ooo__ yo, i hoped mr lim had read my blog alr..
hmm.anyway, yesterday [ sunday], woke up at 930, meet up with some prefects for short meeting. and then 11 plus went cck park with anyu cos got combined sectional. with esther,dris,joseph, charles, jordan, aaron and zeting.. didnt play much. cos sounded airy. and then bout 12 plus, we went lot1 makan.. checked out te chalet place n stuffs like that. then we all went to ze ting's house. got little dog. lol, and 11 hamsters worhh. had fun there. played playstation too. but so bored. used the comp.. and then 3 plus left there. dris n joseph went lot1 book chalet lor.. reached home,first thing i did was sleep.. zzz. slept like 1 hr plus only. and then need go out with family..went to jurong point. dined at crystal jade. ate quite little but so full lor. then shop around.. i dont really like shopping alot. so.. left bout 9 smt. reached home quite tired.,polished my instrument, and then slept at 1 plus,cos cant sleep. hai.__.

today monday bluess.so tired in class. slept for an hour durin geog.. arghh. really v tiredd. lessons were rather slack. failed poa as usual. 2/25. lowest in class sia. too bad lor,cant even understand anything. and then i hate poa..was doin some other thingss. we got 2 poa trs maa. got 1 everytime sit behind mee. everytime c me doin other things, will say daziree this daziree that de. whoa. then e maths.. so-so la. A Maths, got back test on indices n surds,my fav chpt. i hate logarithms cos i dont understnad anything . got 15/20.. then ms jane said what te power of love. arghh. she's crazy lor. lol , then band prac. didnt went for A MAths whole class remedial ,ms jane excused us cos band more impt , and didnt went for prefect investiture rehearsal but i sort-of know whats going on can already. know where i m seated n stuffs likethat. yeah.cant wait for that day - the day i will be promoted. today band prac, rehearsed .. but then. at bout 4plus nothing to do alr. what has said has already been said. what should we do is up to ourselves le. and .. whoa. i nearly cried. i was strong =x lol.. 'cos its very sad to see each batch leaving. and this current sec4 batch,i'm closer to some of em ..thats why. plus the sec5s. my seniors.. hai-___ no point feeling sad. should feel happy for them, as what mr lim had said. mr lim scolded us for crying. l o l. so funny lor.. haa. i really cherished band prac so much man. and then after dismissal,ms chong fetched me,phylis n yvonne to yewtee. then we had dessert.. walked home.reached home 630. dinner was instant noodles. ps, i dont eat regular meals. yeah.. goin sleep very soon. seriously speaking,wont be brim much bks to sch.. so lighter bag. and just ironed my uniform..and haven polish boots. iam so tired. n drinkin alot of water man.hhaa.

hai. after syf. no band.seems so weird..and will miss band so much. n really cherish syf alot lor. do well guys..!! ;p

tmr is the biggy day!

mr lim. would like to say smt to you.
if you're reading this.. i would like to say a BIG thankS to you, for your patience in guilding us for the many years... seldom lose temper too. and improving our band noww.. and also, although last time i used to hate you to te core[uh oh] , but now i dont la. and i realised many many things. . that i didnt realise bout you last time so, is like ,you gave me a bad impression of yourself la =x woops. am being frank horh,. sorry no offence.
hmm. and without you, there wont be us.. able to go for exchanges for so many times in a year.. and the professional tutors who have been guildin us through out. even though Hui Si unable to make it for sectionals now, you tried to find us another tutor to replace. you're so kind . sometimes, when you're happy with our playing , it makes us very happy too and i feel a sense of satisfactory in myself, in like achieving something., and making me to play better. no matter what we get, you're still our only mr lim. and, you're really very wei da than any teachers man, say so many good things bout our band though our band wasnt that ' good ' . you always try to spend time with us ,cos syf is comin. and you're so busy. plus schooling and also bedoknorth band. i am really very touched by what you did for us.
thanks, you 're the best mr lim! ;)

so long didnt touch my bloggy.
listening to Phantom Of The Opera by MSSMB. yeah.

yesterday had normal band prac. mr lim was so hilarious -.-" damn crappy. cos last an hr,didnt know whad to do.everytime prac same 2 old pieces bored alr. so we side-read other pieces, like our 2 yrs ago syf sinfonia nobili. and played vilia too.so nice. of cos, aha.dimissed slightly earlier. went home changed, and went town. he n his friend, yue xiang. used to be a clarinetist but grad. alr. catch 815pm show for The Pacifier. very funny. he gave me smt sweet yaa.. and then went strollin by the esplanade park.. then about 11 plus left that place., reached home bout 12 plus alr. so tired. bathe and then sleep.

today's a saturday. got combine..in e morning/ lips so dry lor. maybe cos of e weather.. even though i drink a lot of water. and quite tired. sound so airy. arghhh. and after band prac, went church with rebecca at somerset. and had fun. my fav part. sing and jump! lol! and clap. haaa. so fun. and then lunch over at pizzahut at centerpoint. had long nice chats bout different sch bands n stuffs like thatt. took 190 back to cck, saw SJI school.k , damn big =x of cos. and then reach cck bout 5. bot bubble teas, went to chingyee's condo. charles,jordan, aaron, yaqing n zeting were there.. got chats lorr.. cy n yaya studying.. also listened to alot of band musics from different schs.. bout 7 left there.just bathe, o ya. n prac my muted cornet ahah. tmr most likely go for sectionals at cck lor, before that prefect meeting yeahh.

tonight gona do my hws. clean my instru.polish boots. iron band uniform. whoa.!


4 dayS to syF.

yoyo_ back. so tired.
saturday rehearsal at conference hall with st.margaret and our sch choir. was quite good i can say. improving! and then heard st.margaret. great lor. returned to sch,in te bus.. talked to ms beh. ms beh so funny man. gosh. haa. and evening went for dinner with yvonne n phylis aftr band. ate popiah only. plus dark chocolates!! reached home almost 8pm. so tired.slept at 11 plus.
on sunday,woke up 8 am plus. met up with kel. went swimming at complex. quite fun..even go spa for hours lor. swam too. hmm. and had funs with slides. lol! he bully me man, keep on splashin water at mee. then bout 1pm,went to bathe. and walked to limbang mac for lunch. shop around there., went arcade had some games together.
he sent me at my hse's bus stop and he went home before goin for his tkd.
reached home,family goin sim lim sq buy new flat screen for comp. but was tired.so slept at hm. evening prac my instru.
night bout 9 went for dinner with family at teck whye.. then buy smts.
slept at 1 am plus.cos cleaned my valves lol, plus polish boots.

on monday. . " monday bluess" slacked in class.. after sch.need helped bring percussion instrus here and there. had short combine. then changed into band uniform. headed to conference hall for rehearsal. bedoknorth was also there. ya.didnt had chance to talk to them lor. just waved. lol. i saw him. helping. just smiled and no chance to talk. time was limited. we had dinner ferst while bdn rehearsed ferst. ate not much for dinner. ppl took my food away man. lol. cos i hate hotdogs maa.
then our turn. all v nervous.waited v long ... then it was rather fruitful. kelv passed to mengyi smt for me. but no chance say thns or wad. and mr lim was v .. err. crappy.. -.-" as usual. lol. always makin us laugh. and laugh. haa. saw some tutors there. so envious man. and got record our playing. ms loh helped me record our playing too. halfway thru. actually aint that nervous.. too. if u feel nervous, tend to forget everything. __ balance,intontation,in style, in time, in tone and all this yeah. then prac till 1050 like that. went back to sch.reached bout 1125..helped percussion. then my parents came to fetch me las nite. so tireed. reached hm first tink i did was bathe n sleep alr.

today in class so tired.no chance to sleep. hai. and then went for band prac. quite tired. but manage to keep myself awake. yeah. today dismissed band earlier by 5 mins lol.! but considered v good liao.cos always store time till 645 de.. reached home at 7 plus .. took dinner.bathe.
then just now my kor helped me dye hair. my mom allowed lol. but horh. no color man.. cos my hair first time dye hair. and i so shua ku lor. hhaaa.then my kor helped me wash my hair all this. both my bros! can u imagine that . haha. caring.. =x lol.

so tired now.but am glad i blogged everything down.
7 more days to SYF> and left with only 3 practises. all of us must buck up. no matter what, give it our best shot ever.
and aftr syf,will concentrate on my studies first. aftr exams, then discuss many stuffs. but before exams got many things to settle too. like prefect investiture, sports day helping out..and so on. yeah. hai. daziree ahhhhhhh

wanna die liaoo ahhhhhhh. o ya,just now gave ms koh chocolate! and mr tan said to me..that my sect improving. hehee.
i learnt smt fr canadian brass. brim along yr mouthpiece wheerever u go. play around with it.now everyday will buzz for like 5-10mins on mouthpiece.

kayy, sleeping soon. night night!



our very firSt monTh.__.

now listening to tong hua. kkay,is damn nice. \aww !!
i miSs yOUuuuuu so muchhhh!!! havent seen u for a week. hai_ 'cos of te very tight schedule noww. i miss you so damn muchyyy!!!!

uhmm.not online daily now. busy. schworks. prefectmeetings. bandpracs. responsible in many areas. uh aha. owed ms jane 7 A maths hws., =x gosh. so much. but by next week will submit to her.
and now, knowing my role in te prefect. assistant head of business dept., have many things to do. but light job for me. yeahh yeah.. and have to buck up my studies, or else i wouldnt be fit for this post alr.
and same as for band. my attitudes..and everything. everyone will be observing, so have to set a real good example. ahha.

oohoo. starting A MAths tuition soon. is by a sch maths teacher.. but not cfm when ba. yea, and life isnt easy for me noww. . everything has changed. a better life, hopin to see a better person in myself. really. and .. i really wanna go pERTH!!durin nov holis. but only 15 selected ones. hai__ that cant be mee. aww.

sch days are just fine. i just knew that today..is april fool! fool a lot of ppl out there man. jsut cant believe it. and then, kayy. so paiseh. my stuff toy on mr lim 's stand. whoever took it and leave it there. urghh!! so embarrased. hmm.. durin chem test,felt aslp. over-tired liao. hai. didnt get enough rest ba. ms chong woke me up lol, and then teach me how to do.its supposed to be test lor.
this is how my life goess.
and missin you as days pass..
urghh.

syf is coming. 11 more days.
6 more practises.
it happened in a twinkling of eye.
so fast.
am v nervous.
excited.
mixed feelings.

what i have to do is ..

