aww man.i'm dead tired.yesterday had discipleship with adelene.

took neoprints :))

saw churchmates- hester, meiyan,sandy.

returned home 7plus.

did an hour revision on the latest chapter in EMaths.

slept early.

today had 5 FREE PERIODS.

meaning i had 2.5 hours no lessons!

then had poa(slack) and geog.

geog was interesting..cos mdm rohaini always crack us up :P

went for ensemble prac.

mr lim hears and commented us.

we were supposed to play Russian Sailor Dance,

and we changed to HMF Pinafore.

we need more practises guys better buck up!

btw.

the compeition for brass has been postponed to 18th March,

which is right after bandcamp ;/

gona be so busy.

in just a week.

people,do go support us ks :)

i cant wait for bdn concert!

cant wait to see the whole Trumpet section again.

gona borrow yonglin's trumpet soon..

last night i slept at 2am .. was on the phone with pengky.

she owes me a toberlone!!

so i woke up at 710am, and i thought i will be late for band.

but i wasnt ;)

had P.T ,and then took them for drills before breakin up for sectionals.

sectionals was only an hr cos we dont have much time left.

had the ensembles performance in front of whole band.

my ulcer hurts when i hit those high high notes..

arghhh//

gy wasnt ther to play his solo,so charles played 'cos it sets the tempo for the next part.

camp briefin. i am takin group SEVEN! and the camp theme is DANCE ;p

and guessed what? this group i'm takin, got 3 of my Tpet section members.

i'm so like,fated to be with them ;p

nathasha/ rena / noel.

nathasha's the Gp leader,while rena's the Asst.Gp leader.

how coincidence!

i'm sure my group wil be the best ;p

just cant wait for bandcamp.

went church with cellgp.

had icebreaker games .followed by sermon then cellgp study.

Pastor Daniel was talkin bout Temptations today.

it really,make me understand so much. like how to resist it.

if you want to resist it, flee away from it x)

dont even think of it.

gettin my bible in the comin week.

comin mon will be fasting till 2 weeks later yeah.

then we had dinner at beautyworld., and we took photos.

really toocrazy.

went rebecca's hse.

returned hm at 1130pm,

felt so bad,had to wait my mom up,cos didnt brim hse key.

tomorrow gona have 6hours bandmeeting!!!

way too cool -.=

okay,i'm tired.

i just love godchasers!

yesterday had ensemble prac and rehearsal with other groups.

the feelin being on stage and with audience watchin you is really very scary.

nearly screwed up at the last part.beginnin was okay although was really very tensed up.

you have only ONE chance on stage,

if you miss it,that's it.

i wish all the groups, the Clarinet gp,Bassoon+Oboe+Clar gp,Percussion gp and we,the Regent Brass ,do our best!

12 more days!

then went to meet adeline for lunch.

met Ben also fr the same cellgp.

okay,today's poa lesson was much better,more interesting cos she was tellin jokes that really makes us laugh. then she gave us homework to do.i was like,starin hard at e qns.

"daziree ,take yr book and come over."

i was like. omg. 1 on 1 in class .-.

but then,luckily didnt la cos she was talkin to the class bout formin study groups.

i dontknow who's in my group la. cos iwas like 'anything' .

after school had physics remedial. i didnt turn up.tired. too lazy to

i think sure get scolded by ms lai very soon.

went home instead, forgot bout brass ensemble practise.

so charles was tellin me to prac at home.

slept only 2hours.then packed my room.

went to meet church sis, sandy at my house downstairs to get the books,The Purpose Driven.

had dinner with mom.

then went yew tee to get some stuffs.

expecting laypeng's call later. cyas!

