yesterday wasnt online. too restless. met him after band, went lot1. we took neoprints together.was really very very happy. wanted to buy a couple ring. but, was way too big for me to wear. so didnt. he told me he would buy a real 1 for me. aww,thats too ex. then didnt walk around lot1, cos alot of ppl i knew there. and needa go hm early. i send him off at mrt, he wanted to send me. but i insist see him off, cos he always sees me off de. yeah,and i missed him badly. then took 3o7 bus to yewtee control.met aileen n kexin, so accompanied them for dinnar. i ate only fries.then walked home with aileen. had a great chat together too. reached home was like 830pm alr. slept at 11 plus.

todAY's weD . weekly assembly. ay,, zf changed sitting arrangment, now he's sitting besides allan so v near me. damn buay ba,trying to tahan him man. __ durin eng, mrs tan never print enough copies, so i was te only 1 who didnt hav te handout. havta share. then zf n allan teach me orgami. so interesting! chinese lesson, tr nv come. so slack ard. then assembly. .."who wants to be a hunderaire". aha. tarin. not bad la. but vouchers,not real cash. then mrs sheree scolded me, cos i prefect, then never sit at e 2nd level. hai, was feelin v down then. when kena scolded, i feel b bad for te rest of my day alr. then adv. camp briefing. yeah,so happy. cant wait for te camp. !!! aww man,its gonna be great fun with friends over at KL. wooAHAH! .but i will definitely miss him alot. no more phone chats for sunday night to tues nite. camp fr sunday 930pm to tues 930pm. ohh then, i tinnk wed no band ba. a day for me te rest. thurs prefect camp,aint stay overnight. cos fri mornin needa go Xfactor Camp. also leadership stuffs ba. till sunday. aww man.then monday go sch. this is my limited 1 week holis. hai__ yo.

then affter briefin,kel called me. i was rather angry initally. but comes to think of it, not his fault. hai, , when am i gonna meet him again. ... ...
reach hm at 4, took a short nap. evening went to buy groceries with mommy, met yi heng. aha. then 8 plus reached hm,took dinner. just drank sprite. takin my ice cream later !!weahhaha! so long never enjoy my life already. my life is always daily routine de.

tomorrow got band worhh. tues band prac, mr lim taught us " HA Ha Ha" . okkay, rather cool. i guessed . still trying how to make that effect. need to work on my band symphonic bk. not v good. and also both pieces. time flies. verysoon SYF ...

needa design te prefects' camp tee le. byE.


missing euu.

5 moRe dAys to advENture cAMp.
8 morE dAys to prEfects cAmp.
9 morE daYs to xfActor cAmp.


te very ferst kiss.

monday, bluesss.aww__ was very quiet today in class. dontknow why too.

perhaps i missed him alots. sunday and today didnt see him.for 2 days, i felt very very bad, cos i cant get to see him that often but in my heart, he will always be my only one dearr. he smsed me in class many a times, i know.__ i missed him too.
after school,we chatted on the phone like for , you know 15mins before i start my Amaths lesson at 230pm. i missed him soo much.then, durin lessons__ ohh mann, i wasnt really concentrating but at least i understand what trs are talkin bout. i was wonderin into space..thinkin of euu. ;p
durin recess didnt eat anything nor after sch. reached home at 4plus after lessons, ferst thing i did was to listen to Li Sheng Jie's songs.so nice,and drank halfa glass of chocomilk.
then took a nap for 3 hours..was feeling very tired,cos i slept at 2am last night. i really missed him. we had a short chat over te phone last night. everyday on phone with him, i may not be able to see u face to face. hearin yr voicee may be smt very sweet to me alr. hearin u say ,the 3 words to mee. i know. hao ai ni. ;)

after his band prac,he called me up.we talked for a very short while only cos rather noisy.tonight he will call me up. i miss him so much now.

lookin forward for tomorrow, i'm meeting him. finally! but only after band. how i wishh.. he's staying near mee. missing u everyday. its a feeling. a sense of secure when i'm with euu.

and i cant wait for friday when i'm going out with him... and goin for the Mosaic festival where there will be jazz!! musicians playin live music. ohh! i love it. anyone interested huh. its at 930pm to 1130pm, admission is free at the roof terrace. =)

aww,later have to do E maths, A maths and POA hws. owed my tr alot of work mann.





i love te only one you.

a great day ahead!
yesterday was sat. mornin had band prac as usual, had sectionals then combine with mr lim. his jokes were damn crappy man!and was freezing cold in te rm! then i rushed back home.told my mom i'm goin out till late night cos had night concert. she said she would fetch me then.
at 130pm meet hock. ate snacks over at lot1 ferst.took train to cityhall with him.we had lotsa fun together,talkin bout alot of things under te sun. we were like great friends. then went esplanade cos entreprenur club selling things there. got other schs too. hmm,not much ppl. cos it was at esplanade park. met yolanda ther with a girl. fish,drey,stef,jan,ml,jh,joel and msEng were there.their products is lit' ex.so dont earn much.

then i went lunch with hock crossed te bridge ,past the pubs and behind that long streets.we cant decide wad to eat initally, so ate maggie at 7-11 lor. he treat me drinks.i bot chocos and sweets. lol,for te concert that night. then we had a big detour. and then settled down at esplanade. we went to te rooftop.. then to the library. was real huge. different sections , even got music scores. and also small lit' rooms for entertainment, piano prac sessions... and so on.
then we settled down in te dance bks room.read there. bout 530 go back to their place. then hock went to fetch jiayao fadz and friends over here. then msEng left with the stuffs lor.
then all of us walked to Suntec. meet kelvin there. then we dined at burger king. 6 of us present.

then in a rush,late for te concert.me and kel left them first.we rushed to VIctoria concert hall like maddys. haa.then meet mengyi and her bf there. waiting for us. we rushed in, i bought tickets. both of us. then so packed till no seats for us. so te usher took chairs for 4 of us to sit behind. actually wanted to sit at te 2nd level but also v packed. mengyi sat with Hm,i sat with kel lor. the concert was great!! it's a orchestra. i realy loves suona man! and er hu!. whoa,starting to like chi orchestra. they memorised al te pieces. most pieces, no need ocnducotr. they looked at te ferst person.. yeah. was wonderful,very neat...

thenn after intermission, concert was going on.kel messaged me..he proposed his love to me.he was really very cute. and sweet.we held hands durin te concert together at the last 20 mins.i could feel a sense of secure. __a favour of loving him. everytime when i see him last time. it was wonderful. then after concert, went to meet mengyi's friend together,gave her tiny roses.--> supposed to give it to kel de. but she forgotten to buy present.aha. encore for THREE times. on sg raph. haha. then we had a stroll all the way past the pubs to clarke quay.we were holdin hands tightly.i just loved him.we had many sweet talks together. while mengyi n hm walked in front of us. at Riverside Point,we saw bungee jump.aha. mengyi and Hm took train fr there to causeway for midnight movie. then me kel strolled back together... we were just like a matching couple. i felt v secured when i was with him.. we didnt let go our hands.it was a long way back to victoria but it seems very short . then i smsed my dad wonderin if he could fetch me. he asked me go home myself.so i walked back together with kel past thru esplanade..then citylink and took train back. it was a pity he cant send me back. he might not catch the last train. was rather very late. 1115pm already.i took the train different fr him. it was v sad..i missed him so much already. we had talks in te train over the phone. when i reached home was bout 12 plus. at 1am,he called me. we talked for 10mins goodnight chat.. hai__

i justmissed him alots.without his presence around.. the next time i'm gonna meet him would be on sat. we will buy our first ever-loving ring__ .taking neoprints together.__ and also,watch movie.i missed him alot. it seems to me that w/o him, the world changed. aww . i enjoyed the 2 hours of stroll together.. with yorr.

simply in love with you. my dearest..

tomorrow nothi much goin on,so am here to update my bloggie. hmm__ sunday ,went out in te noon with family for lunch. wanted to go westmall buy some groceries, but decided that go home ferst. so went home, mom took nap. i used comp. then dad fetched me to sch bout 4 plus for the Worldview youth conference while my family goes out w/o me man. aww. then fishh didnt came. were like 16 of us. at ntu auditorium. hmm,many undergrads there. and i tink we were te only sec sch who attended that. and truthfully speakin, adults should go there listen instead of us. cos, it didnt concern us that much. just education. yeah, and givin yr opinions..
was rather boring. tehre were refreshments too. we ate alot. then took te mini bus back to sch. some of alighted outside sch, cck n yewtee. the driver was kind enough to send us. then my dad fetched me home. my mom bought so many cds again -_- li sheng jie! woo! his songs very nice.

monday /. bluess. aww, class noisy cos free periods. i kena by mrs shariff. she even know that i am daziree. -__- " i wondered how man. aww. talentime audition. didnt make it to te finals. so many teachers absent.

today arhh. ms janeong and mrstan didnt came to sch.. free periods. again. poa test today. aww, didnt do my acct. 12 mks. slept for half an hr. was super tired. my mom la,keep wakin me up. called my hp. at 4 plus,then 5am annd then 6am -_- went sch myself today.reached at 630am. bot milo ms lai. hmm,helped her in some works too. and then durin freeperiod. that zf horh, showed us te erie video thingy so damn hilarious that keep on laffin. then i lookin at his hp, recess time alr. he just walked off . didnt even bother to take his hp fr me. so durin phy i returned to him. he showed me fake attitude man. aha, he told me jiahui sounds nicer than daziree. perhaps its real too unique. that not much teachers can read it when show that my name.

band. gave my letter but have to redraft over. was super hot in temusic room. aircons aint workin well. we played PHANTOM of the OPERA!!!!! i really loved it so much. esp angel of te music, music of te night. !!! so nicee. sommore melody comes frm trumpet. tot today got test on syf pieces for me.luckily . but on fri will be tested. thursday rehearsal again at conference hall. i hope, i can memorise te pieces by then. esp. sg raph.

today phy, mr chia took over. ? =O no comments. learnin a new chapt. i'm startin to love physics.. its part of sci. unbelievable. i hate sci. but now, things have changed. i want to do better. for phy. i dowan let myself down. again. never.

after band 6plus,met ms koh. saw her husband came to fetch her back. she so evil,eveerytime say me. haaa. but its just a joke la.so never take her words so seriously.

o___o end here le ba. am super tired. tmr house training. should beattendin. hmmm, yeah. resilience rocks horh. =)
o yea, thurs rehearsal at SCH can see my bdn friends again.