F O C U S
in the concert hall.

just had supper. aww , so full lor. forced to eat so much. my dad bot boon tong kee. chicken rice. dinner i ate fried chicken too. then after band i bot pizza and bubble tea. whoa,gonna grow fat. but didnt gain weight. took height n weight today. no grow, no gain. remains.

kayy,will stop here now.
i just cant hardly wait any longer for syf. woo hoo. give it my best shot!

good friday, and weekends was just as great as it was. lol. on good friday, slept alot. then noon, family went out. at home using the comp. in te late noon,went to meet kel. then walked around lot1 ferst, bot him something, then walked walked. at bout 5 went to meet te rest. on te way,met fishhy, steffy, kewin,jiayao. thomas n ziyao. then asked 'em if they are going. most of 'em went to fishhy de family bbq lor at villa verde.
then meet te rest goin to church, got yujun, ziyao. ms jane ong. me and kel. then took 67 bus. kkay, was rather paiseh lor. cos like. omg, i'm with him. plus my friends n tr. arghh. so we didnt talk much. we exchange our gifts in te bus. he gave me a box of ferero rocero. i was so touched. yah. lol. then i gave him wad i made for him, a box of hearts using straws. plus along tube of sweets. we didnt talk much in te bus,just that ms ong got to know him better. as in..talk lor. then reached alr, we walked for long distance. me n kel walked behind, so we can do what we want. then at serene mac. for dinner. i shared a mac meal with kel, cos cant finish. was rather sweet. ate for an hour, before walking to the church. then got somewhere in te middle seats. singing was great, as it was., skit was touching. yeah. real nice. nearly cried but didnt. me n kel got blessings too. yeah.. had fun there. but so sad, my parents fetchin me home. so he went back first. hai__ by himself. didnt send him off. we smsed eeach other then. slept early, 1230am.

whoa, on saturday. got band. was so tired ,but dragged myself out of bed. then, sectionals with benny. pretty well. then combine with mr lim fr 10 plus onwards. aww.. pretty well ba. then went home with yvonne. used comp awhile. bathe then went out, meet kel at cityhall with his junior, ain from tuba. then we rushed to esplanade.. cos dont want to be late. then met benny n his friends. zhiwei was with the flute tutor. met bedoknorth tbonists, fadhli and rongzu. sat with 'em. the talk was great. french horn was superb. and piccolo trumpet. whoa, i really loved it. yeah... it ended at 4pm . it made me realised something -- i should bring my mouthpiece to buzz wherever i go. its a good point as what the canadian brass mentioned. oya, and the australian brass was there. if i'm not wrong. they sat all te way in front. and made a self-intro too.
at 4pm, me and him, walked to marina square. bot tickets for The 10 eye at 510pm. while waiting, played arcade. lol, he keep on lettin me win. haa. then we bought food in.. sat at the corner. movie was great. my neck so hurt lol =x uh oh. cos i was leaning. and its supposed to be horror, but was so comedy lor. haa. had a great time. then went to eesplanade. movie ended bout 7 smt. bot something there too. and then.. he wanted to ask if i want to go rooftop, but didnt . cos not nice. so empty. instead, there was an outdoor performance comin up. we waited. but due to the weather, was cancelled lor. so we stroll all the way fr esplanade to merlion head there... long way. but was romantic. i really loved that place. then sat by the sg river there. that place, i never go before. so damn nice. got boats..passing by the merlion head. haa. then we will wave to 'em. got resturants too. then walked back, took train home. o yeah, the 3rd time he gave me. was shocked. in e train, he gave me another chocolate. -- toberlonE!! omgosh!! being with me makes me fatter lol... chocolates everyday hahah. i gave him the first top of ferero rocerre. i eat one per day... to remember him . haha.
kayy, am missing him alot man. .. ;p

today. monday. ms jane ong. temper was so hot lor.. keep on scolding. fierce mann. boring day. wrote a letter for him. after school, went lot1 with fads. so long never go out with ';em. met janice and milo. had lunch together at LJS. saw my kor. then met xfactor camp friend. fr kranji sec.,
went around lot1 awhile. went popular, bought something for him. some paper folding hearts using very shiny colored paper. very nice. . after folding all, have to buy a box. so on te day our v first anni.. give him plus someeother things for him ..

tomorrow is tuesday. got band prac. and poa extra remedial. o ya. havent sign up for outside tuition. ..
suddenly remembered. i takin part in amazing race organised by NKF. dontknow when . .lol. and cip .. the donate money.

needa do summary writing for english..





undying passion for music . whahh!

backk. finally. kayy, imagine, 3 days no schooling. .. YEAH!! wahaha. i hate sch, since dont know when. cos i am always sitted alone -__- poor mee.

today no band prac. arghh. we lost out alot man. my friend, fr jurong sec, got to know her thru xfactor camp, told me that they got sectionals at Ulu pandan cc. oo-_- so cool.

yesterday was thursday., very no mood study. keep on havoc. cos, last day of sch ma. lol. teachers buay tahan. esp. ms jane. she herself laughin worhh. aha. cheerful. thats great. then i got E maths lesson till 330pm,rush for lunch then band prac. mr lim recorded our playing. still got some mistakes .. ba. but we can improve. and be better as days goes by. fr now till syf, i gonna prac everyday. [later, i will prac horh!] then reached home at 730pm alr. bathe, dinner. and then called ppl up, asked if they are goin for our so-called outing la. slept at 11pm, pretty early. cos wanna catch some sleep. durin sch days,didnt hav much sleep.

woke up 10am. woo. watched cartoons. took breakfast. bros n dad still sleeping.

hmm, late noon goin out. with him. then meet up pals. ms ong invited us to her church musical skit concert. anyway, m v interested in this kind of thingy. once,went to becky de church concert at auditorium. very big, alot of ppl. quite nice =)

anyway , today 6pm got SOound Of mUSic on chnl 5. gonna record before i go out. so nice. =) i'm going for the concert at esplanade soon. heehee.


takcare ppl. and hAppy good friDAy ;p

didnt blog anything for a week le. cos last week was march holis. was real busy. 3 camps.

got msiA leadershiP camp __ prefeCt camP ___ xfact0R camP.

oF all, i think all was te best. especially xfActor camP. i got to know all te instructors, they are in their 20s. sociable. , nice to chat with. bout their work life. what we wanna be when we grow up and stuffs like that. some of them are what engineer, tr ..blabla. they are volunteers to help in this camp. everything was great. our bunk got aircons. aha, is quite a relax camp. and also, buffet..campfire. my gp won.got te musical skit. we mixed ard with kranji sec ppls. they are sec2s. kkayy,have lotsa activities that need teamwork, cooperation n stuffs like that. best game was nuclear disaster. and we got lectures too. felt aslp. aha, and last day exchanged phone no. even went for lunch together with 'em.

and on that day itself,which is sunday. i meet kel. for lunch. we went for a place for a long long chat. then meet out again on monday aftr my lessons... which was yesterday,
we went to cck park. bot rojak! lol, we shared and also bubble tea. had lotsa fun. then evening went home already.

today didnt meet him, cos__ i got band. then during physics lesson, was terrible. dont even understand what in te world tr was talkin bout. hai. he cant teach us man. ms lai teach betterrr.
then english lesson,was really unwell n over-exhausted, slept. told mrs tan lor. she allowed me to sleep then. asked me my lessons till wad time.i said i got band till v late. she asked me get excuse go hm early.

whoa after poa lesson till 230pm, i chiong for lunch. then band. was really unwell. mr lim dont allowed me go home, asked me sit on te chair listen but nid not play. hai__ 3 hours. doin nothing. but i got take down notes. he complimented me. so.. weird. -.-

this is how my day goes by.

i 'm meeting him on good friday. yeah. really lookin forward.
and on saturday for canadian brass talk. glad he bot ticket for me already.

i wanna go Lord Of The Dance at Kallang Theatre and also Sound Of Music at esplanade.
and mr lim's band , yong siew toh conserv. yeah. so many concerts. keepin myself busy. durin weekends. if not, i will get stress man. ahaaa.

kkaayy lar. today. mskoh left smt for me. thanks .. hmm, , a tough day for me. hai_

yesterday was a great saturday. late for band. uh oh, cos of my dad lor. didnt want to wake up,woke him up three times. then combine, actually got sectionals. but benny last min cant make it. combine, was quite fun/. very funny. learnt new skills again --- USE YR BODY. !!!! ahah.

then ms tan presented a fountain pen to mr lim. for his patience with us for the past 3 years. i felt really very glad. seeing everyone so happy for mrlim. he's such a rare conductor. ;p and a great one. then announcing the band major..and so on, exco team. taking over. woo, becky's the band major. whoa, thats great. jordan n charles assistant major. treasurer = yuting. zeting n gangyuan- drills master. me and dor, cca head. liike representing band lor. okayy. thats all. then we have discussion at lot1 foodcourt. then had lunch. later all of us went to Chingyee's house at Northvale. then had fun, studying chemis., basketball,games, .. .. bout 7 plus left there. reached home at 830pm. then so tired already. bathe. packed my bag for tonight's camp over at msia. so fun!! woohoo! yeah,, didnt take dinner cos quite full. slept at 1130pm.