you people may think i am weird. indeed yes. i got a weird personality . i dontknow that's justme. i have attitude problems that just wont go away. i get irritated very very easily. and get fed up very easily too. people who irritates me will get from me. i just dontknow why. HAI. why like that?? with so many of this problems propping up, i dont know how long can i stand it. i am way toocrappy.maybe i need to change. woah.i have just so much to say,but i really dontknw how come i cant express it?? what has stopped me ? not even through bloggin. i feel like ,really, cryin out loud to myself.thinkin why why why. yes,i have many friends. just friends whom i will say a hello to brighten their days. friends,not more than that.no true friends, no best friends. i used to have a best friend. a HE. but..what has changed me upsetted me alot. so we broke up our ties. he's still a friend of mine anyway. and my 10years of friend. u may think what. FADS? ever best friends?? this is fake.
hai. i feel so upset and dissappointed with myself. i cant achieve what i want in life. i feel so many problems stucked up in my heart.

tell me what to do.. ;(

i believe in god.

god will be with me,helpin me.

this church inspired me so much.i've finally understand it. :))

What a day! THREE TESTS today. AMATHS test first 2 periods,followed by chinese test 4-5 period, english test 7-8 period. this is how i end my friday in sch x) talkin bout amaths, i didnt do question worth 11marks. the cot cosec..proving question. i suck totally in that. durin contact time sec4Es and 5s were suppose to go to the range for 0level briefing. went to meet mrs fong after sch,cos my section need to buy 4cupmutes. in the end,was scolded by her regardin my band attendance.. !! she really nags alot alot at me. omg. she's just the one and only mrs fong who nags damn much. then i went bedok meet kel. then we went to LIDO watched 49days.after that went home,. did my chinese letter writing hw! ;p did my vocabulary exercise! i even check up the dictionary.how dilligent am i x) read essays and straitstimes justnow! okay..i still have geog ,maths homework. plus revision for other subs.tomorrow band. zz. kay, go watch kungfu hustle now. rent that vcd from felicia.
this girl went to me durin recess.adeline.she's my prisch friend.but now sec2.retained ba.very ah lian-ish =x and she said, jiahui, yr brother dylan right? diaoZZ. all the gangsters got contacts in this area man.so well-known is that brother of mine.zzz. he's damn bad lor,bullied his gf many times cos happened to read his smses frm his darling! xP kor promised to buy me a jacket!

today had EMAths test. ay,no time finished paper. !$##^%@$#!@!##$@$&^$ confirmed plus chop fail. lose so much marks. just plotted the graph,ready to draw curve,then TIME'S UP.so fed up, mr heng dint even give us some minutes. know POA results. 5.5/50. poa lesson is always so bored. in order not to make it bored,ms merduati will start tellin us bout newspaper articles. had chemistry supplementary lesson after sch. not only my class,plus charles ' class. learnt a lot.know what's ions charge now =x aftrthat went to fish's place.then went home sleep. i gona do out a schedule.what subjects to study each day. i am going to organise my time wisely. goin off now.

have not been updatin for long., sec4 life is superb busy. not much time online doing those nonsense chats. today got the time to update 'cos used some of my study time. heh. last fri ,ms jane treated me dinner at SAKAE ;p so nice of her.then i rented a chi dvd, went to fish's place watched at night.ended the show bout 9plus. went to meet kelvin choe and we went for a stroll,my brother maa.. returned home 1130pm. saturday mornin had band then mixed band people went to siying's house for steamboat.10 of us gathered at a round table and wehad KTV session ;p singing from oldies to pop songs. went to work straight after with siying. there was a weddin so we rehearsed walkin in with e cold dish. returned home 12am plus. yesterday worked as bartender, washed 300 odd cups. ~~ so jia lat. tired. today after sch went library read newspapers, then went to meet ms ong for AMaths, but she wasnt there. then i went lot1 bought some stuffs like liquid , from popular. in the end ,i spent like 20 odd. also bought eng asst. bk. tomorrow study arh! got back some results. CHEM scored 10/25. lousy results. but half of my class failed. zz. after we changed to mr heng alot of us like dont wanna concentrate on chem. EMaths scored 13/25. i think my results are like shit. but, thomas was worst than me lor. chem he got 2.5/25 , and EMaths he got 10/25. i was like err. initally he want to break up,,cos of results.and now he's WORSE. i just cant believe. i want to give him a slap man.so so angry with him. he's like, fUCK. i asked him out for lunch, he NEVER reply my msges. fr today onwards, whatever sch related matters he asked, i will not reply him. who knows he didnt even listen in class. i must say, he's not even showin good example. what HEAD PREFECT is he. putting too much time into prefects and yet neglectin studies. zz. i'm really very pissed.