42 more days to SYF.
12 more days to adventure CamP.
5 monThs anD 22 dayS to my bdAy.
waahha

okkay, today exchange. woke up 640am =x supposed to reach school at 7am. woke daddy up. hurry up got changed.. reached school , everyone fall-in already. aww, lat efor 15mins. then took te bus to bedoknorth, in te bus goin thru te scores. reached there, whoa,
12 school bands.! imagine te hall packed with people. got chij toopayoh, bedoktown, cck sec.. and of cos,bedoknorth being te host band. hmm. imagined listening to 12 same old set piece, rg raphsody. -.-" rather bored. but different schools hav different kinds of intontation,balance...and so on. i was not allowed to play.so stay behind.hmm. was alright ba. was great. then went for sectionals. so tired. hands n legs so numbed cos was so superb hungry.! then we plaayed w/o scores. with benny, our tutor. till bout 12 plus. packin up that time, met kelvin. of cos. yeah. missed him. i felt that i had neglected him alot. met bettina. xing xing. ;p susu.raf. asmah. eric so dao. khairul also. ahh.i missed those days, when we were together at msia.. in te hotel, roaming around. caught by mr lim. rather sad. but fun. ahah. yeah..

have to study very hard to achieve what i want. as in studies. phy.. maths.. poa.. ____

ayy,
once again,
i want to thank a person.
she may be very important to me,
she let me decide things with fast decision,
clear mind.
and helping me in studies.
talkin to me,
to help me copy well with studies better,
she's
a caring teacher,
concerned,
caring,
even took her precious time teachin me outside
when i'm last min studyin for a maths,
i've seldom came across this kind of tr
and she's

ms lai.

i'm really very thankful for what you did for me.
thanks.
even though i was being so.
rude.selfish. to you.
later i came to realise many things in life.

i've to thank certain teachers too.
without them, i wont be as great as who i am now.
but seriously speaking. i aint any better.
not a great leader.
i want to be potential
to be able to lead people on.
changing everything in me includes
step by step.
attitude always comes first.
maturity.

ms janeong, __ who talked into me when i'was really down over him.even got me smt.thanks.
ms koh hwee cheng., as you know. 1 plus years doin so much things for mee.
who dont even get angry.
i am certain that when my first pay,it goes to a treat for mskoh.
you've been over-nice to me. but. maybe it help me realise more things in life if not for you.


and of cos,
my section mates.
joseph, dris, cat and nat. for being so nice to me eventhough i seldom goes for band.
i promised, that i will attend every prac now.

and becky,
who talked me into takin part in syf.

and last of all,
myself.
being able to pull through ups and downs.

ay, so many tests going on recently. on valentime day, went out with fishhy,steffy,dreyy. went home changed, meet weisheng and yujun at Kbox at lot1.sing like for an hour plus. very short while cos i rushingoff. i so bad, yujun and weisheng paid. yujun paid like 20 plus, weisheng paid 10 cos yujun treat me. thanks, he so good, keep allowing me to sing with te mic solos man but he not even a chance to sing sia. sorry ah, sommore i sang all my fav jay zhou songs. haiyo, then weisheng also got sing. we ate and drink over there. then i asked yujun pei us to watch movie at causeway cos weisheng needed to go off for table tennis training. i meet drey ferst,then yujun tot he forgotten to take his ezlink card,so he ran. i told him meet him at cinema there cos i also rushing time for that show. then i bot te tics with steff fish waiting for us there. we were late for te show,5 mins like that but i tried find yujun ,didnt,so went in w/o him.sorry man. also cant contact him, then i banged onto a guy,his corns dropped onto te floor,he's so fierce . i apologised and faster walked aaway man. i was so like.. afraid sia. then watched te show.keep on crying man,cos very sad. "Moments to remember" ,ought to catch that show,wonderful!! i give 4 out of 5 bites.
then so crowded,cos v day. all te resturants,long queues man. later we went lot1. i meet my kor at te arcade then went to my aunt 's house. reached hm bout 8 plus already. then study,12 plus then sleep man.


tues day arhh, had a study gp with te class. got kewin,dejin,hock,yujun,me,fish,stef,jiayao,thomas. studied at library on a maths,e maths and social studies. had fun too. jiayao taught me a maths, he's so good in teaching man that i understand. then 4 plus left cos i needed go home soon then goin out with relatives maa. then slept an hr, dad came home. brought us to Westlake,our family de fav place. all of us were present,except for my cousin studyin at home man. then all my4 little cute cousins.all like 4 plus years old man. so adorable. really loves them alot.everytime see them, sure hug them man, carry them. ahah. =x this is te good part bout me horh. hee. then we played games with them. aww man, my cousin pulled my shirt till spoilt, so big now but nvm la, at least there's fun for them. hee. took photos with them too. ate so much,ordered bout 10 dishes and then got yusheng AGAIN. -.-" so much food. then around 10pm, we all went to my cousin's house. aww man, zenn can really dance and loves sunyanzi.he'so young. took videos of them dancing . then 11 left,reached home so late already. faster do some revision on social studies. so tired in school today. sorry ah, i so bad to you. and weisheng, ps didnt go watch you for table tennis match, but best of luck always! =)
reached home 4 plus, had dinner already. later go orhh orhh. rest. then study e maths common test tomorrow. aww man, i want to score high high.... aiyo- ___ hai hai . -

so long didnt really had a good chat with you already. hope you're doin very fine now. be sure to treat her nice okayys. ? =) though i really misses you .. every now and then but am trying to.. you know. erase off te memories. sorry, imay have hurt you in some ways, but. hai. enough . just a word, sorry. it might not be easy for me to tkkae actions. but easy to say.

kayys, la. ppl ,enjoy yr readin. ahah. =)

well spent new year. hhaha.
what can i say. fun fun fun. lol-
hmm. i only know that i stayed till very late everyday.

best day was 2 days ago, on a friday. aftr school, 3 plus ms ong, ms liong and ms lai came to my house. had to entertain them n gave ms liong n ong gifts fr our class cos they were leaving soon. then 4 plus. they left lor. my dad fetched me n kor to janice';s condo ,the jade. then swimming with fads plus class guys. later, changed .around 5 plus meet ms jane with class ppl. then headed to my class. fish stef n drey went home to get changed lor. then alot of ppl,very re nnao. then ordered canadian pizza. later fish they all came. whoa! gang fight on bed man. lol. =x then took full photo together.
people who were there, yujun- weisheng- thomas- jiayao- hock- kewin- dejin- eric- fish- stef- jan- ms jane ong- ziyao- thats all ba. plus me n my bro la. then gambled at my dad's study room. i didnt play la. cos ivery busy. haa. then ms jane leavin cos she goin church . so i send her down . she didnt eat te pizza man but paid 10 bucks for us. later pizza came. 34 bucks. got 2 13 inches one. later ate pizza then we all went to fishhy's house bai nian with her daddy. then gambled over there. i got lost money and earn money la. not much actually. around 10 everyone went back to my house, then gambled again. i didnt la. cos very big group too. then 1030 me n hock went to fetch ms koh at the carpark. so funny,she go 4th storey. cos i said wrongly, told her go there. so high n no cars de. lol. cos carpark got linked to my blk ma. then she came. we took photos with her too. haha. then she explored my house lor. then anyhow open my room de cabinets man. so shocked sia. -.-" later on air con. we were in te living room. te guys gambling. then around 11 plus they left. so left me, kor, fish, stef, drey n my y.bro.
all go my room and we gamble la. ms koh real lucky man. i mean those who are bankers la. she lost money still can smile de. haha. and say good to drey cos drey on luck too. then gamble till like 12 am odd. then stef's sister comin over. then ms koh wanna leave. me n drey go send her then she drived us to yew tee 7-11 .bot titbits for us .so good man.n drove us back. and she see us go up n she left liao. we ate te titbits and watched vcds lor. watched till so bored. everyone go my room chat n chat till tired. so prepared to sleep. but cant sleep. haha. so i sing for them la. lol- then they all slept on matress . i so bad horh. =x then 4 am odd felt asleep. stef n her sis left my house early mornin 730am cos dey got smt on. drey n fish still sleeping. 10 plus woke up. then they left. drey go bai nian with her parents ma.
-oN a fRi-

then me n fish goin mrs lai house at bishan there. so meet ms jane ong at woodlands. luckily never meet ms koh at chijmes cos she lost her way . lol. then mrs lai condo so damn big,like palace. then very cool too. her children very cute. we chatted bout our life lor, in regent sec. haiyo. - then ms koh came . lol. later 4 plus we left. ms koh fetched us to bishan mrt statn. ms jane then took taxi go alr. me n fish meet hock at junct 8. shopped around. then met ms koh again. then i bot her te eggy dustbin!! so cute! cos she saw in my room also have then like alot lor. cos my kor that time at msia bot for me. i tot sg dont have but saw so buy la. as valentime gift to her.s he still owed me kinder surprise so long liao. everytime same old reason haha =x then me hock fish went town meet class ppl. i met SYL!!! at cineleisure man. so cool. he very act dao but got smile la.he smiled at yujun man.then he hailed taxi go liao. then i met jamie yeo,crossin the road to youth park ma. then zf came for classouting too. we ate at cinel., then walked to youth park.so many ppl alr.we sat behind lor. saw jamie yeo carrie chong daniel ong grace chua behind talking. then got give out freebies too. we watched halfway, eric n zf went bowling at BP alr. thenbout 8 plus, we left leh. we took bus 190 cos the show abit too long n aiya. not realli interestd too. then we stopped at teckwhye there, cos jiayao said got short cut to his hse. what the hell! was damn scary n dark n eerie leh. we walked fr the drain there fr PJC all the way to villa verde. so scary .ulu ulu kind. but was fun, with the guys. they brought along torch man. then we go jiayao room gambled. his mom gave us hongbao lor. we ate supper there too, his maid cooked for us. then his room very guyish de. all the guns stuffs and ncc de. then gambled till 1130pm all left together. jiayao n eric walked me to my house. we had a great chat while walkin. while te rest walked stef n drey home. was fun with our class guys. on our way home, we met boon eng cos he stayed at villa too. reached home 12 plus le. so tired.
-on a sAt-

ahh- today ah./ dad woked me n my bros up. then we changed liao, went to yum cha at chinatown. so crowded . got alot of angmohs// then ate abit already very full liao. i love chinese tea man// so nice. in fact ,all kind of teas// and starbucks coffee // then fetched my didi to northvale his friend's house, fetched kor to sim lim. i nothing to do, so go home lor. intended to go swimming. but dont know if fish they all want. ya. then thats all lor. now at home.boring boring ahh./ =.-

a day. great day i guessed. woke up 6 but slept very late.i still cant forget those sad memories.
then headed to sch. was late for 5 mins. then i leaded then. started to last min plan games. as in the places. n then. was ok lar. in te bus, jordan talked to me. bout him. but i dontknow what should i say. k. enough.
then. keep on cheering n cheering. to ease off my sadness n sorrows. was feeling better too. and then have band phtoo takin session.
and then ice breakers n stuffs. k. a bbit boring. so tried to make them high as in.more fun la.
later played scavenger hunt.so thrilling.then dog n bone game. keep on shouting here n there.
took bus back later. meet fish. went to lot1 for lunch.reached home bout 4pm then sleep.then aunt n family came.went for reunion dinner. they drink beer man!.only certain happy occasions la. ate alot.cos is supposed to reunion dinner.mom gave me red pakt le.

then family watching my date with te vampire part 3 alr. got 2 parts man.so many cds. sommore ytd mom justbot.was like.it cost 70 bucks. whoaa. i think quite nice.
later have to watch the MILK fund vcd n see if i can write e script.

my auntie n family here man. so cool. anywayy. haiyo. alot of things have been troubling me.