today, is a beautiful sunday. woke up at 7 plus. meet dor for basketball game. had fun, at green court. our ball was stuck man. guess what we did? we threw towel up. cos we so dumbed and was stuck. then threw our shoes, dor's shoes stuck. ahha. but managed to bring it down. then i took a stick and bring it down. yeah.. we played only an hr. rather tired. reached home at 10am. then watched abit of teevee.now using comp. noon gonna take a long nap. before i go msia. and pack my bag again. some stuffs not ready yet. wahha. so damn happy.

and i missed him so much... today's last day of his camp. he;'s sure v tired. so must take a good rest. he called me last nite. at 1am.but slept already. aiyoo__

hao ai ni!

today mY msiA cAMp!
4 dayS to prefeCt cAMp
5 dayS to xfActor cAMp

finally! holidays! not really.much hws. all from 10 YEAR SERIES BKS. whoa.,aiyo__ teachers very inconsiderate for students.dont know we got many activities going on too.not exactly to rest durin holis.

yesterday.thursday, aftr school look for ms koh. she gave me CADBURY fruits n nuTs chocolate! my favourite. got band prac. quite so-so la. mr lim didnt come, so sectionals whole day. hmm,i love lectures from mr lim.just dont know why, find it quite useful too. woops, if he's hear readin this, he will lecture more man. till so naggy man! =x ahah. then meet kel in school ferst, then went lot1.. took neoprints, again ;P then buy bubble tea,walk around. met alot of my friends. took bus 3o7 hm with him, bot some stationary too, then i send him off at mrt station,cos it's gettin latee.. he gave me letters. and in return,also gave him. n he wanted to give me his ring, it costs so much, but i declined. might lose it. hmm,then smsed each other.. wanted to chat o' te phone, but v tired. slept at 11 smt.

today, friday. THANK God Its Friday! p.E lesson, so-so. then ms meduati announced that xFactor camp is opened to the school, before that only allowed prefects. so my friends going with me,eyeah! janice, milo, fish, stef, drey. .. so on. the tee is damn nice. ;P omi gosh, listening to First Love played by Tokyo kosei Wind Orchestra. i love this orchestra when was in sec1..
today lessons, so-so. chemistry. open-book test. not that bad. startin to like phy and chem now. even thou i hate sci for te rest of my lifee. hee,maybe cos of great trs. then aftr sch took a drink,then went meet ms lai in 3rd level staff room,then she takin lunch at staff lounge,.. we had a wonderful time chatting togetherr.ms lai still owed me chocolatee. then 2pm, meet mSkoH. she gave me kinder BUENO> went for band. sec1s havin combine in music room til 3,guided them lor. then at 4pm,seniors.. played through sg raphsody and american riversongs.. then sectionals. okkay. was alright. mr lim corrected my mistake. and until today, joseph just realised that , i holding my instrument slanted to te right, i cant hold straight, thats how i play lor. i'm unique kayy. ;p
my juniors, rena, yan yan, zi ting, and forgot a girl's name .. they very cute cute de. at least they are progressin.everytime i conduct .they see me,laugh n laugh. lol.

i miss him. supposed to go to esplanade with him and catch a show.. he got band camp. missing youu.. hai.. when can we meet again. aiyoooo

tomorrow got band practise as usual. 730am.think sec1s need to turn up ba. benny is comin! yeah! and should be got combine ba. aftr band, should be goin group study with bandmatess. need to work on my poa, a maths..e maths.

omigoshss. this sunday goin msia for adventurecamp. so fast. i just cant hold any longerr.. i cant wait man. some are my current classmates. hee.


2 morE dayS to advEnturecAmp.
32 more dAys to syF. [2.45pm]
6 more dAys prefectcAmp.
7 more dAys xfActor cAmp.

tomorrow 's janice bday, the day aftr next, phylis bday. and on camp day itself,its kewin bday! woohoo!
mybday comin sooN. jUly 22.

yesterday wasnt online. too restless. met him after band, went lot1. we took neoprints together.was really very very happy. wanted to buy a couple ring. but, was way too big for me to wear. so didnt. he told me he would buy a real 1 for me. aww,thats too ex. then didnt walk around lot1, cos alot of ppl i knew there. and needa go hm early. i send him off at mrt, he wanted to send me. but i insist see him off, cos he always sees me off de. yeah,and i missed him badly. then took 3o7 bus to yewtee control.met aileen n kexin, so accompanied them for dinnar. i ate only fries.then walked home with aileen. had a great chat together too. reached home was like 830pm alr. slept at 11 plus.

todAY's weD . weekly assembly. ay,, zf changed sitting arrangment, now he's sitting besides allan so v near me. damn buay ba,trying to tahan him man. __ durin eng, mrs tan never print enough copies, so i was te only 1 who didnt hav te handout. havta share. then zf n allan teach me orgami. so interesting! chinese lesson, tr nv come. so slack ard. then assembly. .."who wants to be a hunderaire". aha. tarin. not bad la. but vouchers,not real cash. then mrs sheree scolded me, cos i prefect, then never sit at e 2nd level. hai, was feelin v down then. when kena scolded, i feel b bad for te rest of my day alr. then adv. camp briefing. yeah,so happy. cant wait for te camp. !!! aww man,its gonna be great fun with friends over at KL. wooAHAH! .but i will definitely miss him alot. no more phone chats for sunday night to tues nite. camp fr sunday 930pm to tues 930pm. ohh then, i tinnk wed no band ba. a day for me te rest. thurs prefect camp,aint stay overnight. cos fri mornin needa go Xfactor Camp. also leadership stuffs ba. till sunday. aww man.then monday go sch. this is my limited 1 week holis. hai__ yo.

then affter briefin,kel called me. i was rather angry initally. but comes to think of it, not his fault. hai, , when am i gonna meet him again. ... ...
reach hm at 4, took a short nap. evening went to buy groceries with mommy, met yi heng. aha. then 8 plus reached hm,took dinner. just drank sprite. takin my ice cream later !!weahhaha! so long never enjoy my life already. my life is always daily routine de.

tomorrow got band worhh. tues band prac, mr lim taught us " HA Ha Ha" . okkay, rather cool. i guessed . still trying how to make that effect. need to work on my band symphonic bk. not v good. and also both pieces. time flies. verysoon SYF ...

needa design te prefects' camp tee le. byE.


missing euu.

5 moRe dAys to advENture cAMp.
8 morE dAys to prEfects cAmp.
9 morE daYs to xfActor cAmp.


te very ferst kiss.

yesterday wasnt online. too restless. met him after band, went lot1. we took neoprints together.was really very very happy. wanted to buy a couple ring. but, was way too big for me to wear. so didnt. he told me he would buy a real 1 for me. aww,thats too ex. then didnt walk around lot1, cos alot of ppl i knew there. and needa go hm early. i send him off at mrt, he wanted to send me. but i insist see him off, cos he always sees me off de. yeah,and i missed him badly. then took 3o7 bus to yewtee control.met aileen n kexin, so accompanied them for dinnar. i ate only fries.then walked home with aileen. had a great chat together too. reached home was like 830pm alr. slept at 11 plus.

todAY's weD . weekly assembly. ay,, zf changed sitting arrangment, now he's sitting besides allan so v near me. damn buay ba,trying to tahan him man. __ durin eng, mrs tan never print enough copies, so i was te only 1 who didnt hav te handout. havta share. then zf n allan teach me orgami. so interesting! chinese lesson, tr nv come. so slack ard. then assembly. .."who wants to be a hunderaire". aha. tarin. not bad la. but vouchers,not real cash. then mrs sheree scolded me, cos i prefect, then never sit at e 2nd level. hai, was feelin v down then. when kena scolded, i feel b bad for te rest of my day alr. then adv. camp briefing. yeah,so happy. cant wait for te camp. !!! aww man,its gonna be great fun with friends over at KL. wooAHAH! .but i will definitely miss him alot. no more phone chats for sunday night to tues nite. camp fr sunday 930pm to tues 930pm. ohh then, i tinnk wed no band ba. a day for me te rest. thurs prefect camp,aint stay overnight. cos fri mornin needa go Xfactor Camp. also leadership stuffs ba. till sunday. aww man.then monday go sch. this is my limited 1 week holis. hai__ yo.

then affter briefin,kel called me. i was rather angry initally. but comes to think of it, not his fault. hai, , when am i gonna meet him again. ... ...
reach hm at 4, took a short nap. evening went to buy groceries with mommy, met yi heng. aha. then 8 plus reached hm,took dinner. just drank sprite. takin my ice cream later !!weahhaha! so long never enjoy my life already. my life is always daily routine de.

tomorrow got band worhh. tues band prac, mr lim taught us " HA Ha Ha" . okkay, rather cool. i guessed . still trying how to make that effect. need to work on my band symphonic bk. not v good. and also both pieces. time flies. verysoon SYF ...

needa design te prefects' camp tee le. byE.


missing euu.