today had POA commontest. out of an hour time given, i slept for 45mins lor. i dontknow how do any qns. most of it left blanks. ms merduati knows yar, what a weakly i am. zzz

so long dint blog.so so busy.had worked on fri night,sat night and this morning. sat morning had the flagday.. collected quite a sum. then went for movie with thomas.watched 'Fun with Dick and Jane' . nice and lame ;p today supposed to be bartended then that guy came later time.. so he took over. so i earned 120bucks in 3days. but i spent like 40 bucks? ohh.. hai.// i have to save man. went LJS for lunch after work with siying. then went home nap. thought i could do my hw in the night. mom brought us out for dinner with aunt. so had the yusheng thingy.. went aunt's place too. played card games. looks like i have to start revising. i have so much to do. siying left my camp proposal,was becky's one.she borrowed it to me. and i 'm like.. no samples for proposal.having a camp in feb.tomorrow confirmin date with ms tan. so damn busy. still unsure if i'm playin for opus. argh...// i love my juniors.very studious. will try to play scales durin combine when sec1s are optional. so proud of them. i will not give up on the 5 of them ;)

now is already like, reachin to 12am. waitin to meet ms koh .. under my blk. gona have a short chat witth her. cos she's leavin tomorrow ;( happy for her ,of kos. we can still keep in contact. she totally rocks my life. oh ya. last night meet her under my blk at bout 1145pm lor. so tired. to get smt fr her.in fact, i need to be the delivery girl in sch man. helpin her to give out the photos to the teachers who came to her weddin that night. ohh.

what a fukin new year it was. mornin 330am my mom alr came knockin on my door,i was already asleep. and then i opened the door,she gave me a red packet.so i was like. errr. wth is the world going on. not to mention bout this mornin's incident.made me damn bloody pissed with my mom. .. .. and after an hour plus,she was like err, take train to yr grandma's place. so i went to take train. then my grandma was very very touched and elated to see me. i haven seen her for months.and i really missed her so so much. so both of us were crying over joy. she kept askin me to eat more. i love her cookedfood ;p she rocks. i really need to call her more often over the phone for chats. she's already old. anything will happen. and i love her. she gave me red packet, an additional 20bucks for my usage.i told her no need 'cos i got work.but still she wants me to accept. i decided to buy her a pendant or something like that. and pass to her one day. 'cos she really treats me very well.my uncle even told me that she often mention bout me. btw my 3rduncle shifted his house 2 storeys above my grandma's house. so,it was damn cool la. simply just upstairs. my uncle's house very nicely renovated. very fashion. got class one worr. hahha. but my grandma told me he still often sleep at her house instead. lol. got red packets too. and chatted with 2nd and 4th aunts. bout my work..my dressin so stylo =x my figure -.- err.please. my uncles asked me not to be taller than them. hahha. i tall meh? no lorr... and my uncles are like 175cm ? err.pleassee.haha. then went to my grandpa's grave. visited him. told me many things .. pray for my grandma's health ;p my whole relatives and so on. then all of us went to another relative house at batok..so crowded. then went home.. i love my cousins man. so so cute. my 4th uncle's family came back to sg to celebrate newyear with us too. guessed what. my cousin 5 yrs old already speaks MANDARIN like china-style ! i was like omg. got that china accents. cos they stay in china. err like months already. they bought me mickey mouse keychain, bought my bros prada keychains. rich people maa. now stayin at home rest. dad gona bring us for PIZZA HUT tonight! ;p i need to buy bottoms !!!! calculated red packets.jus today received 150bucks. work itself earned 200 bucks.
tomorrow going to resturant with all my relatives for lunch. so weird.usually its dinner. and we always dine at WESTLAKE resturant. the food is damn bloody nice. looks like tmr cant work in the noon. cos 4th uncle going back china soon for work..