.....
why life has to be like that.??

a day. a sad day. a sad sad day. hai- why. i cried for 2 days alr. was v upset today too. i cried durin chinese for 2 periods. cos i cant help take it. accepting e truth. isnot easy for me. i just cant accept te fact that they are together why. i was very heart broken.later fads hock kewin cheered me wup. then after sch went to look for ms lai.shewasnt there.llooked for mstan,poa test de explanation.went to her class 3-8. then. i see her bag. inside got te dontknow what lavender cream. she gave me some. so oily. but te smell was alright. then on te way back to my class,i met ms koh. she told me smt.i was upset. and walked away. n cried terribly again. hock kewin dey all consoled me back in my class. they were friends who were ther for me when i'm down. for the first time,i cried over a guy so much.yeah// hai/.

then have lunch in school.supposed to go lot1 with fads n some other guys but. my mom called me asked me rush home cos goin bugis. after lunch,looked for te trainee ms ong, talked to her bout him. cos i cant help being kept in me.we exchange no. so can sms lor. n then took a pic of me in her wallpaper.went home with fish n drey. then reached home,mom said too late so in te evening went to causeway point. met my bro there. bot shoes alr. shopped ard. mom bot vcds again. a date with te vampire part 3. she said watched at night durin new year -.-

then went home. tired. tired. no mood eat. dinner was mac meal but ate v little.

those ppl who cheered me up alot,thanks. ms ong,ms jane ong,fish,drey,stef,mengyi,sokwen,yvonne ng,kewin,hockleong, esp ms jane ong..who made some sense into my mind. but. i jsut cant forget him,never again..

myendlessloveforyou.

today's a bad day for me. ever since last night,i felt like crying but i burst into tears aftr sch. i couldnt help take it when it happened right before me., in my class. it mademe hurt. i know.i know. its impossible for me and him. the girl was with her in my class after sch. i was havin a mixed feeling.dontknow whatto decide. ppl comfort me but i just felt terrible. is he pretendin to be so good to me or what? he gave a gift which he bot fr overseas ytd personally. we were on te phone chatting so happily a few days ago. but today???!! it happened. if they're really patching to what they used to be, i will only have to congrats them and wish them all te best then. i've nothing more else to say. its his happiness he's looking for. and great that he found it at last. i will be very happy for him then, but sadness filled my heart inside me. why do i have to pretend to be so cheerful n happy when i'm not? i pretendin everyday. but isnt tt great?? hai- its has alr happened . i've nothing more else to say now. and i dont wish to comment anything bout it. i dont want it to affect my studies, my entire life.

i failed phy, chem n poa tests.was actually a big blow for me but i pretended. why again do ihave to do this? i hate science. no matter how much i study, i definitely fail. poa? i hate it-the basics. hai- but am just glad that trs in cca room 6 are encouragin me to work harder. thanks. i seldom see ppl supporting me in studies. nobody cares for me. but until i met these trs who cared for me,teach me.
i'm tired,i'm sick.i'm dying soon.i'm overworkedwith studies.

this is a bad day. for me.

later am goin out with mom to buy newyear clothings ..... yeah. thats a good thing. sorrycant make it for today's band . as i've explained .

does she really pampered me alot? why is she treating me so good, like a v v close friend.?
i just know that i get along real well with teachers especially than friends. adults are nice to talk to. they can understand and have more experiences than us. thats te good thing.

i beginning to feel that i'm goin back to my old self. no way man! i hope i will be able to become better as days pass byy. a better person. better results. improving my studies. and. lets not talk bout him anymore. i'm being hurt. but i will easily soon forget n cheer up. but later will rmb everything again. for te many times, i cried over him-

days r just like paintings, u need aspirations to go by.

am backk. umm, few days didnt post. so tired fr sch. taxin life man. ytd reached hm 730. today ard 8pm man- ay.. busy life for me. umm, today went macritchie w ms loh n few more bandmates regardin treking on comin sat. walked like 2 hrs?

today received chocolate from ms ong!! she's so good man- aha. then ms tan gave me dove choco!! 2 days ago ms koh gave me kinda bueno!!!! whoa- everyday got choco. sofun- ms leong dont wanna give me choco. =( sad leh- aha. anyway, e current trainee trs fr NIE rather fun la. i mean dey are like err. friendly ? lol- i mean it. nice trs . regent shld have more of this kind of trs.. anyway, those trs i mentioned above, thanks horh. =) i want kinda surprise . the egg one . inside got toy!! must buy for daz here horh. i so well liked by ppl and so cute too- ye, thanks. i know. lol.

ytd mr tan took taxi fetched me to yew tee control! lol. mr hector so good. he so ke ai just like me man- anyway. today. hmm. poa test i failed but just glad that out of 30, i got 10. good enough alr.la. i dont expect more cos is a new sub to me. zz. x= but for math must expect v high. if i get low, i v upset man. as for chem n phy tests, sure fail . oh no- am afraid tmr got A math surprise test. arghh. then jia lat liao larr.

haii-- i missed him. ms koh told me a good news bout him but not for me. hai, i knew it. very upset. so mood. to do anything alr. just now anyhow do math. haii. then i keep on thinkin. : no use to be sad . have to be happy for him alr. when he's happy, i 'll feel happy too. i seldom see him so happy. we used to hold conversations . even though now also. but. time flies. its te 148th day alr. half a yr. waiting. for whatt? sound so foolish. 've nothing to comment. but just very happy he gave me smt today, - personally in class when no one's around. am just glad. a gift means alot. its shows care, concern. yeah.- i wish him all te best as for now. hoping that dey will patch again. is it possible ? i dont know- but m happy forhim









is it so hard to live through those unhappiness, sad memories, lonliness.?

hmm-have been workin on my class blog lately. rather cool ,complicated. yeah. all thanks to asmah, fidahh ,becky and of cos, myself =) who have been helpin me since yesterday. took a day's work to complete te blog. soon but not yet laa.
last night slept at 2am. was on te phone with. kelvin. fr bdn. as in friends la. -.- he's a nice guy. we chatted bout band stufffs and life.. and so on.
then so damn shiok to have a great sleep.on te aircon. whoa! aha. i'm so lame. but truthfully speakin,sch days aint that good as.in lack of rest laa.

oh no- tmr poA test. havent study yet. so .. -.-" sure fail.
hws.. completed le ba, i guessed. as far as i can remember, theres only Amaths 3 sums n Social Studies lor.

today woke up at 10.30am. whoa.then immediately used comp. waited for janice to send me class photo so i can post it up. ohh man- she wasnt online. then dad came back. with macdonaly breakfasT!! each of us got a meal. whaah. luckily no pancakes. hate it alot. then early mornin drank coke lol. then work on te blog. then went off awhile.noon came back to work on again. till now- becky is helping me.

now postig up my blog.lol- bored// mom takin nap. didi also. kor went gym. dad went dontknow where. later then family outing. yeah. havnt buy shoes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ZZzzzzz. l

i cleaned my livingroom stuffs. so guai. my room very messy but last night cleaned alr. last night listenedto 933 lol.perfect10 gonna give away mandarin oranges. woo-

steffy's bday is around te corner liaooo. new year is comin... so damn great.


k lars. have other stuffs to do. buAi.

yO. so great to be back in this blog again. this whole week of school was tough for me.lotsa stuffs to work on. esp math and err,band. and had to look up teachers like ms ongss. seldom can i look ms koh up now. cos..hai. i really miss her so much. her teachings, her patience, her everything. now. hai. everytime would giv us chocos if we scored well for tests, a way of encouragment too. but m just glad that she enjoyed teachin her form class now. yeah. thats nice to hear that fr herself. anyway, yesterday was friday. thank god, last day of te week. we had class photo takin.2 wo ms ong, 2 with ms ong. all informal.but,aiyo, photographer took so farr. then te commitee had a meeting with ms ong. was rather fine except that zf horh, so bad. we keep on laughin wo lettin ms ong know. haa. great that we came out with a theme too. then hock,kewin , ziyao , drey n i and ms ong, we went to popular buy te materials needed lor. so weird, ferst time oout with our tr. and then, err.quite paiseh la. i think alot of ppl also know she's our tr.total was like 17 bucks. yeah. we makin pockets for everyone!! wEee!! so cool. and then monday stayin back to decorate lor.

then ms ong went off to meet her frien. drey went back home cos need to prepare. hock treated me curry puff, kewin treated me ice cream. aha. guys in our class so on de. good. then while kewin went to buy icecream. me n hock. talk bout. many many things in te world. haa. he's a great friend. then latr drey come liao, i go with her to complex. hock called me usin kewin hp. and then chatted till i reached complex. funny guys. then fish n stef there alr. so we start changin n swimming lor. we had fun with slides too. deep pool. waves. lol.