5 moRe dAys to advENture cAMp.
8 morE dAys to prEfects cAmp.
9 morE daYs to xfActor cAmp.


te very ferst kiss.

monday, bluesss.aww__ was very quiet today in class. dontknow why too.

perhaps i missed him alots. sunday and today didnt see him.for 2 days, i felt very very bad, cos i cant get to see him that often but in my heart, he will always be my only one dearr. he smsed me in class many a times, i know.__ i missed him too.
after school,we chatted on the phone like for , you know 15mins before i start my Amaths lesson at 230pm. i missed him soo much.then, durin lessons__ ohh mann, i wasnt really concentrating but at least i understand what trs are talkin bout. i was wonderin into space..thinkin of euu. ;p
durin recess didnt eat anything nor after sch. reached home at 4plus after lessons, ferst thing i did was to listen to Li Sheng Jie's songs.so nice,and drank halfa glass of chocomilk.
then took a nap for 3 hours..was feeling very tired,cos i slept at 2am last night. i really missed him. we had a short chat over te phone last night. everyday on phone with him, i may not be able to see u face to face. hearin yr voicee may be smt very sweet to me alr. hearin u say ,the 3 words to mee. i know. hao ai ni. ;)

after his band prac,he called me up.we talked for a very short while only cos rather noisy.tonight he will call me up. i miss him so much now.

lookin forward for tomorrow, i'm meeting him. finally! but only after band. how i wishh.. he's staying near mee. missing u everyday. its a feeling. a sense of secure when i'm with euu.

and i cant wait for friday when i'm going out with him... and goin for the Mosaic festival where there will be jazz!! musicians playin live music. ohh! i love it. anyone interested huh. its at 930pm to 1130pm, admission is free at the roof terrace. =)

aww,later have to do E maths, A maths and POA hws. owed my tr alot of work mann.





i love te only one you.

a great day ahead!
yesterday was sat. mornin had band prac as usual, had sectionals then combine with mr lim. his jokes were damn crappy man!and was freezing cold in te rm! then i rushed back home.told my mom i'm goin out till late night cos had night concert. she said she would fetch me then.
at 130pm meet hock. ate snacks over at lot1 ferst.took train to cityhall with him.we had lotsa fun together,talkin bout alot of things under te sun. we were like great friends. then went esplanade cos entreprenur club selling things there. got other schs too. hmm,not much ppl. cos it was at esplanade park. met yolanda ther with a girl. fish,drey,stef,jan,ml,jh,joel and msEng were there.their products is lit' ex.so dont earn much.

then i went lunch with hock crossed te bridge ,past the pubs and behind that long streets.we cant decide wad to eat initally, so ate maggie at 7-11 lor. he treat me drinks.i bot chocos and sweets. lol,for te concert that night. then we had a big detour. and then settled down at esplanade. we went to te rooftop.. then to the library. was real huge. different sections , even got music scores. and also small lit' rooms for entertainment, piano prac sessions... and so on.
then we settled down in te dance bks room.read there. bout 530 go back to their place. then hock went to fetch jiayao fadz and friends over here. then msEng left with the stuffs lor.
then all of us walked to Suntec. meet kelvin there. then we dined at burger king. 6 of us present.

then in a rush,late for te concert.me and kel left them first.we rushed to VIctoria concert hall like maddys. haa.then meet mengyi and her bf there. waiting for us. we rushed in, i bought tickets. both of us. then so packed till no seats for us. so te usher took chairs for 4 of us to sit behind. actually wanted to sit at te 2nd level but also v packed. mengyi sat with Hm,i sat with kel lor. the concert was great!! it's a orchestra. i realy loves suona man! and er hu!. whoa,starting to like chi orchestra. they memorised al te pieces. most pieces, no need ocnducotr. they looked at te ferst person.. yeah. was wonderful,very neat...

thenn after intermission, concert was going on.kel messaged me..he proposed his love to me.he was really very cute. and sweet.we held hands durin te concert together at the last 20 mins.i could feel a sense of secure. __a favour of loving him. everytime when i see him last time. it was wonderful. then after concert, went to meet mengyi's friend together,gave her tiny roses.--> supposed to give it to kel de. but she forgotten to buy present.aha. encore for THREE times. on sg raph. haha. then we had a stroll all the way past the pubs to clarke quay.we were holdin hands tightly.i just loved him.we had many sweet talks together. while mengyi n hm walked in front of us. at Riverside Point,we saw bungee jump.aha. mengyi and Hm took train fr there to causeway for midnight movie. then me kel strolled back together... we were just like a matching couple. i felt v secured when i was with him.. we didnt let go our hands.it was a long way back to victoria but it seems very short . then i smsed my dad wonderin if he could fetch me. he asked me go home myself.so i walked back together with kel past thru esplanade..then citylink and took train back. it was a pity he cant send me back. he might not catch the last train. was rather very late. 1115pm already.i took the train different fr him. it was v sad..i missed him so much already. we had talks in te train over the phone. when i reached home was bout 12 plus. at 1am,he called me. we talked for 10mins goodnight chat.. hai__

i justmissed him alots.without his presence around.. the next time i'm gonna meet him would be on sat. we will buy our first ever-loving ring__ .taking neoprints together.__ and also,watch movie.i missed him alot. it seems to me that w/o him, the world changed. aww . i enjoyed the 2 hours of stroll together.. with yorr.

simply in love with you. my dearest..

tomorrow nothi much goin on,so am here to update my bloggie. hmm__ sunday ,went out in te noon with family for lunch. wanted to go westmall buy some groceries, but decided that go home ferst. so went home, mom took nap. i used comp. then dad fetched me to sch bout 4 plus for the Worldview youth conference while my family goes out w/o me man. aww. then fishh didnt came. were like 16 of us. at ntu auditorium. hmm,many undergrads there. and i tink we were te only sec sch who attended that. and truthfully speakin, adults should go there listen instead of us. cos, it didnt concern us that much. just education. yeah, and givin yr opinions..
was rather boring. tehre were refreshments too. we ate alot. then took te mini bus back to sch. some of alighted outside sch, cck n yewtee. the driver was kind enough to send us. then my dad fetched me home. my mom bought so many cds again -_- li sheng jie! woo! his songs very nice.

monday /. bluess. aww, class noisy cos free periods. i kena by mrs shariff. she even know that i am daziree. -__- " i wondered how man. aww. talentime audition. didnt make it to te finals. so many teachers absent.

today arhh. ms janeong and mrstan didnt came to sch.. free periods. again. poa test today. aww, didnt do my acct. 12 mks. slept for half an hr. was super tired. my mom la,keep wakin me up. called my hp. at 4 plus,then 5am annd then 6am -_- went sch myself today.reached at 630am. bot milo ms lai. hmm,helped her in some works too. and then durin freeperiod. that zf horh, showed us te erie video thingy so damn hilarious that keep on laffin. then i lookin at his hp, recess time alr. he just walked off . didnt even bother to take his hp fr me. so durin phy i returned to him. he showed me fake attitude man. aha, he told me jiahui sounds nicer than daziree. perhaps its real too unique. that not much teachers can read it when show that my name.

band. gave my letter but have to redraft over. was super hot in temusic room. aircons aint workin well. we played PHANTOM of the OPERA!!!!! i really loved it so much. esp angel of te music, music of te night. !!! so nicee. sommore melody comes frm trumpet. tot today got test on syf pieces for me.luckily . but on fri will be tested. thursday rehearsal again at conference hall. i hope, i can memorise te pieces by then. esp. sg raph.

today phy, mr chia took over. ? =O no comments. learnin a new chapt. i'm startin to love physics.. its part of sci. unbelievable. i hate sci. but now, things have changed. i want to do better. for phy. i dowan let myself down. again. never.

after band 6plus,met ms koh. saw her husband came to fetch her back. she so evil,eveerytime say me. haaa. but its just a joke la.so never take her words so seriously.

o___o end here le ba. am super tired. tmr house training. should beattendin. hmmm, yeah. resilience rocks horh. =)
o yea, thurs rehearsal at SCH can see my bdn friends again.





42 more days to SYF.
12 more days to adventure CamP.
5 monThs anD 22 dayS to my bdAy.
waahha

okkay, today exchange. woke up 640am =x supposed to reach school at 7am. woke daddy up. hurry up got changed.. reached school , everyone fall-in already. aww, lat efor 15mins. then took te bus to bedoknorth, in te bus goin thru te scores. reached there, whoa,
12 school bands.! imagine te hall packed with people. got chij toopayoh, bedoktown, cck sec.. and of cos,bedoknorth being te host band. hmm. imagined listening to 12 same old set piece, rg raphsody. -.-" rather bored. but different schools hav different kinds of intontation,balance...and so on. i was not allowed to play.so stay behind.hmm. was alright ba. was great. then went for sectionals. so tired. hands n legs so numbed cos was so superb hungry.! then we plaayed w/o scores. with benny, our tutor. till bout 12 plus. packin up that time, met kelvin. of cos. yeah. missed him. i felt that i had neglected him alot. met bettina. xing xing. ;p susu.raf. asmah. eric so dao. khairul also. ahh.i missed those days, when we were together at msia.. in te hotel, roaming around. caught by mr lim. rather sad. but fun. ahah. yeah..

have to study very hard to achieve what i want. as in studies. phy.. maths.. poa.. ____

ayy,
once again,
i want to thank a person.
she may be very important to me,
she let me decide things with fast decision,
clear mind.
and helping me in studies.
talkin to me,
to help me copy well with studies better,
she's
a caring teacher,
concerned,
caring,
even took her precious time teachin me outside
when i'm last min studyin for a maths,
i've seldom came across this kind of tr
and she's

ms lai.

i'm really very thankful for what you did for me.
thanks.
even though i was being so.
rude.selfish. to you.
later i came to realise many things in life.

i've to thank certain teachers too.
without them, i wont be as great as who i am now.
but seriously speaking. i aint any better.
not a great leader.
i want to be potential
to be able to lead people on.
changing everything in me includes
step by step.
attitude always comes first.
maturity.

ms janeong, __ who talked into me when i'was really down over him.even got me smt.thanks.
ms koh hwee cheng., as you know. 1 plus years doin so much things for mee.
who dont even get angry.
i am certain that when my first pay,it goes to a treat for mskoh.
you've been over-nice to me. but. maybe it help me realise more things in life if not for you.