i love my relatives!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR ;p

finally blogged. and i just returned home,very tedious work.

forgot to say bout my work as a waitress with rebecca,boon ping,chenyang,siying.

today newyear eve worked., arghh. very very crowded. long queue man.

no wonder the food is great ;)

earned $60 for 4hours. but did worked OT,till 12am.

we were also havin fun. that becky, go asked the manager to do the setting!

so funny. -.-" and i was so so hungry and tired.

then 2 golf cars drove us all the way till the entrance of warren cos its a long way.

so we were sort of havin race,which will be the firsst. so lame// haha

then becky's dad drove me and chenyang home.

i went yewtee mac for supper alone.

just returned home. only dad's around.

mom went out// bros too.

i didnt went for reunion dinner today ;(

tomorrow goin to my grandma's place ' bai nian '.

on mon gona work ba, in e morning.

i'm startin to save money ;p

earned bout 100 odd already.

bout newyear clothes//bot at bugis with siying. yesterday just went bugis before working at night. cos rushed to buy shoes. wanted to buy bottoms at I.P Zone but doesnt suit me ;(

anyway this year's new year will be different,dont really go bai nian much.

3rd day newyear gona go ms chong's house,jiayao's,felicia's, ms koh's ..

friends are just as important kayys ;p

oh yes people, my apologies for not bloggin for a week already.

busy with studies, band and work.

oo. common test wil be very soon.

arghh~ havent have the time to do proposal for band camp in feb.

oh yes. recruited 42 sec1s ;p *claps* so proud of regent wind symphony.

also thanks to myself for knowin and socialisin so much w sec1s durin orientation.

heard that after cny got another bunch of sec1s transferin to band thru becky. bout 10 of them??

ooo.oo

so tired.need some rest now. takecare people.

enjoy the rest of chinese new year ;p

fuck this shit. i hate this kind of people. PANG SEH KIAS. today i kena pangseh by 2people. 1 was by my classmate, e other was good,band mate. never did i think. hai. pangseh by classmate 'cos ytd they went bugis,never jio us..people like fads/jiayao/thomas. argh! and those who went were those people, whom we called out to hangout. fuck it. i was pissed. but didnt take it to heart then.. the other was, supposed to meet this bandfriend of mine after sch. durin recess still reminded her..and asked if she wants to go. she told me after school see how. so i was like okay.. dismissed late from class due to mrs phua..she went through the english test paper. so i expected HER to wait for me outside my class.as usual it was me who waited outside her class. then. i didnt met her outside my class so i suppose she would meet me in the canteen. then i went to canteen,called her,she told me. orh,on the way home. i was like. WTF. thought we are supposed to meet. she dint even like. SMS me to inform me that she cant make it or smt like that. at LEAST inform me . she didnt,and just went home. if you are in my shoes,will you get piss? so she just apologised, sorry. an apology can help much? bullshit. and i was like. okay nvm. what more can i expect? scold her? PANGSEH KIA. now i know how angry 1 can be when he/she is pangseh. these people always get on my nerves. so i went clarke quay with 2 of my guy-friends.. we had chatting..but at the same time . iwas thinkin why must she do this to me. haii. i always she;s a great friend of mine.meet my boss. then we went HISTORY ART MUSEUM. nice place. students only 1buck. then went singapore river. should have brought camera... know so much bout the past of sg now. went to the sg 's ever first whatever on air jump. student like 25bucks. its v scary. my friends asked me go escape theme park next time..plus more bandmates. then we left there at 530pm. talkin alot bout band since they are sec1s. woo. ;p they really so interested in percussion ..so i taught them basic rythem. haha. mingjie..always provoke me .that i really went speechless. he;s like overlimit. and his jokes damn lame and crappy. i cant speak good chinese. so have to speak to him in english. then yizhe dropped off at chi garden.he stayed there. i went lot1 w mingjie. so he wanted to go popular. so i wanted to hav bubble tea. so we went our ways. at basement i met ms tan ;p so i had hi tea with her.. haha.sshe bought her dogfood. then i smsed mingjie told him i met my tr. so he dint reply me. i called him , his hp batt flat. in the end , i went to take 302 bus. met aaron..he chatted with me.. regardin SP band concert this sun.then returned home 7pm plus.