had dinner at S11 with fads. so cool.sharing-kind. then reached home bout 7pm. mom preparing to go out. yea. so i cooked dinner for my didi. waha. i so pro. and then he used te comp whole night till dontknow when man! i watched teevvee,actually not really la. ktV on sunyanzi old album . my fav maa. i dont like to watch tv. then listened to songs. then at 9pm dejin called me . regardin te class commitee plan and different subs and of cos, jc n poly lor. was on te phone like. an hr?? then 10 plus hock called me. chat bout diff ppl, ppl we admired.. ahem. haha. i knew it liao. then also many things laa. supposed to be secret. till like 12am ! so tired . then went to sleep alr. woke up at 11.30am till now. hhaa. online. goin off soon. tonight will be my usage of comp! then if free,start a blog for 3/10. need fidahhh help. =)

later should be goin out with mom to buy newyear shoes. hope can find my choice man. and if possible also some more clothes to add to my wardrobe! ;0

ohh man. had problems workin on oour class blog. aurrghh, yeah. complicated ... lucky asmah was there to help me. as in ,online ya.
tmr janice will send me our class photo so i can post up. =)
and then. hmm- if really failed this blog, then try using another skin lor. or no more alr. i still prefer our yahoo de. =p
anyway. slept 3 hours. so lazy. sat can sleep alot too. havent bathe, havent have dinner. just workin on this blog caused me 2 hours. more to go man.

hmm- tonight wil work on class commitee structure yeah.
and homeworksss..

whoa- tiring day. not only today,yesterday too. yesterday was quite .fun too. we celebrated hock n thomas bday. played with te cake laa- aha. smashed cake on their face too. whoa,so jia lat. chocolate cake man. we had a competition durin eng for compre. aww man. kungfu hustle lost by 1 mark or else we would have beaten chicken pie. hai- very bias sia, mrs tan dowan let me ans qns cos i asked before a qns then she keep on sayin i answered before alr.

in te noon had band. at 4 plus we had light dinner in te canteen before goin singapore conference hall. ohh man,i just love te place so muchh. in te bus keep on playin " ti ti ta ti tu " aha. fun game man. played with chingyee zhen jun. till keep on laughin. before rehearsal, met kel. he talked to me. we had a short chat. and i also dont know what to say la cos i also missed him. err. as in. brothers =p and i missed xing bet ... but i met them but didnt hav time to communicate. hai. then rehearsal. aww man.. was pretty bad initally cos we didnt have warm ups, tunin or whatever. all we did is just to blow air in order to keep our instru warm for brasses la. so rather, terrible. mr lim,err. as you know. angryyy. for sg raphsody not that great. at least american riversongs was better but we NEARLY broke down!! omg! luckily we came out on time. i dontknow what te hell was happenin, rather weird. aftr us , we went down platform sat at te audience seats. bedoknorth started playin. their choice piece, dontknow what no.2 la,forgotten. was.. hmm. got trumpet solos. but. abit .weird. n sleepy. truthfully speaking la, cos lotsa repeats. we took a break. then we used te stage again for combine. time was very precious for us. combine, rather. great then., we did left , right ,left , right on our place.just liftin up our heels for first part. yeah. was rather great laa. siying so funny., haa. then joseph solo. great laa. mr lim told us he wants magical sound. he used da word which make us laugh so hard. aha. then we also sang with bdn tt sg raph. at 9 plus left there. in te bus, havoc so hard again. ahah. thats just us. we played games too. and POTATO CHIPS. while i was on phone,tt dris n jose keep on feedin me till.. -.- then got bread too. ms beh must have been tired. returned to sch. then went home with sec4 kexin. met becky kexin yok n aileen on te way. we walked home. so late alr. and there we kept on singin. aha. very tired. droppedby at 7-11 for ddrinks n then my mom called me. i like my mom to call me man. ! ;p she waited for me at lift,thats unlike of her. last time concerts i used to return home like 12 am plus.. aha. then bathe. n talked to her. faster go pack bag n went to sleep. didnt touch my hws ,we got excuse. so tired next day.

today public speakin course. thomas jiahui lini veron and me went plus ms thila. we alr booked the london cab. price was bout 30 bucks when reached nanyang poly auditorium. great. made friends w other schools yeah. and learnt lotsa of new things which i felt was great for me. not only that, we learnt bout other poor countries sufferin and trying to help them by doin volunteer work ,can gain CIP hours too. learnt te ABCs of public speaking. ferstly, have to know yr facts well,believe in what you;re doin,be sincere in what you 're "selling",giving the audience eye contact and practise makes perfect!
came to know bout this lad. in her 20s.she's a entreprenur who was te founder of 77 street. hardwork pays. currently,she's workin on a buildin of 77 street over at te central of Beijing. rather huge too. yeah. SEize te opportunity when you're again. =)
am just so happy that i attended this course, making my life more exciting, challengin for myself and targettin myself into higher heights.=)


i hope readers would be influenced by me. -havin a dream to achieve in life ,planning it well and of cos, focus on it so you can get what you want. =p

whahha!

today's damn happy day for me.supposed to be monday blues!
but turn out te other day round.as usual,laughed so much in class.cheerful,thats what we are.
then ohh man.- ms jane ong was so damn angry. hai- no more chocolates for us. she's so serious.
hmm- after school i meet her regarding E maths then yolanda came. bad news. felt so sorry for her. then 4plus meet up mS onG. te other ong family haha.currently still a trainee. she taught me on chpt 2. then i kept on laughing. cos te way she speaks. like students. and she's so cute man.
then , till 6 like that. ms lai chased me sia. whoa. so sad =(
in order to thank te other ms ong fer teaching me,will buy her choco! hee. i so good horh.
then i go find kexin n yoklian.jordan n esther also there. i told dem some ghost stories which i recently read on TSGS 12. was true lor,but then they see me so crappy,no serious.dontknow if they believed.then jordan talked to me awhile..bout you know,band again. argh.- then later he went home w esther. yok lian n kexin pei me siaa. we go find ms koh.her bk with me.then, haha. i felt like a teacher again. sat at mskoh's desk which i longed wanted to.
have a feel that i'm a teacher again. lol. again.? that word.bcos of few cases thats why. haa. then te feelin was great.cant c lots trs ard. ohh man. i just loved it. i just loved her desk - with somany of te gifts which i showered upon her. am just so touched. she horh. piang! kept on slapping me. whoa. damn bad. no respect for me. ha- cos i tr le ma. lol. kiddin.
and then.. haha.shev funny la. i helped her puncholes her ws leh. good right? must get used to te environment ferst. =p my ambition is to be a tr.
then - she fetched us home. of cos, as usual ,dropped at my house there and had a long chat. she so rude.always pinch n slapped me for no reason. lol- xi guan can liao. haa- she wanna bet with me if i dare to slap her face. i pinched her face.
OMG. ms koh so kE AI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ahaha- oh no am crazy. today is a real exciting day for me. with so much funs and laughters. and of cos,te one and only him. i just love it.

ok.am decided to buy for some great trs whom i felt so for newyear. this are te followin trs:
mS koH , mS jAne oNG, mS onG , mRS tAn.!

WeeeEEEe. teachers just rocks.

anyway. relax ms jane ong.! =) get over it soon if you're readin.
yeah- tmr celebrating hock leong n thomas's birthday.!

hey ppls, just updated and changed my blogskin. yor should be wonderin why. cos te previous not that good. ya. hope you guys enjoy.

arghh-is a boring day. mornin went over to fish's house. also to study A & E maths but ended up doin nothing cos dont know how to do A maths. n te night before i completed all my corrections n hws for mathes. just now did some extra practise on maths . ya- need to build up my maths foundation. hee, then fish 's dad cooked for us too. then in te noon left her house, went home sleep. cos nothing to do. then watched teevee,dinner and ya,math again n my fav storybook! Love dating game by Danielle Steel. very nice to read. ye.,ever since fish intro. after that 500 pages of bk, i want start on Da Vinci COde.

bwahah! cool. i cut hair. sucks. aregh.!

ay, anyway monday gonna celebrate our class jan babies bday -hock leong n thomas. woo! think drey ordered cake alr. am lookin so forward to te comin new year. yea! so many things to do but quite dead bored. mom not around, so dont think goin many places. ya- but at least can enjoy time w friends. hee.

arhg- am so dead. slept so late durin weekends,later i grow old faster man . then got so many homeworks. hai- sec3slife sucks. then weekends can enjoy aircon! i hate to on muai aircon on weekdays. cos- later i sure cant wake up. so i dont use te aircon on weekdays.

hai- as for newyear clothings n stuffs. bought 2 sets of clothes n 1 more top. bottoms is shorts still . a, ferst day i wan wear surf pants plus white top. 2nd day wear OP clothings. i got fila handbag!! wee! to go with me whenver i go durin newyear. and then stillhave to get either a dress,those just 1 piece or 1 more bottom will do. plus shoes. those kind ballet de. pink will do. hee. all my clothes are pink. wee! to go with my specs. hee. oh man. my hair. maybe wear pink hairband. whoa, cool. purely pinky me. i just love it.

hmm.thats all. tmr is a family day. might go GIAnt get those goodies. i love kueh bangkit! wee! so damn nice. and loveletters. =)


woohoo- new year new year lai liao!

ahh. days passed so fast.gone with te wind. sch days are just.. gosh, rather busy. yeah. i dont have enough rest too. am totally too tired. but life still goes on. arghh man. today's a bad day for me.
what the hell. hai- i dont expect it to happen. i went for band. but i wanted to leave at 4pm. am not allowed! what te hell is the problem man! is a long story but i cut it short. arghh. i'm meeting my form teacher for both mathes . some doubts. yeah,and unsure still. hai- complement of a set ?? union set?
oh man. i gonna fail badly for E n A maths alr. am supposed to meet ms koh since 2 weeks regardin math ? but. she aint busy too. hai hai.
i'm trying to be independent liao. but smts really need teachers help right ? for poa , arghh. thats worst then i thought. i dontknow if mrs lai can teach me. but she's also so busy in her new school. i really missed her alots. such a great tr to talk to when i' have probs. now seldom can i find ppl like her. hai.
why are days just so bad as. sec2s life? and so busy.?? hai hai-
i;m just so sad. n feeling very terrible.
i cried myself out today when i left sch. i went to take a stroll with my sch bag. walked to the far end of villa verde playground. bout half an hr there ? hai. hai

i'm pissed with the band, i';m pissed with e teachers. its really too much. i just dont get it. studies is more important. cca? dont know how much times in just a single week? got time for it? .. what bout hws? theres no such understanding or what lor. i just always regret joinin this cca. but i learnt to try to like it. but. you think can.
stress ? ? actually. not really. i dont know laa.

whenever i cant do a maths sum, i will get very angry and cry. bcos it really means alot to me. maths is a very very important subject in my life. it needs practise. and so practise makes perfect. hai. maths is like .. a mother to me. whenever i've prob. i look for trs. isnt that true ? hai. yeah.