and of cos,
my section mates.
joseph, dris, cat and nat. for being so nice to me eventhough i seldom goes for band.
i promised, that i will attend every prac now.

and becky,
who talked me into takin part in syf.

and last of all,
myself.
being able to pull through ups and downs.

ay, so many tests going on recently. on valentime day, went out with fishhy,steffy,dreyy. went home changed, meet weisheng and yujun at Kbox at lot1.sing like for an hour plus. very short while cos i rushingoff. i so bad, yujun and weisheng paid. yujun paid like 20 plus, weisheng paid 10 cos yujun treat me. thanks, he so good, keep allowing me to sing with te mic solos man but he not even a chance to sing sia. sorry ah, sommore i sang all my fav jay zhou songs. haiyo, then weisheng also got sing. we ate and drink over there. then i asked yujun pei us to watch movie at causeway cos weisheng needed to go off for table tennis training. i meet drey ferst,then yujun tot he forgotten to take his ezlink card,so he ran. i told him meet him at cinema there cos i also rushing time for that show. then i bot te tics with steff fish waiting for us there. we were late for te show,5 mins like that but i tried find yujun ,didnt,so went in w/o him.sorry man. also cant contact him, then i banged onto a guy,his corns dropped onto te floor,he's so fierce . i apologised and faster walked aaway man. i was so like.. afraid sia. then watched te show.keep on crying man,cos very sad. "Moments to remember" ,ought to catch that show,wonderful!! i give 4 out of 5 bites.
then so crowded,cos v day. all te resturants,long queues man. later we went lot1. i meet my kor at te arcade then went to my aunt 's house. reached hm bout 8 plus already. then study,12 plus then sleep man.


tues day arhh, had a study gp with te class. got kewin,dejin,hock,yujun,me,fish,stef,jiayao,thomas. studied at library on a maths,e maths and social studies. had fun too. jiayao taught me a maths, he's so good in teaching man that i understand. then 4 plus left cos i needed go home soon then goin out with relatives maa. then slept an hr, dad came home. brought us to Westlake,our family de fav place. all of us were present,except for my cousin studyin at home man. then all my4 little cute cousins.all like 4 plus years old man. so adorable. really loves them alot.everytime see them, sure hug them man, carry them. ahah. =x this is te good part bout me horh. hee. then we played games with them. aww man, my cousin pulled my shirt till spoilt, so big now but nvm la, at least there's fun for them. hee. took photos with them too. ate so much,ordered bout 10 dishes and then got yusheng AGAIN. -.-" so much food. then around 10pm, we all went to my cousin's house. aww man, zenn can really dance and loves sunyanzi.he'so young. took videos of them dancing . then 11 left,reached home so late already. faster do some revision on social studies. so tired in school today. sorry ah, i so bad to you. and weisheng, ps didnt go watch you for table tennis match, but best of luck always! =)
reached home 4 plus, had dinner already. later go orhh orhh. rest. then study e maths common test tomorrow. aww man, i want to score high high.... aiyo- ___ hai hai . -

so long didnt really had a good chat with you already. hope you're doin very fine now. be sure to treat her nice okayys. ? =) though i really misses you .. every now and then but am trying to.. you know. erase off te memories. sorry, imay have hurt you in some ways, but. hai. enough . just a word, sorry. it might not be easy for me to tkkae actions. but easy to say.

kayys, la. ppl ,enjoy yr readin. ahah. =)

well spent new year. hhaha.
what can i say. fun fun fun. lol-
hmm. i only know that i stayed till very late everyday.

best day was 2 days ago, on a friday. aftr school, 3 plus ms ong, ms liong and ms lai came to my house. had to entertain them n gave ms liong n ong gifts fr our class cos they were leaving soon. then 4 plus. they left lor. my dad fetched me n kor to janice';s condo ,the jade. then swimming with fads plus class guys. later, changed .around 5 plus meet ms jane with class ppl. then headed to my class. fish stef n drey went home to get changed lor. then alot of ppl,very re nnao. then ordered canadian pizza. later fish they all came. whoa! gang fight on bed man. lol. =x then took full photo together.
people who were there, yujun- weisheng- thomas- jiayao- hock- kewin- dejin- eric- fish- stef- jan- ms jane ong- ziyao- thats all ba. plus me n my bro la. then gambled at my dad's study room. i didnt play la. cos ivery busy. haa. then ms jane leavin cos she goin church . so i send her down . she didnt eat te pizza man but paid 10 bucks for us. later pizza came. 34 bucks. got 2 13 inches one. later ate pizza then we all went to fishhy's house bai nian with her daddy. then gambled over there. i got lost money and earn money la. not much actually. around 10 everyone went back to my house, then gambled again. i didnt la. cos very big group too. then 1030 me n hock went to fetch ms koh at the carpark. so funny,she go 4th storey. cos i said wrongly, told her go there. so high n no cars de. lol. cos carpark got linked to my blk ma. then she came. we took photos with her too. haha. then she explored my house lor. then anyhow open my room de cabinets man. so shocked sia. -.-" later on air con. we were in te living room. te guys gambling. then around 11 plus they left. so left me, kor, fish, stef, drey n my y.bro.
all go my room and we gamble la. ms koh real lucky man. i mean those who are bankers la. she lost money still can smile de. haha. and say good to drey cos drey on luck too. then gamble till like 12 am odd. then stef's sister comin over. then ms koh wanna leave. me n drey go send her then she drived us to yew tee 7-11 .bot titbits for us .so good man.n drove us back. and she see us go up n she left liao. we ate te titbits and watched vcds lor. watched till so bored. everyone go my room chat n chat till tired. so prepared to sleep. but cant sleep. haha. so i sing for them la. lol- then they all slept on matress . i so bad horh. =x then 4 am odd felt asleep. stef n her sis left my house early mornin 730am cos dey got smt on. drey n fish still sleeping. 10 plus woke up. then they left. drey go bai nian with her parents ma.
-oN a fRi-

then me n fish goin mrs lai house at bishan there. so meet ms jane ong at woodlands. luckily never meet ms koh at chijmes cos she lost her way . lol. then mrs lai condo so damn big,like palace. then very cool too. her children very cute. we chatted bout our life lor, in regent sec. haiyo. - then ms koh came . lol. later 4 plus we left. ms koh fetched us to bishan mrt statn. ms jane then took taxi go alr. me n fish meet hock at junct 8. shopped around. then met ms koh again. then i bot her te eggy dustbin!! so cute! cos she saw in my room also have then like alot lor. cos my kor that time at msia bot for me. i tot sg dont have but saw so buy la. as valentime gift to her.s he still owed me kinder surprise so long liao. everytime same old reason haha =x then me hock fish went town meet class ppl. i met SYL!!! at cineleisure man. so cool. he very act dao but got smile la.he smiled at yujun man.then he hailed taxi go liao. then i met jamie yeo,crossin the road to youth park ma. then zf came for classouting too. we ate at cinel., then walked to youth park.so many ppl alr.we sat behind lor. saw jamie yeo carrie chong daniel ong grace chua behind talking. then got give out freebies too. we watched halfway, eric n zf went bowling at BP alr. thenbout 8 plus, we left leh. we took bus 190 cos the show abit too long n aiya. not realli interestd too. then we stopped at teckwhye there, cos jiayao said got short cut to his hse. what the hell! was damn scary n dark n eerie leh. we walked fr the drain there fr PJC all the way to villa verde. so scary .ulu ulu kind. but was fun, with the guys. they brought along torch man. then we go jiayao room gambled. his mom gave us hongbao lor. we ate supper there too, his maid cooked for us. then his room very guyish de. all the guns stuffs and ncc de. then gambled till 1130pm all left together. jiayao n eric walked me to my house. we had a great chat while walkin. while te rest walked stef n drey home. was fun with our class guys. on our way home, we met boon eng cos he stayed at villa too. reached home 12 plus le. so tired.
-on a sAt-

ahh- today ah./ dad woked me n my bros up. then we changed liao, went to yum cha at chinatown. so crowded . got alot of angmohs// then ate abit already very full liao. i love chinese tea man// so nice. in fact ,all kind of teas// and starbucks coffee // then fetched my didi to northvale his friend's house, fetched kor to sim lim. i nothing to do, so go home lor. intended to go swimming. but dont know if fish they all want. ya. then thats all lor. now at home.boring boring ahh./ =.-

a day. great day i guessed. woke up 6 but slept very late.i still cant forget those sad memories.
then headed to sch. was late for 5 mins. then i leaded then. started to last min plan games. as in the places. n then. was ok lar. in te bus, jordan talked to me. bout him. but i dontknow what should i say. k. enough.
then. keep on cheering n cheering. to ease off my sadness n sorrows. was feeling better too. and then have band phtoo takin session.
and then ice breakers n stuffs. k. a bbit boring. so tried to make them high as in.more fun la.
later played scavenger hunt.so thrilling.then dog n bone game. keep on shouting here n there.
took bus back later. meet fish. went to lot1 for lunch.reached home bout 4pm then sleep.then aunt n family came.went for reunion dinner. they drink beer man!.only certain happy occasions la. ate alot.cos is supposed to reunion dinner.mom gave me red pakt le.

then family watching my date with te vampire part 3 alr. got 2 parts man.so many cds. sommore ytd mom justbot.was like.it cost 70 bucks. whoaa. i think quite nice.
later have to watch the MILK fund vcd n see if i can write e script.

my auntie n family here man. so cool. anywayy. haiyo. alot of things have been troubling me.