been busy with band/studies do dint online.
yesterday had cca orientation.so cool.the whole band street at the hall corridors.
sec1s got to try instruments.thats very nice and fun for them.
then had performance. i had to stand -.-" cos the table is so damn cramppy. 3 tables only, for tbones and tpets. and then, we played Huntingdon Celebration and Copacabana(accompanied by 10sec1s) gosh,mr Nonis zoomed my face while playin e tpet. i was so like. happy. x;
copacabana was nicee ;p i think rebecca was very nervous to conduct us. after performance,cleared up. even helped mr larry neo cleared chairs in the hall. BAND is like so WEI DA okay.. ;p i feel so proud of REGENT WIND SYMPHONY. ;p had dessert with rebecca/hayati/ yokelian/aileen/amy. met my friend,mingjie e sec1 guy but born in my year but fr china. so we had dinner together.so fun. i love to communicate with him, in this way,i will improve my chinese and he will improve english. then i walked home with him and aileen. tired night.
met him this morni 1120am at regent grove there.then we took 302 bus to lot1. supposed to meet alot of ppl there.but in the end dint lor. wth. so we went panjang plaza meet jor aaron joseph sarah susu. in e end,only saw jor n aaron playin pool.and the rest dint came. they came rather late. so i supposed to go watch movie after that. we are suppose to play bowlin but must wait. i hate latecomers. hate to the core okay. for me, i will always TRY not to be late.most of the time NO lor. haiii. then mingjie and iwent shopp around. we were so excited over the iGALLOP. haha. went for lunch at yoshinonya. he watched me eat =x nice meal. then still got time, changed ourmind.dont watch movie at orchard. go republic poly open house. so i went to find them at bowlin alley. err.have not started bowling.i hate towait lor. so i dint play. jordan was angry with me i guessed. both of us went library. borrowed a book.met bandfriends again. bought a hp asser. plus earings. then went to meet ms koh to pass her smt. aww man,mini cooper car. everytime make me envious. she asked me to mail smt for her.then me n mingjie went to take lrt.. i went woodlands while he went town alone. i went to meet fish n darren. 3 of us went to Republic Poly open house.err. the poly is very new,big campus. but too slack. they got like.omg. lan games counterstrike as sort of cca? ? and maplestory. -.-" so , went to e bandbooth. cool. heard a guy playin trumpet, canon in d. as in the difficult version. aww. we left after 45mins,not much courses. then went causeway point..walked around. took neoprints. i spent alot today .aww. 20 odd. yeah. trumpet class will commence next sat. ;pP and we gona have band practise on saturday too. so i guess i have to work on saturday night.