second most important thing in studies is. of cos. eng. must really go read bks and stuffs like that. not only eng. chi. ... and composition is always my fav.


k. i dont wish to comment anything already.
last word. attachment work is also impt. ..
zzz

hai.

hai- suddenly felt like writing abit more.
i dontknow. suddenly very sad when listenin to those sad songs like blue ridge saga and an jing. nearly drop to tears. thinkin back of many things that had happened and is happenin right now.
i felt that. i dont seem suitable to be either what chairperson or prefect.i just felt like dropping all this stuffs and stop, lead a normal simple life ,which i need not care bout anything. i dont wanna care boutso much things after being thoes heads. like takin care of te class, and so on. i just hate it. it felt like.. i dont seemed to be te right person for te right post. and must that guy i like be in te same class as me. why. are we that fated. hai. though its a gd news but ..
i suddenly hate myself alot. i want to stop myself from doin all those activites. do i have te right to do so. ? hai. everything happened so fast. and abruptly. i regretted. being a prefect. thou its my dream when i was a little young kid at pri sch. but now.- why. do i hav e special privilege thou i shouldnt hav. why. i have alot of whys.
i have no one to share to. my joys,tears.. no best friends. all are just friends.
why i am faking myself to do so.
m i over stressed.. hai.
who can ans all my qns. who. no one out there.
i;m feeling. many things to describe but i just dontknowhow.










feelindamnsad.overnth. why.,

ahh. great day. supposed to be la. sci lesson chem was great. cos .. haha.! ;p
muscles aching now. cos of pe./ legs all so pain and trembling. think too long no exercise liao. then ohh man. after contact time decorated e noticeboards w some other ppls.
then went for band at 2 plus. sian leh. keep on yawning. hai- our band really change style, have to warm up exercising,buzzing, singing... ohh man. then american riversongs. then singapore raphsody. very bored,always play the same two old pieces. gosh. hope mr lim put in phantom of the opera,that will be cool but hard.
then sectionals. arhghh. memorise. gosh. few more weeks will be the audition for syf liao by mr lim. wher got such thing. i rather failed it man. MEMORISED. !! memory not good de. hai hai.

i;m tired. have so much hws but lazy to do. but still hav to do. arghh. haiyo. durin band i ran two rounds cos of not bringin the carton. tues hav to bring wohh. what the hell. suck air n let out air. such a big carton. newstyle. hai hai.

then bout 7pm dismissed fr band. brought instru hm. so hardworkin hoh.must prac really hard. reached hm at 730 then bathe pack dinner. only me n mommie at hm. didi at camp. kor out. but back le. ya. dad workinng.
arghh man. tues gonna do marchin w band tee n band skirt. luckily not full band u. thank god.

k la. other stuffs to do. takecare ppls.

this will be a long journal entry, i dontknow. 'cos got te urge to write lots since i havent done so.sch days were just as great as ,wad can i say, no idea. -.- teachers were great except for those very, i dont wanna curse them la. like ms ong,te pOA teacher. i dontknow whats e matter w her.today i scolded zf,eric n cw for not queuing up together as a class n they went their way.just nice, tat tr was ard. she DIA0 me n then looked at me up n down. as if whad, i scoldin her.? what e fukin prob she has man. damn pissed. scoldin them is my responsibility since they aint w te class. she acted v big,n she's a new tr. hai.-
poA tr, ms meduati,alright ba except that,rather boring cos theory. phYsics, ms lai, ohh man. damn slack. chI, whoa more slack. soCIal stuDies, cool. loves past of sg. E mAths & A mAths ,whoa kaes laa. mS jAne onG very weird de. haa- but must get used to her can liao since she's our form tr. eNg was te BEST among all.! mRs tan, cos we get to present out our presentation in front of te class.so far i presented 3! so cool! i just love this kind of activities. its never boring durin enG. cHEm was alright, everytime must go sCi lAb. thAts all ba, can cope i guessed so. as time goes by, i dontknow ba.

E maths is much more harder than A mAths. sometimes i even look up for mS koh to teach meeee though she aint my teacher anymore but i still regard her as te v best tr among all. i'm just glad that she did have e time to teach me.

am sad that i lost my A mAths textbk, hai- so careless of me. but.zzz.


now i am so busy, like .. dontknow how to describe. i have more prefect stuffs 'cos gonna be in te exco team., isnt that great .? but aiyo.. am also chairgirl!! gosh, i 'm just hoping myself to be very responsible in my work and wad i should do n not slackin around. and show te class a very good example too. i dont want them to slack or whatever laa. glad that the duty roster is up but i havent done class flow chart. and notice boards not fully-ready yet. but will be asap ba. am glad thatwe also have a 3/10 website. hee, ms ong is so responsible n initiative enough to do that up =) thanks, she's a nice teacher after all. but am very dissappointed that te class has so many ppl comin in late for class. LATE. hate that word. and our clas diary is fulled with yellow slips. and ms ong tried tellin our class that if till next month,no one late. she will buy us chocos~ weee. haa- sounds rather ..err. bribe us? haa- but lest the class can do it.prove to her.
and shall decorate class diary.! ;p yeah. onlined just half an hr. haa- am goin off real soon. oh no, only 5 selected prefects out of te ten goin to the public speaking talk. oo.h.
yeah, i joined the work attachment as singapore chinese orchestra.cool man! great !

woo hoo. takecare ppl yeah. you rocka.!

whoa,a week passed so fast. sch days are fun. teachers are rather ,..how can i say. jokerrsss?? lol, some rather serious too. mrs tan rocks! lol.- k la,all e trs are great ba. got to know more friends in my class but still dont know everyone's names yet. mon stayin back with some ppl to work on notice boards and gosh, flow chart of e class! havent work of it yet!! so many stuffs to do, sec3 life is rather busy. becomin a prefect is not easy for me . have to be fair , get serious. no jokin already. and of cos ,no slacking ,same as studies. and also now, what chairperson i m alr. still unbelievable. hai. how ms jane ong chose man. wrong person. what to do- keep the class in order and all e stuffs like that ba. i thinkin whether remain as part of the prefect exco for this year,dont know when but real soon when sec4s step down. maybe i should not take up this post. aint fit enough. more work for me. but. haiyo- sec3 is really not easy. homeworks. studies. revision. cca!! piang! band is really so busy.twice a week. whoa. hai. and now my mom dont likes me goin for band. haianyway,today noon went to lot1 w fads to buy the ringfiles needed. met phylis,yvonne,siying too. whoa, i bot alot.cost 20 bucks alr.and went fish's hse.played monopoly.lol. then took photos together before going home. have nt eaten. tonight do A maths hw.

whoa.finally.am so damn happy but nervous.then rehearsal time,met berenice,zw,xr,eric n jasp.whoa,came so early. took photo w bere. then mr lim go through all e pieces,part by part. saw najiB!. become skinnier i supposed. then benny came! wahha, can save us for diemeister liaooo. then at 6 plus took buffet dinner then changed. i like the backstage,so big n long. but crampy. met ben's mom n bro.she asked me where's ben.then first bell rang.lol.nervous.later we walked in.whoa,lotsa empty lots.soon,it was occupied lotsa ppl late. then ferst half very soon ended. las piece of ferst half,american riversongs dedicated to ex-band tr,MsEng. dont know if she's touched. joseph's solo was great.ppl clapped. wahha, that brassband part,am v happy that ican play man!then intermission have to warm up and stuffs.then choir sang 3 songs. then ms tayhurry changed and sang accompanied by us.cool. then gelato. damn nice.in front can hear trumpets. wah good. benny reached those top notes.then encore piece. mr lim unwillingly came out. hahhaa.so act de.lol.then they shouted another encore but enough is enough.meet up w friends,lotsa bdn band ppl came.took trumpetsect photo w bdn.hugged xing!!!!!bet!!w hhaa.gave me roses.k- i wan to mention special thanks.lol. to people like xing,who gave me soft toy,bet gave me pink rose!,kel gave me pink 1 too! khairul gave me 1bar of choco! kewei gave our sect. chocos n sweets. bere gave me the biggest heartshape flower!! so glad ppl. n not forgettin,whole of trumpet sect gave us their phto with a photofram and their own design! we will definitely put it up in band.and took full band phto plus trs, tutors and mr lim.we even shouted gelato again.ahwhah. mr lim v daooo. lol.then took w choir too.and ms tay.took with kel too. and my kor. then inbus havoc,we eat chocos, cos cant tahan. called mskoh up!whaha. tell her the great news.aiyo;- hai- i never get to see him at daconcert,and my classmates.tink deyleft early.back at sch.aswesome but tired.food.talentime,.grad.night.hear the flute tutor played a piece ba. ya- with piano accompaniment,elmar.clarinet tutor. then some tutors joined us.lookin back at da memory,the sec4s photos.they received certs tooand i wanna thnk ying for givin me aletter,leen gave me letter+sweet,sarah gave me photo+cookie,xian gave me letter.

whoa.really cant sleep whole night. maybe slept abit? mengyi smsed me 830am ,woke me up. yvonne smsed me then. whoa.so wake up la. very excited. i dreamt of opus. omg, when comes to that piece , Diemeistersinger, TIM. REYNISH took over mr lim. whoa seh,lol. like wad hazizi said, KFC guy. lol. then we dont get tim reynish's conducting. omg. then screwed up. all very sad. whoa. stupid dream. but exciting to see tim.reynish again in my dream.haa. i wan his autograph! ;p haa. k la. later eat 2 eggs fer breakfast/lunch then ask zw faster come my hse give me tic money.then walk to yewtee meet fish.then go sch.
whoa later can see everyone wearin so elegant .. lol. jsut cant wait.
k go bathe alr. woo. so happy.

