's frisbee team on on Straits Times today! i didnt know the latest time to get to school is 730am until eric told me ;/ so i shall not report to school so early then ;D had physics lesson and we finished our syllabus for midyear exams. social studies was just as slack as i expected. mr ras's phone even rang durin class! chinese lesson was the usual. me loiterin around, slackin behind the class. and we finished the whole A textbook today. and then we were excused from class to the bazaar to sell our products. within an hour, we sold OUT everything! the Warriors' soccer team came. good-lookin tall huge guys. woah! i shook hands with almost all of the star players! they came for the exhibition and bazzar ;P one of the player bought our last 3 notebooks! and also some thai-members of a school i guessed. i spoked abit of thai to them, and they were impressed (overheard them) ;P
i went to study in the noon at batok mac. ade joined me later on and we hang out at west mall. returned home in the evening. wanted to go cycling but didnt. wanted to sleep but cant sleep. so went for dinner with mom outside. friday dont makes me feel tired. a day to enjoy the night!
band practise tomorrow early mornin. 730am. hopefully can wake up and meet Sky! ;D
church tomorrow! yay! i sound so childish ;/ but i love church larh!

i love regent wind symphony!
i love JESUS!
i love Godchasers!

taken durin prefect camp,before their vertical marathon. chunghao , jamues and rachel ;D
FeliciaAudreyDazireeStephanieJanice
dont you find me the cutest. ;D

our stall for the bazaar. partially-completed//

Prefect Investiture! the graduatin batch !

bazaar was great. managed to sell finish our nicely-wrapped lollypops ;D
i think we were really rocking goddess. too rocking.
lessons very slack due to the bazaar.
first time played the edited-solo for blackmagicwomen.
i think, was a bit weird. 'cos all quavers?? but i can add whatever i want to make it sounds interesting. swinging quavers. so many bars, no place to catch my breath.
got lectured by band teachers again.

.........................................................dots.


went home with jude,eric,drey,fish,darren.
then went to yewtee foodcourt to chat.
on the way home met yvonne,sky,yokelian so chatted.
returned home 8pm.








;(

headache*

every week is passin by so so fast. tomorrow's gona be thurs.(band practise)
after school had to start to decorate our booth for tomorrow and friday's bazaar ;D
returned home at 5pm. a killin pain in my head ;/
slept till 730pm. bathed. went to foodfare for dinner.
how upsetting with dylan ;/
tonight gona sleep late.
needs to print score from trumpet tutor at 12am tonight.
think not gona have private trumpet teacher for the time being.everything is by myself.



why is she telling me so much things which i dont want to know.
i dont want it tear apart.
i dont want it broken up.
i dont want to see them in court.
i hate all this.

your grace is enough for me.

yesterday's lessons were so slack except for maths and amaths.

i failed amaths test ;/ (expected already)

i had discipleship last night at my place.

she hung out till late,and left her stuffs here.how forgetful ;p

i had geog test today! the test was not difficult.

i love maths chapter on stretch.

band practise.

festivo.black magic women.warabe uta fantasy.

these are the pieces we're playin for upcomin awards day performance ;)

16 MORE DAYS to performance.

go practise hard people. you have only less than 5 combines left.

guessed what.

mr lim wants me to play black magic women trumpet solo!

hopefully mr benny quickly email me the simply version one cos its too difficult.

pray hard that i will be able to get the hang and prac real hard.

hate to play solos,make me shiver on my knees.although what, i'm already sec4.

okay, i guess this will be the very last solo i'm playin before i'm stepping down.

gona have band practise on tues.thurs.sat untill performance day.

i spent so much money today. arghh!

gona study now.

dylan's ill ;/

Jesus, You're all i need

my life belongs to You

You gave Your life for me

Your grace is all i need

Jesus, You're all i need.

weekends had always been great and rockin for me at church!

talkin bout fri.watched a movie at ciney with a friend. ICEAGE2.yoshinonya.

so i reached that chalet at bout 12am already. celebrated ahmeng's bday and sec3s.

watched vcds.mr chen was so nice to buy supper for us. slept at 4am under people's leg!cos the beds were fullyoccupied already. then the next day chiong from pasir ris to yewtee for band.