yesterday was public holi. mornin supposed to go trekkin with some classmates?? rained. good sleep i had yesterday. o yes. i watched 40year Old Virgin. SICK show but nice nice hilarious. ;) started doin homework from 1pm straight to 3plus. o yes,i also wrapped some of my textbks 'cos some are new. the old ones like POA i dint wrap. wanted to take a nap but didnt. so was slackin around.. ironed my sch uniform. then told mom i need to go down to lot1 to buy books. so i asked her wanna tag along.she told me she had nothing to buy.so went there. decided to meet becky anyway. she was with chenyang. o.0 HE's so DAO>.< then lot1 popular, said no stock, went all the way to PANJANG PLAZA with them.. on the lrt. abit like roller coaster.hee. we were damn crazy. becky was askin me,guess what i had inside this container. chenyang was like telling me....braallaa. so i tot was bra. ;O so i said so loud on the train. no one bothers i guessed. lol. it was umbrella anyway. PP had extended,became wider plus more shops.we saw the OSIM chair thingy.like when u sit on it,will massage your butt or whatever. eekyuks, like masturbating -.- no way will anyone buy this man. i finally got the books. chenyang and becky left for work. i bought 0level essaycomposition, foolscap,pen,ex bks. err.didnt have eng textbk. then i went home. i took wrong side of train. -.-" went home.first thing i did was revision for AMaths. then.last night was a .. terrible night for me. felt damn upset. was like.kept on crying non-stop. err sorry peeps i am not gona blog bout what happened. and then. i cried like for 2hours? til l2am. i still cant keep control my tears... how upseting. and dissappointed. i'm really damn stupid/idiot/dumb/silly. and i'm like.head damn pain, heart pain, .HAI.

dad fetched me to sch. i was like..really felt so draggy.cant walk. dint took dinner lastnight. i didnt pull the flag anyway.no mood. not even revisin AMaths in e mornin. chem lesson in e mornin.was pretty ok.understood much stuffs. EMaths..fun. SS. omg. mr ras talked so fast,like rapper. so i was like, MR RAS , can you talk SLOWER. the whole class laffed -.-" not funny. had recess with fads. ;p then POA. BORED. but at least i LEARNT SOMETHING. in sec3 i learnt nothing kays. i got F9 most of the time . // had AMaths test. from 1230pm to 215pm. ohh. and at 130pm ms ong came to me and said,daziree take care of the class. i got lesson till 2pm.will back later on. our class HAVOC SIA. we so damn high durin the test. we were like, fuck you. cb.bastard shuddup la. hey bitch. -.- ohhhh man. lols. kept on laughin.oh no,i'm corroded by 40yr old virgin. ;/ haha. then went for sectionals.quite fruitful. went becky's house. plus thomas me nat. her sis's friend who's in rgt sec1 was at her hse. so i was like, pyscho her to join band =x very bad horh. then we played childhood games. the whatever. i have peace like a ocean... -.-" and wad mi mi mi re fa soh soh mi. we were nuts. and alr SEC FOUR. went home..talked to thomas. ohh. ;p am tired. need to revise for physics.

this mornin i cant sleep.keep on wakin up in the MIDDLE of the mornin like 330am. arghhhh
maybe abit too excited for sch? o well.AMATHS lesson. i dint understand most of e things.i needa seek my tr's help.cos i missed the first lesson and.. yeah.cos of orientation last week. chem was alright.back to reduction/oxidation. poa./ o man. i hate it. zzz. had chinese. yeah. teacher was sayin i BECOME so guai xP cant blame my interest towards chinese.muahaha. it has started to build its way up. did comprehension plus cloze passage durin chi. and i need to finish at LEAST half of the chi assessment book and i just started on 1 or 2 pages only.i gona start tonight. had english lesson. o well,it's great. why? we got back our diagnostic test results. guess what. you wont believe how fantastic my marks were..and its like.the FIRST test so its a good start for me.or maybe i should say, by chance? >.< got 41/50. and was like. SHOCKED. stephanie was e highest in class of cos. and i was like the second. woo lalaa~ *smiles* then hock leong was like, "JIAHUI , iwanna sit with you in class." jiayao was like,"thomas come sit with me." thomas was unwilling of kos and he really needs to read more books.he passed by a mark. after class, i stayed back to do social studies. then brought back mathes plus chinese to do homework. and SS textbk to highlight key notes ;p i am damn guai. i'm not gona go out tomorrow. *woops* if it doesnt rain,o well, i shall go trekking with classmates at 645am.its early, but NOT VERy early. usually we will meet like 530am? then we went to watch THE DARK. me ,kerwin , hockleong, thomas. we pangseh jiayao cos he went HQ then cant rush back. lame stupid show. not even scary enough to chill me. then went home. btw was kerwin's treat.cos he owed me since LASt year. omg. then he wanted to share a cookie with me. thomas was like.jealous . so bad =x i just did a chi comprehension first qns. ;p gona watch 40yr old virgin tonight or tomorrow ;p