.....
why life has to be like that.??

a day. a sad day. a sad sad day. hai- why. i cried for 2 days alr. was v upset today too. i cried durin chinese for 2 periods. cos i cant help take it. accepting e truth. isnot easy for me. i just cant accept te fact that they are together why. i was very heart broken.later fads hock kewin cheered me wup. then after sch went to look for ms lai.shewasnt there.llooked for mstan,poa test de explanation.went to her class 3-8. then. i see her bag. inside got te dontknow what lavender cream. she gave me some. so oily. but te smell was alright. then on te way back to my class,i met ms koh. she told me smt.i was upset. and walked away. n cried terribly again. hock kewin dey all consoled me back in my class. they were friends who were ther for me when i'm down. for the first time,i cried over a guy so much.yeah// hai/.

then have lunch in school.supposed to go lot1 with fads n some other guys but. my mom called me asked me rush home cos goin bugis. after lunch,looked for te trainee ms ong, talked to her bout him. cos i cant help being kept in me.we exchange no. so can sms lor. n then took a pic of me in her wallpaper.went home with fish n drey. then reached home,mom said too late so in te evening went to causeway point. met my bro there. bot shoes alr. shopped ard. mom bot vcds again. a date with te vampire part 3. she said watched at night durin new year -.-

then went home. tired. tired. no mood eat. dinner was mac meal but ate v little.

those ppl who cheered me up alot,thanks. ms ong,ms jane ong,fish,drey,stef,mengyi,sokwen,yvonne ng,kewin,hockleong, esp ms jane ong..who made some sense into my mind. but. i jsut cant forget him,never again..

myendlessloveforyou.

today's a bad day for me. ever since last night,i felt like crying but i burst into tears aftr sch. i couldnt help take it when it happened right before me., in my class. it mademe hurt. i know.i know. its impossible for me and him. the girl was with her in my class after sch. i was havin a mixed feeling.dontknow whatto decide. ppl comfort me but i just felt terrible. is he pretendin to be so good to me or what? he gave a gift which he bot fr overseas ytd personally. we were on te phone chatting so happily a few days ago. but today???!! it happened. if they're really patching to what they used to be, i will only have to congrats them and wish them all te best then. i've nothing more else to say. its his happiness he's looking for. and great that he found it at last. i will be very happy for him then, but sadness filled my heart inside me. why do i have to pretend to be so cheerful n happy when i'm not? i pretendin everyday. but isnt tt great?? hai- its has alr happened . i've nothing more else to say now. and i dont wish to comment anything bout it. i dont want it to affect my studies, my entire life.

i failed phy, chem n poa tests.was actually a big blow for me but i pretended. why again do ihave to do this? i hate science. no matter how much i study, i definitely fail. poa? i hate it-the basics. hai- but am just glad that trs in cca room 6 are encouragin me to work harder. thanks. i seldom see ppl supporting me in studies. nobody cares for me. but until i met these trs who cared for me,teach me.
i'm tired,i'm sick.i'm dying soon.i'm overworkedwith studies.

this is a bad day. for me.

later am goin out with mom to buy newyear clothings ..... yeah. thats a good thing. sorrycant make it for today's band . as i've explained .

does she really pampered me alot? why is she treating me so good, like a v v close friend.?
i just know that i get along real well with teachers especially than friends. adults are nice to talk to. they can understand and have more experiences than us. thats te good thing.

i beginning to feel that i'm goin back to my old self. no way man! i hope i will be able to become better as days pass byy. a better person. better results. improving my studies. and. lets not talk bout him anymore. i'm being hurt. but i will easily soon forget n cheer up. but later will rmb everything again. for te many times, i cried over him-

days r just like paintings, u need aspirations to go by.

am backk. umm, few days didnt post. so tired fr sch. taxin life man. ytd reached hm 730. today ard 8pm man- ay.. busy life for me. umm, today went macritchie w ms loh n few more bandmates regardin treking on comin sat. walked like 2 hrs?

today received chocolate from ms ong!! she's so good man- aha. then ms tan gave me dove choco!! 2 days ago ms koh gave me kinda bueno!!!! whoa- everyday got choco. sofun- ms leong dont wanna give me choco. =( sad leh- aha. anyway, e current trainee trs fr NIE rather fun la. i mean dey are like err. friendly ? lol- i mean it. nice trs . regent shld have more of this kind of trs.. anyway, those trs i mentioned above, thanks horh. =) i want kinda surprise . the egg one . inside got toy!! must buy for daz here horh. i so well liked by ppl and so cute too- ye, thanks. i know. lol.

ytd mr tan took taxi fetched me to yew tee control! lol. mr hector so good. he so ke ai just like me man- anyway. today. hmm. poa test i failed but just glad that out of 30, i got 10. good enough alr.la. i dont expect more cos is a new sub to me. zz. x= but for math must expect v high. if i get low, i v upset man. as for chem n phy tests, sure fail . oh no- am afraid tmr got A math surprise test. arghh. then jia lat liao larr.

haii-- i missed him. ms koh told me a good news bout him but not for me. hai, i knew it. very upset. so mood. to do anything alr. just now anyhow do math. haii. then i keep on thinkin. : no use to be sad . have to be happy for him alr. when he's happy, i 'll feel happy too. i seldom see him so happy. we used to hold conversations . even though now also. but. time flies. its te 148th day alr. half a yr. waiting. for whatt? sound so foolish. 've nothing to comment. but just very happy he gave me smt today, - personally in class when no one's around. am just glad. a gift means alot. its shows care, concern. yeah.- i wish him all te best as for now. hoping that dey will patch again. is it possible ? i dont know- but m happy forhim









is it so hard to live through those unhappiness, sad memories, lonliness.?

hmm-have been workin on my class blog lately. rather cool ,complicated. yeah. all thanks to asmah, fidahh ,becky and of cos, myself =) who have been helpin me since yesterday. took a day's work to complete te blog. soon but not yet laa.
last night slept at 2am. was on te phone with. kelvin. fr bdn. as in friends la. -.- he's a nice guy. we chatted bout band stufffs and life.. and so on.
then so damn shiok to have a great sleep.on te aircon. whoa! aha. i'm so lame. but truthfully speakin,sch days aint that good as.in lack of rest laa.

oh no- tmr poA test. havent study yet. so .. -.-" sure fail.
hws.. completed le ba, i guessed. as far as i can remember, theres only Amaths 3 sums n Social Studies lor.

today woke up at 10.30am. whoa.then immediately used comp. waited for janice to send me class photo so i can post it up. ohh man- she wasnt online. then dad came back. with macdonaly breakfasT!! each of us got a meal. whaah. luckily no pancakes. hate it alot. then early mornin drank coke lol. then work on te blog. then went off awhile.noon came back to work on again. till now- becky is helping me.

now postig up my blog.lol- bored// mom takin nap. didi also. kor went gym. dad went dontknow where. later then family outing. yeah. havnt buy shoes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ZZzzzzz. l

i cleaned my livingroom stuffs. so guai. my room very messy but last night cleaned alr. last night listenedto 933 lol.perfect10 gonna give away mandarin oranges. woo-

steffy's bday is around te corner liaooo. new year is comin... so damn great.


k lars. have other stuffs to do. buAi.

yO. so great to be back in this blog again. this whole week of school was tough for me.lotsa stuffs to work on. esp math and err,band. and had to look up teachers like ms ongss. seldom can i look ms koh up now. cos..hai. i really miss her so much. her teachings, her patience, her everything. now. hai. everytime would giv us chocos if we scored well for tests, a way of encouragment too. but m just glad that she enjoyed teachin her form class now. yeah. thats nice to hear that fr herself. anyway, yesterday was friday. thank god, last day of te week. we had class photo takin.2 wo ms ong, 2 with ms ong. all informal.but,aiyo, photographer took so farr. then te commitee had a meeting with ms ong. was rather fine except that zf horh, so bad. we keep on laughin wo lettin ms ong know. haa. great that we came out with a theme too. then hock,kewin , ziyao , drey n i and ms ong, we went to popular buy te materials needed lor. so weird, ferst time oout with our tr. and then, err.quite paiseh la. i think alot of ppl also know she's our tr.total was like 17 bucks. yeah. we makin pockets for everyone!! wEee!! so cool. and then monday stayin back to decorate lor.

then ms ong went off to meet her frien. drey went back home cos need to prepare. hock treated me curry puff, kewin treated me ice cream. aha. guys in our class so on de. good. then while kewin went to buy icecream. me n hock. talk bout. many many things in te world. haa. he's a great friend. then latr drey come liao, i go with her to complex. hock called me usin kewin hp. and then chatted till i reached complex. funny guys. then fish n stef there alr. so we start changin n swimming lor. we had fun with slides too. deep pool. waves. lol.

had dinner at S11 with fads. so cool.sharing-kind. then reached home bout 7pm. mom preparing to go out. yea. so i cooked dinner for my didi. waha. i so pro. and then he used te comp whole night till dontknow when man! i watched teevvee,actually not really la. ktV on sunyanzi old album . my fav maa. i dont like to watch tv. then listened to songs. then at 9pm dejin called me . regardin te class commitee plan and different subs and of cos, jc n poly lor. was on te phone like. an hr?? then 10 plus hock called me. chat bout diff ppl, ppl we admired.. ahem. haha. i knew it liao. then also many things laa. supposed to be secret. till like 12am ! so tired . then went to sleep alr. woke up at 11.30am till now. hhaa. online. goin off soon. tonight will be my usage of comp! then if free,start a blog for 3/10. need fidahhh help. =)

later should be goin out with mom to buy newyear shoes. hope can find my choice man. and if possible also some more clothes to add to my wardrobe! ;0

ohh man. had problems workin on oour class blog. aurrghh, yeah. complicated ... lucky asmah was there to help me. as in ,online ya.
tmr janice will send me our class photo so i can post up. =)
and then. hmm- if really failed this blog, then try using another skin lor. or no more alr. i still prefer our yahoo de. =p
anyway. slept 3 hours. so lazy. sat can sleep alot too. havent bathe, havent have dinner. just workin on this blog caused me 2 hours. more to go man.