had sectionals.talked to the sec2s.how lousy of them to not knowing their rythems at this point of time. sec1s were progressin! then went to church with some bandmates. combined service was awesome!god chasers were chiong-ing for the first few rows.so kiasu of us.we were waitin outside for like 20mins playing silly games. dinner catering is cool la! my bro and i went to the chalet at CDANS for friend's 21st bday. mom was there with aunt. the chalet is quite nice la. so much food too. dylan and i went to e room, chatted til fell asleep on bed.returned home at 1am. went for bible study today.was supposed to meet audrey for amaths.but then.aiya.so weird.she gave me dark choc toberlone! how sweet f her. so went with cg to lot1 mac for lunch.guessed what.there's this praising card.so i wrote in and praised this girl in her twenties or younger. she helped laypeng to freeze her hershey which was from me!her service was good too. then we went steff's hse cos was raining cos couldnt play soccer. i love her hamster la.she got this chain which u chain it on the hamster and bring her for a walk.went home to sleep for 3hours. tot my mom would wake me up -.=

schooling tmr.

prefect investiture was held today.

and the music was centuria. so paiseh,i was strolling in la due to the big court shoes i was wearing. and then i walked up,shook hands with e principal,so many people were screaming for me. yar la,i'm so important. she told me,"you got so many supporters."

we took prefectorial board 06 and sec4s photos. we were crazy la,throwing up the blazers and mr chen was throwing the ferrero chocs for us. and then sec3s presented their gifts for each exco. i was so touched. gaven and kenneth presented to me. 2 boxes of chocolates filled with hearts pasted on it,. and it was melted choco of different shapes. gaven said to me, "feel like crying." and he really burst out. i was shocked. i consoled and hugged him. then lini got a big milkbottle filled with water,containin testubes with messages in it. thomas got a hand-made calender 07 with photos pasted in it,and he was so touched that.he really cried out. followed on so so many people. its a sad moment for all but precious =) i love and be missed by all of them. i was rather strong la,trying to hold back all my tears. almost all sec3s hugged me, cos all sure miss the cute daziree yeah. heh.fanny said to me,"must eat the chocos k,i did the most." very touched by their great efforts. although i wasnt really commited into prefectorial board,but it somehow rather gave me a good feeling. anyway ,gona have part 2 cryin session durin the chalet which is tomorrow! we prepared a gift for the sec3s too!

had band practise today. i realised so many things.the current sec2 batch is much better than the sec3 batch.just look at the sec3 batch.,everything not up to the standard.they need people to push them. someday i really wish they will grow up.they are not very bonded even after howmanycamps and their outings. sec2 batch is really,well,even though they are playful,but they work well like, if they go band early,they will say,eh we arrange the chairs or smt like that.although its a small thing, but alot of effort and iniative. what mr lim said today was right. being a leader in band is completely different from any other ccas. sec 4s shouldnt be mentioned now, instead sec4s should be scolding their juniors for silly mistakes made in music or outside music. and they themselves should already be musically strong. if not, 4 years in band what do they learnt?? simply their own efforts and not forgettin the teachers' effort gone down in the drain. mr lim had been tryin to groom the band for 4 years, yet nothing was gain. it still remained at this lousy poor standard. sometimes i really feel upset bout it. but i got this mentality,not only me but all the sec4s i guessed so, that, why should we care so much? we're steppin down in a month's time. a bo-chap attitude. i must admit i got this kinda attitude. yeah. i feel, that sec4s should still cherish the last few moments with the main band and also with their own section, and instead continously encourage and finding ways to improve their music or drills. yeap.

i feel for that my section. talk bout each of them.

rena-- her character is like me. but her music is weak. she can pitch high notes,but dont want play out,scared this or that.rythem got probs -.= thats why today quite angry with her la. rythems wrong here and there. in the end, no support for festivo. trumpets played so lousy today. she needs to build up her rythem.

eliana-- dare to play out.not bad. got faith in her. rythem still alright.

zhiting-- shy to play loudly. she dontknow anything,never ask me,only ask the rest of the seniors.cos they find me fierce!

nat-- no comments.got faith in her =)

i hope they continue to do their best la. as for the sec1s, got hopes in every single of them =p

its very hard for me to encourage and praise them. feel so awkward cos i always scold them.