FCUK. why are all this happening again? what has happened to OUR first BBQ? why WHY why ? i'm pissed, dissappointed with people. how upsetting and how hurtful it is. why do people dont think before they speak? and so harsh? making a quick decision and not thinkin of the consequences? what if they hurt someone? please people, dont think of yourself first. put YOURSELF in people's shoes. will they feel hurt after you said all this ? or even WORRIED? or what will happen then? is it good or something terrible? i dont want to hear quarrels, and i dont want any of us to start any quarrels because we worked together as a team. we will stay strong and prevent any problems from happening and TRY to solve it, not FIGHT with team members.
no matter what, everyone have to perserve and go on. if not, you want this to continue forever on? be enemies?? no one likes that right?
i hope people give some thought bout it..

yesterday was a dam boring day.nice weather to sleep. heh.chatted with rebecca on the phone bout BAND. watched chnl tv 1030pm got horror show with my y.bro. mom slept alr. dad and elder.bro were not at home. then .. watched till 1230am. used the comp.. then slept at bout 1am plus after smsed ms koh. woo ;P
this mornin 1030am woke up, missed my show alr. my show starts at 10am to 11am. woot. 5 more days to cca orientation. had 2 half boiled eggs and bread for breakfast. so long dint prepare all this for myself already. later going out pay my hp bill. woots. then go out lunch. suppose to go buy my books today . ;(

i missed him.

yesterday had physics lesson.err, dots. social studies , mr ras talked so fast.talkin bout god and twintower -.= durin chi lesson had comprehension. woo, so fun.then i slept lor. x; had recess with fads ;p jan's in our gp anyway. english lesson.rather fun.there was a diagnostic test for us. i love cloze passages. contact time supposed to be our AMaths test. but i told ms ong to postpone. 'cos its not possible to study all the chaps we covered in sec3 in 3days time. and the prefects in my class are like..everyday orientation. and then band practises.. so postpone to wed. at least weekends and tues public holi can study. i must pass my test =) then went band prac. had shortsectionals on huntingdon and copacabana. then combine. nice and fun ;p went through hawaii 5-0. tryin to make my sound sounds brassy. 2 new sec1s came to try out percussion. thats cool. ;) then went for sec1 orientation campfire. oh gosh,it rained. so we followed the backup plan in the hall.it was still fun. the prefects really brought up the atmosphere and very very enthu,can say more enthu THAN band peeps ;x Emcees were LINI and Izzan. last min changed, thomas so angry and upset ;( then we hav songs.. cheers. class cheerin competition. 1/9 won ;p they are damn enthu. their form tr,ms tham also went up stage.she was like.jumping man. then mr heng and ms merduati were tellin her to Relax. lol. then they sabo-ed me and thomas on stage. i was so paiseh. nora fanny maxine plus some other sec3s dragged me. then was lik, principal and DM was in front of me -.- got to mix and know some sec1s.. will sure drag them to band ;p went home with fanny nora and maxine.. we so damn high. in the public bus still so high.got the "qi fen" hahha. i think got to know them better and closer. today invited to xfactor friend's party at her condo. not going ba. people like jamues chung hao sure go. ;p a boring saturday. wanted to go out. but . argh. rather stay home study later. sleep. ;p