hmm- tonight wil work on class commitee structure yeah.
and homeworksss..

whoa- tiring day. not only today,yesterday too. yesterday was quite .fun too. we celebrated hock n thomas bday. played with te cake laa- aha. smashed cake on their face too. whoa,so jia lat. chocolate cake man. we had a competition durin eng for compre. aww man. kungfu hustle lost by 1 mark or else we would have beaten chicken pie. hai- very bias sia, mrs tan dowan let me ans qns cos i asked before a qns then she keep on sayin i answered before alr.

in te noon had band. at 4 plus we had light dinner in te canteen before goin singapore conference hall. ohh man,i just love te place so muchh. in te bus keep on playin " ti ti ta ti tu " aha. fun game man. played with chingyee zhen jun. till keep on laughin. before rehearsal, met kel. he talked to me. we had a short chat. and i also dont know what to say la cos i also missed him. err. as in. brothers =p and i missed xing bet ... but i met them but didnt hav time to communicate. hai. then rehearsal. aww man.. was pretty bad initally cos we didnt have warm ups, tunin or whatever. all we did is just to blow air in order to keep our instru warm for brasses la. so rather, terrible. mr lim,err. as you know. angryyy. for sg raphsody not that great. at least american riversongs was better but we NEARLY broke down!! omg! luckily we came out on time. i dontknow what te hell was happenin, rather weird. aftr us , we went down platform sat at te audience seats. bedoknorth started playin. their choice piece, dontknow what no.2 la,forgotten. was.. hmm. got trumpet solos. but. abit .weird. n sleepy. truthfully speaking la, cos lotsa repeats. we took a break. then we used te stage again for combine. time was very precious for us. combine, rather. great then., we did left , right ,left , right on our place.just liftin up our heels for first part. yeah. was rather great laa. siying so funny., haa. then joseph solo. great laa. mr lim told us he wants magical sound. he used da word which make us laugh so hard. aha. then we also sang with bdn tt sg raph. at 9 plus left there. in te bus, havoc so hard again. ahah. thats just us. we played games too. and POTATO CHIPS. while i was on phone,tt dris n jose keep on feedin me till.. -.- then got bread too. ms beh must have been tired. returned to sch. then went home with sec4 kexin. met becky kexin yok n aileen on te way. we walked home. so late alr. and there we kept on singin. aha. very tired. droppedby at 7-11 for ddrinks n then my mom called me. i like my mom to call me man. ! ;p she waited for me at lift,thats unlike of her. last time concerts i used to return home like 12 am plus.. aha. then bathe. n talked to her. faster go pack bag n went to sleep. didnt touch my hws ,we got excuse. so tired next day.

today public speakin course. thomas jiahui lini veron and me went plus ms thila. we alr booked the london cab. price was bout 30 bucks when reached nanyang poly auditorium. great. made friends w other schools yeah. and learnt lotsa of new things which i felt was great for me. not only that, we learnt bout other poor countries sufferin and trying to help them by doin volunteer work ,can gain CIP hours too. learnt te ABCs of public speaking. ferstly, have to know yr facts well,believe in what you;re doin,be sincere in what you 're "selling",giving the audience eye contact and practise makes perfect!
came to know bout this lad. in her 20s.she's a entreprenur who was te founder of 77 street. hardwork pays. currently,she's workin on a buildin of 77 street over at te central of Beijing. rather huge too. yeah. SEize te opportunity when you're again. =)
am just so happy that i attended this course, making my life more exciting, challengin for myself and targettin myself into higher heights.=)


i hope readers would be influenced by me. -havin a dream to achieve in life ,planning it well and of cos, focus on it so you can get what you want. =p

whahha!

today's damn happy day for me.supposed to be monday blues!
but turn out te other day round.as usual,laughed so much in class.cheerful,thats what we are.
then ohh man.- ms jane ong was so damn angry. hai- no more chocolates for us. she's so serious.
hmm- after school i meet her regarding E maths then yolanda came. bad news. felt so sorry for her. then 4plus meet up mS onG. te other ong family haha.currently still a trainee. she taught me on chpt 2. then i kept on laughing. cos te way she speaks. like students. and she's so cute man.
then , till 6 like that. ms lai chased me sia. whoa. so sad =(
in order to thank te other ms ong fer teaching me,will buy her choco! hee. i so good horh.
then i go find kexin n yoklian.jordan n esther also there. i told dem some ghost stories which i recently read on TSGS 12. was true lor,but then they see me so crappy,no serious.dontknow if they believed.then jordan talked to me awhile..bout you know,band again. argh.- then later he went home w esther. yok lian n kexin pei me siaa. we go find ms koh.her bk with me.then, haha. i felt like a teacher again. sat at mskoh's desk which i longed wanted to.
have a feel that i'm a teacher again. lol. again.? that word.bcos of few cases thats why. haa. then te feelin was great.cant c lots trs ard. ohh man. i just loved it. i just loved her desk - with somany of te gifts which i showered upon her. am just so touched. she horh. piang! kept on slapping me. whoa. damn bad. no respect for me. ha- cos i tr le ma. lol. kiddin.
and then.. haha.shev funny la. i helped her puncholes her ws leh. good right? must get used to te environment ferst. =p my ambition is to be a tr.
then - she fetched us home. of cos, as usual ,dropped at my house there and had a long chat. she so rude.always pinch n slapped me for no reason. lol- xi guan can liao. haa- she wanna bet with me if i dare to slap her face. i pinched her face.
OMG. ms koh so kE AI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ahaha- oh no am crazy. today is a real exciting day for me. with so much funs and laughters. and of cos,te one and only him. i just love it.

ok.am decided to buy for some great trs whom i felt so for newyear. this are te followin trs:
mS koH , mS jAne oNG, mS onG , mRS tAn.!

WeeeEEEe. teachers just rocks.

anyway. relax ms jane ong.! =) get over it soon if you're readin.
yeah- tmr celebrating hock leong n thomas's birthday.!

hey ppls, just updated and changed my blogskin. yor should be wonderin why. cos te previous not that good. ya. hope you guys enjoy.

arghh-is a boring day. mornin went over to fish's house. also to study A & E maths but ended up doin nothing cos dont know how to do A maths. n te night before i completed all my corrections n hws for mathes. just now did some extra practise on maths . ya- need to build up my maths foundation. hee, then fish 's dad cooked for us too. then in te noon left her house, went home sleep. cos nothing to do. then watched teevee,dinner and ya,math again n my fav storybook! Love dating game by Danielle Steel. very nice to read. ye.,ever since fish intro. after that 500 pages of bk, i want start on Da Vinci COde.

bwahah! cool. i cut hair. sucks. aregh.!

ay, anyway monday gonna celebrate our class jan babies bday -hock leong n thomas. woo! think drey ordered cake alr. am lookin so forward to te comin new year. yea! so many things to do but quite dead bored. mom not around, so dont think goin many places. ya- but at least can enjoy time w friends. hee.

arhg- am so dead. slept so late durin weekends,later i grow old faster man . then got so many homeworks. hai- sec3slife sucks. then weekends can enjoy aircon! i hate to on muai aircon on weekdays. cos- later i sure cant wake up. so i dont use te aircon on weekdays.

hai- as for newyear clothings n stuffs. bought 2 sets of clothes n 1 more top. bottoms is shorts still . a, ferst day i wan wear surf pants plus white top. 2nd day wear OP clothings. i got fila handbag!! wee! to go with me whenver i go durin newyear. and then stillhave to get either a dress,those just 1 piece or 1 more bottom will do. plus shoes. those kind ballet de. pink will do. hee. all my clothes are pink. wee! to go with my specs. hee. oh man. my hair. maybe wear pink hairband. whoa, cool. purely pinky me. i just love it.

hmm.thats all. tmr is a family day. might go GIAnt get those goodies. i love kueh bangkit! wee! so damn nice. and loveletters. =)


woohoo- new year new year lai liao!

ahh. days passed so fast.gone with te wind. sch days are just.. gosh, rather busy. yeah. i dont have enough rest too. am totally too tired. but life still goes on. arghh man. today's a bad day for me.
what the hell. hai- i dont expect it to happen. i went for band. but i wanted to leave at 4pm. am not allowed! what te hell is the problem man! is a long story but i cut it short. arghh. i'm meeting my form teacher for both mathes . some doubts. yeah,and unsure still. hai- complement of a set ?? union set?
oh man. i gonna fail badly for E n A maths alr. am supposed to meet ms koh since 2 weeks regardin math ? but. she aint busy too. hai hai.
i'm trying to be independent liao. but smts really need teachers help right ? for poa , arghh. thats worst then i thought. i dontknow if mrs lai can teach me. but she's also so busy in her new school. i really missed her alots. such a great tr to talk to when i' have probs. now seldom can i find ppl like her. hai.
why are days just so bad as. sec2s life? and so busy.?? hai hai-
i;m just so sad. n feeling very terrible.
i cried myself out today when i left sch. i went to take a stroll with my sch bag. walked to the far end of villa verde playground. bout half an hr there ? hai. hai

i'm pissed with the band, i';m pissed with e teachers. its really too much. i just dont get it. studies is more important. cca? dont know how much times in just a single week? got time for it? .. what bout hws? theres no such understanding or what lor. i just always regret joinin this cca. but i learnt to try to like it. but. you think can.
stress ? ? actually. not really. i dont know laa.

whenever i cant do a maths sum, i will get very angry and cry. bcos it really means alot to me. maths is a very very important subject in my life. it needs practise. and so practise makes perfect. hai. maths is like .. a mother to me. whenever i've prob. i look for trs. isnt that true ? hai. yeah.