so mean of me. heh. they understand me , i guess.

so i hope that,whichever band sec4mates readin this post,will continue to encourage their sections, hav the never-give-up spirit ks!

sec3s, continue to perserve on and you will be successful(if you're readin)

sec2s, dont be too complacent la, but strive for the very best!(if you're reading)

cant wait for combine service at church on comin sat. which is 2 more days!

super duper cool!

feeling down ;(

what a .day.

why why why//

heard that yesterday 18 teachers didnt turn up for sch! its a huge number..

still stuck at whatever bionomial AMaths,-

today had assembly talk by the 77th street owner,ms chew.

heard her talk for the second time and i love her talks!

its very encouragin and motivating. learnt to seize and identify opportunaties.

went to meet my friend, and then went home around 4 plus.

today some groups presented their product to sell either on Sports Day or Friendship day.

some products are like, fried mars bar+isotonic drink, clothes, icecream,milkshakes,phototakin services,chocolate apples and so on.

how innovative of these people in my class.

i just cant wait to have our own little stall in school for international friendship day !

got confidence will attract the crowds as long as daz is around. x)

4 more weeks to midyear examinations.

i dontknow what should i post.

but i'm delighted and grateful for the people who had done so much for me!

i'm thankful to be part of Godchasers and a part of YI .

because i really learnt a lot. the first day when i stepped into church.

and the people have been helping me so so much that i'm really at a loss of words.

nice friendly caring people x)

2 most important people who have been continously guiding me all along,

adelene and laypeng .

in fact,everyone are important to me.

without them,there wont be daziree.

without God,there wont be daziree.

i just want to say,

although i dont show it out,

daz L O V E S you all!

forever believing in Him.

i was late for band- cos i slept at 3am last night.

couldnt wake up.maybe my dreams was too nice already.haha.

received a call so i hurriedly rushed to sch. of cos i did bathe! x)

reached at 830am.super late for band. had combine in the early morn.

went through black magic women and warabe uta fantasy.

had sectionals with benny! he taught us how to play jazz.

and he showed us a E flat trumpet.

he says he will try to bring a flugelhorn to show us.

loves flugel and piccolo trumpet.

learnt smt meaningful in church today.

in fact,i always learn and grow.

i learnt that even when there's low times, i still have to fully trust Him cos i know He will be there no matter what.

i learnt to take everything step by step,

than to give up so easily when you take so much steps at a time.

and i remember the first day when i accepted Christ,

i'm so interested in knowing Him so much,

i hunger for Him so much,

i was just so in love with Him.

and i will still loves Him wholeheartedly xP

i love my cellgroup brothers and sisters!

God, i promised i will be faithful to you !

i'm startin to cherish things around me .

even my mom.

i'm startin to realise that she did really that to care and love so much for us but i never did appreciate all that she has done for this family, and for us especially.

and she only has one expectation for us.to study hard.

i returned home at 10 plus just now.

what happened was.she cooked our fav spagetti.and bought a bottle of coke for us.

i was touched. and that dinner was more like supper.

although i dont talk to her much. ican see she's always very depressed,

no one to talk to. what matters most to her is this family.

but. no more hope.

i've always been so selfish.

all i want to do when i;m home is stayin in my room and

do my stuffs or using the comp in the study room.

i never ever accompany my mom like watchin tv in e living room.

its just like a normal routine.

hai.

first 2 periods had AMaths test. on simple identities and circles.

actually dont really know how to do.

PE lesson was great. ms ng is becoming more friendly.frisbee. measurin height and weight.

i didnt grow ;(

162cm, 48kg.

mrs phua was scolding us durin eng lessons cos we didnt take initiative.

ate a lot durin recess. dont know why. just love eating the canteen food. esp the titbits!

durin cme lesson,

ms ong was askin How do You Motivate Yourself?

each of us are supposed to come up with a quote.

i came up with one,

which i learnt durin service:

put in your very best effort for everything you do, even if its the slightest thing.

actually its not really motivation.

its some kind of.

u know, continue to perserve on even if there's downs.

had Physics test.

was easy 'cos i studied. and ms lai even revised with us before the test.