a thursday. yes. its great.theres no orientation so went to class for lessons. oh. CME lessons., my form tr -.- then. PE . chosen as assistant PE rep. took height and weight. grew 3cm ;p dint gain weight. woo. notbad for a start. i'm gettin fatter, i will need to cut down my expenses on food. had Eng lesson. mrs phua.. err. we didnt start lessons.tlakin bout expectations and stuffs. had recess with my dear fads. i missed them really much. then had Chi lesson. slept for 30mins or so. really so tired. so my chi tr was like, whoa.sch just reopen and then so tired alr. i merely sleep 8 hours a day! lol. had Maths lesson. still on histogram. that chapt is really nice. then Physics lessson. ms lai was like.repeatin everything again..expectations blabla.. really naggy. x; steph's class was jus besides my class.so i went for light lunch with her. then we went for band practises.went through Huntingdon Celebrations and Copcabana. nice pieces ;p mr lim removed Samba De Loves You from the orientation repeirtoire. ;( i guessed i couldn make it. went throught Hawaii 5-0 . i must AIM to HIT the note A! i must have higher expectations for myself now. more than what a section leader should do. ;p listenin to juniors' problems?? hehe. i'm rather pleased with rena today. she asked me rythem. at least she ASKED, meaning to show that . she's interested and willing to learn. ;)
i'm so tired. tomorrow got A maths test.

i wanna blog. becos i have no one to share my stuffs with.
first day of sch? alr so tired. u know why? just went to class like 15mins. and then see the class commitee. ohh.im lucky that i'm not the class chair. but am the discipline head. do i look like i can discipline people? so wrote the class timetable on the board. then we had likesome icebreaker games. at 930am left class. started on orientation. ohh.its very tiring.run here and then.do this and organise that. then we went prefectroom to slack while they were havin talk w ms merduati. wannna sleep man.. then games.. ohh.i was like. -.-'' entertaining the sec1s.. got to know them.. all the way till 330pm.even got tourin ard sch.then went straight to band.i;m a robot man. had sectionals. now is like.zhiting is improving alot.. eliana is also great. but that rena . HAI. so i scolded her. i felt very terrible actually.awwman. and i think she went to cry after sectionals.nat and cat told me. so iwas like ,," har ? " what can i do.. i hate to talk to my juniors bout their standard.i dontknow if i still hav hope in them. i'm stepping down. i might not even play for OPUS III or cultural night. my section will be like. awohh. how???? and i'm like so busy with my prefects stuffs. HAI. i 'm feelin damn stress. and there will be tetra camp this year. and then prefects camp i still hav to organise. HEAdache. what a "good" life i've got.. and i shouldnt be involve in so many things. i dont wan my studies to be affected.how how?
i'm really very stress. just now mr tan talked to me after band, asked tired not? then i said yes. then i told him..i so stress. opus all this concerts how? he said.. studies first. then i also dont want to neglect my section which is damn small now.
i just cant take it anymore~~~!!!!!!!!!!!






what a fcukin life i 've got.

mornin 1030am meet zeting,charles,jordan. then we went to warren condo..
swimming..omg. so funny. mengyi and i versus charles n jordan. the game its like piggyback and the person on the back would have to fight with the opp. team until someone fall off. cool uh? haha. and zeting was like.learning HOW TO SWIM and he have not even learn his basics wanna learn frog style alr -.---'' kelvin,yonglin and dor came.. kel joined us. then they kept on splashing water. after that we went to bathe., went lot1 makan. but i went for my prefect exco meeting. until bout 3plus? bought lunch. thomas and i then went to warren. they alr finished playing tennis. gona go gym-ing soon.so joined them awhile. then they went swimming again. thomas and i went to meet miss tan at teck whye mac. talked to her abit bout band open house. then ate mac fries! but wasnt very nice. yewtee and lot1 mac fries are much better.
then went home. practise cornet ;p i stil love cornet.
awww~ tomorrow got the sec1 orientation to do after durin recess all the way till 330pm.then band practise.