whoa. no band. but long day for me. woke up at 9.15am,supposed to meet phylis at 845 but tired,needa some rest. then went to sch.got jor,charles n kexin. i did nth there,just chat lo. then ama came.bot her bks. i left w her,ard 10.30pm.jus nice,ms koh drove to sch.took chocos fr her!she owed me so long!whaa,i still havent eat,only can eat aftr OPUS,which is tmr. then 11am reach chingyee's hse,northvale. lotsa work to do.like cutting,tying up,folding for the 600 booklets. piangs!! then charles bot lunch fer us.dris,ama,aaron,yaqing, were at her hse. then aaron left at 1 plus to meet kenny for some stuffs..then yaqing also left.then esther came a while.aaron came back w zeting n jor. zeting's oboe spoil! LOL,be4 concert like tt liao.whoa,must b nv takecare ahh.then he left.minfang n dor came back fr bedoknorth.whoa,dey got combine.hazizi bday too! happi bday boy! then we have lesser work to work on.but only 6 ppl doin e job.some doin speech stuffs,powerpoint... 1 day before concert like that busy. whoa,we have lotsa fun.chingyee laff,c her face red.lol.and rather cold man,cos of weather.then i pei cy go lot1 meet her friends to pass tic then bot them drinks.then tiring,tie the ribbons.all our hardwork.manual work u c.sch is so budget.hai-. then my aunt called me up go lot1 meet her,cos my mom asked me buy long sleeves shirt for tmr night wear.lol,so funny man! jus for tmr -.- so bot le la,pink of cos. then went back to cy condo do and do and do.her parents came back le,then her bro damn cute! LOL!! in luv with him siaaa. then night bout 8pm left lor.cos FINALLY completed liao. fr 930 AM 's work till now.leg and hand pain. whoa.then go lot1 w my sect buy for benny,our tutor,a cute cute giraffe pillow!!! hee,so unique we nv buy flowers cos so common. then c if i hav e time to buy mr lim smt tmr mornin but dont think so.rush ba. then go buy titbits cos ea section must bring for party.later meet aaron n jor at foodcourt.then go ntuc buy their sect titbits.tink dey bot bout 5 pkts ba.then jor helped me carry my stuffs leh.so heavy n e titbits.so good! lol.then aaron dey all go for dinner. while i left w jor. we took 307,talked alot bout bandppls lo n of cos,tmr's concert. damn scared n nervous baa. for american riversongs. hai. i havent prac yet coss. at night cant prac. and went out whole day. then jor wanna cut hair or else sure tekan by ms beh tmr. but he pei me and walked me all the way to my life there,n sommore we wearin sec2 tee.later ppl tot wad siaaa. lol. k la. he v good,see me go up lift then walked back yewtee.hope he alr got his hair cut. ;D then 930reach hm.faster bathe,cook maggie, havent iron uniform. my bro helped me iron the white long sleeves shirt. just polished my boots,waitin for it to dry. and instru nt yet polished but oil the valves.hope nth goes wrong tmr.tmr must reach 1130am cos still have to arrange the scores,whoa,then if can prac my part. lol. and intermezzo,v scared leh. and morni have to meet zhao ming, fish. then designer. whoa. -.-"k. am v tired now. 1130am le. omg. planned to slp early for rest. whoa whoa. aiyo. k la. tmr OPUS. yeha. cant wait. but so fast. aioyo. sch reopening soon. zzz

tiring day fer me. woke up 6 plus,dad drove me n phylis to sch.chingyee told me 730, make me wait til 820am.whoa. then gave mr tan the 3 drawings.ya,very childish.lol,not formal,i mean for te opus programme bklet.lotsa stuffs to help them out.mr tan scan into te comp,must decide colors all dis.then programmes,performers,tutors,..aiyo,alot of things.then in e end,ama aaron ain n me go chingyee hse do.type everythg out blabla..hard lehh,then joseph kenny lionel came to help out./aaron n ain bot lunch fer us b4 band. then after eat,me n chingyee hurry go Lot1 pop. buy those A4 size papers,300 sheets. then she bot chicken rice fer esther,yaya. then in e end,cos of kenny,redecided tt use half kind..cy v stressed man.then ama n ain go sch ferst,cos late alr. then aaron me joseph cy took taxi to sch at 1255,arrived jus nice,1pm.where will start combine.whoa peng,everythg v rush n out of time.then told mr tan bout our idea,but he changed idea again,even the logo.think not bad laa.the way its folded is rather unique,doin on diff.color papers.hmm.ya. then combine quite alot of pieces, mr lim so last min decision,asked me prac on the americanriversongs da part w joseph.,whoa,i v scared of semiquavers de.die die.2 days,can i make it? will have to do my best. ;pthen rehearse the song w ms tay where she will sing n sing.,we played like 3 times to satisfy her. Haa,then rehearse everythg in e hall,plus movements,so actions everythg mus be fast. most scared is the Intermezzo. ya ya. 2 more days..yea.once its over, u considered so fast but.. haiyo. i really cant wait for OPUS but i dont want it to so fast end. whoa,jus take medicine. whoa i really sick man. always wanna reach concert like that.nt evyertime la.lol.. cos of te weather,v cold.then in ava rm forget bring sweater.freezing maa. nowadays alot of ppl sick. even mr lim siaa. think he spread to me de . LOL> he also caught a cold+cough liaoooo. tmr go buy jiajia liang teh drink. got vicks, latr take 1. lol. i v worried lehh. 2 more days. aiyo.k la- end here alr. tmr got band meeting with jordan phylis charles kexin. whoa. fads finally asked me out tmr! but .lol. weather v cold,cant go swim. ;p

no comments.noon started band,but 11am met fish for xmas gift then omg,so fated, saw MR CHIA!!!!! he so SHUAI!!! haa,then go sch. ava rm got aaron,sean,chingyee,yvom,phylis,lala. then warmup lo,then gave te design to cy.then fall-in,then combine,those playin Intermezzo only.i really liked e piece alot,but..dontknow how to express out sia.alwas feelin v nervous.luckily joseph got help me.till 3 then combine.go thru legend,amparito,diemeister,bravo only.zhiwei n elma came.tonite is lionel concert,so wished him all e best.driz n sarah went.then after band,was told to design 3 same but diff style! whoa,try my best baa.tired neh.tmr 730am must reach.asked yvom n phylis pei me.so can gib exco ideas for the programme booklet ba. and tmr MC got come woh.got rehearse movements in e hall.then combine in ava.and also plus ms tay sing la. i like la musica man,so nice. omg. got instrus accompanment. whoa, charles bluff me sia,say will online whole night,waitin for him niaa.then i called him,said at Northvale,chingyee's hse. ama dor also there. wah. good lor,waitin for the photos to be sent to me. and waitin for sarah send wo pics. lol- aiyo. v tired siaa. tonight sure v late sleep. must endure. opus is comin. cant fall sick siaa. then opus stayin over til tmr mornin. got party and grad. nite. ooo- ask my tutor wan go. whahaha. i want him to play siaaa for opus.. k - la, need do other stuffs liaooo. takecare ppl.

woohoo.this trip,me organised de man.was a last-min decision,den hav to call up ppl late midnite. then meet at 12 noon at cck control,while meetin,saw jiahui xian goin for party too. me n yvom alr bot 5 bottles of snow to play!! lol,then last midnite call mr lim neh,asked him to join us.he didnt reply.so noon me n yvom take turns to call cos nv ans.then until my turn,he ENGAGE my call!!! omg,then yvom called him, n he ans,say he slping. haa.he said not joinin cos he noon must prac horn.then nite got other things. then waited till 1pm for an hr,for latecomers,esp. zeting n sean!! took bus there 190,very noisy sia.then we called trs up,like ms tan,ms loh n even mr lim again,wished them merry xmas..stopped at far east plaza,saw min fang. walked n walked and eat lor..then crapped alot.cos we're wearin e same tee,we stand 1 line block ppl .ahaa. then walked to taka,see things. zhen jun wanna meet us.so he only gave me xmas gift!!! so touched! then we go wisma atria meet charles dor n ama.charles n dor gave us gifts.then we took alot of photos.then zj n ama n dor left le,cos dey goin yaqing hse party. then only left 10 of us.took alot of photos on e way to heeren.then all e gers hug ZETING!! n take photo.he must b feelin fortunate.! lol,then charles took photo w kexin n yvom,his meissss. eek.. lol. then took alot of photos ba. hee,then sean aileen kexin yoklian left first. whao seh,yoklian put so thick makeups.then ze ting keep criticisin her till she hot.lol.so thick. then left me charles siying ze ting yvom amy. we played games in e mrt!l o l. then charles go woodlands.amy v funny de,when take photos,asked her look elsewhere,she go look at cam! then me n yvom drop at yew tee go pasar malam. her dear dear aaron called her and then we talked to him bout our party. he at ah ma hse,cant go sec3s party.LOL. then we bot bubble teas. then she walked me to my hse,then i walked her to her hse,then she walked me back again. lol. reached hm 7 plus laa. lol. havent buy presents for my dear fads// latr got xmas party at drey hse. hai- cant go,of cos. got band- now eatin maggie. 11am meet fish. then g liao. go self prac. yvom phylis n aaron also there. ava rm shiok!! i scared intermezzo, latr nv play out. hai- then mr lim dowan e piece then jialat.

whoa. woke up 12 in e noon. 'cos too tired. fr normal band days n camp of cos. then meet my mom go ntuc buy stuffs,on e way back chat alots of things laa. told her i'm goin out tmr. yay,me v guai de. then she cooked spagetti. ate le,clear my oldstuffs in my rm,then sleep again to kill time. then kor went out to countdown to xmas.so bo liao! mom n bro went for dinnar w far far aunt. lol- too many relatives laa. dad bz workin still. aiyo. then my aunt called ask me if i want go over to her house for dinnar. i rejected her cos stay at hm better, got phone to use,tv to watch,comp to use,instru to prac.haah. actually today yvonne asked me out,but . aiya.dont want la.maybe tmr. or sec2s batch go out. c how it goes. sunday.band meeting. arughh.we haveto decide on the programme right after opus. all i can think is horror movie,disco,night walk. cos it late night. eerie. lights not on for e whole sch. u see. ya. just had self-cookin dinner. not bad la=x lol.and if got time. i want change my blogskin again. cos that blogskin damn lousy. aiyo. yeah. i wonder how he celebrate christmas. durin camp,saw him in sch with ,mom,grandma and sis cos buy bks. he so damn tall now. and hair grow. yeah.
now listenin to american riversongs. not we play de laa. haa. terrell sent me. his comp damn lag! =x actually is kenny de la,. i missed the alumni batch man. though dey came for camp .... haiyo. and my tutor. huisi. and the ex one. najib.
current tutor,benny forwarded me smt,it says "in life, we cant expect everything to be in perfection. as musicians, we should have the fun element and enjoy our lives. nevermind if made mistakes, cos thats how we grow in music and thus in life, we mature. " ppl readin this, its really very inspiring. and touches my heart. cos of this,i have the strong ambition to be a part time musician one day and a teacher teachin maths. will hav to work very hard towards my goal. and aftr 0s,join outside band if have the time. k. bout benny. he's a nice tutor, who got patient to teach. we told him all our probs. like tired,so many 1st blabla.and afraid play wrongnotes. at least we learnt smt. we had a 2 hrs plus of chattin just on all this. and now jus buzz on mouthpiece to relax before concert. 6 more days left. pretty fast. and now will have to prac fr basics, scales., and all this stuffs. even the arban book. if can borrow laa. and go check out music book stores for techniques and practises. me seems so hardworkin but v lazy siaa. lol. k la. end here. hee.