went home with Sky! and yvonne,phylis.

invited him to church.

yvonne was sayin,if Sky's going, Amy and her will go too ;)

so happy for them.

nat might come church this sat too!

am attending a night concert tomorrow.

invited vincent to go along, but he aint free.

i think i've let myself down alot.

teachers are really dissappointed in me.

and i myself am dissappointed in myself.

for failing in so much things.

band camp was not a success.

the ensemble compeition was not a success either.

i just cant get play really well on trumpet.

i want to be the best player one day.

i want to pursue in music if i am given that chance.

i want to take trumpet exams.

anyway, confirmed that i'm not playin for OPUS III.

had EMaths test.2qns on Vector and Loci.

i didnt really study much.

met ms tan and mrs fong regardin band prac.

its like. =.= whatever lor. i just cant control my temper and really gave them faces.

had extra physics and AMaths lessons all the way till 5pm.

took bus with siying. talkin bout some church matters.

called my bro up,wanted to meet him up but he didnt pick up my call.

went home to rest.

just did revision on AMaths.

havin AMaths and Phy tests tomorrow.

i gona give a reply to ms tan tmr regarding band.

this week is comin to an end super fast.

happy that i got myself a so-called tutor for both chem n amaths.

ade's sis yeah. ;)

meet yanling at ntu this friday ;p

it was the first time that poa lesson is so enjoyable.

we are havin a mini project comin up.

that's makin yr own product in yr gps,and try to sell it.

and the budget and every other things.

this is too cool la! being a young entreprenur.

slept durin geog lesson. relief teacher came.

had extra EMaths lesson after school.

went home straight to sleep.

just done Maths hw. still abit unsure.

tomorrow after sch havin phy supplementary and AMaths lesson.

lessons are ending real late now.

i just dont understand.

what's wrong with miss one band practise?

what's the problem?

just now i told my mom,

" i didnt went for band prac today"

" why ?"

" bored la "

" now you find it bored "

" teacher called me up"

" tell her that you're tired,need rest"

but in fact i'm really tired.

and my trumpet is lying at home.

i know this is not an excuse.

think what.sec4 need not attend.

really wish to step down asap.

i'm steppin down in prefectorial board next thurs.

that's great !!

and i need not report 705am every morning alr.

super cool la.

havin the chance to sit in the parade sq and do silent reading.

tomorrow meeting band teacher.

hai.

i will live to love you,

i will live to bring u praise,

i will a child in awe of you.

monday bloos. kor woke me up and scolded dylan super loud in the early morni,screamin at him cos he's that type who cannot wake up.walked to yewtee with kor.he styled my hair for me! i think was sweet of him laa. i had a chat w him and i felt great. u know why? we dont have this kinda chats often.he's alwas so busy and i'm always so busy. mornin received trophy fr VP cos of e ensemble compet. we took part.super tired in class.slept durin PSE.know nuts bout AMaths 'cos ms ong was teachin a new chap. havin a makeup lesson with her on wed. tmr after sch extra suppl class too. everything was pushed back. so ended class at 220pm. recess time was like,1050am. how late and how hungry was i. >.<> ade at stadium and had discipleship in the badmintonhall.learnt new things today! ;) and we were chatting.i just felt very upset over some issues and i knew i was holdin back my tears,i didnt want to burst out crying, i didnt want to look so sad, i didnt want to think so much. i didnt know that much bout daryl kor.fr his friendster yeahs.all along i thought we were close but in actual fact we dont talk bout problems facing in this family.cos we knew there was nothing much to be done and said.we just felt like ending our lives and thats it.you will be freed fr everything.but will both still get together?more probs will occur and build up. she prayed for me. and whenever i hear her prayin for me,i feel *touched* and wanna just cry out. how do these ppl still concern for me so much,care so much for me,and every other things that you will never think of. i love these people. yea,its from my heart.

she was praying for me to be able to speak tongues.i felt something stuck in my heart.which cannot be said out. initally was feelin really scared. that kinda feeling.saying in an unknown language.and things like that.

took a late nap when i returned home. had dinner.

did maths new chap. ;p

i'm thinkin how should i start off?

i rmbed ytd's competition so clearly, why?