second most important thing in studies is. of cos. eng. must really go read bks and stuffs like that. not only eng. chi. ... and composition is always my fav.


k. i dont wish to comment anything already.
last word. attachment work is also impt. ..
zzz

hai.

hai- suddenly felt like writing abit more.
i dontknow. suddenly very sad when listenin to those sad songs like blue ridge saga and an jing. nearly drop to tears. thinkin back of many things that had happened and is happenin right now.
i felt that. i dont seem suitable to be either what chairperson or prefect.i just felt like dropping all this stuffs and stop, lead a normal simple life ,which i need not care bout anything. i dont wanna care boutso much things after being thoes heads. like takin care of te class, and so on. i just hate it. it felt like.. i dont seemed to be te right person for te right post. and must that guy i like be in te same class as me. why. are we that fated. hai. though its a gd news but ..
i suddenly hate myself alot. i want to stop myself from doin all those activites. do i have te right to do so. ? hai. everything happened so fast. and abruptly. i regretted. being a prefect. thou its my dream when i was a little young kid at pri sch. but now.- why. do i hav e special privilege thou i shouldnt hav. why. i have alot of whys.
i have no one to share to. my joys,tears.. no best friends. all are just friends.
why i am faking myself to do so.
m i over stressed.. hai.
who can ans all my qns. who. no one out there.
i;m feeling. many things to describe but i just dontknowhow.










feelindamnsad.overnth. why.,

ahh. great day. supposed to be la. sci lesson chem was great. cos .. haha.! ;p
muscles aching now. cos of pe./ legs all so pain and trembling. think too long no exercise liao. then ohh man. after contact time decorated e noticeboards w some other ppls.
then went for band at 2 plus. sian leh. keep on yawning. hai- our band really change style, have to warm up exercising,buzzing, singing... ohh man. then american riversongs. then singapore raphsody. very bored,always play the same two old pieces. gosh. hope mr lim put in phantom of the opera,that will be cool but hard.
then sectionals. arhghh. memorise. gosh. few more weeks will be the audition for syf liao by mr lim. wher got such thing. i rather failed it man. MEMORISED. !! memory not good de. hai hai.

i;m tired. have so much hws but lazy to do. but still hav to do. arghh. haiyo. durin band i ran two rounds cos of not bringin the carton. tues hav to bring wohh. what the hell. suck air n let out air. such a big carton. newstyle. hai hai.

then bout 7pm dismissed fr band. brought instru hm. so hardworkin hoh.must prac really hard. reached hm at 730 then bathe pack dinner. only me n mommie at hm. didi at camp. kor out. but back le. ya. dad workinng.
arghh man. tues gonna do marchin w band tee n band skirt. luckily not full band u. thank god.

k la. other stuffs to do. takecare ppls.

this will be a long journal entry, i dontknow. 'cos got te urge to write lots since i havent done so.sch days were just as great as ,wad can i say, no idea. -.- teachers were great except for those very, i dont wanna curse them la. like ms ong,te pOA teacher. i dontknow whats e matter w her.today i scolded zf,eric n cw for not queuing up together as a class n they went their way.just nice, tat tr was ard. she DIA0 me n then looked at me up n down. as if whad, i scoldin her.? what e fukin prob she has man. damn pissed. scoldin them is my responsibility since they aint w te class. she acted v big,n she's a new tr. hai.-
poA tr, ms meduati,alright ba except that,rather boring cos theory. phYsics, ms lai, ohh man. damn slack. chI, whoa more slack. soCIal stuDies, cool. loves past of sg. E mAths & A mAths ,whoa kaes laa. mS jAne onG very weird de. haa- but must get used to her can liao since she's our form tr. eNg was te BEST among all.! mRs tan, cos we get to present out our presentation in front of te class.so far i presented 3! so cool! i just love this kind of activities. its never boring durin enG. cHEm was alright, everytime must go sCi lAb. thAts all ba, can cope i guessed so. as time goes by, i dontknow ba.

E maths is much more harder than A mAths. sometimes i even look up for mS koh to teach meeee though she aint my teacher anymore but i still regard her as te v best tr among all. i'm just glad that she did have e time to teach me.

am sad that i lost my A mAths textbk, hai- so careless of me. but.zzz.


now i am so busy, like .. dontknow how to describe. i have more prefect stuffs 'cos gonna be in te exco team., isnt that great .? but aiyo.. am also chairgirl!! gosh, i 'm just hoping myself to be very responsible in my work and wad i should do n not slackin around. and show te class a very good example too. i dont want them to slack or whatever laa. glad that the duty roster is up but i havent done class flow chart. and notice boards not fully-ready yet. but will be asap ba. am glad thatwe also have a 3/10 website. hee, ms ong is so responsible n initiative enough to do that up =) thanks, she's a nice teacher after all. but am very dissappointed that te class has so many ppl comin in late for class. LATE. hate that word. and our clas diary is fulled with yellow slips. and ms ong tried tellin our class that if till next month,no one late. she will buy us chocos~ weee. haa- sounds rather ..err. bribe us? haa- but lest the class can do it.prove to her.
and shall decorate class diary.! ;p yeah. onlined just half an hr. haa- am goin off real soon. oh no, only 5 selected prefects out of te ten goin to the public speaking talk. oo.h.
yeah, i joined the work attachment as singapore chinese orchestra.cool man! great !

woo hoo. takecare ppl yeah. you rocka.!

whoa,a week passed so fast. sch days are fun. teachers are rather ,..how can i say. jokerrsss?? lol, some rather serious too. mrs tan rocks! lol.- k la,all e trs are great ba. got to know more friends in my class but still dont know everyone's names yet. mon stayin back with some ppl to work on notice boards and gosh, flow chart of e class! havent work of it yet!! so many stuffs to do, sec3 life is rather busy. becomin a prefect is not easy for me . have to be fair , get serious. no jokin already. and of cos ,no slacking ,same as studies. and also now, what chairperson i m alr. still unbelievable. hai. how ms jane ong chose man. wrong person. what to do- keep the class in order and all e stuffs like that ba. i thinkin whether remain as part of the prefect exco for this year,dont know when but real soon when sec4s step down. maybe i should not take up this post. aint fit enough. more work for me. but. haiyo- sec3 is really not easy. homeworks. studies. revision. cca!! piang! band is really so busy.twice a week. whoa. hai. and now my mom dont likes me goin for band. haianyway,today noon went to lot1 w fads to buy the ringfiles needed. met phylis,yvonne,siying too. whoa, i bot alot.cost 20 bucks alr.and went fish's hse.played monopoly.lol. then took photos together before going home. have nt eaten. tonight do A maths hw.

whoa.finally.am so damn happy but nervous.then rehearsal time,met berenice,zw,xr,eric n jasp.whoa,came so early. took photo w bere. then mr lim go through all e pieces,part by part. saw najiB!. become skinnier i supposed. then benny came! wahha, can save us for diemeister liaooo. then at 6 plus took buffet dinner then changed. i like the backstage,so big n long. but crampy. met ben's mom n bro.she asked me where's ben.then first bell rang.lol.nervous.later we walked in.whoa,lotsa empty lots.soon,it was occupied lotsa ppl late. then ferst half very soon ended. las piece of ferst half,american riversongs dedicated to ex-band tr,MsEng. dont know if she's touched. joseph's solo was great.ppl clapped. wahha, that brassband part,am v happy that ican play man!then intermission have to warm up and stuffs.then choir sang 3 songs. then ms tayhurry changed and sang accompanied by us.cool. then gelato. damn nice.in front can hear trumpets. wah good. benny reached those top notes.then encore piece. mr lim unwillingly came out. hahhaa.so act de.lol.then they shouted another encore but enough is enough.meet up w friends,lotsa bdn band ppl came.took trumpetsect photo w bdn.hugged xing!!!!!bet!!w hhaa.gave me roses.k- i wan to mention special thanks.lol. to people like xing,who gave me soft toy,bet gave me pink rose!,kel gave me pink 1 too! khairul gave me 1bar of choco! kewei gave our sect. chocos n sweets. bere gave me the biggest heartshape flower!! so glad ppl. n not forgettin,whole of trumpet sect gave us their phto with a photofram and their own design! we will definitely put it up in band.and took full band phto plus trs, tutors and mr lim.we even shouted gelato again.ahwhah. mr lim v daooo. lol.then took w choir too.and ms tay.took with kel too. and my kor. then inbus havoc,we eat chocos, cos cant tahan. called mskoh up!whaha. tell her the great news.aiyo;- hai- i never get to see him at daconcert,and my classmates.tink deyleft early.back at sch.aswesome but tired.food.talentime,.grad.night.hear the flute tutor played a piece ba. ya- with piano accompaniment,elmar.clarinet tutor. then some tutors joined us.lookin back at da memory,the sec4s photos.they received certs tooand i wanna thnk ying for givin me aletter,leen gave me letter+sweet,sarah gave me photo+cookie,xian gave me letter.

whoa.really cant sleep whole night. maybe slept abit? mengyi smsed me 830am ,woke me up. yvonne smsed me then. whoa.so wake up la. very excited. i dreamt of opus. omg, when comes to that piece , Diemeistersinger, TIM. REYNISH took over mr lim. whoa seh,lol. like wad hazizi said, KFC guy. lol. then we dont get tim reynish's conducting. omg. then screwed up. all very sad. whoa. stupid dream. but exciting to see tim.reynish again in my dream.haa. i wan his autograph! ;p haa. k la. later eat 2 eggs fer breakfast/lunch then ask zw faster come my hse give me tic money.then walk to yewtee meet fish.then go sch.
whoa later can see everyone wearin so elegant .. lol. jsut cant wait.
k go bathe alr. woo. so happy.