whoa. back fr camp. till now havent even rest. cos when reached hm,help my mom alot of things man. camp was great.i guessed so. first day had combine in e noon with mr lim. a,then bathe and changed into sch u. so early bathe man. as usual,me n mengyi washed our hair outside. faster n easier ma. then assemble for dinner then took our bus to esplanade. k-,supposely sat w zhenjun and later sat alone. cos.haiyo,dont want to mention le. so pissed. anyway its over laa ;) then concert was great! saw zhiwei huisi najib in philwinds. gosh,so shuai lor. huisi's solo was great. ;) missed her abit ba x= and also najib laa. last piece, was great and the clarinet solo. whoaseh. really like so much. i like english horn!gosh,so damn nice. think they dont have fugelhorn.yea. then last piece, percussionist really throw the plates. gosh.-can hear the crashin sound. was shocked. i sat w ze ting.before tt sat w cat.can c 2 full rows we occupied. haa. saw bdn peeps. kelly wished me luck. lol. then back to sch in d bus,lie on zhenjun shoulder! sleepy.but cant slp.dontknow why.maybe e bus too shaky cos sat all e way bhind. chingyee n angie sat in front of us. haha.zeting damn cute, w minfang. opps. then had midnight combine! omgosh. guessed how late. and all of us were like half dead. but endure yeah. diemeistersinger! gosh- really like the opera alot after mr lim let us watch. so damn nice. its quite long. few hrs. then took supper brush teeth. shift bunk to 4th level and combine w another gp. cos v little ppl. our bunk really rocks. got angie kexin yiting mengyi cat dor anyu siying. ;p first night all cant slp. keep on singing and talkin. till fell aslp.
2nd. day.mengyi woke me up 15 mins b4. so we brush teeth everything lor. done le then fall-in. PT! -.-" tiring. of cos. aiyo. we v slack on that day. then noon did abit of the filming for syf the drills. not bad laa. then had combine. then bathe,dinner then night combine fr 8-10pm with tutors. omgosh. percussion tutor, damn handsome. lol. he v cute siaaaa. lol. he played the drumset for gelato v cool .lol. sec2s wore our v first sec2 tee yeah. cool. ;p after combine. we had night games. treasurehunt+detective. very funny. aiyo. complicated story too. and we watch SPACE JAM!! omgosh.! damn nice. so cute!!!!!!!!then wash up. then 1 plus wanna slp. zhenjun woke me up asked me go canteen. i tot punishment. kena scared. yes, appointed as Ic w zeting. was rather nervous. and . aiyo. cos i know i will nv become Ic de ma. me so irresponsible blablabla de. k la- wadever. went back bunk to slp. roughly know the schedule le.
3rd. day. today. whoa. have to chase them hre n there, . movement slow all this. yeah. must tuck in at all times too. we also got tio. mornin PT not so tiring. only 30 mins. then got game too.. not v long. ya. then breakfast. DRILLS. not really drills. just the instru and american riversong marching. then combine. 2 hrs. i scared of intermezzo. die. latr nv play out. haiyo. then fall in back in front of canteen. tink of cheers. we tot of 2 cheers. then combine cheer with taufik batisah gp. we r closely link together. haha. then fadhli main actor. lol. then v funny. sia. keep on laughing. thay lay peng. her laughter. whoa. makes me wanna laugh. the taufik. lol. really enjoyed alot. lhahaa. then last part we spoiled taufik reputation sia!!!!! we acted like chickens. lol .then after dismissed them. went for lunch w yvonne and phylis. then we had a long chat bout mostly band stuffs. chatted for bout 1.5 hrs. whoa. that was cool. then went pasar malam then home lor.then helped my mom do alot of stuffs too. no time for nap. yeah. v damn tired.
hmm.tmr must fall in 7am. man. tinnk till late evening. whoa. then tmr rehearsal. so must do our best at vch. yeah- so fast time fliessss. .. .. .. night.!

maybe ppl dontknow how to get there?k- mornin 930 must reach sch,rather late. then had combine with mr lim. at 12 lunchtime. then also must get change into full band-u. at 2 plus settle down at foyer,had tuning,warmup and of cos,went thru bravo brass. some parts of it. then the lorry cant fit the many percussion instru due to the "borrowed" marimba. rather huge & heavy of cos. so some instru have to shift to e bus. then our bus got double bass,so must take care man.hmm,ya- our bus went right into da place. then faster settle down. first piece ,american riversongs was the best of all! cos,dont know la.everyone is cautious. and can be easily affected by e environment. then last 2nd piece,bravo brass was the worst. cos we were rushing,tired,out of air. cant reach high notes. but luckily euphs r strong.substain all e way. some bdn went to watch us. like fidah,chris,kel,susu.. christmas recollection,my solo..wth. played a wrong note. rather bit of nervous. play F shld be a sharp. eurghghh!! but recordin cant hear the obvious mistake laa. aiyo. then each of us got a cert fr the organiser or smt like that. xian video-cam us too.and ying. the photographer =x lol. leen,the recorder. hhaa. ks- saw hazizi too. he told me a gp of his friends wearin black! -.- instead only saw him n his friend. then we got waterbreaks while waiting for bus. time to take some shots too. and then in e bus back, me zhenjun angie yvonne anyu phylis. so damn crazy =x we were screaming,singin,playin.havin lotsa of fun. whoa.that was over crazy already.then ppl in e front may think we r really crazy.ought to have fun ma.so tiring too laa.lol. we rock d bus.haa- then over at woodwinds bus can hear vanet their voices laa. wad if after opus.more crazy, aiyo. reached sch 7 plus. after keepin instrus n everything 830 left there. prefects n choir havin camp too. tp me,.it was one of the greatest concert. yea.cant wait fer tmr. the camp. whah. but but. hai. first night all of us goin esplanade for concert. najib's solo!!! yeah.!! the philharmonic.then not much time left for lotsa activities already. havent even decide wad song to sing. .tonight then pack bag.ytd went to do identity n flag for camp. but me ended up last min goin christmas party with becky,yvonne,minfang,siying. bandmates laa. at cuppage plaza. was great.. ppl were social,v friendly. even exchange no. u can jus jump n sing n clap. me kena shocked. lol. then 3 plus left there. minfang n siying went to clementi for the other church party. me n yvonne went back lot1 meet ain dor fatin hayati. then meet ama zhenjun. then we decide on flag again. for identity,it will be pink friendship band on wrist and santa claus hat. flag will be a v unique one. a red umbrella with those tags with our names and of cos taufik names around the umbrella where it will be like dangling. so tmr must meet up 630am to complete the flag. ya- cant be late! hwhha. i like taufik!*
all i want for christmas is you..*

whoa-pretty fast.a day to go for e concert.feeling nervous+excited.mixed feelings. da concert is especially for charity. yeah- actually friends gg down to support but dey mentioned far. it aint far to me anyway. hai- xing actually also wanna go but.. haiyo;today had band at 11am.before that was lower brass. then combine a while till 1pm.cos dontwan make it full day.time flies v fast.k,go thru christmas recollection of cos,all la.some pieces mr lim did some parts only.i very afraid of christmasrecollection.haiya.so must a cool mind.thou e folks may nt appreciate it.believe in myself man.yea.haa.i so crappy.then higher brass+woodwinds got combine maa.aiyo. so weird de,time goes v slow.so have ssectionals too. then at 1 point of e time,some ppl were needed to play for the choir ,La Musica. the way we play,guessed its v nice laa.ya.zoey played tenor sax,very weird!lol! we tried e piece once ba. seems like a sax quartet le.suks laa. excos dont allowed us wear our sec2 tee. wads e matter man. got e word regent wind symphony. aiya. not mentionin that,not even class tee. zz. p e shirt n band skirt,boots,long socks.whoa seh. i havent polish,boots, instru, iron unform. go thru my scores again.tmr morni before go band will prac those impt parts.k- damn angry w excos lor. actually also got ask mr lim.he agreeable but excos. aiyo nvm nvm. whoa. wad to bring for snacks. aiya. anyway ppl interested to c us , lol, 530-630 at far east sq,shenton way there. ya. hee. ;Dk- now have to look for those christmas songs =x cos e way i play , then i dont even know how it sounds like. lol. =x me v mountain tortoise laa.tmr graduated members goin to watch us. gosh. - 0o0-time flies. driz is back fr paris,she went there 3 wks.shes performin w us tmr. and mengyi will be back 4am today. ya.

so fast time pass. this mornin had a v great chat with ms beh,i have lotsa things to tell her,maybe also feedback her too ? haiyo. our band.,really got alot of prob lor.some regardin friendship,some relationship. totally suks. ms beh gave me some great advices too. really need to thank her,at least durin holi i can tell her alot of things.she even asked me go lunch w her and mr lim.scare me man of cos decline laa. then warm-ups as usual.noon only got woodwinds,horns n trumpets.go thru the christmas recollections.aiya.dont mention it,the moderate 2 i confused.hai.then go thru loch lomond lor.alot of melody fr me.have to tke care of crotchets or long note.abit nervous too.so cold in e rm.sectionals an hr.then mr lim play the diemeistersinger opera in e rm.trumpets havin sectionals in e rm.so can watch la.then latr he dont allow us watch.he say tmr lo.. then i got the shi jie mo ri pianoscores fr aaron.then after band,saw dance. saw bere la.she got asthma then cant stay lo.dey havin camp. latr me aileen kexin phylis yok lian ate snacks at yew tee.then meet designer at 7.20pm. took e sec2s tee le,but haven pay him all. then now i still hve to retouch-up on horns tees ya. i like e sec 2s tee. plain n simple ba. then i brought hm all e tee leh!! -.-" tmr mornin ask my dad fetch me to sch. much reach 730.yea. mornin my tutor comin fr 8-10am. sectionals. then tink in e noon combine. yeah. msbeh said can talk to her on thu over at lunch if theres time. if not- then camp laa. heard that first night we all goin for concert where najib wong will make his solo at esplanade. so can see him.zhiwei performin too.ya- so guess 2nd night talentime lor. hai i dontknow if i'm staying. zz. dont know. whoa. so damn busy.