God guided me all along,i could feel his presence.i was prayin very hard while waitin for our turn on stage. that 5 mins on stage was once in a lifetime.never would i dare to dream bout.

i played the high notes so easily without much effort!

thank god, ;)) shall pray instead of typin much here.hehe.

today went bible study w some godchasers members.

then we went Holland Village ,dined at Breko.

love the food there.yummy! had iced cuppuchino and sandwich.

lumei treated us potato wedges.

and then we were havin wonderful chats. :))

went home with meiyan.

took a nap.and had dinner.chatted with peng.love yr testi!

thank you so much.am truly *touched*

shall have discipleship tomorrow.

i love godchasers!

i think last night i prayed until i really fell asleep on bed,

my symphonymusic and lamp was still on when i woke up this morn.

and i woke up late 11am.

rushed and went to meet all the ensemble gps are 1130am.

there were percussion gp,esthers gp,woodwinds gp,double reeds gp,sax gp and brass gp.

the whole bus was occupied by us.

reached bukitimah cc just in time.

had warmups.

there werent many gps even though was opened to sec schs.

there were bedoktown ,bedoknorth, hougang and cck groups.

had warmups.super nervous.

both judgers were from JAPAN,.

the temperature is cold so tend to be flat.

and unable to reach high notes.

all i did was pray to god.

to help me.

to guide me.

plus all the other regent groups.

regent brass was 5th on stage.

yeah.was really shivering.

but.

to my surprise,

i was able to hit all the high notes!

i didnt expect that, cos all my rehearsals i wasnt able to do that.

i was really like. stunned.

really happy for myself.

but the mic was too near me,so everything i played was sharp.

argh~

siying was at the audience seat and so excited for me.

mr lim didnt comment much too.

ms tan and mr tan and ALUMNUS were there to suport us!

really want to thank them alots.

i love them!

i went off and took cab to church cos very lazy to walk.

joseph msged me and told me that we came in 5th,

siying's gp came in 3rd while regent percussion came in 2nd.

was really happy for them!

i feel its abit unfair cos they judged e compeition overall.

of kos percussion can get first.

they wont be out of tune that easily,

all they need is to hit the instruments.

but still,it's a good experience for all esp for the sec2s who performed.

well,we shall present the trophies to our principal on mon includin the cash which is bout $950,just for the school.

had church bbq just now.

rather fun i guessed.we were crazy.

got to know the people more.

people like cynthia,vincent,wilson,kenneth and my bro's friend.cant rmb his name.

we had so many newcomers today.

our gp is increasing so much.

its a good thing too.

shall try to bring my friends next sat.

got my bible! ;)

gona study tomorrow and get a good rest before sch reopens.

this family has changed.

prefect 11-13Mar and band 15-17Mar camps are over.

enjoyed both camps.

love mass dance/gaming/naps durin prefectcamp.

love torturous game/trekking/ durin bandcamp.

overall of prefectcamp:

super slack. rather discipline still. not so noisy sec1s. enthu in everything esp mass dance and cheering.

overall of bandcamp:

not up to our expectations. ICs are not doin proper jobs,unable to maintain the band therefore it was in disorder. some of the band members are not takin iniative. movements from place to place is too slow. but still, we managed to be on time for each programme.

still loves bandcamp more ;)

from what i could see,sec1s are pampered at home.

this is a band camp,

not any ordinary camps nor are we their parents.

nowadays kids are so spoilt.

i miss sleepin with my whole bunch of 12 exco mates.

i was sleepin in between zeting and charles.

first night slept at 3am plus cos alumnus bought supper for us!

trekkin at macritchie on the 2nd day mornin was great.i felt asleep and ended up lyin on zeting!

we walked for about 2 plus hours.

aww last night had ensemble practise with mr lim at 11 plus.

and then.was nt really satisfied with the results, i just cant play well.

was totally upset with myself.

practised with catherine till 130am and then had pizza for supper.

just now also had ensemble practise.

i feel i have to really push more air in order to pitch the higher notes.

highest note is ledger line A.

endurance is not good too.

gona rest my lips tonight.

and polish my trumpet later on.

and get a good rest for tmr's compeition.

i wish all the groups from regent band,bedoknorth band and hougang band

ALL THE BEST ;p

icant wait for church tomorrow!

i slept at 10 last night!

how amazin that i actually dozed off once i lie on my bed.

in e mornin was super hot,standin in front after flag raising.

the prefects were wearin blazers of kos.

so lini was suggestin that we walked away.

and we did.

gosh. how terrible were.

its considered rather rude 'cos the DM was talkin to the sch.

but . heck la. super super hot.

first 2 periods was physics lesson.

we did an assignment.

and i was sittin besides andy cos weisheng wanted to change seat with me.

had SS.

dont know what's wrong with mr ras.

he's mad.

had CHI lesson.

a,ashley and i were like takin many many different shots in her hp.

we even set timer!

i looked so CUTE! xD

had english lessons then.

i got 18/30 for letter writing.

its not up to standard.

i will aim for at least a 20 for my next letter writing/compo.

did corrections.

had AMAths lesson durin contact time cos ms ong wanted to finish the 2 sums.

i dont like permutations or combinations.

got back results slip.

failed POA and AMaths.

poa : 17/100

AMaths: 38/100

still lookin for Amaths tr,

intendin to drop poa.

but tr objected.

had full dress rehearsal aftr sch.

we looked so cool!
all of us are wearin e longsleeves white collar shirt,band skirt/pants and red tie.

we had the audience seats prepared too.

we even invited mrs fong,ms loh,ms lai,ms yeo,mr heng,ms tan and mrlim to hear us ;)

first was the Clarinets,followed by oboe+basson+sax gp,saxophone gp

then we,the Regent Brass!

err.what to say.we sounded like..

not up to standard for the competition.

mrs fong was sayin to us in front of so many ppl.

no good arh.

" jiahui is it becos of yr ulcer?"

i was like. GOSH. the whole world will know man. =.=

i just smiled.

what to do ;/

so we played again.

this time was better.

trumpets really need to prac more together

and get in tune.

the band camp,i m sure we will concentrate on the ensemble gp more.

after the rehearsal,

the saxophonists sort of havin probs

first time see aileen so so upset.

bedoknorth percussion came to our sch

to get percussion instrus

so we were carryin instrus down for them.

mrs gan gave ms tan 15 free bdn tics!

how nice of them ;P

we are a BIG band family =)

i went home with yvonne.

returned at bout 5.

went to meet steffy for studyin.

met prefect friends.

and nat.

she's so nice to buy the manuscript book for my section sec1s ;)

had light dinner.

so fast alr 10pm.

i have too many things to settle.

packin my bag for camp/band scores/studying.

not really excited bout prefect camp.

i'm sure i will be left out by them again ;/

lookin forward to band camp.

mon got kerwin's bbq!

i'm feelin extremely tired due to today's pe lesson.

frisbee was fun,esp competin against my class dudes.

aww.u just cant imagine us using the whole parade sq.

its an awesome game!

and then we were also playin soccer. ;/

had english lesson.going through vocab test.

scored 83/100!

well..cos i used a dictionary. xP

chineselesson is just so slacked,

maths lesson is interesting.

got to know this thingy on my calculator, !

physics lesson.

at least this time round was fun.

we got to be electricians!

unscrew the plug and sorting in the earth wire,live and neutral wires.

had band.

i was complainin to mr lim and mrs fong.

" can i dont play later on? got ulcer "

mr lim was like...saying so much that i dontknow how to response.

and it all makes sense :)

every musician has to go through this,

this is only a trival matter,.

what if there's a competition?

mrs fong was like. later dont play if its serious.

in the end i stil played.

i managed to hit those high notes.

had ensemble practise too.

i got to know how to tongue lightly.

not doin it correctly.

maybe i was too tensed up,

too nervous,

and every other things.

to play music, first you have to relax.

this is true.

i gona learn light tonguin and clear articulation .

going back to the fundamentals. ;/

i gona get trumpet from yonglin soon!

practise hard.

after dismissal ,mr lim was talkin to me nat cat.

we were touched ;P by his concern for us.

the way we play,

keep on thinkin too much that nothing works out.

dont think too much,just play.

tomorrow havin fulldress rehearsal for competition.

sat-prefect camp. ahhh--