last night chat on da phone with yvonne bout alots of things man.! till 130am plus.then batt flat le. this mornin woke up 9 plus.11 plus i went to jurong popular buy bks.only bot 2 bks .lol. phy n chem bks and also band file. then head back hm la. actually wanna meet ama up for band camp stuffs but she's not free. then my dad n bro went out long ago,dey bot my shoes.ytd went causeway find wad i want dont have. dined at mosburger w mom and bro lo. dont know what to do later leh. transfer scores lo then read christmas scores. hai. i very scared n nervous of e comin performance leh. 4 more days. tmr band starts for me at 1230,m considered higher brass wohh. then also got woodwinds. tues my tutor benny comin down. yeah. lol.

now we sold 300 tics le. haiyo.i really cannot make it for the Christmas Recollections siaa.got alot of different christmas songs.i playin first,alot of melody and solos.but joseph playin 3rd. he cant possibly be playin first right! since he got so many first le.then so rush. about 5 more days to the mini concert. hai- i very scared leh. now joseph n you not in band, me and cat. almost lotsa pieces playin the same part then v weird no first. then alot of ppl keep askin us jiayou. when ytd play gelato, mr lim said good luck trumpets. every1 looked at us. front part okok,quite neat. then the melody after percussion solo,die liao. luckily eileen played trumpet part too. for e die meistersinger mr lim asked us to work hard leh. i got record down so can listen at hm too. but me n cat same part ma. trumpet 2. then loch lomond, y0u playin first w me. all e melody in first tpet leh. whoa. no more abba gold sia. cos of woodwinds. think u also know right.
i v long nv online le.so busy w band too. then fell sick after the day we tekan by mr lim. under sun drills an hr,then followed by memorisin american riversongs and marchin+playin tt piece. ytd sectionals benny last min cant go so he smsed me,then tues 8-10am he comin down sectional w me n cat lor cos concert comin. ytd sectionals was terrible. cos suddenly v headache then cant play anything lor. mr lim asked cat to try to contact nathasha every now n then. but also no use maa. so late le,how cant she possibly play all e pieces right.
let it snow-,let it snow, let it snow. wahah. ;p
later i goin buy schbks n schshoes,been sayin this for so many times.yea. durin camp gonna wear trackshoes! my mom bot liao! hee. if today nv go out, can meet out bandmates for camp stuffs le. havin a terrible flu liao. think next time onwards band pracs have to bring a sweater . one of the aircon broke down too. uarghgh. zzz. i still dont know what song sing for talentime siaaaa. 2 more wks to camp. pretty fast. 20 more days to opus. cool. aftr opus i sure rush to our rm to keep instru all this stuffs then faster meet my pals. yeah- especially those fr bdn. who's comin for our concert. 32 of them. trumpet sect,whole lot of them . wabbahahabhwha.-
now sat seems like a day for me to relax. unlike last time. -where sat is the longest time have to stay in sch for band.
oh yea. ytd i met mrs lai after my lunch. then i helped her to carry her stuffs down to ground level where her husband's car there ma. i called her husband uncle leh! =x then mrs lai laughed laa. she gave me a poa bk. hai. its so sad that she's leavin. and i'm really v lucky to meet such a great tr too. =D

whole wk was as per normal,band pracs yea. mon, mornin brass combine w mr lim ma.then learnt lotsa new techniques to improve tone.now he change our band culture. first thing to do is exercise,stretch,massagin,i believe he will do this to bdn band. haa.so be prepared. second thing is to buzz onto mouthpiece, then warm up. k,we totally suks when comes to recordin our playin. aiyo.zz-. yesterday's prac.,mr lim fell sick cos of us,i think is me especially ba.so i'm feeli v terrible actuali. some of us were late aftr lunch,i was 1 of them la.actually reached long ago,but woodwinds warming up. then were punished,at parade sq shoutin timing together under sun for an hr like that. then he was watchin us closely fr music rm,then we were told to bring down instru,file n waterbottle.have like 20mins sectional outdoor for e first time on american riversongs then latr march while playin instru,we have to memorise la.ks.must accordinate w steps. not easy task unless u master it well. haa. mr lim keep sayin i wrong man! lol,how to concentrate.then latr sectionals on loch lomond before combine back to music rm,but he suddenly becum sick. band major said he v red,cos of heat ba. he took panadol drank water and then he went back first lor. so sectionals all e way la. then jordon n aaron came to my sect. lol. aaron conduct v funny!!! then jor record our playin.
today got prac. mornin woodwinds,afternoon all. hope he's fine already. i bet we have to do marchin w da amercian riversongs lol. cos wearin hse tee. omgosh. lol. =x i cant wait for the prac latr. lol. and i scared loch lomond,yesterday got prac e whole piece, melody comes almost all fr me. but dris is playin w me too.loch lomond is nice,but i prefer abba gold. ya- ks. latr meeting fish,returnin her stuffs. =) they're goin ice skatin. but i cant la. have band. is more important.

just woke up,feelin damn sleepy.didnt slp well few days.ytd woke up 6 plus.band full-day ma.today mornin is woodwinds,noon is small gp yea.
suddenly had a dream,missing him.he's at korea,how's he doin.i wonder.and dreamt of kelly?? being my closepal?!! lol.weird.

few days nt here,cos of the busy band pracs i have.must faster rush this blog,latr have band.yea.jus in 3 days,i became so damn close to kelvin fr bdn sax.why.mayb is really fated? cos he really looks like jiawei,my usedtobe best pal in band.but jiawei quit already.hai.yesterday he came all e way fr punggol to yewtee for our band.and he was alone.how poor thing.he had own sectionals outside and warmups with us.warmup was like 1.5hs,how tiring!but at least we gain smt out of it.then i had lunch w kel at minimart.then abbagold,i didnt play out e duet parts,rather nervous,how.cant be possibly like tt durin opus.hai.-i always cant do it.its always e tempo.zz.must work extra harder now.24 more days!like wad mr lim said,why wld ppl paid 10 bucks for this kind of music we played.it totally sucks.i really think so.rather sad ytd for band lo.aint satisfied w myself.same for e exchange. then after band dismissed,kel and i went to lot1 for dinner at ljs.met peng n esther too.ard 630 left there,he waited for my bus to arrive b4 he goes.then he start to sms him.and confess,you know.but..i dont.told him alotsa things too.hai- rather sad.i dont like to reject ppl,feelin totally guilty and stuffs like tt.but we just cant anyway.cos...
on sunday,went to bugis junction w family!my mom bought me lotsa stuffs leh!so happy.she bought me a pinksurfpants and a fila handbag.just all these cost 50 bucks le.anywway its for e newyear wear.gees.havent buy finish too.still got schshoes and schbks.think today after band faster rush hm then go westmall with my mom.newyear is comin,i cant wait!! bwahah,and of cos christmas,and not forgettin, opus??!! hee. ;p
goin to bathe now. must work hard for the 11 pieces!! ;p

woo hoo.wed mornin band meeting,had lotsa fun la.i was late an hr.then on way up,saw ms koh.then discuss w them bout sec2 tee,dor n her gp were paintin banner.not bad laa.last yr in tt depart,lotsa work to do.poster uhh,just have to touch up lo,then at 130 meet designer mr lee. haa.our sec 2 tee,afraid v ugly leh..behind got red n blue words,infront is black words.tee is white. ;D hope it turns out nice,guess hw much it costs? $9!! cheap ryte.then went to lot1 for late lunch at pizza hut! she treat me de maa.haa.then walk walk.saw lotsa regenites! lol,so we faster go back lor,ferst time so early ard 5.reached hm,my mom asked me go get changed,goin 0rchard.so shocked and sudden man.v crowded. then we went to opp. wheelock there,got ice rink but not worth too.and many shops opened for christmas and those games rides.lol,and da haunted hse.so funny de. then we went wisma for dinner at the 3rd level,da paste resturant,v delicious i supposed. then walked around,wanted to buy sch shoes but not nice.actually wanted to meet my 3rd aunt at Esplande but my mom dont want laa,cos she need work tmr.i love Esplanade,so fun lo.then 9 plus we took mrt back.reached hm 10 smt,still got time to watch abit of idol.yeah! taufik! thurs didnt go fer band prac cos family outing maa.noon went sentosa with my mom,bro,aunt,cousin,mom's friend..reached there bout 3 liao,we have picnic at Palawan Beach.then my bro n i went to rent a bike,we cycled fr palawan to tanjong,then to siloso beach for an hr.even went to explore but lotsa of bus. dangerous too.then guess what.i met pris and netballers.so shocked.haa. then in e evenin watch sunset then took bus to other places,took photos too.wanted to stayover at the sijori resort de.but so weird,sgreans stayin over at sg place.wanted to catch musical fountain at 740.but bcos of e rain,we rushed to bus stop took bus lor.then take the bus back to harbour front,took 188.then ate at kfc 9plus le.then went ntuc buy things,bot sushi! lol.then 10plus reached hm.whoa ,tired. then kor reached hm fr genting for a wk!! missed him so much. he buy alot of stuffs for us.lol. but nv buy for parents.so weird of him.i asked him buy me pink billabong wallet next time he go.he went w jensen n family.and his dad drove so fast.whoa. he told me every night ewnt clubbing.haa.great that he enjoyed.sleep at 12am.fri! today! kor went wild wild wet le. waha,my mom just went Jb with bro. she asked me go but i got concert. paid 10 bucks le leh.lol. ard 1 plus meetin ying then go shop for things for bdn ppl.percussion n trumpantes.cos is their concert maa.go there empty handed v paiseh de.lol.intended to watch shutter then ying so scared. waited 3 wks fer tt show. but no time watch too. latr go town c what can i buy.my mom and dad gave me money! whaa.then hai,have to go hm myself. sure reached hm 12 plus le. i hate that. zzz.- just had my lunch. die,i dont know how to walk to vch. -.- fr city hall.only know how to go esplande. latr follow crowds lor. ;D k. goin now. wished them luck already. so excited for them. ;D ohh mannn. just realised comin sat,tmr got exchange w the 5 schs. need buy presents for msia band. hai. exchange. zzz. think buy chocolates. then tonight hurry make a card for them. dont know want be tourguides bring them around esplanade and other places. lol. so tired . then mornin exchange at bdn, pls really pray hard and prac very very hard. i dont want that to happen again Every exchanges lor. tts why i hate exchange alot. i dont wan cry mannnn. latr go prac awhile before i go out. ;p